Okay guys, this one is gonna be short but I have decided to write longer chapters; but I promise this one will be a treat ;)


If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

Stand by Me, Ben E. King


As I looked at her face after I told her about my talk with Alice I could tell she thought I was going to leave her. Whether she knew it or not, it was clear she felt betrayed and hurt. I instant felt horrible, My stomach twisted and I knew I had to reassure her.

"Bella? I'm not going anywhere..." I silently promised, but I knew I would get no reply. She was long gone by now, the look in her eyes told me so and I saw a tear slowly tumble down her eye. On its own accord, my hand raised and the tips of my fingers slowly wiped away the tear. I gathered my belongings and left, I had a nagging feeling that if I stayed it would only hurt her more. I trudged myself to English. It all went by in a blur and the teacher never dared to tell me to pick up my head. I knew my mood was probably radiating around the room, like it does at home if I don't keep myself in check.

After the bell I dragged my feet all the way to my harley and, like every other day, I watched as Bella sprinted out of the school, in a hurry every day. Her mahogany colored hair swaying behind her and the sun giving it natural burgundy streaks. As soon as she was safely I her truck and driving away I mounted my bike.

"JASPER!" I could slightly make out Alice's voice as I revved up the engine. She came running over, hand in hand with Edward.

"What Alice?" I asked slightly annoyed.

"You're 'radiating' Jazz." Her eyes narrowed, as did mine. I hated it when she said that as if I had some super power. When my emotions become strong enough, everyone seems to catch my mood. Alice found it amazing while Edward found it immensely fascinating, just like his father.

"God Alice! Just get to the point." I said, exasperated.

"Hey Grump. Just cause you wanna be all alone and morn over Bella not wanting to be near you doesn't mean you have to take it out on Alice!" Edward said, slightly stepping in front of Alice. I glared at him and hear Alice slightly gasp 'Edward!'. I revved up the engine one more time and sped off as fast as I possibly could without crashing into other students.

I was home in half the time it usually takes when I sped and I came to a screeching halt. Esme obviously heard the noise and hurried outside.

"Jasper! Were is you helmet?" She scorned.

"Flew off the bike about half way back to school." I said as if was nothing; well to me it was, but I couldn't help but feel back as I looked into Esme's eyes. She was so worried and hurt, always so concerned since the accident, it took me an entire two years to persuade her to let me ride again.

"Sorry Es-mom, I just... Forgot?" I walked up and pulled my 'mother' into a thug and she kept a tight embrace on me as she buried her head into my chest. Slowly she started to retreat to look up as my 6'3 tall self.

"Just be more careful, okay Honey?" She asked, "We'll get you a new helmet tonight." I smiled down at her 5'6 figure and kissed the top of her head.

"'Course Es-mom," She giggled at my name for her since I was just a kid, "Lets get inside; it's getting cold." Slowly we walked up the steps of our giant glass house.

"Hello Son." Carlisle said when we walked in side.

"Hello Pops." I said jokingly, doing my best to lighten the mood and, like usual, it worked. Esme left my side to kiss her husband then retreat to the kitchen.

"How was school Son?" He asked giving my a weird look that kinda creeped me out.

"Other than the end, just fine." I said, wishing he wouldn't ask.

"What happened at the end?" He asked, raising a brow.

"Nothing really." I replied, not wanting to get golden boy in trouble for being a douche. I heard the Volvo pull up and every one walking into the house.

"Jazzy!" Alice said, running up.

"Don't call me that." I growled, I only allowed one person called me that. Retreating up the stairs, I heard her following, accompanied by Edward, I flipped around, trying to push all my anger toward them.

"Don't." I said, making eye contact with Edward who quickly cowered back, knowing who would win this fight but Alice stood strong as every one watched. Too interested to stop anything.

"Jasper! He didn't mean it!" She scorned; sounding a lot like Esme.

"Bullshit," I said taking a step forward, my anger taking over, I knew I would never lay a hand on a lady, my really mother back in Texas taught me some manners, "Lets not forget my 'super power' as you so bluntly put it! He meant every word he said." Fuckward then decided to grow a pair and take a step forward, pushing my limits. I clenched my fist, ready to punch him if he spoke another word of My Bella.

"Jazz... You need to calm down." I could faintly hear my twin call at me, but when I realized it was he I bottled up all my anger and turned around, heading to my room, once again hearing Fuckward's footsteps following after me.

"Edward! Leave him alone!" I heard Rosie say then the footsteps stopped and were replaced by other ones. I knew it was Rosie and that I didn't mind, I knew I needed my sister to talk some sense into me.

I left the door open to my room, knowing she would just sit outside if I closed it. I plopped down on my bed and heard my door close.

"Hey Bro." She muttered, lying down next to me and closing her eyes; waiting. We stayed like that for about twenty minutes just waiting for me to calm down completely and talk.

"Rosie..." I said; completely torn, and cuddled up to her side, lying my head on her stomach. She started running her hands through my hair and humming the tune to 'You Are My Sunshine' just like mother used to.

"Bella?" She asked after a coupe more minutes of humming. I just buried my face further into her belly; breathing in her sent, she smelled almost exactly like mother.

"Hmm... Wanna tell me what Edward said Darlin'?" She murmured, letting her Southern draw threw just a bit, making me said and think of simpler days.

"He was jus' sayin' shit bout how Bella doesn't wanna be near me." I sighed against her shirt. I could feel her stomach tighten a bit and I could feel her anger.

"Thats not true Jazzy. You know that."

"What if it is?" I asked, doubting myself.

"But it's not."

"Thats not what I asked Rosie." I said, wanting my answer.

"I know... But it's not anyways. The worst possible this you can do is doubt yourself, and you know that. It will be your downfall. Jazzy, don't ever question yourself. You've been different since you've met her and no matter how much I hate the thought of someone taking you from me. I know its for the best, there's a new light in your eyes, and when you speak about her... Gosh, you just radiate happiness." She said, giving he nearly the same exact speech I gave her about Emmett. My eyes filled with tears but I knew as long as I had my sister, I wouldn't need to shed them.

"I'll always be your brother." I said, telling her what she had told me, remembering our conversation like it was yesterday.

"I love you, Jazzy." She said, her voice sleepy as she drifted into sleep.

"I love you too, Rosie." I said back, my subconscious drifting to thoughts of Bella as my eyes closed and I was gone.


A little brotherly- sisterly love =D. Sorry guys, I've been pretty busy but I hope you like this, it was just gonna be Bella again, but I swear my hands have a mind of their own and just HAD to write for Jasper :). Tell me what you this; R&R please.

Scritto con amore ,

-Isabel P.