I lied awake at around five AM. It had been five weeks since my dad died.
Jo and Mike had gotten arrested but all three of us went to court and somehow they went to jail for just two weeks.
Probably 'cause they were both rich. I felt Kendall stir a little.
"Ronnie go to sleep"He mumbles.
"I will honey."I mumble.
"Come 'mere"Kendall says pulling me closer to him.
I hadn't told him yet but my family and I were off to Texas for a few days,maybe a week or two,to bury my dad over there in his homeland.
That was my dad's wish as he told me years back. He said he wanted to be buried in his homeland Texas.
I placed my head on his chest and drift off to dreamland.
"Morning baby"I heard Kendall say. I opened my eyes to see him with a tray off food.
Ever since my dad had died,Kendall and everyone had been very gentle with me. Especially after my fight with Jo.
"Hey babe"I say sitting up.
"I brought you some breakfast"Kendall says putting the tray on the night stand.
"Thanks,but I could've gotten it myself you know"I say with a small smile on my face.
"I know but I just wanted to bring it to you today"Kendall says pecking my lips.
"Hm,just like yesterday and the three weeks before that?"I asked him.
"Yep"He says. He leans down to me and kisses me gently.
I began to eating my French toast. Butter and syrup on them. Just how I like them.
"Kendall,why are you being so nice to me now? Like taking me to dinner,bringing me breakfast,doing everything for me?"I asked Kendall.
He shrugs. "I just wanna see that beautiful smile again"He says caressing my cheek.
"What do you mean?"I asked him.
"Ronnie,for the last five weeks all I see on your face is sadness and seriousness,not your usual cheerful smile,and that spark in your eyes,it's gone. I just want to see you happy and bright again"Kendall says.
I looked down,a small smile forming on my lips.
"Kendall,I have to tell you something"I say looking back up.
"What?"Kendall asked.
"I,I have to go to Texas for a few days,maybe a week,so we can bury my dad"I say.
"When?"He asked softly.
"Thursday"
"Well,we're going to right?"He asked me.
I shake my head no. "No,Gustavo said he's gonna need you guys at the studio"
"Fuck Gustavo Ronnie,I wanna go with you. I wanna be there with you"Kendall says.
"I want you there with me too but I don't want you getting fired because of me"I say putting on my hand on his bicep.
"I would lose anything if it meant being with you Ronnie"Kendall says.
"Kendall,please don't make this hard"I say softly.
Kendall stands up and walks to the door.
"Honey"I say.
"Ronnie,how could you just say that to me. It makes me feel like you don't want me to be there with you"He says with anger in his voice.
"Kendall,I do it's just"I say.
"Just what? Do you not want me to meet your family? Do you have a boyfriend over there too? Do you not love me? What is it Ronnie? Tell me"He says raising his voice a bit.
"I do love you,I really do. No,I'm not cheating on you. Yes,I want you to meet them but not now"I say.
"Why not?"Kendall asked.
"Because when something like this happens,my family shuts down. We all shut down we can't help it"I say.
"You're not suppoose to shut down Ronnie. Please don't shut me out"Kendall says.
"It's what I do. I can't help it. I'm sorry I must be the worst girlfriend ever. But please let me got home and clear my head"I say.
Kendall wraps his arms around me. I breathe in his fresh vanilla scent.
"I love you"He says.
"I love you too"I say.
"Are sure your fine with me going? If your mad about it then I won't go"I say looking up at him.
"No Ronnie,I want you to go. I'm sorry for the way I acted"Kendall says.
"It's fine. It was reasonable."I say.
"But I'll let you go if"Kendall says.
"What?"I asked him.
"If you go to the beach with me for a date and you start smiling again with that spark in your eyes again"He says.
I smiled a little bigger.
"Deal"I say.
Later around 2 pm,we left to the beach for our date. The ride there was quiet but a comfortable silence.
We got there and parked. We took out our things. We walked,hand to hand,to our favorite spot.
"Kendall,it's kinda hot out here wanna go in the water?"I asked him.
"It's only hot cause I'm here"He says.
I laughed.
"See that's a real laugh"Kendall says. He stands up,takes his shirt off. I couldn't but stare at his abs.
"Come on babe"He says bringing me back to reality. He takes my hand and takes off to the water.
"Ah! Kendall I'm gonna kill you!"I scream as he splashes water at me.
"Not if you want a piggy back ride"He says smiling. I pull him down and kissed him passionatly.
When I pulled away,I jumped on his back for a piggy back ride.
"Mowah,love you baby"I tell him kissing his cheek. He grins stupidly.
"I'm gonna miss you so much honey"I say to Kendall.
Today was Thursday,so it meant I was off to Texas. I was going alone. Only my cousin,Riley,would be with me in our private jet.
My mom,sister,and brothers had left the day before with my dad's body.
I wanted to spend one more day with Kendall before I had to leave him for a whole week.
"Mm,I'm gonna miss you way more than you think"He says kissing me.
"Ronnie,the jet's here"My cousin,Riley,says.
"Aww,I have to leave you"I whine.
"You have to go Ronnie."Kendall says.
"Promise to answer everytime I call?"I asked him.
"I'll be waiting for your calls. I love you Ronnie. So much"Kendall says.
"I love you so much more Kendall. I'll miss you"I say hugging and kissing for the last time.
"I'll miss you to love"He says.
Riley had to literally drag me away from Kendall. I just really didn't wanna leave him.
This week has to go by fast.
Kendall's P.O.V Three days later.
I didn't know what happened back there. I totally blacked out after I took a sip of my drink.
From then on,I have abosutely no idea what she did to me. I think it was a mistake to go in the first place...
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