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"Why should I come with you?" Katelyn whispered slowly looking up to meet his brown eyes that she loved so much.

"I want you and Hannah to be safe Katelyn. Please come with me tonight. You don't have to worry about Jo. She can say anything she wants but I won't care."

She sighed to herself. She'd love to go with him to just be with him but she knew how much Jo would be against it and the last thing she wanted was for Kendall to have a fight with his future wife.

"I really don't think that's such a great idea Kendall, I don't want to be the reason for a fight between you two."

"Didn't you just hear me? I said I won't care."

She felt like giving in just to keep him happy, it had always been like that for her yet she failed to keep him that way she thought to herself. I f she would have kept him happy they wouldn't have been in this position.

"I'll come." She mumbled looking away from him.

"That's the answer I was waiting for. Now, are you ready to give Bailee a wonderful funeral?

She shook her head feeling the tears build up in her eyes. She quickly picked Hannah up for support trying her best to not cry. "I…I'm not prepared Kendall, I planned on just telling how I felt right at the moment. Now I think it was the most stupidest thing I could have ever done."

"Katelyn you'll find the right words to say. I'm positive about that. Don't give up now."

"You think so?" She whispered softly.

He nodded stroking her back soothingly.

Grabbing all her courage together she grabbed his hand as she pulled away from him. Not saying a word she leaded him to the ceremony.

Words could not describe how happy he felt to feel her hand. He always had been fascinated by how good their hands fitted into each other's. It was as if they were made for each other.

When she let go of his hand weirdly sadness overtook him. He tried not to show it but it did hurt him to let go. He never thought he'd still feel like this after all these years. This isn't normal he thought to himself. It was wrong.

"Wish me luck." She said softly as she looked at him one more time before walking to the microphone at the front.

"You don't need luck Katelyn. You'll do great no matter what." He whispered as he sat down. He knew she'd do great because she always had when it came to saying sweet words.

She took a deep breath grabbing the microphone in her sweating hands. Slowly she turned her head to look at Kendall. Not until this moment she could have thought she'd look him in the eyes again.

"Before I start I would like to thank all of you who came. It means the world to me and I hope that all of you will never have to go through something like this."

She tried her best to hold in her tears but they started to roll down her red cheeks.

"I tried my hardest to raise both of them right and to teach them how to be grateful for what they have. And Bailee always has been grateful for her life despite how hard it was for her. If she could she'd even put Hannah before herself. Just like someone else close to her always does."

She whispered out the last words referring to Kendall. He had always been there for her somehow. Before they had split up that is. He always did everything for her and she was thankful for it.

"I hope that Bailee truly was happy with her life like she told me so many times. I tried my best to ease her pain the best I could but there was one pain I could never take away from her. The pain from missing someone dearly. I sadly failed in that and that's why I hope she can now look over us right now."

Kendall looked down in shame. He could see that she didn't want to blame him but just let him know that he was missed and wanted all the time. He promised himself he wouldn't let Hannah miss him again.

"No matter what will happen in the future I will always be grateful that I have my daughters even though one of them is now in a better place."

She really was grateful to have them no matter how young Kendall and herself were. She couldn't miss them for the world anymore yet she now had to miss Bailee forever.

She couldn't come out of her words anymore so she decided to stop it right there. She put the microphone down and walked up to Kendall sitting down next to him. Grabbing his hand again she looked up at him.

"I really am grateful for having them and I'm sorry for making everything so mixed up between us. But Kendall, can you please stay this time? I'll go on my knees to beg if I have to."

"You don't have to do that. I promise that I won't go anywhere this time. What you said was beautiful. Those words came right form your heart. I'm positive Bailee was smiling while hearing them."

"That really means a lot to me coming from you." She whispered as her cheeks started to get red again. She always had that when it came to his soothing soft words. The words she truly did miss. She'd do anything to be able to hear them all the time again.

He smiled down at her and wrapped his arms around her pulling her into a tight hug. He closed his eyes as he felt Katelyn's head leaning down on his shoulder leaving tear marks on his shirt but he couldn't care less about his shirt at this point. The most important thing at this moment was that he had someone special in his arms again. Trying to sooth the crying beauty in his arms he softly started to stroke her hair hoping things would get better for her soon. This time he will be there for her he promised her in a whisper.

"Kendall why are you doing this for me?" Katelyn asked softly grabbing her sleeping daughter tighter against her to make sure she wouldn't drop her.

Kendall turned to look at her and took a small breath. "Why wouldn't I? I've hurt you so much already by not letting you know anything for years nor responding to your letters. I've also never helped with the girls. It's the least that I can do… and I just care about you." He whispered out the last to himself.

"What did you say last? I didn't hear you right."

He shook his head shrugging it off. "Oh, don't mind it. It wasn't anything special or anything."

Right after he closed his mouth he could mentally slap himself. How in the world can I not let her know that I still care about her he thought?

He opened the door for her and walked in after her but stopped when he saw Jo running up to them.

"What in the world is she doing here?!" She snapped out harshly as she pointed to Katelyn. "And oh my god she even brought the child." She mumbled annoyed waiting for Kendall's response as she looked up at him.

"Don't you dare saying anything bad about my daughter!" Katelyn snapped stepping up to Jo ready to hit her but Kendall stopped her just in time. She turned to Kendall looking at him angry.

"What?!"

"Katelyn stay calm please and you" He started turning to Jo. "Better calm down too and don't say anything about these two. They'll be staying here for a bit if you like it or not."

"What?! No way that they are staying in our house. No I'm not going to agree on this!" Jo shouted at him while pushing his chest.

"They are staying and that's final. Katelyn, I'll show you the guest room follow me." Katelyn nodded at him and followed him up the stairs to the guestroom. As she walked in after him she grabbed his arm stopping him. "Kendall, you really don't have to do this. I don't want to cost a fight between you and your fiancée."

"Katelyn like I told you before don't worry about that. I want this so don't put it in your head. I'm the one taking the risk aren't I?"

She sighed and nodded. "I guess so." She whispered placing her forehead against his chest. "Kendall , why did we go wrong?" Slowly she grabbed herself together and looked up at him with sad eyes.

With a sigh he grabbed her hand and leaded her to the bed sitting down on it with her. He stroked his thumb over her hand soothingly.

"I was just too stupid to break up with you that's how we went wrong."

She shook her head sitting closer to him. "No. You had every right to break up with me. You were clearly not happy with me anymore."

"Katelyn listen to me. It's not only your fault. Do you hear me?"

As much as she wanted to not believe him she nodded and kissed his cheek.

"Ok. Thanks for what you did today."

He smiled at her stroking her hair. "No problem. I'll be downstairs if you need me." He informed her before getting up and walking out.

After Jo left to hang out with her friends Kendall walked into the guestroom and smiled as he saw Katelyn sitting next to their sleeping daughter. He walked up to them and sat down next to her. "She's so perfect."

Katelyn smiled up at him placing the book away that she was reading. "I know. They're the best thing that has ever happened to me and that all thanks to you."

"Really?"

She nodded looking down at Hannah.

"Really, I mean as scared as I was when I was pregnant I haven't regretted it one bit. I wouldn't want to change anything about it." She sniffed lightly as a single tear made its way down her cheek.

He noticed and ran his thumb over her cheek. "I wish I could turn back time so I would have stayed with you."

She looked up at him in surprise while wiping another tear away.

"W-w-what? Are you saying you'd take me back?"

He nodded stroking his finger down to her chin holding her gaze up to him.

"Would you?" He asked softly praying to God she would.

Her lips curled in a bigger smile as she nodded truthfully.

"I would. Nobody gets me like you and that's exactly what I need. Someone who understands me and listens to my when I have the need to talk."

"That's what I've always loved about you. You've always got so much to tell but it was always so interesting and intense. You never bored me."

"Kendall, what are we going to do? I mean what's going to happen with us? I can't stay here forever." She pointed out sadness overtaking her.

"I don't know yet Katelyn. I do know one thing thought."

She knitted her eyebrows together in confusion. "What's that?"

"That I'm fighting with everything in me to not kiss you right here right now and do more after it." He whispered out hoarsely.

Her eyes widened in shock. "You want me?"

He nodded looking away in shame.

She bit her lip moving closer to him.

"How bad do you want me?" She let out in a whisper placing her hands on his chest digging her nails into his shirt holding onto it.

"With everything in me. There's nothing else in the world that I would want to do right now but show you my feelings and love. This all might be very early and fast but it's as if my feelings for you have never been far away." He confessed looking her right into the eyes. "I hope I'm not scaring you with this but do you want me?" He questioned grabbing her face with both of his hands.