I don't own Twilight. So Rob was at the SoHo House still sporting his beard. Wonder what the puppy feels like. Think it's rough and coarse or soft to the touch? Boy, what I wouldn't give to find out! :P
This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.
There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!
Reviewer of the day goes to…. maryhell who said, "I laughed so loud at this chapter that my husband and kids thought I was deranged. Loved every word. thank you for writing." That write there is what I hope for every time I submit a chapter. I either want to make you laugh, smile, or horny. If I can accomplish all three, well then that is a day to celebrate. :)
Chapter 84 - Reveal
J-
Oh, please this cannot be happening. My mother did not just use the words "Cullen curse" to refer to my junk! What the fuck kind of weird universe have I fallen into? Until a couple of months ago, I had perfectly normal, well respected, parents. Now what I have are two people who walk around here giving me cryptic looks and strange advice.
And I think my mom just told my boyfriend he had better be prepared for my large dick!
I think I'm going to be sick. My Golden Grahams are like lead in my stomach.
Looking over at Edward, he's standing there looking toward the stairs where my mom just disappeared. He's even more pale than usual, and looks to be having some sort of episode.
I glance over at dad, and while he still has a smirk on his face he does look concerned for Edward.
"Son? Hey, Edward? It's okay. You'll just have to learn not to embarrass my dear wife on purpose. She doesn't take to kindly to that at all."
Finally, Edward moves a bit, and I'm thankful. I though he was just going to stand there staring after my mom all morning. Not that I blame him after the shit she said. I can't even think about that right now. I need to get him out of here so we can talk.
"Dad, I'm going to take Edward out to the barn now. We'll be back in a while."
He starts to chuckle as he heads toward the stairs.
"That's fine, Jasper. I'll go see what your mom is up to. If you boys want to talk when you get back, just let me know."
He doesn't wait for me to answer, and I'm glad because at that moment I don't think I could.
They know. They've probably known for a while.
My parents know I'm gay and with Edward.
I'm not exactly sure how I feel about that. I mean, I know I was all for telling them the truth, but now that I know they know, I feel really weird about it.
"Edward, come on. Let's go out to the barn for a while."
He doesn't say anything, but when I take his hand and pull him behind me, he follows without hesitation. It seems like a very long walk to the barn. I honestly don't know what to say to him. He must be so afraid that my parents know we're together. It's not like he's learned to trust people of authority. His asshole of a dad has warped him so badly that I'm sure he thinks this is a terrible thing that's happened.
Walking him over to our corner and backing him against the wall, I start my comforting by just kissing him softly all over his cheeks and nose.
"I love you, Edward. You're my life. I won't ever leave you no mater what. I love you."
I keep up with the kisses and words of my love for him. Slowly, I feel the tension leave his body, and he starts to react to my kisses. Turning is face up, he starts to meet my kisses with his own. Pulling back he looks up at me with the most haunted eyes. He's actually afraid right now.
"Jasper, do you think they're mad at me for making you like this? They're going to hate me, aren't they?"
"What the hell are you talking about, baby? You did make me like this. I just didn't know who I was until I saw you. They love you. They are not mad at you."
"But before I showed up, you were normal. You had the chance to give them a daughter-in-law and grandchildren. I've taken that away from them."
"Did you not just see what happened in there? Mom was just fucking with you, and dad was literally laughing his ass off. If they were mad, don't you think we might have noticed?"
He doesn't say anything as he lets my words sink in. What I said actually made me feel a whole hell of a lot better, too. They weren't freaked out or angry at all. In fact, they seemed pretty damn happy about it.
"Maybe you're right, Jasper. Do you think it's possible that they'll be okay with us being together?"
"Baby, there's only one way to find out."
He still looks scared, but now he has a very determined look on his face.
"You're right. Let's go tell your parent's that we're in love."
Smiling, I wrap my arms around his waist and squeeze the hell out of him.
"I love you no matter what, Edward. Nothing or no one is ever going to keep us apart."
"Promise?"
"I promise, Edward. It's you and me, and only the people who are happy for us and love us for who we really are."
Giving him one last searing kiss, I take his hand and walk toward the house to meet my fate.
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E-
I can't believe we're going to do this. I have so many thoughts going through my brain right now. First and foremost is that I should never fuck with Esme Cullen!
I can't believe what she said to me. Not only was it embarrassing, but a little worrisome. How the hell did she know I was going bottom?
Do I just scream bottom when you look at me? I never thought so, but she sure seemed to know. Or maybe she just knows Jasper. Either way, I was told by my boyfriend's mother that his cock is so large I'm going to need to be properly prepared.
Fucking, kill me now.
Now we're walking in the house about to confront them about us, and all I can think about is how huge Jasper and Carlisle are.
Thanks a lot, Esme.
I think I've gotten past my initial worries of telling them. I know they would never tell my dad anything about this, and from their behavior this morning, I don't think they are going to be angry at us at all.
Now I just feel relieved and kind of excited to share our news. I never want Jasper to feel like a secret, and this way we'll have two people who we know will be there for us no matter what with love and support.
The air conditioning feels good on my heated skin when we get inside the house. Damn, Indiana in August is hot as hell. Humidity fucking sucks.
Dropping my hand, we start toward the stairs. I know neither of us are ready for Rose to know our secret. Hell, she'd be the last person I'd want to know about us.
Walking past her bedroom door, we reach a room I've never been in before. Reaching up, Jasper lightly knocks.
"Hey, mom, dad. Can Edward and I come in?"
"Hold on a second!"
We hear some fumbling and what sounds like something hitting the floor hard.
I look over at Jasper and see his jaw clinching and his eyes shut. If I weren't so scared, I'd be laughing my ass off.
When the door is pulled open, Esme and standing there in a long robe. She's obviously just came from out of the shower because her hair is all wet still.
"Sorry to keep you waiting. Just needed a quick shower this morning."
It sounds very innocent, but something seems off.
Walking into the large room, I notice Carlisle sitting on the edge of their king size bed. Strangely his hair seems really wet as well. I don't recall him having wet hair when we were eating breakfast earlier.
Oh, fuck! They were at it again, and we cockblocked them. Now I feel kind of bad.
"Umm, we can totally come back later. There's no hurry. We'll just talk when you get …."
"No! It's find, sweetie. You're here now, so why don't you tell us what you have to say."
Jasper reaches behind him and shuts the door. Turning back toward his parents he grabs my hand.
"Mom, dad, I wanted to tell you that I've realized some things recently that I need you to know. I hope you can understand and be supportive of my decision."
I'm so afraid to look up, but I have to. I have to see what fate awaits us.
First, I look over at Carlisle who is now standing next to the bed. His beautiful smile rivals only his son's.
My eyes then find Esme, who isn't looking at us at all. Well, she's not looking at our faces, she's too busy looking down at our woven hands.
I think I hear her say, "I fucking knew it" before I feel her small body collide into mine.
Letting go of Jasper's hand, I hold onto her tight. I don't know where the tears are coming from me or her, but my shirt is wet with them. I look over to see Jasper and Carlisle talking softly and then his father embracing him.
Squeezing Esme tighter, I lower her to the ground. I wipe my eyes as she wipes hers.
"You love my boy?"
It's a very simple question that I'm suddenly not afraid at all to answer.
"Yes, more than anything."
"Don't hurt him, Edward. Please, don't let me down. I want you in our lives for a very long time."
Feeling more tears fall, I watch Jasper walk up behind his mom and pick her up in a hug.
"I want that too, Esme. More than you'll ever know."
Jasper lets her down, and she turns quickly to embrace her son.
"How long, mom?"
I think we all know what Jasper is asking her. Esme gets a very smug smile on her face.
"From the first time I saw you two together. You and your dad are so much alike, Jasper. In a lot of ways, right Edward?"
Jasper just moans in embarrassment. The blush on my cheeks must be epic, because Carlisle grabs her around the waist and pulls her to him.
"Behave, Esme. I told you you're going to have to control yourself when talking to the boys."
Holy shit, did he just use the voice?
I think Esme and I have a whole hell of a lot more in common than I thought.
Well, it didn't go so bad for the boys. Other than being embarrassed! haha You all guessed they knew, and would be totally cool with them being together. I can't tell you how much it means to me that you've fallen for this Esme. I flove the hell out of her, too! Now Edward has a buddy to talk to about things! :)
Your reviews had me giggling all day long. Love you all dearly for that because this has been a VERY long week! lol
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