I don't own Twilight. OMFG! Rob is going to be on the People's Choice Awards! Now the question is are we going to see beard Rob, or just some scruff, or maybe all clean shaven? I know award shows are painful to watch, but I will now have another thing on my DVR for my husband to complain about! LOL
This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.
There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!
Reviewer of the day goes to…. Cullensway who said, "I can just see the wheels turning in Rose's deviate little mind. May the force be with the boys, they are sure going to need it to avoid her now! I bet Edward's face was the color of his hair through his and Esme's talk. I have to say, she is just the coolest Mom ever. Oh well, one down and one to go. Hang in there Jazz, Big Daddy C is way cool also! Again, thanks for sharing this wonderful story. We love it!" I loved all your reviews about Esme's talk. Let's see how Jasper's went, shall we? :)
Chapter 88 - Magnum
J-
I will not let this upset and embarrass me. I'm a few months away from being eighteen, and I can totally handle having an adult conversation with my father. I can't let him see how much this is going to freak me the hell out. I need to be strong and look him in the eye when he talks to me.
Yeah, well that's what I keep telling myself as I walk into the barn. I have a feeling that the reality of the situation is going to be entirely different.
Why the hell are they even doing this? It's not like we don't have access to information about these things. We don't live in the fucking 1800's where we only have our parents to go to for advice.
I have a feeling back then there weren't a lot of conversations like the one I'm about to have.
If I run, he'll only find me or worse send my mom to talk to me. I have to say, I feel sorry for my boy right now. Who knows what mom is saying to him. If she says something that scares him out of doing this, I'm going to be extremely upset with her.
Walking in the barn, I see dad standing over near Jolene's stall. He's petting her on the nose and talking softly to her.
"Well Jo, looks like our boy is all grown up. What do you think about that? He's found himself someone to love. Isn't that wonderful?"
This is such a guy thing to do, but I have to say I appreciate him doing it. He's not looking at me, and using Jolene to tell me what he wants me know.
Wow, do all men suck like this when it comes to talking about our feelings?
I reach over and pet her back, and look over at dad. He's still looking at Jolene, so I decide it's now or never if I'm going to say this without having to have eye contact with him.
"I do love, Edward. He's a good person, and I can't imagine my life without him in it. You like it that he spoils you, don't you?"
I rub behind her ears roughly and she turns toward me. She loves it when I do that. Then she decides her food on the other side of her stall is more interesting so she turns and walks over there.
Damn, I should have brought her a treat like Edward does.
We both stand there and watch my horse. The silence is nice, but I have a feeling it's not going to last for too much longer.
"Jasper, I know I don't have to tell you how important this will be for the both of you. I don't know how much experience you have, but you need to understand that it may not be everything you hoped it would be unless you're patient and very careful."
I was kind of hoping we weren't going to be getting into too much detail. I guess that's not going to happen.
"Dad, we're both virgins, but we know how to be careful. I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow night, but no matter what, I'm not going to hurt him."
He sighs and grabs my shoulder to get my attention on him. I turn and see my dad, but I also see the man I one day hope to be. He's not angry or upset that his son is gay. Instead of that, he's actually taking the time to talk to me about something that I'm sure is just as uncomfortable to him as it is to me. I look up to him even more now, because he's willing to do this because of how much he loves me.
"I know you would never mean to hurt him, Jasper, but things can get out of control fast when you're all alone in a hotel room together. Believe me, I remember what's it's like."
"Dad, please stop! TMI!"
He chuckles and turns back towards Jolene who is now interested in some hay.
"Well, you know your mother did research, right? She's probably up there telling Edward all about it right now."
I look over at him in shock, and then we both bust out laughing startling Jolene and making her unhappy with us.
"Poor, Edward."
"Well, she went to the pharmacy and bought you boys some things she thought you might need."
I can't even imagine the horror of what that was like. I can just see her asking the employees for advice on all the different products.
I'm too scared to ask what she bought. I honestly don't even want to know.
"She got Edward some things, but she didn't show me what they were. She also thought you might need these."
I see dad's hand reaching into his back pocket. I hadn't even noticed that he had anything there until now. I have a feeling I already know what's coming.
Looking at the box of condom he's placed in my hands, I notice the word Magnum on them and wish the floor would just swallow me whole.
"Jasper, take it from someone who knows. You need to make sure the person you love is ready, and you need to go very slow. Promise me you'll remember that."
I know he can hardly hear my whispered voice when I say, "I promise."
"Okay, well, that's all I think we need to cover unless of course you have any questions for me."
"No, I don't think I do, dad. Thank you for this. Thank you for letting me go and for understanding about me and Edward."
"Son, it's going to be so much more special that you waited to be with someone you really loved. It makes all the difference in the world."
I just nod, because I know he's right. It would have been so easy to get drunk and say yes to any of the girls who wanted to be with me. I'm so glad now that I never succumbed to pressure and did that.
I'm not going to lose my virginity fucking some random person. I'm going to lose it making love to the man I'm supposed to be with forever.
I think that's the way it should be.
.
E-
Hurrying down the stairs as fast as possible, I hold the little brown bag in my hands tightly. I can't believe she bought us fucking lube!
As mortifying as it is, I'm kind of looking forward to trying out the cherry flavored one on Jasper's cock. Not that he doesn't taste delicious on his own, but maybe I'll suck him off for dessert with this.
I look at my cell phone and realize I was only up there for about fifteen minutes. Why did it seem so much longer?
Walking past the kitchen, I don't notice Rose as she steps in front of me.
"What were doing up there in my mom's room, Edward?"
Oh, fuck.
"Oh, she just wanted to show me some more samples for the guest room. No big deal."
I try to dart around her, but she blocks my path with her tits.
"I thought she was done with it already. What's in the bag?"
The bag? Oh yeah, the bag full of lube I'm currently holding. The lube I'm going to use to get my ass ready for your brother to fuck me. Somehow, I don't think that's the answer she's looking for.
"The bag? Oh, it's umm…."
"Rose, can I talk to you for a second?"
Esme comes down the stairs with the full plate of cookies and sets them on the kitchen counter. I'm sure she can see that Rose has me trapped here.
"Mom, I'm kind of busy talking to Edward right now. Maybe later?"
"No, not later. Right now."
Gone is the sweet and caring woman from upstairs. This Esme means business.
Rose must realize this, because she lets me pass and follows her mom upstairs without any argument. Wonder if now is the time they're going to have their little talk. I hope it goes the way we want it to, and she backs the hell off.
Finally walking out the door into the heat, I spot Jasper and Carlisle coming out of the barn. Carlisle bumps Jasper's shoulder and then walks toward the house. When he gets close, he stops and looks at me with sympathy.
"She didn't make it too bad, did she? I told her not to embarrass you with her research."
I have to look down from embarrassment, but I'm smiling.
"No, it wasn't bad. She just loves Jasper very much so I understand why she wanted to talk to us."
"She loves you too, Edward."
I look up in his eyes, as he passes me. Reaching out, he grabs a hold of my arm and squeezes. I can tell from the look on his face that he feels the same way about me his wife does.
If I had a man like Carlisle as my dad, how different my life would have been.
Hearing him go in the house and shut the door, I make my way over to the Volvo where Jasper is currently leaning. He looks like a sexy fucker all long and lean muscles.
Damn, I cannot wait to get him naked tomorrow night.
"So, was it as bad I imagined? Did she have charts and graphs or something? Please, tell me she didn't have any visuals for you to look at."
"Oh, she went all out. She had a powerpoint presentation all about the necessity of anal preparation and of all the different positions she thought we would find most pleasurable."
His mouth drops open, and his eyes go wide.
I can't hold in my laugher. Giggling, I see his face go from shock to anger.
"She better not have done that to you."
"She didn't. It wasn't the best way to spend twenty minutes, but it was fine. She just wants us to be prepared and not rush into to anything."
"Dad said the same thing. He just warned me to take my time. I don't think he realizes that I'm planning on taking all night to love every inch of your body. This is not going to be a quick fuck, Edward. I want you ready and begging for it when I'm finally inside of you."
I can tell his words are effecting him just like they are me when I look down and notice the bulge in his tight jeans. I want so bad to drag him into the barn and take care of that for him, but I think waiting until tomorrow will make it even better.
Leaning in close to me, he whispers in my ear.
"Don't you dare touch that cock tonight, Edward. The next time you come, I want it to be down my throat or all over my chest. I'll let you choose which one when we get to the hotel."
"Fuck, Jasper, please don't leave me like this."
"You'll survive, baby. Just think about all the things I'm going to do to you tomorrow night. That should make the time go fast until the morning."
"Not fucking likely. You better not touch your cock either. When you come next, I want it to be inside of me."
Shit, we should not have started talking about this. How am I going to get to sleep thinking about this?
"You better stop right now, Edward. Now I understand what dad was talking about when he warned me to take it slow. If you talk to me like that tomorrow, I'm going to do something I'll regret."
His jaw is clenched and his voice is coming out roughly.
"I'm sorry, baby, you're right. Let's both just stop and calm down a bit."
"Agreed. Hey, what the hell is in the bag?"
Laughing, I open it up for him to see what his mother purchased for us.
"You have got to be fucking kidding me. Lube?"
"Yeah, cherry flavored."
I watch as he runs his hands over his face and eyes.
"Well, I guess that's no worse than what dad bought for me."
He pulls a box of Magnum condoms out of his back pocket.
"Well, at least he got the size right."
Jasper just chuckles and puts them inside my brown bag.
"Think you could pack all that for us?"
"I'll be back here in the morning ready to go."
"Are you really ready, Edward?"
I know he's not just asking about our trip to Chicago now. I know there is no going back if we do this. It's a huge step in any relationship, and I'm not scared a bit. I know we belong together.
"I'm so fucking ready for you, Jasper. Tomorrow night is going to be the best night of our lives."
Okay, you guys. We've finally made it to the road trip. Are we all ready for it? I suggest you look at AJasperForMe's tumbler if you need any help with visuals for the next couple of chapters! :-)
I don't think Jasper's talk was near as bad as Edward's. haha Let's give Carlisle some love for being such an awesome dad!
See you tomorrow!