4 Weeks Later-

Noah for the first time in her life felt empty, Tom wouldn't answer any of her numerous calls, not since he left after the kiss. The kiss she knew he felt something for, but then again it was her first.

"Dean it's been nearly a week, my period's never this late." A voice hysterical cries from behind the wall of the janitor's closet.

Noah paused clutching her books to her chest and pressed her ear to the door.

"I'm sure it's nothing." Her back straightened it was definitely Dean's voice.

"Yeah well I'm not." Noah heard the shuffling of feet and walked ahead.

The girl a skinny brunette hurried out of the closet, Dean stood for a moment before walking forward. Noah placed her stride as the same as his.

"Something you want to tell me?"

"You're annoying me?"

Noah frowns before grabbing his arm, "I heard you in the closet-

"What are you A Peeping Tom?" Dean titled his head when he watched her flinch at the word Tom.

"No. Just the acoustics of that closet are very loud dude." Noah's smirk faded and then with a serious expression, "did you knock that girl up?"

Dean's eyes widened and he quickly began to walk again, "nah."

"Nah?" Noah spat out running towards him, "Nah? If she's pregnant-

"She's not."

"Well did you use a condom?"

"I really don't want to be discussing my sex life with my little sister No's." Dean said.

Noah rolled her eyes, "so you're okay with shacking up with all these girls but talking about it? That's different?"

"Noah didn't we give you this talk already?"

"No. I accidently-

"I know what happened!" Dean snapped, "look I did not get her pregnant okay? Can we drop the topic now? Maybe discuss what's bothering you?"

Noah cast her look away, "don't know what you're talking about."

"Something's got you upset No's, you may think you're a good actress but I'm your big brother I know you better than most people now talk," Dean demanded.

She opened her mouth, so desperate to tell someone. Wanting to ask how to deal with this problem, but she closed her mouth shut and shook her head.

"You can't?" and she nods.

"Noah, you can tell me anything you know that right?"

"Right."

SPNSPN

In the cramped apartment, Kira hands Matt a cup of coffee. Kira is dressed in a dark navy robe, while Matt sits in his sweats. There are two doors in the hallway leading off of the living room.

"Mama?" a voice calls out, a small child with curly red hair stands in the hallway.

Kira wraps her robe tighter, "Lily-Mae what are you doing up?"

"Can't sleep. Monsters."

Kira folds her arms and gives Matt the one-second signal, "there's no such things as monsters Mommy's told you that."

"I know. But Mommy they hide under my bed!"

"I checked."

"Can you check again? And Matt too?"

Matt stands pulling his shirt over his head, in the few weeks Lily-Mae had taken to him like bees to honey. He couldn't remember the last time he checked under his own bed, sometimes he wondered what actually would be under there.

"Sure I can."

Kira smiles thankfully at him, as they walk into the small pink colored room. Matt leans onto his hands and lifts the curtain of the bed up. Only dust bunnies and dirty socks greet him.

"No monsters." He gives a thumbs up.

"Okay you heard Matt, bed time." Kira pulled the blankets up over Lily before leaning down to kiss her forehead, "night baby."

"Night Mama, Night Matt."

"Night Lily." Matt tells her.

Kira closes the door behind her as Matt's phone rings. The I.D. reads Caleb.

"Dude are you still in Minnesota?"

"Well hello to you too!" Matt told him and with a sigh, "yeah I'm still here."

He heard Caleb groan, "how much longer?"

"Caleb, I can't leave right now okay?"

Caleb groaned again and the dial tone made Matt close the phone. Kira titled her head.

"If you have to go-

"I don't want to."

"Well do you have too?"

Instead of answering Matt pulled her closer and kissed her, lingering and cupping her face and a deep voice, "I want too."

"Okay," Kira held up her arms before walking to the closet and pulling an old blanket out for him, "thank you for being so wonderful to Lily-Mae. It's nice to see her have a father figure in her life."

"No problem." Matt told her hoarsely.

SPNSPNSPNS

"Damnit." Noah cried as she bumped into the dresser.

The house they had been staying at only had two bedrooms and a loft. Sam and Dean shared the bedroom with the bunk beds and Noah had the loft. The loft had no lights and more often then not she was left to stumble around in the room.

She stared up at the cracks in the ceiling resting her hands on her stomach watching intently as they rose and fell. Day thirty-one, she thought. Tom where are you?

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