I don't own Twilight. Looks like Rob is heading back to LA for New Years. Glad he was able to relax and spend time with his family for the holidays. Looks like he might have gotten a couple of guitars from Kristen for Christmas. I sure hope she gave them to him already, because it was just on E News! lol

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!

Reviewer of the day goes to…. Twilightreaderaddict who said, "Oh I think Jasper needs to definitely take Edward "in hand" for thinking about leaving. He needs to show Edward just what it means to be his boyfriend and the "lengths" he would take to keep him!" LOL! Edward does need some sense whipped into him, and Jasper's just the guy to do it! :)

Chapter 76 - Leaving

J-

I can't believe I almost ruined things for my parents. I didn't even think about Jacob's dad being a lawyer or what kind of trouble hitting him would cause. All I was thinking about was hurting him and making him stop saying those things to Edward.

Now, I'm in tears thinking about what my mom and dad could have lost because of me.

"Jasper, it's going to be fine. You didn't hit him, and nothing is going to happen. You're just going to have to be more careful when it comes to your emotions concerning Edward."

That sobered me up real fast. Pulling away from his embrace, I look at him. All I see is understanding and concern.

"What do you mean my emotions concerning Edward?"

I want to know, but in a way I don't. I think both of my parent's would be fine with me being gay and with Edward, but is it worth the risk of them being upset and trying to keep us apart? I could never let that happen.

"Jasper, I know I'm old, but I'm not blind. I can tell how much he means to you. More than any other friend you've ever had before, am I right?"

"Yes."

"Well, okay then. You know that you can't let guys like Jacob get you upset like that. Those people feed off that and come back again and again trying to make you mad enough to react. You can't let him win, Jasper."

"But… but he wants Edward. He wants to go out with him."

I'm almost whispering the words hoping that the look on my face won't show him exactly how much that bothers me.

"I know he does, son, but I really don't think Edward wants him, does he?"

"No!"

"Well, then there's nothing to get upset about. He wants to be your friend Jasper, not Jacob's. He wants to spend time with you, not him. Can you blame him? I mean we Cullen men are pretty irresistible. Just ask your mom."

He's smiling so wide at me that I can't help but join him. He's confused the hell out of me, though. Does he know?

I think he might, but he's trying not to force me to say it.

Standing up, I pull him with me and hug him again.

"Thank you, dad. I love you and mom so much. I would never do anything to hurt you or the farm."

"We know that, Jasper. Come on, I think your mom kidnapped Edward while we were talking."

I look over at the empty chair and realize for the first time that Edward has disappeared. Mom is so sneaky.

Walking out of the office with dad's arm around me we find mom and Edward quickly.

"Edward, don't leave until you've talked to him. He'll be so hurt if you do."

Leave? What the hell is going on here? Why would he want to leave?

"Edward, what's going on?"

Mom and dad leave with talks of going out on a date and eating. I don't even hear all that they're saying. I just stand there staring at Edward in shock.

He was going to leave me?

.

E-

"Were you really going to leave me?"

I cringe at the sound of his voice. He sounds so lost and hurt.

"I don't want to leave, Jasper. You've got to believe me, but all I seem to cause you is trouble and pain. Your family could have been sued because of me. You never would have thought about hitting Jacob if I wasn't around!"

"So your not just leaving for tonight. You're leaving me for good. You're actually breaking up with me?"

As soon as he says that, all of my reasons for feeling I should leave are gone. What the hell is wrong with me?

I can't leave him.

"No… I .. . please Jasper.. no!"

Tears start to fall, and I can't stop them no matter how hard I try. I feel his arms around me in an instant, but I can't stop crying.

"Shhh, baby, stop. It's okay."

I feel him reach under my knees and lift me. He holds me close to his chest, and carries me up the stairs. I'm such a mess, I can't even swoon at how fucking romantic this is.

Laying me on his bed, he tries to leave, but I grab onto his shirt.

"Don't go."

"I'm just going to get you some tissue. I'll be right back."

I curl up as soon as he leaves and try to calm myself down. Tears are still falling, but they're slowing down. Coming out of the bathroom with a warm washcloth, he wipes my face of tears. Then he pulls my workbooks and socks off, and continues removing the rest of my clothes until I'm just in my boxer briefs.

I don't say anything as I watch him get undressed as well. He pulls the covers up so I can slip underneath them, and he joins me there. He turns my body so he's holding me tight from behind.

"I'm so sorry for trying to leave, Jasper. I don't ever want to be away from you."

"I know, Edward. You think that your the one causing all the problems because that's the way you were raised to think. This whole mess was my fault, not yours."

I start to turn to face him so I can protest, but he holds me tight and puts his chin on my shoulder.

"My fault, Edward, not yours."

I let him hold me, and feel the heat and intense connection that we share. How could he even think for a moment that I could give this up?

"Actually it's that douche bag Jacob's fault. Let's just blame this on him."

I can hear and feel him laughing behind me.

"You're right. Let's put the blame where it's deserved."

We're quiet for a while, just enjoying being close to each other like this. It's a luxury we rarely have, so we treasure the time that we get to be like this.

"You know I would never leave you, right?"

"I know, baby."

I feel him kissing my neck, and it causes my whole body to shiver from the pleasure of it. His tongue and mouth feel so good, it makes my back arch and my neck to lean even further to give him better access.

"Jasper, baby, that feels so fucking good."

He pulls me even closer to him, and I can feel the entire length of his hard cock on my ass. I can't help but grind back against him.

Moaning my name, he reaches around to find me in the same condition he is in. Reaching inside my boxers, he lightly rubs his hand against my length.

"Please, don't stop, Jasper. You're going to make me come!"

Suddenly his hand is gone from my cock, and I groan from the pain he's left me in. I'm so fucking close coming.

"Oh, you didn't think I was going to let you get away with trying to leave me that easily, did you?"

What?

"You've been a very bad boy tonight Edward. I'm going to teach you never to even think about leaving me again."

I feel the hand that was just wrapped so nicely around my cock, reach back and smack my ass.

Hard.

Holy shit! I think he's really going to punish me.

Yes, please!

Not my intention to cockblock here, I swear! I just had some people want to know what Jasper and Carlisle talked about, and that kind of pushed this chapter up in length. Besides, I thought you all deserved an entire chapter of Edward being punished tomorrow night! ;)

I can't tell you how it makes me smile when I get reviews about how much you love Esme and Carlisle. They really are very cool parents. I love them myself!

See you tomorrow!