So guys, I'm thinking of ending the story here, I haven't gotten many reviews or anything. So do you think I should end it after this chapter? let me know!
"Hello?" Kendall said patiently as he signed to the person for him to hold on a second.
"Daddy!" Hannah shouted in the phone while crying.
"Hannah?" He questioned confused but shook his head sitting up back against his chair.
"Are you playing with your mommy's phone sweetheart? You know you ca-"
"No! Mommy is hurt. She asked me"
He widened his eyes sitting up more. "She asked you what sweetheart? What happened with mommy?"
"M-mommy she got hurt and is crying." He ran his hand through his hair worried not knowing what to do with himself. "Are you at home?"
"Uh-huh, Mommy needs you daddy." Hannah half whispered cuddling into Kaitlyn, who was whimpering in pain so hard Kendall could hear it now.
When he heard her whimper he felt his heart stop. He got worried sick about her and knew something really serious was going on.
"Tell her to hold on. I'm coming right now. Keep an eye on her for me sweetie." He quickly stood up putting his phone away and looked at his client sighing deeply.
"I'm so sorry but we'll have to reschedule. There's been an emergency."
"I understand. I'll ask your secretary for a new date?" Kendall nodded sighing in relief.
"Yes. She knows my schedule so I'm sure she'll help you. I'm so sorry." The man nodded in understanding and with that Kendall grabbed his jacket running off.
"Daddy is coming." Hannah whispered stroking her mom's cheek. Kaitlyn smiled sadly cuddling with her daughter.
"Thank you sweetie. That was really good of you. You're such a smart little girl." She kissed Hannah her cheek closing her eyes.
As much as had happened lately with Hannah she was so grateful for every moment they had together.
"Mommy?" Kaitlyn tried her best to keep her eyes open as she nodded. "Y-yes sweetie?"
Hannah sniffed. "You won't die like Bailee will you? Please don't leave me." Kaitlyn shook her head. She'd be lying if this moment didn't make her feel horrible.
"No sweetheart I promise you that I won't. I will never leave you. Don't you ever think that." Hannah nodded kissing Kaitlyn on her cheek.
"I love you momma." She whispered ever so softly.
As soon as Kendall drove into the driveway and got out the car he rushed inside finding Kaitlyn onto the ground with her eyes closed.
Hannah was still cuddled deep inside of Kaitlyn her arms not leaving her side.
"Kaitlyn! What happened to you?" He shouted kneeling down next to her. He shook her trying to make her open her eyes. After a couple of seconds he heard a soft groan. He widened his eyes shaking her harder.
"Wake up Kaitlyn. Come on I know you're there. You can do it. Open your eyes for me please."
She groaned low opening her eyes lightly.
"Kendall? Is that you?" She whispered looking up at him with a blurry vision. He smiled sadly nodding.
"Yes I'm here Kaitlyn. I'm going to bring you to the hospital, ok?" She didn't even have the time to answer him back or she was lifted from the ground into his arms.
She sighed leaning into him as she looked down at Hannah.
"C-coming baby girl?" She managed to bring out wanting to make sure Hannah knew she was still there. Hannah quickly got up and ran up to her parents following them to the car.
"Can I go see her?" Kendall asked impatiently with a sleeping Hannah in his arms.
The doctor nodded with a small sigh. "You may go in and see her. Just take it easy." Kendall nodded thankfully and walked in.
"Hey Kate how are you feeling?" He asked softly walking up to her bed and carefully placed sleeping Hannah next to her.
Silently Kaitlyn pulled Hannah in her arms holding her close. She looked up at Kendall and then back down at Hannah stroking Hannah's hair. He raised an eyebrow sitting down next to her and stroked her back.
"Kaitlyn? I asked you something. How are you feeling? Is everything ok?"
As she didn't answer still he took a deep breath making her look at him.
"Hey. Talk to me sweetie. I'm worried here. Please tell me if everything is ok. I just want to help you." She shook her head letting a tear slip.
"You can't." She whispered sadly with a crack in her voice.
"Why not?" He whispered stroking her cheek. She sniffed leaning into him as she closed her eyes.
"I-I don't know how to feel. I don't know if I should be happy or sad. I really don't know. It's all so confusing." He nodded still confused and still stroking her cheek.
"How come? What makes it so hard to decide? Maybe if you tell me I can help you decide."
Cuddling into him some more she took a deep breath. She didn't feel like talking about it but she knew that he deserved to know. If she'd hide it for him sooner or later he'd find out and be more pissed than ever and that was the last thing she wanted right now.
"I… well we l-lost a baby b-but." She started squeezing her eyes shut tighter.
He widened his eyes sitting up. "We what?! You were pregnant?" She sat up with him too opening her eyes. "Kendall wait. I was but still am."
He raised an eyebrow shaking his head confused. "I'm lost." Stroking her hand over his cheek she smiled sadly.
"Kendall, we were about to have twins again. I lost… one of them. The other one is still there."
He blinked a couple of times taking in what she just said. After a couple more seconds he shook his head grabbing her hand.
"S-so we're still having a baby? You're still pregnant?"
She smiled sad nodding. "Yes. I'm still pregnant with one baby. A-are you happy?" She asked the last in a whisper suddenly feeling scared.
He could tell be the sudden mood change in her voice and eyes that she was scared He sighed pulling her closer to him and kissed her cheek softly.
"Kaitlyn you don't have to be scared about that. Of course I'm happy." She sniffed lightly looking at him hopefully.
"R-really?" He nodded smiling.
"Yes really. Why wouldn't I be? Sure I'm sad that we lost the other one but I'm over happy that we can now raise a little baby together."
"You have no idea how happy that makes me feel." She whispered kissing him deeply. He kissed her back full of love stroking his hand through her hair.
"Good because you deserve to be happy." She sighed at those words. She pulled and leans her head on his chest silently.
She wanted to believe him but she wasn't so sure if she could. After all that happened the past years she felt as if she deserved it. After all she made a big mistake, right? And that mistake had to be put even by nothing but misery. A single tear escaped from behind her eye as she looked down at Hannah stroking her hair.
"Taking a deep breath she closed her eyes. "I don't deserve to be happy. I've done such a bad thing."
He sighed shaking his head. "Kaitlyn no. You didn't. It was a mistake." She sobbed, pulling away from him.
"Mistake? How can you call it a mistake? It was horrible Kendall! I-I broke us apart. I put myself and our babies in danger!" She was now crying hard not able to face him any longer.
"Kaitlyn listen to me. We were both wrong in it. I shouldn't have given up on you. It was really bad at that time but look at you now. You're beautiful and so is Hannah. She doesn't know a thing from it Kaitlyn. To her you're perfect."
"B-but I'm not." She protested in a whisper. He sighed cupping her cheeks.
"Neither am I. We need to move on from this Kaitlyn. It happened but also passed.
You're better now aren't you?" She nodded sniffing. He smiled stroking his thumb over her cheek. "See. It's all good now. You shouldn't feel bad about it anymore."
"I….I'll try but I have to say this to you first. I'm so sorry for making it so difficult for you Kendall. I never meant to break us apart. I shouldn't have let my problems get the best of me. I shouldn't have said no when you suggested me to look for help. I should have let you help me. I'm not claiming that I'm perfect nor will I ever but what I do want to claim is my undying love for you. I love you so much it sometimes hurts."
He smiled big kissing her cheek. "You're perfect to me and Hannah and that's all that should matter. We love you for who you are. Never let anyone else tell you otherwise. Can you promise me that?"
She smiled sad nodding. "I promise you that."
"Good." He whispered kissing her softly on the lips. Not breaking the kiss he placed his hand on her stomach rubbing it softly. "I'll make sure that this little one and Hannah stay safe. I won't let Jo hurt you anymore Kaitlyn. I promise you that."
She smiles placing her hand over his. "You're too sweet. Thanks for not running out." He chuckled small stroking a hair out of her face.
"I have no reason to. I'm more than ready for this. We're going to be a great family. I'm sure. Hannah will be overjoyed."
Kaitlyn looked down at her still sleeping daughter smiling. "She most definitely will be. She's going to be such an amazing sister. If only Bailee could be here."
She sighed softly. "She is still here." Kendall spoke softly looking at Hannah too.
"She lives further in all of us. She has us connected in a special way. She's an angel now and will protect us and keep us connected."
"Mommy?" Hannah whispered opening her tired eyes. Kaitlyn nods pulling her closer.
"Yes sweetie?" Hannah wraps her arms around Kaitlyn tightly looking up at her.
"Are you ok?" She giggles small nodding again.
"I'm better now sweetie don't worry."
Hannah smiled wrapping her arms around Kaitlyn and kissed her cheek lovingly. "I wuv you."
Kaitlyn smiled rubbing her back softly "I love you too sweetie."
After a while she looked over at Kendall biting her lip.
"Should we tell her?" She mouthed to him. Kendall nodded small and leaned down to Hannah kissing her cheek softly.
"Hey hun. Guess what. Mommy has some news to tell you." Hannah opened her eyes wide sitting up looking over at her mom.
"What? What?!" She half screamed clapping her hands excitingly."
Kaitlyn bit her lip nervously as she grabbed Kendall's hand taking a deep breath. "Sweetie your dad and I… we didn't only get back together. We're now also… e-excepting a baby boy or girl. You're going to be a big sister. What do you think hun? Are you ready to become a big sister like you asked me before you first met daddy?"
Hannah jumped up on the bed excitingly. "I'm going to be a big sister!" She kept clapping her hands jumping up and down. Kaitlyn giggled lightly pulling Hannah back into her.
"Seems like you're pretty excited about the news sweetheart."
"When will the baby come?" Hannah asked impatiently. Kendall chuckled lightly at his daughter touching her cheek.
"Not for a couple more months princess. We're going to have to be patient." Hannah pouted crossing her arms.
"I don't want to wait."
Kaitlyn smiled hugging her closer. "We can't either hun but there's nothing we can do about it."
"Tell you what." Kendall said with a smile looking down at his daughter who had now twinkles in her eyes.
"How about the three of us go get some ice cream and go to the movies later? You want to go watch ice age 4?"
Hannah nodded smiling big and hugged both of her parents tightly.
Kaitlyn giggled lightly looking up at Kendall.
"You're the best. You know that right?" He smiled happily feeling himself get warm inside. He was happy that he was making her happy. He pulled both of his precious girls close kissing both of their cheek.
"I love you both so much. Nobody's going to tear us apart anymore. I promise you girls that nobody will ever hurt you anymore. And when this precious little baby is born I'll make sure he or she is safe as well." He spoke out the last softly as he rubbed Kaitlyn her stomach gently.
"Kaitlyn?" Kendall spoke out walking into the living room. She looked up from the couch smiling small.
"Yeah Kendall?"
He sighed lightly sitting down next to her.
"I need to ask you something." She nods grabbing his hand waiting for him to continue.
"I'm scared that if we keep living here Jo's going to keep trying to hurt you and Hannah. I can't let that happen to you two."
"Kendall … where are you going with this?" Kaitlyn whispered ever so softly not letting go of his hand.
She had a feeling what he wanted to ask her but she couldn't believe it. It had to be something else.
"I'm trying to ask you if you could consider us moving to another house preferably another state."
Kaitlyn blinked a couple of times letting it sink in. She was right after all. She sighed deeply looking at their hands. "But this has always been my dream house." She whispered sadly."
He nodded stroking her hand. "I know sweetie. But it's not safe here."
"We could always…press charge against her."
He wraps his arms around her pulling her close. "I know but I just have a feeling this isn't the right place for us."
"What is the right place for us then?" She questioned looking into his eyes.
He smiled stroking her cheek. "Some place bigger with a beautiful backyard for Hannah and our unborn baby to play in. Somewhere that we haven't been yet and start our family up again peacefully with no memories haunting us."
"B-but Bailee …" She whispered with tears in her eyes.
"Bailee is here." He looked down holding her tightly against him. He felt bad for what he suggested but he was only trying to do the best.
"I know she is but you know she'd only want all of us happy. She's never leaving us Kaitlyn. She's right here." He whispered out the last while pointing at her heart. "She'll be living further there for the rest of our lives. There's a connection between both of you that can never be broken. She might be a little angel now but that connection is still there."
She sniffed small pushing him playfully. "I am no angel you know that."
"Hey what did I tell you before? That's all in the past. You got better. You battled it and won it. There's nothing wrong with you now. You're the best mother ever. You're an amazing person." She sighed deeply looking away from him.
"I try my best to believe you. Can I… think about it? You know about the moving?"
He nodded with a small smile. "Of course you can."
She cuddled into him deeply wrapping her arms around him. "You have no idea how happy I am to have you back. I was so lost without you."
Rubbing her back softly he bit his lip feeling bad. "I'm sorry for running off like that. I should have stayed with you instead. I should have helped you." She smiled sadly kissing his cheek.
"Don't worry about it Kendall. You're here now aren't you? That's all that matters."
"Mommy daddy you ready?" Hannah asked running into the living room. They both laughed softly as Hannah jumped on them with a big smile on her face. Kaitlyn stroke Hannah's hair smiling happily.
"We are princess. Do you still want that ice cream or go directly to the movies?"
"Ice cweam mommy! I wuv ice cweam! My favorite!" Hannah giggled still smiling at them cutely. Kaitlyn laughed softly shaking her head.
"What was I thinking by thinking you wouldn't want ice cream? It's your favorite! Shame on me."
Hannah giggled kissing Kaitlyn's cheek. "No worries mommy."
They all got up and went out for ice cream followed by the movies. Kaitlyn didn't have a fun day like this in a while. How she missed spending time with her daughter like this. Now she was also able to share that happiness with Kendall which made her happy. She wasn't lying earlier when she told her she suffered without him. He always got the best and worst out of her.
During the movie she sighed deeply to herself as she kept looking at the big screen in front of her. What was she supposed to do about Jo and moving? She had no clue what to do and it made her upset. Just when she was about to let a tear slip due her messed up hormones she felt both Kendall and Hannah's hand grab hers. She smiled softly at the sweet quince dent and squeezed both of their hands softly thanking God that she got to have them in her life.
well guys, it's up to you. Should I end the story here?