So this is chapter 2! Hope you like it! This fic is Simon watching Jace and Clary and just thinking…some pretty angry thoughts, 'cuz he's heartbroken an' all...So all of these chapters(? - what would you call them?) are seperate from eachother; otherwise it wouldn't make sense! Warning: Simon is pretty OOC here!

DISCLAIMER: i don't own the mortal instrumentssss!

You and her… (not anymore)

Him and her… (it feels like forever)

That's the way it was… (great times)

This is the way it is… (not so great times)

And there's nothing you can change about it.

You watch her on the streets with Jace;

He's the e~p~i~t~o~m~e…

…of everything your n|o|t.

He's got the whole {{angel thing}} down,

Whereas you have the [[brooding vampire persona]],

The boy that {{garners sympathy}} from his past,

(He doesn't even want it)

You're the [[unkown band geek]] who was only introduced into this special society because of her.

Then, your suddenly seething with anger;

Who even knew you had such powerful emotions?

But then, of course, nobody thinks your p+o+w+e+r+f+u+l at all.

You a-b-s-o-u-l-u-t-e-l-y HATE him

[Your not going to say his name anymore]

If only Joeclyn wasn't who she was,

If Luke wasn't who he was,

If he wasn't who he was;

You blame anyone {and everyone},

Anyone but her.

Because if Jocelyn wasn't a shadowhunter,

Luke a shadowhunter/werewolf,

And he just himself…

Than she m*i*g*h*t be loving3 you instead of him

And you know,

No m(a)t(t)e(r) what,

You love her more than anything;

Even if she will never l_o_v_e you back in the same way

(Just look at the way she looks at him, the way she talks to him)

You start to push them all away,

aLL tHE aNGER iN yOU,

aLL tHE sADNESS iN yOU,

aLL tHE pAIN iN yOU,

And you don't know e:x:a:c:t:l:y what you want…

But it's n*o*t them.

G.R.A.D.u.A.L.L.Y, they all begin to leave you on your own,

(except for her, Maia, and Izzy)

Sometimes, you feel so, so, so close to breaking,

And s!c!r!e!a!m!i!n!g, y:e:l:l:i:n:g, shouting,

WHY DID YOU HURT ME?

Your love {{read: your heart}} becomes some t~w|i/s~t*e)d thing,

You can't recongize it,

And they don't recognize y*o*u anymore…

First, you use I~z~z~y (jealousy tactic)

Then you use M^A^I^A (you tried to forget)

But your h***t isn't into it,

But your abusive nature is…

(Where did that come from?)

And they realize…

{your just trying to un-remember every touch, smile, feeling of her and you}

But your still 'seething in anger' and you turn to drink…

…and drugs…and c-u-t-t-i-n-g…

They are just DisgusteD (with a two captial d's),

And she's also extremely c^o^n^c^e^r^n^e^d;

(She's the only one who cares now)

But she r/e\j/e\c/t\e/d you,

And you let yourself go,

And just SCREAM

( her, like you always wanted to)

You realize,

You are actually rEALLY, rEALLY mAD at her,

(It wasn't Jace's fault she fell in 3 with him)

And then you w_a_l_k,

Walk away from it all,

And you don't ever want to come back;

Crack! Crick! Crack!

There goes your heart…

Fractured, split, pulverized, in to so many pieces,

Too many pieces to count;

(/\/\/\/\/\/\/3 as opposed to /3)

It started with her…

And then you started b/r\e/a\k/i\n/g yourself;

The end result: You're B-R-O-K-E-N

And that's a fact that is not going to be changing for a while

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