Okay, so here's my latest chapter; I believe it's longer than my previous ones. But I'm glad you all like it! (:
It may be until the end of this week that I will post another chapter, I had already written all of this before posting it so now I actually have to write it. Haha, but I promise I will keep it up!
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Thor was in the same boat. He was afraid of Loki, but only for a second. Those eyes of his were enough to make the strongest of Asgardians fall. Or so the stories told. Thor looked at his father who was staring after Loki.
"Thor, please find him…" He looked at his son; Thor nodded without a second thought and took off. He may have just discovered that Loki was the true son of Laufey, and that his brother was a Frost Giant, but Thor wanted nothing more than to protect Loki with all he had. Because Thor knew he loved Loki, probably more than he should.
Thor wandered around searching for his brother, because no matter what Loki believed he was still his brother. Thor had asked quite a few Asgardians before he decided to ask Heimdall.
Thor ran over the bridge towards him, he was standing as he normally did hearing and seeing all. Thor was always uneasy about that because he wondered how much Heimdall actually saw. But before he could speak, there was Loki, sitting nearest Heimdall on the bridge.
"Loki!"
Loki jerked up and looked at Thor; damn he found me.
Loki avoided his look; he didn't want to see someone who wasn't truly his brother. Loki was still too upset to even think and he didn't want to say any harsh words to Thor; knowing it would only make the situation worse.
Loki had planned to ask Heimdall to allow him passage to Jötun, but he did not have the courage to do so. So here he was sitting like a coward.
He was pretty sure Heimdall wouldn't allow him to pass anyway, and if he asked Loki why he wished to do so; Loki didn't have an answer. Maybe it was that he wanted to see where he really came from and what it was like, maybe hoping to see his father, or maybe even feeling like he belonged somewhere.
"Loki, are you okay? What're you doing all the way over here?" Thor asked as he sat next to him.
"I don't see how that concerns you Thor." Loki snapped.
"It concerns me since I am your brother."
"We are not brothers Thor, you heard Odin."
Loki felt Thor grab his shoulder, "I know what I heard, but that doesn't change the way I feel about you." Loki shoved his hand away and stood up; "You have no idea how I feel! The point isn't that I'm not your brother, it's that I've been lied to and hidden away because of what I am!"
Loki was starting to feel tears rim around his eyes.
"I've been hidden like some deformed beast and I'm not allowed to use my powers because he's worried someone will figure out who I am; the son of Laufey who caused that war years ago and then didn't bother to come and find his son; regardless if he's dead or alive!"
Loki was breathing hard now and felt faint.
Thor felt a deep pain for Loki, for Loki was correct on all accounts and it was going to be hard for things to go back to normal.
Thor stood and took his brother in his arms, feeling Loki shake all over. "Loki, I can see how hard this has been on you. But you seem to be forgetting that I'm here for you and I always will be. You can rely on me Loki, I want you to."
Loki sighed and looked up at Thor; "But I am one of the monsters that parents tell their children about at night. How can you bother to look at me?"
Thor was suddenly annoyed and didn't care whether or not Heimdall was near. He grabbed Loki around his waist and pulled him into a kiss.
