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Author Note: I do not own Big Time Rush only the characters I made up.

"Kaitlyn?" Kendall said,softly walking into the guestroom. He widened his eyes as he looked around finding everything clean and made up which wasn't something for Kaitlyn. Not if she lived in that room anyways. He walked in more looking for their bags but he couldn't find one. He squinted his eyes as he spotted a note. He picked it up and started reading it.

"Dear Kendall,

When you read this I'll already be far away. Don't come looking for me. You won't find me at my old house anyway. I'm going and never coming back. I'm sorry that I didn't tell you any of this but I have to. It's all for the best if I leave. I never wanted for this to happen but trust me, it's for the best. I hope you'll have a happy life with Jo I promise you that I'll take the best care of Hannah and keep you updated with everything that she does. Just… don't come looking for me please.

I still love you with everything in me. If you love me and Hannah you should be happy that we're now safe.

Take care and never give up on anything that you want. Because I know that what you want is what you'll get.

Xoxo Kaitlyn"

He groaned in frustration ripping the note.

"Do you really think I'll leave it with this? I'm not crazy Kaitlyn. I do get what I want when I want something and it's you and Hannah that I want."

With that he walked out of the guestroom slamming the door shut making his way out of the house.

Kaitlyn stopped the car looking up at the house. A sigh escaped from her rather dry lips. She couldn't help but have mixed feelings with what she had done. Was she doing the right thing or would she regret it soon? Heck she was already regretting it. She sighed deeply leaning her head onto the steering wheel.

"I'm such a moron. I could have finally got him back into our lives." She whispered to herself.

"Mommy why are you sad?" Hannah asked reaching her small hands out to Kaitlyn

She looked up at her daughter trying to smile. She shook her head lightly stroking her daughter's hair softly.

"Don't worry about it sweetheart. Everything will be alright I promise you. Want to get inside huh? See our new home?"

She shivered lightly at the words 'new home'. It had always been her dream to come and live here. She told Kendall about it many times and he promised her they would but in the end it never happened. Now she just couldn't feel it. Nowhere was home for her at the moment. Not since she broke up with Kendall. As weird as she found it she didn't deny it either.

"New home?" Hannah asked tilting her head to the side confused. "Is daddy going to be here too?" She asked getting excited as she had twinkles in her eyes.

Kaitlyn swallowed lightly scratching the back of her head. "Sweetie, there's something I have to tell you. We're miles and miles away from daddy. H-he doesn't know where we are." She stuttered out the last feeling horrible about what she was doing. It's just that she wanted everyone she loved safe.

Hannah got tears in her eyes trying to hit Kaitlyn. "I want daddy!" She cried in a high pitchy voice.

Kaitlyn sighed trying to pull her daughter onto her lap but it had no use. She kept kicking and screaming for Kendall.

Kaitlyn closed her eyes crying as she felt her daughter slip away from her.

"P-please baby girl, stop screaming. I-I'm so sorry." She whispered desperately.

Hannah looked up at her mom with angry eyes. "I hate you." She half whispered crawling into the back of the car away from Kaitlyn .

She cried harder turning to look at her daughter. "I-I'm so sorry sweetie I didn't mean for this to happen. I love you so much and I wanted all of us save including daddy. You remember what Jo did yesterday, right?"

Hannah sniffed lightly nodding. "Y-yes I do."

Kaitlyn nodded slowly crawling into the back as well.

"Well, she told me that if we didn't go away from daddy and her she would keep doing it and much worse. I didn't want to risk that hunny. I'm so sorry I really didn't plan this."

Hannah crawled onto Kaitlyns lap leaning against her.

"I'm sorry mommy." She whispered taking a tight grip on Kaitlyns shirt.

Kaitlyn sniffed lightly wrapping her arms around her tightly.

"It's alright sweetie I understand. Listen to this. How about we go inside and get everything set up. When we're done we'll get a big bowl of ice cream and watch your favorite movie. Sounds fun?"

"Yay!" Hannah shouted clapping her hands excitingly. Kaitlyn sighed in relief kissing her cheek softly. "I love you so much baby girl don't you ever forget that.

LATER ON

Kaitlyn looked up from the TV as she heard her cell phone ring. She raised an eyebrow confused putting her bowl of ice cream down.

"I'll be right back sweetie you keep watching the movie, ok?" As Hannah nodded, before Kaitlyn walked over to the kitchen picking up her phone.

"Hello?"

He sighed deeply silently thanking God that she picked up while he leaned back into his car seat.

"Kaitlyn how could you do this? Why did you run away?"

She swallowed leaning back against the counter. "Kendall, I didn't plan this really I didn't. It's just the only thing I could do to keep us all save. I'm so sorry please don't hate me." She whispered closing her eyes.

"What happened? Please tell me Kate."

"I don't know if that's such a good idea. I don't want to ruin your soon to be marriage."

He sighed closing his eyes trying his best to stay calm. "Just tell me. If last night meant anything to you… then you'd tell me right now." He said hoping to hit the right buttons.

She opened her eyes dropping her mouth. "H-how could you say that?" She gasped, "Last night meant e-everything to me." She croaked out not believing what he just said.

He bite his lip sitting up more. "If it did then tell me what made you run away."

She grabbed a chair and sat down on it crossing her legs onto the chair. "It was Jo… stuff happened, things were said last night and she told me that if I didn't leave you alone it would only get worse. I didn't want to take the risk of our daughter getting hurt. What else was I supposed to do?"

"Tell me. You just had to tell me and I would have thought her my thoughts." He said into the phone, feeling anger build up towards Jo. Who does she think she is to even try and hurt them.

She closed her eyes biting her lip. "I was just so confused and shocked. I just couldn't think about anything but get away from her." A sigh escaped from her lips wondering why everything had to be this complicated.

"Where are you? Please tell me I want to come to you guys." Kendall said in a soft meaningful tone. He wanted his girls right now. He wanted to make sure they were safe and taken care off. He already had missed out on so much of their life that he didn't want to miss out on more.

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