I don't own Twilight. The paparazzi suck balls. I hate when they turn something innocent into chaos. I have to say some of the people on these blogs truly scare me. Poor Rob! :(

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!

Reviewer of the day goes to…. twilightreaderaddict who said, "They really are perfect for each other and lucky us we get to come along as they learn all those sexual things that turn them on and make them go ugh!" I'm very glad you're all along for the ride as well! I think it will be a fun one. :)

Chapter 55 - Quiz

J-

Well, I guess you learn something new everyday. So I'm a Top.

It kind of feels good to have that figured out, but then again, I'm scared out of my mind because I don't know what the hell I'm doing.

I mean I don't want to do anything wrong, and isn't the Top's role to kind of take charge? Or maybe not!

Damn, I'm so fucking confused.

Pulling into the driveway, I park the truck and just sit and think.

Edward said he wanted to Bottom. He wants me to do that to him. He didn't seem afraid at all, and it sure seems to me that I have the much easier part of the relationship.

Won't that hurt Edward? God, that's the last thing I want to do to him.

I know I'm not small, and that cannot be comfortable for him at all. What the hell is he thinking?

Okay, fuck, it's getting hot sitting out here. I know I only have motherfucking dial-up, but I can still do some research even if I can't watch any videos.

I get in my room and lock the door. I double check it, too. I do not want Rose walking in here at any point today.

Okay, let's just try a Google search for "Gay Top" and see what comes up. Damn, there is a ton of shit on here.

Oh, wait. This looks promising: The Top or Bottom Quiz.

I think I'm for sure a Top, but we might as well be sure. I click on the site and wait for the page to load.

Yes, I have to fucking wait for it to load!

Holy shit!

There are pictures on here. Guys without any clothes on at all. I don't know whether to be embarrassed or turned on.

I think my cock agrees with turned on.

And these questions!

Have you fingered yourself?

Have you used a dildo?

Rimming?

I get from the pictures what each of those questions entails, and I can't help but rub my hard dick through my jeans. None of these gays are particularly attractive to me, but they are naked and fucking themselves with dildos.

Would Edward want me to lick him there? Would I like that? Damn, why isn't he here right now?

I need to talk to him, and I really need him to suck my cock.

I click ahead and get to question thirteen and stop. The question is, "The feel of a hard throbbing cock inside your asshole is…" and as interesting as that it is, it's the picture that has me unzipping my jeans as fast as possible.

One guy is sitting on a couch, while the other is facing away from him on his lap. He's actually sitting on the guy's dick. I mean it's in his ass, and the look on his face is one of pure bliss.

Fuck, I want to make Edward look like that. I want my dick to make him scream out in ecstasy. I want him to ride my cock just like that.

I wrap my hand around my very hard cock while I look at the picture and imagine it's me fucking Edward. I had no idea how bad I wanted him like that until this moment.

I'm leaking so much, all I need is a lick to my palm and I'm ready.

I look at the guys big cock inside that ass. Damn, it looks like it would be so tight, and I doubt that other guys is a virgin.

How fucking tight is Edward going to be? He'll be wrapped around me squeezing me as I fuck him.

Damn, I'm so close.

I'm distracted by my phone ringing. I'm about to fucking blow here, but I have to answer it. What if something happened to Edward?

I keep a hold of my aching cock, and with my other hand pry my phone out of my jeans.

It's him.

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E-

After I got home with my half melted chocolate chips, I have a list waiting for me of things to do around the house. Thanks goodness, dad got called into work on an emergency.

Mom said he told her before he left that if I got everything done, he'd let me go to Jasper's . You can bet, I sure as hell got all of them done.

It really wasn't a lot of work with mom helping out. I told her not to, but she wouldn't take no for an answer. I think she feels guilty for how he treats me. It's not like it's her fault. She just loves me more than anything, and that's probably part of the problem. He's jealous of me because I took her away from him. Well, he shouldn't have had me then. I shouldn't be punished just for being born.

Taking two steps at a time, I get to my room and lock the door. I know mom is busy downstairs, but I'm not taking any chances. I don't want to be overheard.

It takes him a while to answer the phone. Just as I start to worry it's going to go to voicemail he picks up.

"Hey, baby. Are you okay?"

Something's not right. I'd know that voice anywhere. He's turned on. What the hell is he doing?

"Jasper, where are you?"

"Umm, I'm at home. I just got here, and I'm up in my room."

He's all alone up in his room? Hmm, I wonder what he's doing up there.

"Whacha doin', baby? Are you having some fun without me? I know that voice, Jasper. Every time I hear it, I get hard as a rock. Tell me what you're up to."

Please tell me he's jacking off….. please tell me he's jacking off.

"Well, when I got home, I decided to try to use my stupid internet to do some research on Top's."

Oh, so that explains it. My man has found himself some pictures to look at. I can't help but smile at him.

God, I remember the first time I saw a picture of a naked man. I don't think I left the shower for three days.

"Did you find something interesting to read, baby? Or maybe to look at?"

I don't want him to think that I'm mad at him for looking at pictures of other guys. It's not like he knows any of them, and hell it's kind of making me all kinds of hot just thinking about him sitting in his room jacking off to pictures of guys fucking.

"Edward, please don't be mad. I didn't mean to look at any pictures. I was taking this quiz to make sure that I'm a Top, and these pictures are just kind of there with each question."

He sounds like he's upset, and I do not want to spoil the mood by teasing him.

"Jasper, I'm not mad at all. Send me the link to the quiz you're taking so I can take it, too. I want to see if I'm really a bottom or not."

I hear his sigh of relief as he forwards the link to my phone. I get on my Mac and type in the address he's sent.

Oh man, there are some nice pictures here. Damn, this really is a pretty good quiz, too.

It asks all the right questions to see if you're a Top or a Bottom.

"Did you take the quiz yet, baby, or did you get distracted?"

I hope he can tell I'm smiling as I say this.

"I got really distracted, gorgeous. I didn't get past question thirteen. All I could think about is you riding me like that."

Damn, I need to get to question thirteen fast!

"Why don't be both take the quiz now and see what the results are. Then maybe afterwards we can talk about these pictures."

"That sounds good. Damn, I want you over here right now."

I giggle and start the quiz. I can tell from the first page, I'm going to be a Bottom. All the questions are not only helping me see what I knew I already liked, but they're really turning me on.

I can't help but wonder what Jasper is going to put for question nine. I would so love that hot tongue of his all over my ass.

"Okay, Edward I'm done. It says I'm a Top."

I smile because that's just what I thought.

"I'm a Bottom, baby. I told you we were perfect for each other."

"But we can still experiment, right? I don't know if I'm ready for a pink dildo in my ass, but maybe I will be at some point?"

God, I love this man. It's going to be so much fun learning all this with him.

"Jasper, we can do whatever you and I feel comfortable with. Don't ever be afraid to tell me what you want."

"Thanks, baby."

I hear something shuffle in the background, and it sounds like his belt buckle.

"Don't even think of pulling those jeans up. I want to hear you come for me while you imagine me riding your cock like in that pictures."

I hear him moan, and I know we're about to have some!

Dial-up does work for some things. LOL I am currently looking at the quiz Jasper and Edward took. If you're so inclined, you should go to h t t p :/www. okcupid. com/ tests/ the-top-or-bottom-quiz-gay-guys and check out the quiz and the pictures. Just take out the spaces! It really does have some fun questions, too. :)

I loved getting all the new alerts today. Thanks so much for reading and your continued support. *sloppy kisses*

See you tomorrow!