Guys, I know it's been a while and I know there maybe a few mistakes in this and its not my best writing but I had was completely lost on what to write for this chapter. But anyway, I hope you enjoy it all the same. :)
Finn POV
Within a few hours, I was on a plane back to Ohio. I didn't want to waste my time in New York any longer, Rachel had moved on. I had lost her, it seemed pointless to fight for her anymore. Every battle, every fight seemed meaningless, I had been so stupid to think that Rachel wouldn't have moved on. Her smile had been clear about how happy she was, how happy they were. I should have realised earlier that Rachel wouldn't be alone in New York, I should have known. It was wrong of me to think that she would have waited all this time for me. I had been so stupid.
"Finn, so what do you think?" Kurt asked snapping me back into reality, he was holding up two different pieces of fabric and waving them in my face.
I pointed to the blue fabric and nodded hoping that was the correct answer because the thing is with Kurt, even if he asked for your opinion he would make sure that you gave him the answer that he secretly wanted.
"Really? I think that kinda states 'Oh look you've just brought home a baby boy!' whilst this one is much more modern." He said placing the fabrics on the table and re-adjusting his hat.
"Kurt, it looks like you just made up your mind all on your own, so you coming here to ask me this was kind of pointless." I stood up and walked to the Kitchen, grabbing myself a beer from the fridge. Kurt followed me in there and sat on one the black bar stools that Rachel had picked out for the Kitchen months ago.
"Honestly, Finn I came to check on you. Everyone's worried about you since you came back from New York, you won't talk about what happened. Mom is freaking out, she misses you. She misses the old you."
"I'm tired of people looking after me! Okay, I'm fine. I'm going to get through this and you need to leave, Kurt because I have to perform tonight and I need to sort out a schedule for football practice, the team needs me and honestly Kurt, I need them. They team and me performing at the Club are the only things in my life right now that make me happy, even if its only for a little bit."
Kurt froze and his blue eyes just stared at me looking for any sign of happiness in me. He nodded before skipping off the bar stool and hugging me. I kept my arms by my sides, I wasn't going to show him that I needed him, that I was on the verge of breaking. I wouldn't show him that. I wasn't go to be miserable in front of them anymore.
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I stood behind the familiar red curtain as one of the last acts preformed with his guitar. I peered through the gap to see all my family and friends here to support me, I smiled knowing that they were there for me. I noticed that Blaine was missing from the crowd, Kurt was sat alone at the bar but he seemed happy so maybe Blaine was on his way, I didn't know.
"Hey, Finn."
I turned around to see Blaine standing there. He was wearing his usual frontier, trousers, daps and a shirt and the only thing that surprised me was that he wasn't wearing a bow tie. His usual neat curls were messy and I couldn't help but wonder what him and Kurt had been doing before they turned up here. I smiled at least Kurt was happy.
"I know that we don't always see eye to eye but I wanna wish you good luck for tonight." Blaine smiled as he patted me on the arm, reassuringly.
I nodded and muttered a 'thank you' before turning around to peek back through the velvet curtain. The guy with the guitar had nearly finished and the crowd looked in awe of him, he would be a tough act to follow.
"Finn? Can I tell you something please?" Blaine asked me, regaining my attention.
I turned back around to face him and his face had grown sincere since I had last looked at him. His dark brown eyes stared at me and I couldn't help but think of her beautiful warm brown eyes and my heart just throbbed at the loss of her.
"She'll come back to you, Finn. Jesse has never had the hold on her that you do. She loves you." Blaine whispered before he walked away into the darkness.
The man with the guitar came off stage and smirked at me like I couldn't beat what he had just done. Rolling my eyes I walked onto the stage and smiled at my family and friends who were all in the corner laughing, smiling and talking. My Mom whispered 'Good luck honey' just as the music began.
If your standing with your suitcase
But you cant step on the train
Everything the way that you left it
I still haven't slept yet
This song was a promise and yet a goodbye song to Rachel. It was time to let her go but I would always be here waiting for her if she ever came back to me. I could feel my heart praying that she would.
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without ya
If the truth is your a liar, if you say that your ok
I'm sleepin' on your side of the bed goin' out of my head now
I tapped my foot to the music and I could see Puck grinning in the corner with Sam. Santana was smiling at me like she knew what I was doing, what I was thinking about. Brittany though was just dancing wildly besides Santana and I couldn't help but laugh slightly at her. Brittany was just so child like and innocent.
I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the matt
If you ever come back if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back
If you ever come back now
They all knew who I was singing this for and they all knew that this was, in some way, closure for me. Me and Rachel were meant to be, I knew that, she knew that, everyone knew it but I would move on with my life until she was ready to come back home to me. Jesse wasn't capable of loving her like I could and Rachel knew that, Jesse was just a rebound.
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know your out there somewhere so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
Oh just remember this, oh just remember this
The crowd were smiling at me and some were even standing! It was such an incredible sensation when people loved seeing you preform, it was amazing and I would always remember and thank Rachel for introducing me to it.
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle onAnd it will be just like you were never goneThere'll be a light in the hall and the key under the matIf you ever come back if you ever come back now
And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back if you ever come back now
As the song ended, I thanked the crowd for being amazing before returning back behind the curtain.
Santana POV
When Finn walked off the stage, I turned and looked at Quinn and Mercedes who smiling as they watched Finn walk away. When he left the stage, they turned to look at me and nodded. Yes, the plan was still on.
So what plan does Santana, Quinn, Mercedes and some others that I haven't mentioned. You'll find out in the next chapter. The song was If You Ever Come Back - The Script. Please review, any suggestions for stories PM me or tweet me flyingfireworks. I think that's it so thanks for reading :) Love MidnightGirl467