I don't own Twilight. No Rob on the Golden Globes tonight. *sniff sniff* Queenie the dog from Water for Elephants was on there, though. She won best picture while Rob was sitting at home. That's just so not fair! haha
This is a slash story with m/m lemons involved and language. If you're under 18 or that's not your thing, please just hit the red X.
There will be alternate POV's every day. They are both pretty damn talkative now!
Reviewer of the day goes to…. kellybear3 who said, "Aw, so sweet when Jasper whispered to Edward about his heart belonging to him. I love this story." That was my favorite part as well. I'm so glad you all enjoy the loving moments just as much as the pervy ones. :)
Chapter 94 - Return
J-
Waking up slowly, I smile as I feel Edward still laying on my chest. His breathing is low and steady so I know he's not up yet.
Thinking back over the last 24 hours, I can't believe how perfect everything was. From the shower to our first time to Edward taking control and riding me into oblivion. I'm sure I have a very smug look on my face when I think about how hard I made him come both times I was inside him. Not that he didn't do the same for me.
I need to stop thinking about his tight ass or I'm going to want to role him over and wake him up. I know I'm not going to let that happen no matter how much he tries to talk me into it. I'm going to put my foot down today, because I won't have him hurting especially when we're going to be sitting in a car for 4 hours.
Another thought occurs to me. I'm not a virgin anymore. Not that I was ever worried about still being one, but I knew I was one of the last of my friends who still hadn't had sex. I just thought it was because I didn't find of any of the girls in town hot enough. I mean they were all like my sisters having grown up with them, but now I realize the real reason I didn't find any of them sexually attractive. They didn't have the right equipment.
Leaning down, I place soft kisses on my boy's head. I know we need to get up and get moving. Check out will be soon, and as much as I would love to stay in bed with my boyfriend all day, I know we need to get on the road.
"Hey, sleepyhead. Time is get a move on."
I hear his groaning and feel his arms squeeze me tighter. He doesn't get up, but instead nestles down deeper into the covers and goes back to sleep.
I know a sure fire way to get him to wake up, but I don't want him to try and attack me again. Slipping out from underneath him, I get out of bed hearing his protests.
"I'm heading to the shower, my love. You're welcome to join me."
That sure does the trick. After a very nice mutual hand-job session in the shower, we're dressed and heading downstairs to check out with 5 minutes to spare before the 11 o'clock time we need to. I sure hope we didn't use up the hotel's hot water supply.
Pushing the card keys over to the man behind the counter, we wait while he settles the bill. Since Edward's mom had already paid in advance, all he has to do is sign a couple of things. There's a bit of a crowd behind us, so I hope this guy hurries up.
"Oh, my manager who was on duty last night wanted me to let you know that we got several complaints from rooms near yours of loud noises. She just wanted me to let you know that the next time you stay she'll upgrade you to one of our suites that has better noise control."
The guy is smirking at us, and I can feel all the of people around us now looking our way. My boy's face is all red from this asshole's too loud comments, and he's eye-fucking Edward which I don't appreciate. This fucker needs to stop before I jump over this counter and help him to see how rude he's being.
"Thanks, man. We would love an upgrade next time. I'm sure we'll need it, won't we baby?"
I lean down then and kiss the side of Edward's mouth, while keeping my eyes on the dick behind the counter. He can go to hell if he thinks he's going to make a joke out of what happened between us last night.
Shoving the signed papers at him, I turn Edward and walk us out the door. We get the car loaded in silence, and then Edward gets us out of the parking lot and on the highway home. I remember then to text mom and let her know we're on our way back.
"What a complete douche bag!"
I'm still pissed about what happened, but Edward just smiles over at me and takes my hand.
"Jasper, when we come out we're probably going to have to deal with insensitive assholes like that more than we should. We just have to learn to be the better people."
I know he's right, but it still doesn't make me feel any better.
He tries to cheer me up talking about how excited he is that school is starting in a couple of weeks. He said that Emmett was texting him and wanting to get together for a last big party before the end of summer. It will be great to spend time with the guys, but a party means he's probably inviting girls too and that is always a problem. I try not to think about it, and just enjoy listening to him talk.
We run through McDonald's for lunch and are close to home before we know it. I'm glad to see the fields and farms letting us know we're almost there, but on the other hand I'm sad that we have to go back to hiding again. At least now mom and dad know, so that is one less place to have to worry about. Well, I guess unless Rose is home. Why does she always have to complicate things?
Pulling into my driveway, I notice that Edward had stopped talking and looks as sad as I feel.
"We're back. Guess it's time to pretend again."
"Baby, I know it's going to suck, but we'll work it out. I was thinking we could try and think of a way to get out of town once a month and go to Indy or something even if it's just for the day. I think we need to be able to just be ourselves once and a while. Maybe then the hiding won't be so bad."
"Jasper, I really love that idea. You're always thinking about what's best for me and for us, and I love you so much for it."
Grabbing his hand, I want so badly to kiss his warm lips. Instead I squeeze his fingers and get out of the car.
He walks around the back of the car to get the trunk open for me. He knows I can grab my bag by myself, but I have a feeling he doesn't want to go home yet. I don't want him to leave either.
"Hey, you're welcome to come inside and help me unpack if you want. That is, if you can stand my mom's interrogation."
He looks from me and over to the house like he's trying to decide which is worse, leaving me or dealing with my mom. I have to admit, I wouldn't blame him if he jumped in the Volvo and got as far away from here as he could. Unfortunately, mom doesn't give him a chance.
"Carlisle, they're here!"
I hear her yell and we both turn to see her almost running in a sprint out the front door. Please, don't let this be as painful as I think it's going to be.
Coming to a stop, she looks at us both like she's trying to assess for any damage. Once she's satisfied we're both okay, she reaches up and wraps an arm around both our necks pulling us down to her level.
"Oh, my boys, I'm so glad you made it back safe and sound. Edward, come inside so we can talk."
She lets us go, and grabs our hands pulling us inside.
"Esme, I know my dad wants me back soon, so I can't stay long."
Nice try, Edward. I just look over at him shake my head. He's not going to get out of this. If not now, then she'll just harass him later.
He might as well just get it over with.
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E-
I was hoping that brining up my dad would deter Esme from making me sit down and have a nice long talk with her. Even though she's been an amazing supporter and help in all of this, I just don't feel comfortable telling her details of my night with her son. That's just creepy.
Walking in the house, I see Carlisle right away sitting in the living room. He waves at me, and gets up to hug Jasper.
"So how was the traffic? Did you get pretty good gas milage?"
"Carlisle stop bothering the boys with silly questions. We have important things to discuss."
"Mom, where is Rose?"
"She's over at Alice's."
"Okay, well I just want to say right now that neither one of us want to talk to you about happened between us last night. It's personal and not something we want to discuss with our parents."
Carlisle looks proud of what Jasper has said, but Esme looks devastated.
I put my arm around her and pull her close. Leaning down, I whisper in her ear.
"I'm fine. Jasper's fine. It was the best night of our lives. It was perfect."
She looks up at me with a hopeful look on her face.
"Really?"
"Yes, really."
"Well, okay then. I made you some cookies to take home with you, Edward. Let me go and pack them up."
Esme doesn't look over at Jasper as she leaves the room, and even though I didn't want to talk to her about what happened, I feel bad that Jasper hurt her feelings.
"Jasper, why did you do that? She only wanted to make sure we were okay."
Carlise walks over to me then and places his big hand on my shoulder.
"No, Edward, he was right to say that to her. She doesn't need to know your private business, even though I know she meant no harm. She just loves you both so much."
I look over at Jasper and see that he's upset. Before I can say anything to him, his dad interrupts.
"Hey, you might want to go out and check your tool bench in the barn. Your sister was out there yesterday after you left. When I asked her what she was doing since she never sets foot in the barn, she just said she was returning a tool she borrowed from you. Do you know anything about that?"
Jasper looks over at his dad in confusion.
"No. I have no idea what she's talking about. She never asked me to borrow anything."
"Well, I just wanted to let you know, in case she broke something. I wouldn't want either one of you getting hurt trying to use whatever she borrowed."
Walking out of the kitchen, Esme hands me a brown bag.
"Here. There are enough chocolate chip cookies to feed an army in there."
"Thanks, Esme. You know how much I love your chocolate chip."
She seems happy again, and she beams from the compliment.
"Well, I really need to get home. I'll call you later, Jasper?"
I'm not mad at him for what he said to his mom. I don't know what the right thing to do would have been. I can totally see his side of it. If that was my mom asking the questions, I would have told her to stop, too.
"Yeah, call me please."
I want to hug him and let him know I'm not upset or mad at him, but I'd be too embarrassed especially in front of Carlisle. Walking out the door, I wave at them as I leave. I have a feeling they're going to have a lot to talk about when I'm gone.
Driving home from Jasper's is always a tortuous thing to do, but today it's a million times worse. It's like being given everything you've ever asked for and then having it taken away from you. I want so bad to never have to drive back to this house ever again.
Walking in the front door, I set my bag down and call out for mom. I don't hear anything right away, but then I see her coming down the stairs. She smiles so big when she sees me. This is why I have to stay. I can't leave her here alone with him.
Raising her arms up to give me a hug, I hear her hiss. Leaning back, I take in the pained look on her face.
"What's wrong? What happened?"
"Oh nothing, Sweetie. I just hit my shoulder on the doorframe coming out of the laundry room. It will teach me not to carry a basket that full again."
I watch her wearily, as her eyes dart around the room. She's looking anywhere but at me.
"Well, look who's returned. Did you dump that girlfriend of yours like I told you to?"
"Yes, I did."
I look over at mom, and she seems extremely nervous. Even more so than she usually is and that's saying something.
"Good to hear you can at least do one thing right. Hope you did like I said and double bagged it before you fucked her goodbye. Don't want her coming back to try and trap you. Lord knows it really sucks when that happens."
It's nothing new him throwing it in my face that I wasn't a planned pregnancy. It's not like I asked to be born, but he still blames me for existing.
"You won't have to worry about that. I'm kind of tired from the long drive. I think I'm going to go upstairs and rest."
Mom grabs me around the waist this time for a hug.
"I'm so glad you're back, baby."
She's holding onto me desperately, and I hug her back just as hard.
"I'm here, mom. I'm not going anywhere."
Well, it's back to the old grindstone for the boys. LOTS of stuff going on in this chapter. I know how good you guys are at picking up on the little things, so I'm really curious to hear what you think!
I know there was some trouble getting stories to load on ff last night and this morning and chapters weren't showing up right away. I hope you got to read the last chapter!
See you tomorrow!