I don't own Twilight. So it sounds like Rob and Kristen had a fun date night out at the Marcus Foster show. Good for them! I hate that they have to stay indoors because of people with cameras and the paps. :(

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. Jasper will be first and is much more talkative, but Edward is starting to talk a bit more!

Reviewer of the day goes to…. shenoahdesigns who said, "That was majorly hot and somehow innocent at the same time. I love how they are having all of their firsts with each other." That was my plan from the beginning. I really have a hard time reading stories about these two with other people, so I knew when I got this idea they would both be pretty innocent. Glad you like it! :)

Chapter 43 - Cuddle

J-

Nothing can prepare you for the sight of naked, wet Edward.

I thought I knew what I was getting into when I stepped into that shower, but I had no idea. I could try and think of words that would properly describe him, but there aren't any out there that would do him justice.

Watching him stroke our dicks together until we came, was just as amazing as it sounds. I would have never thought pleasure like that existed. I almost passed out my orgasm was so intense. I have never felt anything like it before, and I know now nothing else will ever be good enough.

I loved teasing him about measuring his cock. As much fun as I was having, I couldn't help but imagine how hot that would have been to witness. Him getting himself all hard with his hand and then trying to get that 9 inch cock to hold still while he tried to measure it.

Damn.

Maybe I'll let him measure me. I mean we should probably be exact in our measurements, shouldn't we?

His eyes are still wide from my comment about him handling my 9 inches. I didn't mean to scare him. I know we have a ways to go before we're ready for that, but just the thought of it brings a smile to my face.

"Don't worry, baby. I don't want to do that tonight. I was just flirting with ya."

That does it, and he snaps out of his mini coma. He does that sometimes. I wonder what he's thinking about when he goes off like that. Probably something I would really enjoy hearing about.

We look around the bathroom at the mess of clothes that we've left and start laughing.

"I guess we were in a bit of hurry, huh?"

"Yeah gorgeous, we were. I'm so glad you decided to join me."

"Like I had a choice! The thought of you in here taking care of what's mine without me, just would not do at all."

I pick up the discarded towel from the floor and wrap it around my waist. He starts to pout as soon as I'm covered. Fucking adorable.

"Don't worry, I'm sure you'll see him again. I'm going to go out in my room and get your bag so you can get ready for bed."

He doesn't look happy, but he agrees.

I'm glad that Edward thought of brining all his things over this morning before work. Not that it wouldn't be sexy as hell to see him wearing my clothes to bed, but it might look a little suspicious.

I walk back in the bathroom and he's leaning against the counter top still naked and perfect. His cock is hanging heavy between his legs, and just seeing it makes my mouth water. I want to taste him again, but I know we both need to rest a bit.

"Here's your bag. I'll just get dressed out here."

"Okay, I won't be long."

When he shuts the door behind me, walk over to my dresser and get out a pair of sleep pants to put on. Should I put on some boxers, too?

No, I don't think I will. It might make for a nice surprise for my boy later on.

I'm looking around my room, and I suddenly realize we might have a problem. I want to hold him all night in my arms. I don't want to even pretend that he's sleeping over on the couch. I hope he feels the same way.

Mom has already set out sheets and a blanket on the couch for Edward, and it makes me so happy how much mom and dad like him already.

"What's got you thinking so hard over here?"

I turn to see Edward walking up behind me. He looks so damn good with his cute sleep pants on and a t-shirt. I would rather him be back to nothing, but he looks perfect in clothes, too.

I turn back around and look at the couch again. He walks closer and puts his arms around my stomach and lays his chin on my shoulder. He doesn't say anything. He just takes turns squeezing me and holding me tight. I know he's giving me time to I can figure out how I can express to him what's wrong.

"I don't want you to sleep over here away from me. I want you in my bed all fucking night long."

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E-

There is nothing like the feeling of holding Jasper in my arms. All muscle and man. He was made for me.

His words are to sweet and ernest. Like he was afraid I was going to deny him what he wanted. I want to sleep in his arms just as much as he wants me there.

"I don't want to sleep on the couch either, baby. Please don't make me."

A whimper comes from deep inside him, and he turns quickly to kiss my lips.

This isn't like the kisses from earlier. There is of course passion there, but there is more love than anything.

He pulls away from me reluctantly, and looks so torn.

"What is it, Jasper? What's wrong?"

"I want you in my arms, but I don't know if it will be safe. You saw me use the key to get into Rose's room. She or my parents could use the one above my door if they wanted. I mean they never have, but I'm so afraid they will. I can just see Rose being a total bitch and trying to sneak in here."

I hadn't even thought about that. I didn't know how Jasper had gotten into Rose's room. I was just really glad that he had.

"Well, is there some other way of keeping the door shut? Maybe put a chair in front of it or something?"

He gives me his sexy smirk and holds up a finger tell me to hold on.

I watch as he walks over to his desk and grabs the old wooden chair that he must use when he's sitting there doing his homework. He puts the chair down in front of the door and pushes it against the doorknob.

"I've seen this done in movies. Do you think it will really work?"

I laugh a little because it just seems like such a bad idea, but I don't want to burst his bubble.

"I don't know if it will work or not, but at least we'll hear if anyone tries to come in. That should give us enough time for me to get to the couch before they do."

I wanted to tell him that it would probably look pretty strange for us to prop a chair up behind the door to keep people out, but I don't. I want to be in his bed so bad, I'll agree to anything.

"Well, let's go. Are you going to take me to bed or not?"

His hands grab both of mine and they start dragging me toward the large bed in the middle of his bedroom.

I really like his room a lot. It might not have all the modern furniture and high tech electronics that mine has, but it feels more like home than that one does. I wouldn't mind staying here every night.

"So do you sleep on the left or right side?"

I love how he's all nervous now and trying to make me feel at home. He still has a hold of my hands, so I give them a shake as I sit down on his bed.

"Hey, how about we just both end up in the middle?"

"I like that sound of that, baby. Scoot your cute ass up there."

I crawl into his bed and get under the covers. He follows right behind me. We end up on our sides staring at each other.

I know we're both nervous and afraid to do anything to make each other uncomfortable. I'm going to have to do something. I need to hold my man.

My leg drifts over and wraps itself around his. He looks down and then up to my face with a smile. Now that I've started it, he doesn't hold back. His legs are quickly intertwined with mine and his arms are around me.

"Can I give you kiss goodnight, baby?"

Doesn't he know he never has to ask me again?

"Yes, please."

He runs his hand across my forehead to get my shaggy mess out of his way.

"Fuck, I love your eyes. So green and beautiful. I don't deserve someone like you, gorgeous, but I'm not going to give you back. You're mine now."

I close my eyes at his words, and from the feel of his hands in my hair. He's sending tingles all through my body.

This isn't sexual, although laying here with him would be on most occasions. No, this is something much more than that. I can't hold in what I'm feeling at this point. I'm so overwhelmed, I have to tell him.

"Jasper, I love you. I love you so fucking much that sometimes it's too much for me to take. The feelings I have for you are like nothing I've every felt before."

His kiss is sudden and deep. He's whimpering into my mouth, and I know he feels the same as I do. He's putting everything into this kiss.

His mouth slows and then stops. He keeps kissing me lightly over and over again. It's like he can't help himself.

When he does finally slow down and stop altogether, I'm so relieved at his words.

"I love you too, Edward. I have never felt this way either, and I know for a fact I never will."

Now it's my turn to kiss the hell out him. He doesn't seem to mind at all.

I know the day is catching up to us, and after two amazing orgasms we're both pretty spent.

"Goodnight, baby. I love you so fucking much."

He smiles and wraps his arm around my shoulders. My head rests on his chest, and I can feel his heart beating only for me.

"I love you too, gorgeous. I wish every night I could fall asleep with you in my arms. Soon. We'll have that soon."

I'm too tired to answer him. He's so warm, and I can't keep my eyes open.

I drift off to sleep thinking about how very fucking lucky I am.

Okay, no sexy times, but I felt like a little sweetness was needed today. As much as I love them getting more advernturous physically, it's all about the love between them for me. I hope you didn't mind! Think the chair trick will keep Rose out? )

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