I don't own Twilight. Well, this is it. Today is my last day of vacation before I have to go back to work. BOO! I realized these past couple of weeks that I sure do like not working. LOL!

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!

Reviewer of the day goes to…. mkmmsm who said, "I think Jasper needs to tell his parents. I think they have a very close special relationship and I think he doesn't want that dishonesty hanging over his head. I hope his parents will be ok with the trip after he tells them, I think they will be. They love Edward. How could they not? I just love these two. So sweet and innocent and pure and so in love. Swoon! I hope the hotel room update is triple your normal post size! Please! Lots of detailed lovin to cover!" You were pretty divided on if you thought Jasper should tell his parents. That really surprised me! I love that you guys always keep me guessing. MWAH!

Chapter 80 - Tell

J-

"Well, I was thinking that I want to tell my mom and dad about us before we leave for the trip. I'm going to tell them that I'm gay."

God, I hope this doesn't upset him. I don't know why I just blurted that out.

I have been thinking about it a lot this week. Especially after talking to dad in his office tonight, I have a feeling they know about us anyway. I'm not really worried about how they are going to react, I'm worried about how Edward will.

Edward turns himself back around so his back is to me again. He's letting me hold him, but now he's closed off because I can't see his eyes.

"Edward, please talk to me. Do you think it's a bad idea?"

"I don't know. I think your parents would be fine with it, but we don't know for sure if they will. What if your dad fires me? What if they keep you from seeing me?"

He's panicked, and I can tell he's barely holding it together. I didn't know what to tell him, because honestly those were my fears as well.

"Baby, it's okay. I don't have to tell them. Just forget I even brought it up."

After a few minutes, his breathing is back to normal. Just holding him tightly and kissing his hair, I need him to know that I would never to anything that could keep us apart.

"Jasper, what made you decide to tell them?"

"Well, I don't know. I really think that dad knows something is going on, and he doesn't seem mad about it at all. And mom's been acting strange too. I don't know. I'm just really close with them, and I don't mind hiding what we have to everyone else, but I kind of wanted to share what we have with them."

He pulls my hand up to his mouth and kisses my palm. I sigh heavily at the feel of lips on me. There is nothing that comforts me more.

"I completely understand that, Jasper. I want to scream to the world you're mine, but I know if my dad ever found out he'd never let me stay there, and I can't leave my mom like that."

I hate his dad for everything he puts both of them through. I sure hope my mom can talk some sense into her. Edward's mom needs to understand that she doesn't have to put up with that asshole.

"I know you're worried about your dad finding out. I really don't think my parents would tell him, do you?"

"No, I don't think they would."

He sighs and kisses my hand again.

"Jasper, I think if you really feel strongly about it, you should tell them. If you need me, I'll be right there beside you when you do."

Turning his face around to me, I crash my lips to his. I don't stop until we're both panting and out of breath.

"Thank you, baby. You have no idea how much this means to me. I just feel like I'm lying to them every day, and I can't live like that."

"I understand, Jasper, but can I ask one thing?"

"Of course you can. Anything."

"Can you wait until after we go up to Chicago next weekend? If they are upset, I don't want them to keep you from going with me. I want to be with you more than anything. I want for us to have our first time together so fucking bad. Please, Jasper?"

I was kind of wanting to tell them before we went. They aren't so old that they can't remember what it was like at our age. I'm sure they wouldn't say anything about us spending the night at a hotel. Hell, they just left us alone in the house together, and I'm pretty damn sure my dad knew what we'd be getting up to. I understand his concern, though. I'm sure it's hard to comprehend parents being reasonable when he lives with the dick of a dad he has to put up with.

"That's fine, baby. We'll wait until we get back from our trip. I don't want anything to mess up our night together either."

He smiles at me and turns his body so he's sitting across my lap. It's a lot easier to get to his lips from this position.

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E-

Sitting on Jasper's lap and making out was a perfect ending to the day. Too many ups and downs to count, but if all my days end like this one, it will be well worth it.

Hearing a car pulling up the driveway, we untangle ourselves and reluctantly pull on our shirts. Leaning over to give me one last kiss, I watch as he turns on his 360 and opens his bedroom door. Sitting down in one of his gaming chairs, I grab the controller and start up our game of Call of Duty.

I know without a doubt that Carlisle and Esme will be supportive of Jasper coming out. I know it with all of my heart, but I still can't let myself really believe it. I'm so afraid something is going to stop us from being together. I just need to have our one night together before everything comes out. I know I'm being selfish, but if I can only have that one night with him, I'm not going to let anything get in the way of that.

We hear the door downstairs opening even over all the gunfire from the game. It's hard to concentrate on killing people when you can't keep your eyes off your fuck hot boyfriend. Damn, it seems like a long time since I've thought of him as my fuck hot farm boy. Maybe one day I'll tell him about my little nickname for him.

"What are you grinning so big about over there?"

"Nothing you need to worry yourself about."

"Is that right?"

I glance off the game and over at him. He's smiling at me, but I can tell he's curious.

"What the hell, Jasper? I can hear that shit from my room!"

Damn, it must have been Rose coming home instead of his parents. Her voice is so shrill and annoying. I feel sorry that Jasper has to listen to her all day.

"We'll turn it down Rose."

Jasper reaches over to the remote and lowers the volume. He's really trying to be nice to her. It's more than she deserves.

"Oh, Edward. I didn't realize you were here. How are you doing?"

I pause the game and look over at her. She's got on another one of her Baby Gap outfits. Too tight shirt and way too short skirt.

Fucking gross and no class at all.

"I'm fine, Rose. Did you have fun out tonight?"

"Oh, you know I did, sweetie. I would have had a lot more fun if I'd been with you though."

She winks at me, and licks her lips. I guess she's going for sexy, but it really just looks pathetic.

"So Rose, what poor married man did you fuck tonight?"

"Very funny, Jasper. I'm not doing things like that anymore. I've turned over a new leaf. I want to be with a guy who loves and respects me. I'm looking for someone who will the perfect boyfriend for me."

I don't even need to look back over at her. I can feel her eyes burning into me as she talks. Is she fucking serious?

Jasper just laughs at her.

"Sure, Rose. You know for some weird reason, I don't believe anything that comes our of your fucking mouth."

"You'll see, Jasper. I'm going to change my ways and get the man of my dreams."

I watch as she walks out the door, and hear her go into her room.

"What the hell was that about?"

"I don't know, and I don't fucking care. She better just stay the hell away from you."

He's not going to get an argument from me about that.

So, do we believe dear Rose has changed her ways? All she wants is the man of her dreams. Why would anyone doubt her? LOL Let me know what you think about their decision to wait until they get back from the trip. Do you think they made the right choice?

Thanks to all the girls over on Facebook who helped me out with the condom/no condom decision. I flove you all hard! XOXO

See you tomorrow!