a/n : hey this is my first fanfcition omg! its a request from my friend actually, and please be kindly forgiving me for the grammatical error, im from indonesia, and english is not my main language. so..yeah. and review would be lovely, please review :) xx
i don't own glee or any character in it
Chapter 1
Curious
(Brody's Point of View)
So, how do I start it? My life's screwed. I have nothing, no one. Since that night, when I got caught as a man hooker, made me regret doing all of that, I'm ashamed, of course. its not what I want, but do I have any choice? I live in this big city alone, my parents are obviously didn't care about me, they never send me money to pay for NYADA or just at least to eat, they never even call me.
Thats why I take that job, because everyone says that It'll give me much money, but deep down in my heart I know it was wrong, but once again, I don't have any choices. I sighed as I start to packed my stuff and put it inside my bag, and started my way to go back to my apartment, yes I decided to leave NYADA's dorm and have my own apartment. its pretty quiet here, the only voice I hear is my own footsteps. Well, its Saturday, I come here just to spend my free time. But then, I heard something from a room beside me.
I walked up to that room, wanting to know what's that. I peered out of the window, nodding slightly "oh, the non-academic dance class" I pouts and walks off. But then I heard someone's yelling, I gasped. "wait a minute, I know that voice" I walked back to that room, to find out who was it and suddenly open the door, without knocking. I could feel everyone staring at me.
"uh, I'm so sorry miss..." I stand there awkwardly and tried to remember the teacher's name
"Lavender, you can call me miss Lavender"
"oh yeah, miss Lavender, sorry I got slipped and accidently open the door, didn't mean to ruin your class I'm sorry" I lied
"no its fine, you didn't ruin it" she smiled at me
"so, now a donkey face don't have an eyes and got slipped? How pathetic" shout a girl, I look around to find out who that is
"of course it was you Santana. You know what since that..."
"hey kiddos, i don't want to hear any fights here. So Brody, I think you know what to do" ms. Lavender cut my words and I just nodded and walks out of the room, but no, not to go home. I should know it was her, I got something to ask her, so I'm standing beside the door and leaning my head against the wall until I heard the class was over
Everyone comes out and I saw her walks trough me, she didn't even notice I was here. "so, non-academic dance class huh?" I crossed my arms and looking at her, smirking. She turned around and staring at me. My stomach felt something strange.
"oh sorry I didn't notice you there, I thought you was just that trash bin, I can't see the different though. And about your question, thats none of your business" she give me that bitch smile and take a steps moving away from me
"hey Santana, I'm not finish" I try to stop her but I'm late, she's gone to that girls toilet
I don't know why I'm just curious about her, I mean, I can't deny that she do have a talent, why didn't she just apply to NYADA? She don't have to took that non-academic dance class. I mean, non-academic dance class is usually for the students that desperately didn't get in to NYADA or for people aged over 30 years. She's a really good singer and also a good dancer. I know it from her paula abdul's 'cold hearted' performance that day. She even better than a few students at NYADA. But then again, she's right. its none of my business. Well, I'm just curious. I sighed and starts to walks to my apartment, stops for a while to have my dinner.
I sits in the corner and eat the pizza that I've ordered. This just Same as the other night, going to spend it all alone, watching a bad movie and falls asleep on the couch. I look out the window and choked. I saw Santana with her blonde friend, it must be Brittany, Rachel mentioned her once and tell me that Brittany is kinda stupid. They come in and take a seat right in front of my tables, but they don't seem like they notice me.
I heard them talking about glee club and some stuff at Ohio, but then, I heard them talking about something really interesting to hear
"so, as you know Brittany, I.." see looks around and continued her words "still have feelings for you"
What?! I couldn't believe what I just heard. Rachel never tell me about this, well why would she? I moved a little forward so I can hear them clearer, that blonde girl finally break the silence between them.
"I know Santana, but we can't be together, I'm with Sam now and i love him." I can hear Santana starts sobbing "when we broke up I was really sad I even lock Lord Tubbington in my room for 3 days. But then, Sam comes to me, he accompany me and makes me feel comfortable"
"I'm so sorry, but I need you Brittany" she covered her face to hide her wet eyes
"I can't Santana, I think I'll just leave I'm sorry" Brittany stood up and leaves, Santana was just sit there crying.
I can't just sit here and see her crying, I stood up and walks towards her, sits in front of her "Santana, don't crying" she looks at me and open her mouth, try to say something but she could not. "everything's gonna be okay Santana" I stood up and try to hug her, but she pushed me weakly.
"you heard anything? And why did you care anyway?"
"I'm sorry I didn't meant to do that. And of course I care, nobody deserve to be sad, nobody" I look at her and she looks back and suddenly hugs me "ssshh... everything's gonna be okay, its gonna be okay" she cried on my shoulder and I rubs her back, trying to makes her feel comfortable. she cry in about 1 hour until finally she's stop and sits back.
"I'm so sorry i've done a bad thing to you, a lot of bad things." She drink her lemon tea and wipe her eyes
"its okay, you know what Santana, I should thank you for doing that, my life is so much better now. I work as a cafe singer, well its not much but its enough for me"
"I'm glad that you have a new job, your old job is not good for you, donkey face. I mean Brody" she giggled a little
"whoa, someone haves their happiness back"
no its not done yet, wait for the next chapter. but how do you think? please review :)