I don't own Twilight. There were so many requests for the Rose/Esme talk in your reviews. I was floored at the amount that wanted to know what went on. Mkmmsm has now added this to the list of outtakes she is requesting I write. haha We were talking about some of the lost moments from the story, and I think it would be a lot of fun to write something from Esme's POV. Would that be something you guys would be interested in reading?

This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.

There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!

Reviewer of the day goes to…. lavishone who said, "I think Jasper definitely got off easy...I think it's pretty funny that both Esme and Carlisle happen to know who's going to be the "top" and the "bottom" too..." While I never set out for Edward to seem effeminate in any way, I think that C/E are both pretty observant people. I want to thank you all so much for your patience waiting for the road trip to finally happen. I can only hope it lives up to your expectations!

* Please run over and visit AJasperForMe's blog to see some of the pictures I used for inspiration for this chapter and the next. h t t p:/ (dot) com/2012/01/hard-labor-hits-hotel (dot) html?zx=68d9606391625b18 I love you hard for this, bb! :)

Chapter 89 - Anxious

J-

After an extremely restless night of sleep, I hear my alarm go off and sit straight up in bed like I've been shocked. I've got about an hour before Edward gets here to pick me up, and even though I didn't get much sleep, I'm wide awake with a smile on my face.

Today is the day. We are finally going on our road trip together. All day and all night with no interruptions and not having to worry about someone seeing us.

In other words, heaven.

I jump out of bed, and nearly fall on my face when I get tangled up in the sheets. To say I'm a little anxious would be an understatement.

Jumping into the shower, I try and wash up as fast as possible and not think of Edward. It would be so damn tempting to rub one out while I'm in here to relieve some of this tension, but I told him I wouldn't.

What the hell was I thinking?

Now I'm going to want to attack him even more than I already do.

I packed a small bag last night, so I'm ready to go. Getting dressed quickly, I make my way downstairs not expecting to find anyone up this early on a Saturday. I should have known I couldn't get that lucky.

Mom and dad are both sitting at the kitchen table drinking coffee and reading the paper.

"Morning."

I quietly greet them as I walk over to the fridge and grab out the orange juice. I keep my back turned to them as I pour myself a glass and get a granola bar out of the snack cabinet.

I'm honestly not hungry at all, but I know I'll need to eat something since I don't know when Edward will want to stop.

I can feel their eyes on me, but I refuse to turn around and give them and opportunity to start another uncomfortable conversation. I'm still kind of freaking out that my mom bought my boyfriend cherry flavored lube to use. Don't even get my started with the Magnums.

Choking down the last of my breakfast, I rinse out my glass and put it in the dishwasher.

"Okay, I'm just going to go outside and wait for Edward. I'll text you from the road and keep you updated."

I knew they would want me to check in from time to time. Of course we've been to larger cities before to shop and on vacations, but Chicago was huge compared to Indy. I know they're going to be worried about us for a lot of different reasons today.

"Thanks for that, Jasper. Your mom and I appreciate you letting us know where you are and how it's going."

"No problem."

I start to walk out of the kitchen when I feel my mom's arms wrap around my neck.

"Baby, I love you. Everything is going to be fine. You just let us know if you need anything, and call me if you need any help figuring out how to use any of my purchases."

I hug her tightly, and look over at dad who has a huge smirk on his face. I'm so glad he's here to witness my mortification.

"I will, mom. Please don't worry about us."

She pulls back and lightly pinches my cheeks. For once it's doesn't bother me. Even though I'm a man, I know that I'm always going to be her little boy.

I finally get out of the kitchen without too much more fussing from mom. When I open the front door, I see Edward's car coming up the driveway.

As soon as he stops, I open the passenger side door and get in.

He has such a look of joy on his face, and I know I have one that matches it.

"Are you ready for this, Jasper?"

"Hell, yes. Get me out of here before my mom comes out with a vibrator or something for us to try."

"Fuck, baby, that might be fun."

He looks over at me with that innocent face that almost kills me every time.

"You better just stop that and drive, Edward, or we won't make it out of my driveway."

He laughs, but puts the car in drive and gets us the hell out of there. I'm so ready for this day to end, and our night to begin.

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E-

Driving with Jasper beside me is a lot more distracting that I had thought it would be. I mean I've been in his truck with him a lot, but he's always driving and I get to eye-fuck him all I want. Having to concentrate on the road, is actually really annoying.

We've been talking and listening to music for the past three hours. Turns out neither one of us want to waste any time stopping to eat or anything. We have the bottled waters I packed from home, and we've been making really good time.

"What's got you squirming around over there, Edward?"

"Well, to tell you the truth, I'm not used to driving when we go anywhere together, and I miss being able to look at you."

He reaches over and grabs my hand.

"I think I like it when you drive. I get to stare at my sexy as hell boyfriend and not have to worry about paying attention to the road."

When I mumble "no fair", he just laughs at me and holds my hand tighter.

About a half hour later we're getting into the Suburbs and the traffic is a lot heavier. At this point I'm glad I'm driving, because I'm sure he's definitely not used to having to get around in traffic like this. He watches proudly, as I swerve in and out of traffic.

"Up here is the exit we need to take to get to Amanda's house. We won't be able to stay too long because she tires out fast, but we'll be able to stay for a little while and visit."

"I can't wait to meet her, baby. If she was there for you when I wasn't, I need to thank her for taking care of you."

Another twenty minutes and we're driving in a very affluent neighborhood. All the homes are huge, and some even have tennis courts and pools in the back.

"Did you live in one of these houses?"

"Yeah, it was like these."

I can tell Jasper thinks it's cool as hell, but all these homes do is remind me of my dad and how money and status are all that matter to him. Seeing my old neighborhood is brining back a lot of old memories I'd just as soon forget.

"Hey, you don't live here now. You never have to live here again if you don't want to."

"I really don't want to, Jasper. I was nothing but miserable here."

"Well, let's visit with your friend and get the hell out of here then."

"That sounds like a good plan to me."

When we get to Amanda's house, her parent's are excited to see me again. Other than my mom, they were the only adults I felt comfortable around. Walking up to Amanda's room and seeing her sitting up watching TV brought tears to my eyes. She has fought so hard with her illness, and it looks like this time she's finally beaten it for good.

I'm so fucking proud to introduce Jasper to her as my boyfriend. He just blushes when we go on and on about how gorgeous he is. His hand never leaves mine.

After a couple of hours, Amanda gets tired so we decide to leave. I squeeze her tight and tell her I'll be back soon to visit. She's so excited when Jasper invites her down to see the farm. I'm so glad the two most important people in my life get along so well.

Pulling out of the driveway, I reach over for his hand.

"Well, did you like her?

"I loved her, Edward. She's absolutely amazing. How she can be so positive and upbeat after everything she's been through is beyond me. I'm so happy you have her in your life."

"She's in our life, Jasper. I think she just wants to come visit so she can stare at you all hot and sweaty from working on the farm."

He just shakes his head and laughs.

Amanda had been the distraction we needed to get through the day, but now we both go silent realizing what the next stop on our journey is.

"Um, I have the address of the hotel on my phone. We should be there in about 15 minutes. We could pick up some food or stop and eat if you want."

"You think maybe we could just order a pizza once we get there?"

Fuck, I think he's just as anxious as I am to get in that room.

Eight minutes later, we're pulling into the hotel parking lot. I might have broke a couple of speeding laws to get us here faster.

The lady at the front desk is very nice. I guess mom had called her earlier and confirmed the room, and made sure that we wouldn't have any problems. She smiles as she hand me over a couple of swipe cards to get into our room.

"That's room 672. Don't you two cause any trouble now running up down the halls."

I can tell she's just teasing us, but Jasper leans over the counter and smiles at her.

"Don't worry, we don't plan on leaving our room all night."

She she looks stunned for a second, but then giggles and yells after us to have a good night as we head to the elevators with our bags.

"What the hell, Jasper? You probably gave her a heart attack."

When the first elevator going up opens, Jasper drags me into it and pulls me close. The door shuts before we're joined by anyone else.

Leaning down, he crashes is lips to mine. His tongue is in my mouth, and he has me moaning and rubbing against him.

"I've been wanting to taste your mouth all fucking day, Edward."

I don't have a chance to tell him the feeling is mutual, because right then we hear the door chime signaling that it's about to open.

Thanks goodness, it's our floor. Jasper pulls me down the hallway to our room and takes the card keys out of my hand. His hands are shaking, but he manages to get the door open on the third try.

As soon as we're in the room and the door is shut, he has me pushed up against the nearest wall.

I think he's going to go back to kissing me, but he doesn't.

Opening my eyes, I see him staring down at me and breathing heavy. Leaning his forehead against mine, he speaks to me in a whisper.

"Are we really going to do this, Edward? Are you going to let me make love to you?"

I moan loudly at his words and rub against him to show just how ready for it I am.

"Fuck, Jasper, I so ready for you. Make me yours, baby. Please fuck me."

I know he wants to take things slow, but I just don't think I'm going to be capable of that.

I want him, and I want him right the fuck now.

*hides behind computer chair* You know technically it doesn't count as cockblocking since you'll get the next chapter in less than 24 hours! I knew I wanted a whole chapter dedicated to the big event, so now they're in the room and ready to go, we can just concentrate on that next time. Please don't hurt me! lol

If you need to yell at me in a review, I totally understand. haha

See you tomorrow!