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She sighed shaking her head.
"I told you to not come and look for us Kendall. Just get a happy life. I will never forget you Kendall. Nobody forgets their first love. Goodbye."
She leaned back against the chair more as she put her cell phone down. "I'm so playing with the love of my daughter right now. I am a horrible mother." She whispered to herself smacking her head on the table.
"Kaitlyn? Are you still there? Kaitlyn?! Fuck!" He shouted throwing his phone to the side. He started his car again and speeded off again. "This isn't over might think I'm leaving it like this…. but I am not." He turned into a sideway thinking about places that she possible could be or want to be.
"Hannah sweetheart it's time for bed now. You got school tomorrow sweetie." Kaitlyn said with a sigh as she tried to put Hannah's pajamas on. Hannah pouted crossing her arms. "Me no school."
Kaitlyn raised an eyebrow as she held the Pajama's in her hands.
"Why don't you want to go to school sweetie?"
Hannah looked down sad. "Bailee not there." She whispered. Truth be told Hannah and Bailee mostly only hung out with each other at school and didn't make any friends. Sadly they got that from there mother. She wasn't very good with making friends and always kept herself busy except when Demi was there. Demi her only best friend and of course Kendall as well.
Kaitlyn picked her daughter up in her arms placing her head on her shoulder.
"Oh Hannah. I know this is going to be hard for you. Mommy was never good at making friends either. But you got to at least try. Can you do that for me?" She tried her best to smile as she looked down at her daughter.
"Daddy here then after school?" Her daughter asked hopefully sitting up in Kaitlyns arms. Kaitlyn bit her lip nodding lightly stroking her daughter's hair. "Yes sweetie. Then daddy will be here tomorrow after school. But you got to be a good girl first and play with the other kids, ok?"
Hannah smiled lightly nodding. "Ok mommy I promise." Kaitlyn smiled kissing the top of Hannah's head and then put her back down. "Now, arms up young lady." She giggled lightly as Hannah lifted her arms up. She pulled the hello kitty T-shirt over Hannah's head and picked her back up.
"Night sweetheart." She whispered as she pulled the covers over Hannah. She kissed her cheek softly and turned on a small night light. Taking one more look at Hannah who was already dozing off.
she slowly walked out of the room closing the door behind her. She sighed deeply and walked downstairs into the living room.
She tossed and turned on the couch trying to find a nice sitting position but nothing seemed to feel right. She shook her head knowing something was bothering her. And that something was Kendall. She felt bad about how she just cut off the phone call with him. He was trying so much to be with her yet she kept moving away. She rubbed her head annoyed with herself. "Why does this keep happening? Finally I can have him back yet I keep moving away from him."
She looked around spotting some wine and played with her fingers. She bit her lip and grabbed it. She closed her eyes trying to not get tempted by it. "I will not drink anymore. I promised I wouldn't do it anymore." She whispered reminding herself she had to keep her hands off it. She finally got everything together with herself on that part and she didn't want to ruin it again.
Her eyes shot up to the door as the doorbell rang. "Who can that be?" She mumbled getting up from the couch as she put the wine bottle down. She dusted off her pants and walked over to the door opening. Her eyes widened as soon as she saw Kendall standing in front of her. "W-what are you doing here? I-I mean how?!"
All he did was smirk lightly well walking closer to her. "Aren't you going to let your guest in?" He questioned fake pouting. She rolled her eyes lightly stepping aside. He smiled at her and walked in looking around. "It's beautiful." She bit her lip and nodded in agreement. "I know. That's why I've always wanted to live here. I can't believe you remembered." She whispered looking away.
"I would never forget one of your biggest wishes." He said pulling her into him. He wrapped his arm around her and made her look at him. "Why did you leave? I thought we were getting to know each other again."
She bit her bottom lip lightly trying to look away from him but he wouldn't let her. She sighed lightly giving up. "I already told you. Jo hurt me and Hannah and threatened to do it again and worse if I stayed close to you. I couldn't risk it." She whispered out the last.
He pulled her closer stroking her back. "I love the fact that you want to protect our daughter but you could have told me. I'd have told her my thought about it."
She smiled lightly wrapping her arms around him. "I know you would have. I'm so sorry for pushing you away."
He sighed lightly shaking his head. "Don't be. It must have been hard to handle that situation. Would you mind if I stay for a bit?" He asked smiling small. She giggled lightly pulling him to the couch sitting down with him. "Don't look at the mess here though. I finished the bedrooms, kitchen and hall first."
He chuckled looking around. "I can tell. Ah what do we have here." He questioned picking up the bottle of wine raising an eyebrow. Kaitlyn gulped lightly taking it out of his hands. "I-I didn't drink it. I was only looking at it. Honestly." He sat closer to her grabbing her chin. "I know you've been doing your best for a long time but can you promise me that you were absolutely not thinking about getting wasted to forget your problems?"
"I promise you that." She whispered leaning into his touch. "I was just thinking about drinking some. But then I thought it'd probably bring me to getting wasted once I started."
He nodded stroking his thumb over her cheek. "Good."
"Kendall can I ask you something?" She bit her bottom lip lightly hoping he'd let her. He nodded. "Of course you can. What is it?"
"C-can you stay here? I… promised Hannah if she'd be good and try to make friends at school you'd be here." She looked at him hopefully as she scooted closer to him. "Please." She whispered crawling onto his lap smiling hopefully.
He smiled stroking her hair nodding softly. "Sure I will. Why did you have to make her promise to be good though?" He questioned confused and surprised. She bit her lip rubbing the palm of his hand. "You know how I can never really… make friends?" He nodded raising an eyebrow. "Well… neither can Hannah. She only played with Bailee." \
Kendall nodded in understand what she meant taking a deep breath.
"I hope she will make a friend." Kaitlyn whispered cuddling into him. He rubbed her shoulder softly smiling small. "I'm sure she will."
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