Okay so I've ran out of ideas on the dates so I decided to skip those for awhile. Sorry. But here's a new chapter this is two weeks after the carnival. Just so y'all know this is filled with DRAMA! Also,this chapter sorta says how Ronnie was before meeting Big Time Rush and it also describes the title a bit. Enjoy!

Ronnie's P.O.V

It was late at night. Everyone but me was asleep. I couldn't sleep. I don't know why but I really wanted to go out to the clubs again.

I hadn't gone out since I moved in to the Palm Woods with the guys. I had gone to clubs every night since I was 17.

It was a lot of fun. I decided to sneak out. I got up and put on a short black dress and 'hooker boots' as the girls called my high heel boots.

My hair had been straighten earlier for the shooting of one of my new music videos. I gabbed my make up kit. I put on some eyeliner,mascara,eye shadow,and red lipstick.

I grabbed my bag and walked out the apartment quietly. I got to the club and started dancing with some people I knew from High School.

I started drinking over and over again. Just then I saw...

Katie's P.O.V

I heard Ronnie walk out of the apartment. I didn't know where she was going.

I got up from my bed and walked into my mom's room.

"Mom,mom"I whispered.

"What's wrong Katie?"She asked.

"Mom,Ronnie left"I say.

She quickly gets up and turns on the lights.

"What?"She asked.

"Yeah,she got dresses and left"I say.

"Did she leave a note or something?"She asked. I shoke my head no.

"Come on"My mom says.

We woke up all the guys and called the girls. Miriah had moved into the Palm Woods so the other girls were staying here to be closer to their boyfriends.

"Did you call her cell?"Kendall asked Logan.

"Yes she didn't answer"Logan says.

"Then call again"Kendall says rudely and loudly.

"Kendall calm down"My mom tells Kendall.

"How can I calm down my girlfriend could of gotten kidnapped"Kendall says.

"She didn't get kidnapped she left on her own."I say.

"Well,why would she leave?"Logan asked.

"Yeah,Ronnie doesn't do those kinds of...things guys!"Rosey says.

"What?"We asked.

"I know where she's at."Rosey says and takes off. James follows her.

Ronnie's P.O.V

I saw Mike making his way over to me.

"Hey baby what are you doing here?"He asked me.

"Having a good time what about you?"I asked. I didn't remember what he had done to me.

Then again,I had been drinking a lot. So I was kinda high.

Mike and I started dancing. He then attacked my lips. It turned into a full make out session.

I felt some one pull me away. I looked at the person and realized it was Rosey and James.

"Oh my god guys what are you doing here?"I asked in a whiny voice.

"What the hell are you doing Ronnie you're with Kendall!"Rosey yelled over the music.

"Who?"I asked. I was totally high.

"Kendall your boyfriend!"Rosey says.

"Oh Kendall my boyfriend! How is he?"I asked stupidly.

"He's worried sick we're going home!"Rosey says.

"No,I'm having a good time"I whine.

"To bad we gotta go"James says.

"No I ain't leaving this is fun stuff"I say.

I was back to my old days. This is how I was before I met Kendall.

Sneaking away from home at two in the morning. Going clubbing,drinking,hooking up with guys.

I had promised I wouldn't do that anymore the day I met the guys. They all seemed innocent and I didn't want to get them in trouble.

But now the old Ronnie was back for tonight. A.K.A Rihanna Ryder. This is how everyone saw me as.

At first I hated it but then I got more into it. And then it became an obsession. So,everyone who didn't really know me saw me this way.

Rosey started saying something but before she finished I slapped her. I don't know why I slapped her.

I would never do that. She fell to the floor holding her check.

James' P.O.V

Ronnie just slapped Rosey! Ronnie was now acting like Rihanna Ryder the popstar.

I had never ever seen Ronnie like this. She scared me.

"James,let her go! Let her screw up her life and relation with Kendall and everyone else let her go!"Rosey cried from the ground.

I let Ronnie go. Ronnie walked away from us and went back to the cast of Jersey Shore who were filming their next season in LA.

I grabbed Rosey and we walked out of the club into my car.

"I try to help that girl with her problems and this is what she gives back!"Rosey cried.

"Rosey calm down she's just like that she can't help it"I say.

"No James No,she isn't like that,the paparazi and the media made her like that!"Rosey cried again.

"So what's gonna happen to her now?"I asked her.

"She's gonna hook up with Mike and regret it the morning"Rosey says.

We arrived back at the Palm Woods. We ran back to 2J.

"Did you guys find her?"Carlos asked.

"Rosey what's wrong?"Korrey asked.

"Guys she's back to old self"I say. The girls gasped. Yep,even Mama Knight and Katie.

"What do you mean back to her old self?"Logan asked.

"I mean she's screwing up her life again,she's drinking,hooking up with guys and she slapped me"Rosey says.

Now everyone gasped.

"But let her,let her screw up her life we tried to change her but she can't change!"Rosey cried.

"But is she gonna be okay?"Katie asked.

"She'll be friendless,boyfriendless,but to the sound of it she's been like that before"Kendall finally says.

"What do you mean boyfriendless?"Karina asked.

"I mean I'm breaking up with her I don't think I can deal with this"Kendall says. He walks away to his room.

Oh boy we got a big situation.

Ronnie's P.O.V The next morning.

I woke up in someone else's bed. I looked to my right and I saw Mike.

Wait,wasn't I with Kendall?

Then everything came back to me. The club,Rosey and James,the slap.

I quickly got up from the bed put my dress on. I quickly walked out the house.

I got into my car and drove back to the Palm Woods.

Oh boy what kind of situation did I get myself into?

There you have it! Yep,Ronnie was like that. I have a whole lot of drama planned up! So the next few chapters are gonna be dramatic.

This is where the whole point of the story and title come out. Also,I might have to change the summary so it will make sense.

Anyhow...

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