It took Loki sometime before he calmed down, he felt slightly embarrassed that he had cried that hard in front of Thor.

Thor's eyes met Loki's once his brother had decided to look at him, Thor's heart was breaking seeing Loki like this. Loki always had an air of strength around him, now there didn't seem to be much of that left.

"Would you like to lay down brother?" Thor asked quietly, as Loki rubbed his very red and puffy eyes.

Loki nodded and Thor picked him up bridal style carrying him to the bed. Loki flushed as he did so, but thankfully his face was already red from crying that it went unnoticed.

Once Thor had Loki in bed he went on with his next question, "Would you like something to drink?"

Loki shook his head; he didn't want Thor to leave.

Thor nodded and reached to grab Loki's face and kissed his forehead, next he climbed into bed. Loki instantly cuddle next to Thor who once again wrapped his arms around Loki, kissing his head before they both feel into a long much needed and deserved sleep.

Loki had woken up before Thor, who was snoring rather loudly. But through the whole night Thor was still holding on to Loki. Loki took a deep breath and rubbed his eyes, feelings the puffiness still there; that was when Thor suddenly woke up and smiled at Loki.

"Good morning Loki, did you sleep well?"

Loki nodded as he cuddled closer to Thor's chest.

Thor hugged him; thankful Loki seemed to be back to his old self, even if he wasn't back all the way.

"Do you feel better?"

Loki nodded, "A little…"

Damn the tension was there, and Thor wished it wasn't. But it was to be expected.

Loki wasn't sure where to go from where they were at. It felt good that he let Thor know his feelings, but he was embarrassed over confessing his feelings. Regardless, he didn't want Thor to let him go; because here they were safe from others, and it was just the two of them.

"Thor, where do we go from here?"

Thor managed to laugh, "You always know what to say brother."

Loki blushed and lightly smacked him, "I-I mean it."

Thor thought; he wasn't sure where to go from where they were at. He hadn't planned that far ahead; a part of him was hoping Loki had some plan of action.

Loki sighed as he knew Thor didn't have a plan on where to go, "You really are an idiot."

Thor laughed again, "Such harsh words for so early in the morning!" He grabbed Loki's waste and started to tickle him as he normally would when Loki was made fun of him. Loki tried to get Thor off of him but couldn't control his laughter. The two of them ended up in a laughing fit.

Thor stopped when Loki begged him to stop; Thor was now on top of Loki; who in Thor's mind looked very cute underneath him. Without warning or hesitation Thor kissed Loki's lips.

Loki's first reaction was to push Thor away, but for some reason he didn't; and he felt Thor's hand started to make way over his body, causing Loki to inhale quickly.

Thor took that as a sign to stop, "Loki is this okay?"

Loki took a moment and nodded, he was very nervous. He knew Thor knew how to pleasure someone, but Loki wasn't sure what he was supposed to do. "Just… Do what feels right." Thor said between kisses, and Loki managed to nod.

Thor had started to remove Loki's shirt followed by his own.

Loki watched from underneath Thor as his brother removed his shirt; Loki had never really considered his preferences, but by looking at Thor now, this was it. Thor's body was indeed muscular, tone and held a slight tan about it. When he looked at Loki, Loki melted to those blue eyes that seemed to hold so much love for him; especially now.

Thor was looking at Loki now, and that was all that mattered. Loki was very beautiful, he was handsome, but it felt more appropriate to say beautiful. He was delicate like a lady, his skin was a nice clean color and his hair was so dark that it brought out his striking green eyes; Loki's lips were a discussion for another time, because Thor took advantage over his lips once again.

This time Loki moaned into Thor's mouth during this specific kiss, which Thor took much pleasure in. His hands once again began to roam over Loki; one started playing with Loki's right nipple. In which Loki responded with another quick inhale, followed by a shudder of pleasure. He cussed quietly as the pleasure took over.

Thor, who was feeling more confident now, moved his right hand down to Loki's pants, while his left lifted Loki's chin to kiss him once again. Once Thor's hand was felt making its way inside his pants, Loki tensed with nothing but nerves; and gave Thor a worried look.

"Relax brother…" Thor whispered into his ear, Loki managed a nod and took a deep breath as Thor began to remove his pants for better access.

Thor had no intentions of taking Loki at this time; he didn't want to jump into that as he had so many times before because this was different. This was Loki, and no one was to hurt Loki; not even himself.

Loki's mind felt dizzy as he felt his pants being removed. A part of his mind was telling him this was wrong, I mean they were brothers. Raised to together since infancy, but Loki wanted this; or more so he needed it. And Loki knew he was going to get it once he felt Thor's hand begin to stroke his member.

That's when the ecstasy happened. That was Thor's plan; give Loki nothing but a hand-job. Which Loki seemed to be enjoying rather well at the moment, so Thor fastened his pace.

Loki was trying to suppress a moan that wanted to make its way past his lips. He was succeeding until Thor quickened his pace, and then Loki let it out. Covering up his mouth as he did so, blushing a deep red. Thor smiled and removed Loki's hand so he could kiss him again, while his other hand kept at work. Thor could tell Loki was close, so he quickened his pace even more. Causing Loki to shake with more pleasure.

Something about releasing himself in front of Thor seemed extremely embarrassing. But there wasn't a way around it. Loki knew he couldn't take it anymore, then when Thor's hand changed pace again; that was it.

Loki ended up coming into Thor's hand, and blushed more as he did so. He found himself rather exhausted, and closed his eyes; trying to register what in the name of Valhalla just had occurred between the two of them.

Thor noticed the look of content and pleasure on Loki's face and decided to kiss him again, "I love you."

Loki just stared at him, unable to form the same words. I love you was something his told his mother, but this love between them was different. Those words seemed to sink into Loki's core, for some reason he felt like crying. Loki had felt different from everyone around him his whole life, and recently he learned the reason why. He had always been treated differently than Thor, and he never knew why. In the back of his mind Loki knew he was alone, but Thor was there; and Thor was here now telling him he loved him. And Loki had wanted someone to want him for a long time that finally sunk in. That that was all he wanted and he finally felt that he had gotten it. He loved Thor; that much he knew.

So Loki looked up at Thor, who was still looking at him; "I love you too."

Thor's let himself relax; he had been scared that his spoke too soon and without thought. But Loki had told him he loved him as well, and that made Thor happier than he had ever been in his life. Smiling he kissed Loki again, "I love you more than all the food in the nine realms."

Loki rolled his eyes, "You know how to ruin a moment don't you?"

Thor laughed a very loud hearty laugh, "I wouldn't be me if I didn't!" Thor and Loki laughed together as Thor hugged on to him. "But I do love you Loki and I'll always be here."

Loki nodded, knowing Thor was true to his words. Thor might not be good with words; it seemed that now was an exception, "I know."