I don't own Twilight. I just watched at TV show where they did a home make-over inspired by Twilight. I don't know what was more disturbing. The fact that the house looked better before the make-over or that the husband actually admitted to being Team Jacob. What a douche bag! :)

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative, but Edward is starting to talk a bit more!

Chapter 26 - First

J-

A freak? How in the hell could he even think that about himself? God, his dad has really mind fucked him. I've never felt this protective over anything in my life. I love my sister, but with Rosalie, I didn't have to worry about guys messing around and hurting her. She would just break their balls if they tried.

I know Edward can take care of himself, but I want that to be my job now. I don't want him to have these insecurities about himself.

I knew taking him up to the loft would be trouble, but I couldn't stop myself from saying the words. He's just too tempting, and I needed something. I didn't know what that something was until right at this moment.

When he leaned up and brushed his lips against mine, I didn't even react I was so shocked. I felt that brush of his lips from my toes to my cock. Is this how it's going to be? Small kisses like this are going to render me unable to move or speak?

I can tell he was scared he went too far, but he just didn't give me time to react. I wasn't expecting it, and he was gone way too fast. Holding him now in front of me, with our bodies so close the breeze can't even get between us, I'm going to show him he has absolutely no reason to think I don't want him.

I know I probably look a little crazy as I put my hand in his hair and pull him closer to me, but he doesn't seem scared at all. He just looks excited and so very happy. But I have to make sure this is what he wants, because I have a feeling that once I start, I won't be able to stop.

"Baby, can I kiss you?" I could hear how low my voice was. It was almost a whisper, but he must have heard me just fine. I felt a small shiver go through his entire body.

He doesn't answer me with words. He just looks up and nods his head. I'm kind of hoping he wants me so bad he can't find the words to say. That thought gives me the confidence to kiss a man for the first time in my life.

I bring his mouth to mine and taste his lips again. So fucking soft. I can't even describe how perfect they are.

I'm keep my mouth closed just brushing my lips lightly over his over and over again. He's kissing me back, but I can tell he's just as shocked by this as I am. I guess you don't get your first kiss with the love of your life everyday. To feel this sensation is almost overwhelming.

I'm trying to take things slow, but Edward obviously has recovered a bit and wants more. I feel his tongue lightly sweep across my bottom lip, and I waste no time opening up for him.

His hands, which must have been down to his side until now, are roughly shoved into my hair bringing me even closer to him. He tilts my head a bit and continues to slowly rub his tongue against mine. Neither of us are trying to dominate, we're both just stroking and tasting.

Suddenly he pulls away and takes a deep breath. "Fuck Jasper, where did you learn to kiss like that? No wait, I don't even want to know. Just don't stop, please!"

I almost chuckle, but he pulls me back to him, and I'm once again lost in the pleasure that Edward can bring me. This time, though, I can't help but take over his mouth.

I here a loud moan and realize it must be me when our mouths are together again. Nothing has ever felt this good. I can't help but grind my cock against his as I continue to fuck his mouth with my tongue. The friction is amazing, and I never want this moment to end.

"Jasper! You still in here?"

I hear my dad's voice from down below, but I can't seem to stop myself. I continue to ravish Edward's mouth, until he stops me.

"Jasper, it's your dad."

I sigh in frustration and take a couple of steps back. Fuck, I didn't want to stop kissing him. Looking at his flushed cheeks and swollen lips, I can't help but feel some pride that I did that to him. He looks even more beautiful now, if that's even possible.

"Yeah, dad we're up in the loft. I was just giving Edward the tour."

I walk to the edge and peer down at my dad standing in the middle of the barn. I hope I'm far enough away that he can't see the massive hard-on I'm sporting.

"Oh okay. Just be sure you get these stalls finished before the afternoon."

"We will, dad. That's what I was going to train Edward on first."

"Sounds good, son. See you two at lunch"

Dad walks back out the barn door and I sigh in relief. I look back over my shoulder to see Edward still standing where I left him. His hair is all over the place, and he's trying to be discreet as he adjusts himself. I start walking back toward him and give him a stern look.

"Don't you even think about hiding something that big from me, Baby."

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E-

He's walking back toward me with a little swagger in his step. He knows he kissed the hell out of me, and I'm so happy he wasn't weirded out by kissing a guy. I can't let him have the upper hand for good, though.

"No sir, I wouldn't dream of it." I bite my lip as I say it and run my hand down the outline of cock through my jeans.

His steps falter as soon as he hears me call him sir, and he comes to a complete stop. I just stand there and smirk at him.

"Edward, unless we're somewhere completely private and alone, you are not to call me that again. Do you hear me? I'm about to lose what little fucking control I have right now." His jaw is so fucking tight. I love it when I get him to talk in this voice. It's my favorite one so far.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say anything wrong." I try and act all coy and innocent, but I don't really think he's buying it.

He starts walking toward me again. He's lost the swagger, but has definitely gained determination. He makes it over to me pretty damn quick.

"I'm not fucking kidding, Edward. Unless you want me to fuck you right here in this barn, you better not say shit like that to me."

God, I don't think he's ever looked sexier than right at this moment. This is the forceful Jasper that I crave. I'm going to have to save that "sir" idea for something special.

"Alright, Baby. I promise I won't say it again. Well, I won't say it again, until we're alone."

He moans and leans his forehead against mine. He's breathing so heavy, and from the way he's pushing himself against me, I know it's going to have to be me that stops this if we plan on getting any work done today.

I lean up and kiss his lips again. I know that I won't be able to go long without feeling them on me from now on. I need to take what I can get while I can.

I slowly pull back and lightly kiss both his cheeks and then his eyelids, trying to calm us both down a bit. Eventually, I pull away all together and just stare in his eyes.

"Edward, I don't want to ever stop kissing you. That was the most amazing thing I've ever felt in my life. You are the most amazing thing ever in my life."

I feel myself tear up a little. I don't want to get all emotional in front of him, so I just wrap myself around his shoulders and lay my head on his chest.

"I feel the same way, Jasper. We are just meant to be together. We're going to have to try and not let these feelings overwhelm us, though. I know it's going to be hard, but I think we can find a balance."

The smile he gives me when I look up is so big, I can see the dimples I've never noticed before. Adorable. He squeezes me tight and then steps back.

"Come on, Farmer Edward. Let me show you how to clean up after the horses."

He starts laughing at the face I'm sure I'm giving him.

"It's not so bad, and if we get finished quickly, I might just bring you back up here for a little reward."

That devilishly hot smirk is back, and I can't help but smile with him.

"Okay, but I want a very big reward."

"Don't worry, Baby. It is."

Why does he say things like that? Does he just love to torture me?

I think he does like to tease you a little bit, Edward. :)

You all seemed to want the longer chapters. I went ahead and amended the summary to warn people that this has went from drabble fic to a bit more. lol

Seriously guys, I'm scared out of my mind to post this. Please let me know how I did with their first kiss. It's so hard to write sweet and hot at the same time. Well, it was for me! I hope I did it justice.

See you tomorrow!