I don't own Twilight. My husband asked me to make a Christmas list for him of things I want this year. I found an official scrap of the shirt Rob wore when he played Cedric Diggory on Amazon for $178. Would it be wrong to ask for that? lol

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative, but Edward is starting to talk a bit more!

Reviewer of the day goes to….. twilightreaderaddict who said, "Yay! So doing a happy dance in the corner. Yes I would love it if they were people and drama free for awhile, but reality sucks doesn't it! Between Psycho Alice, The Town Whore Rose, I Think I'm God's Gift to Man Jake, Homophobic Dad, and a Cock-Blocking Set of Parents! (he'll we haven't even met the high school bunch yet) How in hell do these two think they'll ever be drama free? js" I love all the character descriptions. Perfect! Honestly life in Indiana is pretty damn boring. If it weren't for a bit of drama, this would be a very dull story. haha

Chapter 34 - Please

J-

It was so hard to watch Edward drive away. What a cluster fuck of a day this was. First my whore of a sister and then Psycho Alice. Why can't we just get a moments peace? Thank God, Jacob stayed away or I would have lost my shit.

It felt so good to hold him now that we had everything worked out and things were back to the way they should be. I hope this crazy day just made us stronger and helped us realized just how important communication is going to be. To keep this a secret we're both going to have to act a certain way around other people. Neither one of us can lose control over something we just think is happening. We need to just relax and wait until we can talk about everything when we're alone. I have my temper and am way too jealous, and he has insecurities and the tendency to overreact. We're both going to need to get better at being in a relationship, if we're going to make this work.

After my shower, I lay down on my bed and just think. So much has happened to me, but I've honestly never been happier in my life. Just thinking about Edward makes me smile, and I know tomorrow morning can't get here fast enough.

My phone goes off and I know it's him.

Hey! I made it home just fine. Wish me luck asking dad about Friday. I already talked to mom and she's on my side! - E

I knew he was nervous about bringing up the idea of spending the night out here to his dad, but he promised me he would talk to him about it tonight. I was just so excited, I couldn't wait to find out. His dad just has to let him. I have very big plans for my boy.

That's great, baby! Just be calm and tell him about how I'm going to take you out to meet the guys. That sounds very manly, doesn't it? lol - J

It really fucks me off that his dad makes Edward feel like less than a man. I bet his lazy ass hasn't broken a sweat working in 25 years, but he thinks it's okay to make Edward feel unmanly because he can play the piano? Edward is perfect, and I'm not going to let his father make him feel worse about himself than he already does.

haha Yeah, I'm sure he'll love that. Maybe I'll tell him we're going to a strip club or that we're going to pick on some little kids. That would probably make him proud of me. *rolls eyes* - E

I will NOT be taking you to any strip club, baby. I don't want any hands on you other than mine. Those girls can stay the hell away from you and your hot ass! -J

Just the thought of him in a strip club makes my stomach flip. What if he wanted to go to one with guy dancers? What would I do if I saw him staring at another man?

I'm getting myself upset over nothing again. Damn, it's so weird having these feelings. I had no idea I would be such a jealous and possessive person. I hope Edward doesn't mind, because with him, I don't know if I can be any other way.

Don't you worry! I have no interest in looking at anyone else but you. Maybe you could do a little strip tease for me on Friday if I can come over? -E

Oh fuck, my boy is talking dirty to me again. Why does he do this when I can't get my hands on him?

I might. You will have to be a very good boy if you want a show, though. You better do a good job asking your dad. I want you on my bed watching me. -J

Fuck, baby. I would love to watch you touch yourself. Will you put on a show for me? Will you stroke your big cock for me to see? *crosses fingers* - E

Just thinking about rubbing one out while Edward watches makes my right hand go straight for my dick. How can he have this much power over me? With just a few words, he's got me worked up and so hard.

I'll let you watch me, baby, but on one condition. I want you rubbing yourself for me. No jeans. No boxers. Just your hand on your cock. Can you do that for me? Could you come for me like that? -J

Yes, Jasper. You know I could. Just the thought of you standing over me while you stroke yourself has got me so hard. God, I need you here with me right now, baby. I hated driving away from you. -E

I'm so glad he feels the same way as I do. Watching him leave was so hard knowing what he was going home to . I have a feeling the closer we get, the harder that's going to be for us at the end of every day to say goodbye. Before I can write back, I get another text from him.

Mom just called me down to dinner. Wish me luck! -E

Good luck, baby! Remember to stay strong and don't take no for an answer. ILY! - J

I will! ILY2! - E

Maybe I shouldn't have written our first I love you's in a text, but I needed to do something to give him confidence. He knows I love him anyway. Now, I just have to sit and wait for him to text me back.

Please, let his dad say yes.

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E-

Okay. I can do this. Jasper just texted that he love me. As nervous as I was before, I feel so much better now. Just reading those 3 little letters has made me a man on a mission.

I can't keep the smile off my face as I head down to dinner. Thank God, my hard-on is under control. I don't' need that to worry about, too.

Sitting down at the table, I look over at my mom. Elizabeth Masen is the sweetest, kindest, person I've ever known. She has only ever wanted what's best for me, and it kills me that she's going to be stuck here alone with my dad when I leave for college. I wish she would get out. She deserves happiness as much as anybody for what she's had to put up with over the years.

She winks at me as dad starts talking about his day. Like we care. I sit waiting patiently for him to stop. Interrupting him is never a good idea.

Finally he stops rambling, and his eyes zero in on me."Well Edward, how was your first day on the farm? Did they actually get any work out of you or did you have to come home early for a piano lesson?"

I will not shove this fork through his hand … I will not shove this fork through his hand…I

'm trying to calm my nerves and temper when I hear mom speak up.

"Ed, he did a wonderful job today. He just got home right before you did, and if his clothes were any indication, worked up quite a sweat. I'm so proud of you, Edward."

"Stop coddling him, Lizzy. It's about time he makes something of himself. He'll be gone to college next year, and we can't let him leave the way he is now. He'll be chewed up and spit out. He's not ready for the real world."

I can't start a fight with him when I want this so badly, but it's so hard to hold my tongue. Mom has learned from years of experience how to change the subject on a dime. She's saved me so many times from his wrath.

"Oh Edward got asked by the Cullen boy to stay after work Friday and go out with him and his friends. Isn't that great? I think it will give him a chance to meet some of the boys around here and make new friends. I think it's a wonderful idea."

This is it. I'm trying to eat my food, but it just feels like globs in my mouth. I can feel my heartbeat in my ears.

"I don't know. He hasn't really earned the right to be out of the house just yet, and what do we know about this Cullen boy. I want to know the kind of guys he'll be hanging out with here. The few friends you did have in Chicago were not my idea of good ones that's for sure."

Well, it's now or never.

"Dad, Jasper was really great showing me around today and helping me learn. There aren't a lot of guys in our senior class, and I'd really like to meet as many of them as I can before school starts up in August."

"So you would be spending the night out there after you got back from meeting these friends of his?"

"Yes. He said I could just crash at his house. Both his mom and dad will be there and he has a midnight curfew."

Please let him say yes. I can't act like I want to go too bad or he'll tell me no just to spite me. He's done it before.

"Well, I guess you can. That is if you work hard this week, and I get a good report from Carlisle on Friday. I'll give him a call in the afternoon just to make sure."

I can't help the grin that spreads across my face. Mom taps my foot under the table and smiles at me.

"Thanks, dad. I'll work hard, don't worry about that."

"You better."

That's it for the dinner conversation. As soon as I can excuse myself, I run up the stairs and grab my phone. I look down and laugh because somebody is very anxious to find out if I can come over.

BABBBBY! Can you? - J

I can't help but giggle. He sent that about 15 minutes ago. I wonder if I should torture him a bit and make him wait. No, I can't do it. I'm so excited, I have to tell him now.

Well, Jasper. Think you'd be opposed to having a roommate on Friday night? :) - E

I wait less than 10 seconds before my phone beeps with his response. He must have had his phone in his hand waiting for me!

Are you serious? Don't tease me, Edward. Can you really spend the night with me Friday? Will I really be able to hold you in my arms all night long? - J

God, that sounds amazing. I want that more than anything.

YES! I'm all yours, Jasper. The question is, what are you going to do with me? - E

We can do anything you want, Angel. I have a lock on my door, and we'll have all the time in the world. There are just so many possibilities! - J

I can't believe this might actually work out for us. To have actual time alone with Jasper is going to be amazing.

Is it Friday yet?

Well, thanks to mom, Edward is going to get to spend the night! Would you all be too disappointed if I did a little time jump to Friday for the next update? :)

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See you tomorrow!