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"Hatred the anger of the weak." Neliel thought. when our hatred is violent it sinks us beneath those we hate. To be angry is to revenge the faults of others on ourselves. No one can be despised by another until he has learned to despise himself, Hatred is the coward's revenge for being intimidated, Never in this world can hatred be calmed by hatred it can only be calmed by love and caring or non-hatred it is the law of life.
But in the two paths of hatred and love only one may win.
"I hate her so much." Nnoitra said slamming himself down on his bed.
Tesla Nnoitra fraccion stood at the door to his master's room.
"Master who do you hate if I may ask."
"Neliel, who do you think I was talking about dumbass."
"Sorry you're right it was a dumb question for me to ask Nnoitra." Tesla said nervously.
"Yeah whatever, Tesla."
"Master may I ask something?" Tesla asked nervously.
"What is it?"
"Well umm if I may ask…"
"HURRY UP AND JUST ASK ALREADY!"
"Why do you hate Neliel?"
Nnoitra lifted himself onto a sitting position his face had a questioning look as he stared at tesla.
"Is that any of your business?" Nnoitra said with a pang of anger and confusion.
"I'm sorry Nnoitra you're right I'll stay out of other people's business."
"I never said to stay out of peoples business I just said to stay out of mine, idiot, you can leave if you want now."
"Yes sir, thank you."
Neliel sat at her desk in her room staring out a small window she had. The sky was the perfect fake of day a baby blue the perfect puffy white clouds unmoving staying in the same place she never really liked the view since she knew it was all just an illusion Aizen had created in the sky she preferred the dark desolate moonlit Hueco Mundo.
It reminded her of Nnoitra and the many moments they had spent together there even if they weren't good memories.
Neliel sighed and stood up from her desk and moved to her bed she sat down on the edge and threw herself back her hair enveloping the sides of her face, she picked up her legs of the ground so all of her was on the bed and she fell asleep.
They walked in peace and silence through the meek lands of Hueco Mundo nothing disturbing them he walked in front his tall skinny frame only exaggerated even more by his height, She was tall too but for a women her wavy green hair flowing behind her only moving when she moved her curves outlined by the light of the moon. Neither of them dared speak afraid of starting an argument. And for the first time they both genuinely smiled for the time together but neither of them showed the smile to the other.
Neliel opened her eyes blinking back a tear from knowing it was just a dream.
"It was just a dream." She said softly holding back the urge to scream.
Neliel got off her bed she didn't know what time it was she just knew that she had to do something to get her mind of Him.
Neliel went to the bathroom and began undressing herself she stared at herself in the mirror.
"I would hate me too." Neliel said with a sigh.
She climbed into the shower and felt the warm water fall on her back. While she bathed her mind was still not at rest she imagined him climbing in the shower with her hugging her holding her touching her with care not wanting to cause her pain.
"Stop thinking about him you shouldn't make yourself crazy over someone who doesn't care about you." Neliel thought as she climbed out of the shower.
She wiped the steam from the mirror. Again she stared.
"I'm through with him." Neliel whispered to herself. "If he wants to win I will let him win.
Nnoitra lay on his bed hands behind his back. "I'm just getting starting with her.