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Kendall parked his car tiredly as he had once again worked over. He didn't really care about coming home late but since that his girlfriend, Jo did, he always tried to be home as soon as he could. He walked up to his door and started to open it until he noticed a letter.

His curiosity directly took the overhand of his mind and he picked up the letter ripping it open at the top. He carefully opened the letter open and started reading it. The words that were writing crashed onto his heart like a bomb.

One of his little girls passed away. How could this be possible? This shouldn't have happened he thought. They were supposed to live longer than him, much longer, both of them. He tightened his grip on the letter as he started to get angry. Why did this have to happen? Was this God's idea for making him pay for what he did? More likely what both of them did to each other?

He knew that Katelyn made mistakes but so did he. She was not the only one to blame. He would never judge her alone. He tried to make that clear to her but she would never listen to him when he tried. He eventually gave up and they ended up splitting up right before the birth of their twins. However he was thankful that she gave him the change to decide what names to use and let both of the girls have his last name.

What hurt him the most is that she gave him the opportunity to see them as well and to work out a co parenting schedule but Jo wouldn't let him. He never told Kaitlin the reason why he didn't agree with it. He still remembers the hurt/shocked look in Kaitlin's eyes when he told her.

He was pretty shocked himself that he actually listened to his girlfriend Jo. And ever since then he's regretted it. He thought about calling Kaitlin several of times to reconsider everything, but he always chickened out when it came down to it.

His head shot up as he heard his name being called. He sighed to himself as he saw Jo standing right in front of him in the doorway. He put on a fake smile as he pushed the letter in his pocket. "Hey sweetheart how was your day?"

"Good. Did you work late again?"

"Yes I'm sorry my boss asked me to, and it's not like we don't need the money."

"It's alright. What took you so long to come inside? I mean I saw you driving up 10 minutes ago."

"Uhm… I dropped something in the car and I couldn't reach it for a while. How about we get inside now? I'm freezing." He sighed in relieve as Jo nodded and he walked in after her closing the door. He wrapped an arm around her waist and kissed her cheek lightly. "I'm going to take a shower." He gave her a light smile as she looked at him and exited the room making his way upstairs.

After his shower he laid down on his bed grabbing the letter again. He read it over and over again now tears slipping down his cheeks. Why did everything have to turn out like this? They used to be best friends since kindergarten and became lovers in junior high. How did everything get so mixed up between them? Everyone thought they fit perfect for each other until that one summer. The summer so much happened that never could be erased.

Both of them made faults and hurt each other. The one time more than the other. He never meant to take revenge that harsh on her when she hurt him. He regretted it ever since and he knew that he went to hard on her but never got the chance to make it alright because they were grown apart too much. Still they could never hate each other. The wanted each other to be happy and decided to go their own ways before they could hate each other.

He still missed her everyday and would turn back the time if he could. The time when they couldn't be apart, the time when she would randomly call him during the day or night to say how much she loved him.

Now they both had their own lives. She's with the girl's, well now one girl. And himself with a girlfriend. They both had something special, but on the other hand, missed something as well. She missed a boyfriend. And Kendall missed his kids.

He looked over at his phone and took a deep sigh picking it up. Should he call her? Would they be able to work things out? What would Jo do if she found out he had called her? Was it all worth it? Would it make any difference, that after all these years he finally called her and gave her any sign of life.

He bit his bottom lip nervously as he started to dial the number he knew by heart. He knew that he had to do something. He didn't know what but he did know something had to happen. He looked at the button to start the call. What if she didn't even want to talk to him. Maybe she was so mad for avoiding her for years that she'd now avoid him he thought to himself. He nodded to himself and quickly pushed the call button before he could change his mind. He swallowed deeply as he kept the phone by his ear waiting for responds on the other side of the line.

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