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Chapter 12

"What's that on your arm?" Ginny asked suddenly, pulling the others out of their books and studying equipment. They all looked at me and my arm in question; I pulled my sleeve down quickly, embarrassed that they had almost caught me.

"Oh I just slipped and fell down, no biggy."

They accepted my response and went back to work, it almost made me want to scream, would they ever notice?

I was unsure if I wanted them to or if I was okay with them ignoring the obvious.

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I sat on my own, outside with the cold air as my only companion, I let the cold wind whip around my face, freezing my nose and my ears but I found that I couldn't care, or was it I wouldn't? I was unsure now.

As the cold air blew around me, I suddenly realised how relaxed I felt, I closed my eyes and left my worried for a few minutes as I sat one on one with nature.

Soft footsteps sounded from behind me, I opened my eyes but I did not turn around. The person walked up to the right side of the bench where I sat, I cast my eyes side wards to see who it was, Harry Potter stood next to me, looking out to the lake in front of us and I wondered …

"Can I sit?" he asked.

"I didn't know you were one for asking Potter," but I moved over just a little on the bench where I was perched.

"You look shit Malfoy," the green eyed boy said, a smirk lying evident on his face, his eyes bright and shining, a let a soft smile grace my face when I saw the look directed at me. I laughed softly and soon he joined in but the mood was sobered quickly by an abrupt cough that sounded from behind us.

I jumped around to the sound of his voice, "Harry," my blood ran cold in my veins as I looked from one boy to the other, the green eyed boy in question had slowly stood up, locked eyes with the Irish boy, his eyes shining cold, his statue tall and stony. "Seamus," Harry nodded at the other boy, but the action was stiff and mechanic, with a look from Seamus I walked over to him softly, looking down at my feet, to stood by my boyfriend as I watched the boy-hero leave, and for one moment I thought about asking him to save me, but do hero's save the dammed?

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We stood in an empty class room in the dead of night, neither of us had made a sound and I was dammed if I was going to break first.

"I …" he paused, as if looking for the right word maybe.

He stood in front of me, his shoulders hunched, as though he were carrying the weight of the world. I looked at the boy I could once say I hated, and I wonder where he had gone and when he had left. I knew I could never say I hated Potter ever again but I did not know why or how it had come to pass, maybe I could know but for now I was satisfied that it just had. "I know," and we watched as the world crashed around me.

"What do you know?" I whispered, the feelings growing stronger between the two of us.

"I know he hurts you," he said it quietly, but it still rung loud in my ears.

"You don't know anything Potter," I turned and walked away, shutting the door behind me as I left.

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