Sometimes, I wonder if everything was meant to happen.

A month and a half has passed since "the incident," I still couldn't quite believe what I—we—have been through. But I'm so thankful that I'm still alive, that I could still enjoy the remaining days of my life here on earth.

Don't get me wrong. It's not that I am dying or anything. I'm perfectly fine.

Not.

I don't know who else to talk to. Carly does not know anything about the past few months and neither do I have plans letting her to. It's enough that Freddie and I are the only ones involved in all of this.

I might just die if I knew that someone from the three of us will have to go because of one simple mistake I did.

But I just want you to know that I'll be ending this cycle whether I live or not.

And It all goes down to this.

A/N: Here's the epilogue we're all been waiting for. It took me almost a year before writing it. Well, sorry for that.

Lately, I've been really (I mean, really. As in really!) busy. I don't have the time to write anymore. I know I've been using this lame excuse for a year, but it never gets old. For me, I guess. I get lack of sleep because of reviewing for exams all the time (and in case you still don't know, I'm preparing for the big college entrance exams too in August and September). I hardly get rest too, and the only days I can sleep as much as I want are Saturdays and (sometimes) Sundays. So, I'm really, really sorry if I have guys waiting because of my circumstances.

Meaning, I wouldn't be able to update regularly, and just post chapters whenever I have vacant time (same goes to all of my stories).

And before I end this quick message, I just want to thank for LoveSeddie4ever for reminding me to post the epilogue (or else she'd hire a terrorist to kill me if I didn't). Of course I owe it to you a lot, guys. I wouldn't be where I am now if it wasn't for you.

Again, thank you so much. I love you, guys.

Well, wish me luck. I hope I reach my dreams.

-Erika-

P.S. in case I have readers of Bringing Carly Shay Down reading this message, don't worry. I now have a clear idea of what's going to happen in the next few chapters so expect me to post something new in a week or so.