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~ chapter 5 ~

~One Wish~

What you last read; "What did you ask mommy?"

Hannah clapped her hands together excitingly as she let out a giggle. "I asked mommy for a baby sister."

Kaitlyn's mouth flew open in horror at her daughters words.

Kendall just chuckled and formed a smirk on his face as he stroked Hannah's hair softly while looking over at Kaitlyn who raised an eyebrow at him as she saw his smirk.

"I'm sure mommy would like another baby but I don't think she's ready for that at this moment. She needs to let go of Bailee first."

Kaitlyn sighed, shaking her head lightly hating how good he knows her.

A WHILE LATER

Hannah had fallen back asleep again in her mothers arms as Kendall and Kaitlyn sat on the same couch... with a lot of space between them. They both hadn't spoken to each other since Hannah had fallen asleep. They both felt awkward with the silence and didn't know how to break it. Kaitlyn took a deep breath and decided to make a move. She turned to him and sat up more. "Can I put her to sleep? If I'm going to hold her like this she'll wake up soon."

He nodded slowly and got up from the couch. As she got up as well, he motioned to the stairs. He got up the stairs and walked into his bedroom. "You can lay her on this bed."

She smiled a bit at him and walked over to the bed putting Hannah down on it. She pulled the covers over her and took a deep breath as she sat back up looking at him. "Thanks."

"You're welcome. Now what you're here for... can we talk?"

She nodded and walked over to him. "What do you actually want to talk about?"

He sighed and motioned her to follow him. "Let's get back to the living room to talk." He walked out of the bedroom downstairs and got back into the living room. He sat down on the couch and petted the spot next to him.

She stopped and looked at him a bit nervous. She didn't want to be rude to him and reject his offer but she also didn't want to get too close to him knowing bad things would happen if she did. She groaned lightly as she saw the sad look on his face and walked over to him. She sat down next to him and started to play with her hands nervously.

He looked down at her and bit his bottom lip as he sat a bit closer. He placed his hand over hers to stop her from getting any more nervous.

"Hey don't be nervous. It's just me."

A deep sigh left her lips as she looked up at him. His eyes soon met her own and she immediately got lost in them. This always happened to her. No matter how hard she tried to avoid them she still ended up getting lost in them. And when she gets lost in them there's no way out for her. She's so attached to them that she can't look away anymore.

He slowly removed his hand from hers as he saw her staring at him. He tried to hide a smile but soon enough it appeared on his face. He placed his hand on her cheek and stroked it lightly with his thumb.

"I'm sorry for everything. I should have agreed with you. How can I make it up to you."

She swallowed as she looked at his hand on her cheek but slowly placed her hand over his as she looked over at him. "I just want you to be there for Hannah. I know you'll never be able to be there for Bailie but there's still Hannah."

He nodded slowly and continued to stroke her cheek. She closed her eyes and leaned her cheek into his touch more, just enjoying the moment they had.

"How could you do this to me? Why did you wait so long? Why did Bailie have to die first to get a call from you? Tell me Kendall, now this makes it seem as if what you did, wasn't what you wanted to happen. What made you wait?" She whispered sadly.

"I don't really have an explanation for it…" He chocked out nervously, knowing he did have a reason but he now it seemed as if it was the most stupidest reason ever. He should have never agreed with the co-parenting in the first place but it was too late for that he now, and he had to pay for it now.

"What do you mean you don't have an explanation for it?"

He sighed and looked away playing with his fingers. "I do have a reason but I feel ashamed for the reason. It's a really stupid one. I know that if I tell you that you'll walk away to never come back again."

She grabbed his face and made him look at her. "Things really can't get worse than they are now, If we want to make it work we have to be honest now."

"The reason why I didn't contact you is because of…" He sighed and grabbed both of her hands, making sure he could hold her down if she wanted to get up. "because of Jo... She told me to not contact you anymore."

She widened her eyes in disbelieve. "N…no, you have got to be kidding me, That possible can't be the reason why you didn't contact me anymore."

It hurt him inside to see the look on her face. The same face she gave him when he told her he didn't want to do the co-parenting, even though he really did, He blew it up big time and he knew it very well. "I…I'm sorry, I promise you that I won't let it happen again."

She shook her head as she tried to pull her hands away. "Let go of me Kendall please, just, let me go." She whispered her last words.

"I'm not going to let go of you. I don't want you to leave Kaitlyn."

She sighed and looked away. "I won't leave if you let go of me."

He nodded in agreement and slowly let go of her hands as he looked at her scared, a sigh of relief left his lips as she didn't leave.

She turned to him and took a deep breath preparing herself for his answer to her question.

"Kendall, why did you listen to her? You could have just said no."

"I.. didn't want to fall out alone. I didn't have you anymore and I needed someone in my life to love or at least try…"

"I wasn't the one who broke us up Kendall, you decided it. I never wanted to."

"I know I did, and I'm sorry for that, If I could I would take it all back I should have never gotten mad at you for what happened."

She looked down at her lap as she thought back about the day that they broke up. The only memory she always tried to push to the back of her mind, the mad face he made at her that day was the one burned on her eyes, the words he spoke ran into her mind again.

The tears started to cascade down her cheeks as she couldn't escape from memorizing the reason why he broke up with her, "I'm sorry for all the things I did." She croaked out in a whisper not daring to look up at him.

"Kait…please don't cry…" He started, but she ignored him and kept talking.

"I should have said no, I promised you that I would never do it again, You did so much to help me over it yet. I brought myself and our babies in danger." She slowly looked up at him as the tears kept rolling down her cheeks. "I shouldn't be mad at you for not wanting me to drink."

"It was stupid of me to leave you at that point. I should have been there instead. Not to mention I wasn't a saint either. I hurt you too with things also Kaitlyn, which brought more baggage into that mess."

She sniffed softly and leaned into him slowly laying her head on his chest not caring for the fact they were exes and he has a girlfriend. "I… didn't drink anymore since. The break up with you made me realize how stupid I was. I couldn't drink ever since." She looked up at him from his chest.

"I miss you."

"I miss you too…"

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