Hey, Lizzie. It's me again. Felka. Remember me? Well, I haven't forgotten you, and it's been fifty years! I know! It's been, like, forever…! But I haven't forgotten you, just like I promised. I've written a letter every year to put on your grave… left them with the flowers. Have you been getting them, or has God been too busy to pass on the letters?
…Is there even a God? Or a Heaven? Please tell me there is, Lizzie, 'cause I'm gonna die, soon, and I can't wait to see you again… if there's no place to do that, I don't know what I'll do. I miss you so much, Lizzie… so, so much.
…I've forgotten your voice, Lizzie… I still remember what you look like, though… I have that picture where we were dancing together in our best dresses, all happy and junk… You were always so gorgeous, Lizzie, y'know that? I used to say that a lot, didn't I?Well, that's because it's true. But I don't think I could ever forget beauty like that, so how you look is safe. Then again, I always thought I'd remember your voice, too… The day I realized I couldn't, I cried and cried… I cried so damn hard, Lizzie, you don't even know.
Honestly? I can't wait to die. Like, I blame myself for your death, but I'm not, like, suicidal or anything, I swear! I just can't wait to see you again.
…Jeez, Lizzie, I can practically feel that look. Your "Felka is lying" look. But I ain't lying!
…That's such a repulsive word, ain't. But anyways, I'm telling you the truth! If I wanted to kill myself, I would've done it by now, y'know?
…Really, Lizzie, I swear!
Stop looking at me like that!
LIZZIE!
WHAT DO YOU MEAN POLAND ISN'T FALLING? IT IS! IT IS, LIZZIE, I SWEAR!
JUST STOP IT, PLEASE!
L-Lizzie, I've gotta go. I can't take this. I'll see you again, soon, I promise!
I love you!
Love always,
Felka