I don't own Twilight. There are a ton of end of the year polls that Rob is in. I'm very sure he doesn't give a rat's ass about any of them, but it didn't stop me from voting. lol
This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.
There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!
Reviewer of the day goes to…. TheHiddenAngel who said, "no i think its all moms and i defiantly think both moms have figured it out yet... you should have jaspers parents invite edwards over for dinner or something so the moms could start hanging out... cant wait for next one it makes waking at 6 in the morning less tiresome" I really love the idea of a dinner together! I might just have to do that, and maybe Esme can talk some sense into Elizabeth! :)
Chapter 64 - Time
J-
I know I need to calm down, but I can't. What if Edward's dad sees that mark on his neck and goes off on him about it?
Damn it! Why did his neck have to be so tempting?
I've stopped pacing around my room, and am trying to lay still on the bed. I know I'm not going to be able to calm down until I hear his voice again. The bed just reminds me of what Edward did to me in it, and I'm really trying not to get hard right now. Just imagining where is tongue was and how fucking hard I came…..
Fuck that was just amazing.
I do not deserve him. How can anyone be sweet, caring, beautiful, and sexy all at the same time?
No matter what his dad says, I'm not going to lose him. He better not even try to keep us apart.
I'm jolted out of my depressing thoughts by my phone. I don't even give it a chance to finish the first ring.
"Baby, are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. I just told him I got scratched on some wire in the barn. Mom took me in the kitchen to clean it up real fast so he didn't even have time to get a closer look. He doesn't suspect a thing."
"Oh, I'm so glad to hear that. I was so fucking worried he was going to try and keep us apart."
"No, no worries with him, but my mom may be a problem."
"A problem? Why?"
"Well, I don't know for sure, but I think she might have figured out what was really going on with my neck."
He then proceeds to tell me their short conversation, and I don't know if I should laugh or be scared.
"Edward, so you think she suspects anything about us?"
"I honestly don't know. Maybe she thinks I want to go over to your house to be with Rose or something."
I don't like the sound of that at all. Even if it isn't true, it still makes me mad.
"Well, what if she did think I was the one who did that to you? Did she seem mad or upset?"
"No, not at all. She actually seemed really happy. She smiled and winked at me. Do you think I should say anything to her about it?"
"No, just drop it for now. If she brings it up again, you just do what you think is best. If you did tell her, do you think she'd tell your dad?"
"Absolutely not. I know she's kind of stuck with him, but she would never betray me."
"Okay, sounds good." I let out the breath I didn't even realize I'd been holding. "I miss you already, baby, but I'll see you in the morning for work, right?"
"You know I'll be there. Text me when you're ready for bed and say goodnight."
"I will, baby. Love ya."
"Love you, too."
...
July passed quickly in a haze of work, heat, and my boy. Every day with him was a joy, and every night on the phone with him calmed my soul. More times than not, he'd stay over on Fridays and we always remembered to bring a towel to bed with us to bed.
Luckily, the girlfriend story seemed to work just fine in keeping Rose away. She hadn't so much as looked Edward's way since he told her. I was more than happy about that.
Alice didn't come by anymore, which was a very welcome change. I knew I'd have to see her again in a few weeks when school started, but was hoping she was over her infatuation with me and had moved on.
Learning every inch of Edward's body was definitely my favorite thing to do this summer. I can't say how many times we'd come, because I fucking lost count.
My boy is insatiable and so am I, it would seem.
Having him in my arms on Friday nights was worth all the hard work we did during the week. We hadn't progressed past blowjobs, but we were more than satisfied. I knew he wanted me to use my fingers on him, but I was so afraid of hurting him. I would say I was going to try, but then just deep throat him until he came so I didn't have to. I was going to have to stop being scared eventually, because I wanted to fuck that perfect ass of his so bad, but he needed to be prepared before that could happen.
Yeah, I might have googled some information on it. I just wanted to be ready for anything he wanted to do.
"Hey, Emmett just texted me and wanted to know if we're still meeting up with them at the movies. What should I say?"
It's almost quitting time on Friday. My absolute favorite time and day of the week.
All night with Edward, and no work tomorrow. I can't keep the smile off my face.
"Yeah, we can go if you want to. I would rather just take you up to my room and keep you there all night, though."
He just shakes his head as he texts Emmett back.
"I know, big boy. We'll get to that later if you're good and don't get into any fights."
One time I might have gotten a little pissed off that a strange guy sat down next to Edward when we went to the movies. We decided not to sit beside each other so the guys wouldn't think anything, and so Edward had ended up at the end of our group sitting down. Then this asshole comes up and sits right beside him. There were a lot of fucking empty seats in the theater, too. When the lights went down, I thought I was going to jump over the guys and pull Edward away from the creepy fucker. Instead Edward just got up and went to the bathroom, and when he came back he went up the other aisle and sat by me. I still wanted to kick the guys ass, because he kept looking down at us the whole movie.
"Hey, you just need to remember to sit by me or in the middle of us. Don't think I won't freak out if some random guy hits on you when the lights go down."
He's chucking, but I'm fucking serious.
"Emmett said meet in front of the theater at 6:30."
"Sounds like a plan. Let's finish up and get the hell out of here."
E-
Nothing can keep the smile off my face. These past few weeks have been absolute perfection. Even though we were working, spending all day with Jasper was better than anything I could ask for.
We really have been good at keeping our hands to ourselves during the day, too. Only a few times did we have to resort to going up to the loft to attack each other. I knew it was always dangerous during the week, since all the farmhands were around . Anyone could walk into the barn at any time.
Thank goodness I'd only caught a couple of uncomfortable glances from Jake. He seemed to be staying away from me, so that was nice. I know Jasper is still upset about what he said to me at my house. Maybe Jake's afraid if he pushes things, Jasper will tell his dad and get him fired. Either way, I'm just glad he's left me alone.
All of Jasper's friends have been great, especially Emmett and Peter. They treat me like I've lived here with them all my life, and it makes me so glad that we moved here.
I never had friends like this in Chicago. Maybe I was just too afraid to put myself out there, but with Jasper by my side, I have more confidence and can actually carry on a conversation with people without freaking out.
Things with Jasper couldn't be any better. Well, I take that back. They could a bit better, but I have no room to complain. He definitely keeps me satisfied, but I just wish he would be more willing to move our physical relationship along. I know he's scared he'll hurt me, but I was hoping that after last Friday when I brought my lube from home and finger fucked myself, he would see that it absolutely did not cause me any pain at all.
I'm hoping tonight he'll actually try, because I want that huge cock of his inside me, and I know he'll never do that unless I'm prepared for him.
After we're both cleaned up and Esme has fed us another amazing meal, we head into town. We try to meet up with the guys at least once a week so they don't bug us about being antisocial. I know my man would love to keep me up in his room, but we can't let all our friendships suffer because we can't keep our hands to ourselves. Besides, I like Emmett and Peter.
Emmett makes me laugh more than anyone ever has, and Peter is just a nice guy who is alway there if we need him. His girlfriend, Charlotte, is really great, too. It cracked me up when she assured me that not all of the girls in town where unstable whores. I liked her right away after that.
Bella has started to become an important part of my life as well. I've been taking things slow with her.
First, I just went into the store and we talked briefly. She asked for my number, but I didn't give it to her. I would try to go in when I knew she was working, just to check in with her and let her know I would be her friend. I told her about having a girlfriend in Chicago, and she seemed really disappointed, but I think it helped her to keep things between us focused. When I told her I wanted us be to friends, her smile was worth all the effort I was putting into getting closer to her. Hopefully, things will keep going the right direction, and she'll be ready for school to start with at least one friend.
"Hey, what are you thinking so hard about over there?"
I rub my fingers down the back of Jasper's hand and then grab hold of it.
"Oh, nothing. Just thinking about Bella and Emmett and all the great things that have happened to me this summer thanks to you."
"Baby, it's all been you. Everyone in this town loves you just as much as I do. Well, they better not love you as much as I do, but they all like you a lot."
I just smile at him, and watch as we pull up and park in front of the theater.
"Hey, sit with me tonight. I don't care if they think anything. I want to be close to you."
I love it when he gets all possessive and needy on me.
"Okay, I'll promise to sit by you if you promise me one thing."
He looks at me skeptically, and furrows his brow. I want to reach up and smooth it out with my hand, but I know I can't.
"Sure, I promise. What is it?"
"I want you to fuck me with these tonight when we get to your room."
I squeeze his fingers, and his eyes dart up to mine.
"Edward, I don't think…"
"Nope. You promised. You're going to fuck me tonight with your fingers, and I'm going to come so hard for you, baby."
I see him shifting in his seat as he reaches down to adjust himself. Smiling, I push open the truck door and hop out.
He doesn't get out for a while, but I just stand by the truck and wait for him. It might take him a while to calm down, and that cock of his if very noticeable when it's hard.
Wen he does get out of the truck, he comes directly around to where I'm standing by the bed and stops in front of me.
"Okay, baby. If if you want me to fuck you, than I will. You're going to need the pillow again tonight for your screams."
He walks away from me, leaving me standing there now with a problem of my own.
Damn, that sexy fucker.
Little bit of a time jump there. This will move things along and get us closer to the start of school. So you think Jasper will go through with it? I for one am hoping he will! ;)
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