Chapter Two. This is Finn's Point of view. Hope you enjoy. xx
I was sprawled across the couch watching a BasketBall game waiting for Rachel to come home. I couldn't wait to tell her that I was the new Coach at McKinley High and I couldn't wait to see her. I missed her today, it was hard loving her as much I did. Before I could go over every detail about how amazing Rachel Barbra Berry I got lost in the game on the TV.
About ten minutes later, I heard the door open and shut but I still didn't move. I just had to watch this shot and he…scores! I mentally yelled in my head. I thought Rachel had gone upstairs or something because I didn't hear her come in. I jumped up as soon as I seen her and kissed her. I had the most idiotic smile on my face it was embarrassing.
"Guess What?"
"Guess What?" We both said together, like we sometimes do. In our funny little way.
"You go first." She said smiling up at me, bursting to tell me her news. So I quickly told her.
"I got the job! I'm the new Coach at McKinley High!"
I smiled even bigger than I did before. Saying it out load made it more real, somehow. I know you might think it's weird that I want to be a Coach but I never had eye expectations or anything about life. But when I met Rachel I had two goals set. One; become a successful School's Coach. Two; Marry Rachel Berry. I was getting closer and closer to them both.
I looked at Rachel facing reality again for a while. Her face seemed to show an emotion but she hid it from me before I could even figure out what it was. She was happy for me? Wasn't she?
"Awesome." She whispered.
"Your turn."
"Oh…um.. The audition went well, really well in fact. They gave me the lead role, there and then."
"That's great." I said, genuinely happy for her. So to show it, I picked her up around the waist and spun her around. When I put her back down, she started to nibble on her lip and her eyes had lost their usual light.
"Finn, the shows in New York. I'd have to move to New York."
It took me a few seconds to realise what she was saying and when I did, my smile faded. She was leaving me to become a star. I should have known. But I wasn't letting go without a fight.
"You…you can't leave…me." I barley whispered.
"I'm not. You're coming with me."
Rachel Berry had returned the one that only ever cares about her. The world revolves around her but I still loved her. No matter what. However, I still hated this side to her. I had finally had the life I wanted in my grasps and she was taking it away from me. Removing my happiness so she could have hers. Why did I love her? Because she's amazing despite this side of her, I answered myself.
"What? Didn't you just here what I said? I got a job, Rachel! I can't just leave! I told you for years that I always wanted to be a Coach and now because your dreams coming true. You me to throw mine away and come with you?"
"Well, yeah. I love you. You love me. That's what couples do."
No, they compromise I said to myself. I loved her but I was fed up of this, always putting myself second. Now she wanted us to move away from our friends and our family. I couldn't do that, not at all. Plus I had a job now.
"Rachel! I love you, yeah! But I'm not throwing my dream away! To live yours!"
I bit my lip, getting beyond frustrated and angry. Why? I mentally screamed.
"But I'm never gonna see you." She said, the tears flooding down her cheek. "How am I gonna get used to that?"
I shut my eyes not wanting to see her cry. I couldn't see that but I couldn't live like this. I couldn't, it wasn't right. But I never, ever thought that I would ever say these words to her, never. That's when I started crying. I had to do this.
"Then you better leave now. Practice makes perfect, huh?"
"You want me to leave?"
Rachel voice squeaked out the question. She was upset and she wasn't the only one. I breathed in and out before turning around, till I was facing the window. It was raining outside, cliché.
"I mean it, Rachel. I love you but this relationship has two people in it. Not just you. I can't believe you would want me to throw away my dream. I'm fed up of it always being about you. It's always about you."
I did love her but I was so tired of this. She needed to realise that it wasn't always about her, like she thought.
"No, Finn. Please, we love each other. We can make it work."
I could hear her begging me now. Something she never ever did. Never.
"Go. Rachel. It's over."
It took her a few minutes for her to move and for that few minutes there was nothing but silence because neither of us had expected it. Finally, she did and said something that made my heart twist and turn, painfully.
"Goodbye, Finn. I love you."
That's when she left. She disappeared out of the door and into the pouring rain. My tears flowed down my cheek as I watched go into her car. She sat there for while, staring straight ahead and I could see the tears flowing down her beautiful cheeks. Rachel punched the steering wheel before she drove off, briefly glancing back at the house before she left.
I kicked over the chair and punched the wall, knowing full well that it would bruise in the morning. But I didn't care, I didn't. She was gone. I'd let it happen. The most talented, spoilt, beautiful, annoying girl I had ever met but one thing would never change. I loved her, always have. Somehow, the anger that I just felt towards disappeared and I just wanted her to be here, in my arms.
"I HATE THIS!" I shouted out loud, letting all my neighbours know about my distress.
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a beer out of the fridge. I drank the first bottle within ten minutes so I grabbed a second. On my way back into the living room, I turned on the radio. A song was just starting and I knew it. It was from some Disney musical type of thing. Rachel liked it.
It's like he doesn't hear a word I say,
His mind is always far away,
And I don't know how to get there.
It's like
I could hear Rachel singing these lines and that's why I joined in.
She's way too serious
All he wants is to chill out
She's always in a rush
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out
And interrupting
Like he doesn't even care
Like she doesn't even care.
You,
Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't say mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why does he try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all my friends say
(That's what all my friends say)
You,
Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't say mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
When I'm yes she's no
When I hold on, he just let's go
We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)
But I can't say mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
But I can't say mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing
By the end of the song I had made it upstairs in my room. I sighed and pulled out my sock drawer. There it was the velvet box that was meant for her, so I could spend the rest of my life with her. I looked at the ring and prayed she would come back to me, tonight. If not, I could always go around everyone's house until I found her. And I would find her.
The normal italics was for the girl singing.
Bold was for Finn sing
Was for both singing
() was for echoing
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