CHAPTER 4: Answer

Misa couldn't get out of his grip. He was frightfully strong, even just that one hand, and the other quickly joined it on her opposite hip. Her heart was pounding hard in her chest and she swallowed, trying to focus on what to do.

It's best to keep him talking.

"You don't need to stare like a pervert. Surely you've seen a female animal?"

"I don't do much hunting," he said, "I usually stay in the cave. In fact, you are my very first female."

His head dipped down between her legs, his mouth getting closer and closer and she didn't know what to think but instinctively tried to jerk back. It was no use. His tongue ran all along her folds and it felt good and she was ashamed and afraid.

"Hmmmm," he mumbled, lips vibrating against her parts, "there's no reason to be startled. Don't you know that animals investigate with our mouths?"

It's only... it's only touching. It's not sex, is it?

His tongue was continuing to roam, making her feel good in a way that Light never had, flicking sometimes across her sensitive clit in its explorations, and it really needed to stop but she could only get half of the command out before she lost control and let out a moan.

Ryuzaki drew back and placed a hand there, running a thumb slickly along the moist centerline. "It is like a flower, you spread the petals and... Oh!"

His thumb had slipped inside, and he seemed very startled.

"There is an internal pocket," he muttered, and as he explored inside, he leaned down again and ran his tongue all along the outside and Misa was shaking, it was so good, so good, and she twitched each time his muscular tongue happened to press along her clitoris.

After a series of steady, probing swipes, he said, "My experiments seem to indicate that you like... this," and then he was licking relentlessly right at the top of her cleft where her little bud was almost hidden, throbbing, responding more and more to the wet movements of his tongue, and she couldn't help it, she was arching up into his mouth, roughly pressing against him, and then she was coming, hard.

Nobody else had ever made her come before. Not Light, not anyone. Only her own hand had.

The wolf was suddenly scrambling backwards on all fours, landing on his butt in the grass. He was panting and looked alarmed.

He muttered, "It seems to have affected me," and then he pulled down his baggy jeans and his underwear to expose a half-hard organ. He stared at it with a very strange expression on his face, something unreadable but intense.

Ryuzaki placed a finger in the corner of his mouth and said, "My penis is swollen. It is... getting worse. Perhaps I am ill. Did you... did you poison me, somehow, after all?"

Misa's curiosity drew her towards him and she crawled in that direction. He looked very innocent, and he blushed and trembled as she approached, his organ becoming even larger, more swollen.

He is just an animal, and Light won't play with me in a way that feels good. Nobody will ever know.

She reached out and his breathing came faster as she traced a finger from the base to the tip. It twitched in response. His large, black eyes were very intense.

She knelt down and began licking him softly. It tasted salty, but tolerable.

"Ah... ah... what is this feeling?"

"I'm helping you," she muttered between licks, "in just the same way you helped me. It will... make you feel extremely good. Relax for me."

He let out a little howl as she mouthed him. He was getting bigger in her mouth, his organ swelling even more, taking on a strange shape, trying to slip into her throat. In a few more moments he elbowed her away from his lap, and was then flipping her over, forcing her onto all fours and situating himself behind her.

In a commanding voice he said, "Nature has just now told me that is dangerous to put my penis in your mouth. I am supposed to get the female in this position and then put my penis into that hidden pocket between your legs."

He flipped her skirt up and his bare thighs were against her.

"Wait," Misa panted, but he was already pushing in as she said it, holding her firmly with that animal strength, thumbs on her hips, long fingers clutching. He was bigger than before, bigger than she'd expected. The sensation as he eased further in was very filling, stretching her, pressing deep within. He was so very deep, further than Light had ever been, further than she'd ever pressed with her own fingers.

She gasped at the intensity of it. It was mind-numbing pressure, driving all thoughts from her head, still increasing though Ryuzaki had stopped pushing and simply held still, shivering and panting.

"I'm stuck," he said, in a strange, bewildered voice, and then, after a few experimental moves shoving back and forth that made Misa's eyes water from the intensity, he added, "I see. Part of my penis... ah... has swollen to a greater diameter than the exit, so of course it cannot be pulled free. I can only... move a bit in place. Yes, that process could have... ah... suffocated you if you had persisted in putting it into your mouth."

He pressed kisses and sloppy licks onto the back of her neck, snuffling wetly into her hair. His arms curled around her chest, and he found her breasts and began playing with them.

"This is... very strange," he said, "I feel a great pleasure. I want to move within you."

"Move," she commanded.

His thrusts were jerky at first, as if he were wildly trying to pull free, and they sent ripples of contractions all through her as she instinctively responded, her muscles clamping down.

There was almost no room inside, everything slick and tight, and the pressure at the end of each jerk curled Misa's toes. It was very sensitive in there, and she was gripping his organ with her most intimate muscles, and yet it was further swelling inside her, she could feel it, a round hard knob at the end of his dick that pushed relentlessly against all the best spots at once, increasing to an almost unbearable ecstasy every time it shifted forward or back.

His movements became smoother, more practiced, with a rest at the end of each stroke where he would shiver against her, hands shaking where they explored along her underside from her breasts to the juncture between her legs, his hot breath ragged against her neck or her ear.

A kind of slow thunder was building inside her, rolling around in her groin, a feeling that would shake her apart, she was sure.

It built and built, and he seemed to sense it, for his thrusts became steadier, pounding her strongly, heightening the feeling on each stroke, and one of his hands wandered between her legs and prodded her little nub and she was coming again, falling onto her elbows in the grass, exquisitely aware of every contour of his swollen penis as she closed her eyes and spasmed deliciously around it, savoring the waves of bliss that radiated out from the spot where they were joined.

She was dimly aware of the wolf letting out a triumphant howl, and then she felt the rush of something warm and sticky deep inside. It filled her completely and a bit was dribbling out too.

The thrusts had stopped. He was panting and shivering and oh so very hard inside her still, and when he got some of his breath back, he said, "Nature tells me that you are my mate now. We'll find a cave of our own, and we'll be devoted to each other. I'll always help you and protect you, Misa."

Before she could think through the implications, he was moving again and she could hardly stand it, but still she craved it and pushed back against him with each of his forward thrusts. He was as swollen as ever, and with only a few more thrusts he stopped and howled and there was more of his shockingly hot sticky essence flowing into her, overflowing.

"This is unbelievable," he muttered, "this is better than all the cakes and candies I could wish for."

Misa tried to think, but it was extremely difficult to keep any train of thought with that swollen thing inside of her and his teeth gently mouthing her neck and then, with a great heave, he was moving again, as if trying to get free, but he was stuck, so very stuck.

After a short time he stopped suddenly, moaned, and then came inside her in another hot rush, but his swollen state still persisted.

As he rested on her back, Ryuzaki said, "Misa, I want to... I want to make you pregnant with our puppies. This is difficult, however because Nature says-"

He groaned suddenly and his hips twitched into a slow thrust and then another, fucking her gently but relentlessly. A few moments into the process he said, without stopping, "Nature says you can't have my pups because you are human, but there is a solution. I won't without your permission, but I want to-"

The wolf sped up suddenly, and had yet another orgasm inside her, pushing as far in as he could get, gripping her hips so hard she wondered if he'd leave thumb-print bruises.

How long can he keep going? He's not like human males at all.

Panting, he continued with, "You're ignorant, so I don't know if you know about this, but-"

"I'm not stupid!"

"Well, do you know why humans hate wolves so much and always try to avoid them?"

"No."

"It is because of fear. Humans fear the wilderness, and they fear being toppled from their self-appointed place as the rulers of everyone else. A good, firm bite from a wolf will convert any human into a wolf permanently. Of course they fear us. I won't force it on you, but if you will let me bite you... it needs to break the skin. From what Nature has told me, I think you would be quite likely to convert fast enough to become pregnant from what I've already deposited inside you."

Misa tried to think. It would mean leaving everything, leaving Light... but then Light has... well... has he really? The wolf could be lying about it all, but still...

The fucking started again, her insides accommodating him, craving that round knob that was too big to ever be pulled out, but it stretched her just so, and she was getting tired but it was a good kind of exhaustion, she liked it, she really did.

Thoughts of Ryuzaki's stamina bought a hot blush to her cheeks, a burning she could feel as she pictured marathon lovemaking sessions in some well-furnished cave, herself with her own set of wolf ears and a wolf tail, Ryuzaki taking her over and over again, completely devoted to his mate.

She was winding down, but he was still going, whimpering helplessly at times, coming but at longer intervals.

A choice was looming before her. She could feel it, the time running out bit by bit. Soon it would be forced upon her.

Instead of thinking about it, she focused on the situation at hand, and asked, "When... when will you be able to pull out?"

Ryuzaki replied, "When I stop being so excited, it will gradually shrink. That is what Nature tells me. You are... ah... extremely exciting, Misa. I am... almost completely worn out."

After panting and wriggling a bit, grinding hard against her in a new motion he'd discovered, he added, "We may need to lie down. I'll keep you warm. If I relax and nearly go to sleep, I am sure that would accomplish our objective."

Awkwardly, he pulled her over onto her side bit by bit, yelping piteously if she tried to descend at the wrong angle, until at least they had worked themselves into an inter-tangled curl, both lying on their sides in the grass in a sunny patch, his penis still embedded deeply inside her. He panted and wriggled almost incessantly, still trying to make small motions against her.

When he realized her flagging interest, he leaned over, said, "Wolves are very flexible," and proceeded to lick at her clit, skillful flicking motions that, combined with his grinding of that hard knob into her deeply, caused her to come one last time.

The wolf finished and smirked at her, nuzzling at her chin, and she reached down to fondle his soft, furry ears, sensing that his restlessness was at last starting to go away. He was calming. Where they were still joined together was incredibly sticky, throbbing with bliss.

Making love in the green grass, in a forest clearing under the bright sunlight, it was very good.

The sound of rough footsteps on the ground startled Misa from her reverie, and at the same moment she heard Ryuzaki growling. His tail was fluffed up hugely, his fangs bared, lips peeled back in an ugly grimace, ears plastered back against his head. He was trying to pull out, and he couldn't.

Misa looked around, seeing nothing at first, and then, a few moments later, seeing Rem coming around a bend in the trail, a shotgun in hand and quickly swiveling to train exactly on the wolf.

"No, don't hurt him!" Misa shouted.

"Move aside," Rem said, "or I can't get a clear shot."

Ryuzaki was trying to roll her over, trying to rise up, and she saw that it would make him vulnerable if he completed the movement. She tried to pull him down, but he was too strong.

Between growls, he muttered, "My mate... mine... must protect..."

Misa viciously swiveled her hips to hurt his most sensitive part, to force him down, and he yipped painfully, dropped down partway, and then continued to try to rise. He was too strong, and the shotgun was aiming right at him. Rem would shoot at any moment.

Suddenly, Misa thrust her arm in his open mouth, right against those fangs, and said, "Grandmother, don't! If you shoot, I'll force him to bite me, and then I'll become a wolf and be pregnant with his pups."

"He raped you!"

"Don't call it that! He didn't know what he was doing. He was just following everything a voice inside his head told him to do. Please! He doesn't deserve to die. In fact, I think he might have saved your life."

It hurt painfully to think that Ryuzaki might be right, that Light had been such a villain, but right now, in the moment when sides had to be chosen, it was suddenly ridiculously clear. Thousands of little clues had been dropped in her lap, and she'd been pointedly ignoring them.

Rem was striding closer, and Misa realized that, at close enough quarters, her entanglement with the wolf wouldn't matter. The shotgun could simply be placed against Ryuzaki's head.

The last decision cemented itself in her mind, and suddenly she was forcing Ryuzaki's jaws closed on her arm. He tried to resist at first, with that horrible strength of his, but then some sort of understanding dawned in his eyes, and he bit down, hard.

It hurt, it really really hurt and Misa tried not to scream but she did anyway. They were both tumbling to the ground again joined, and Misa opened her exhausted eyes to see Rem still advancing, the shotgun still raised.

Misa gasped, "Grandmother, you wouldn't kill the father of my children, would you? He saved your life. He discovered that the gifts are poisoned. Don't eat them."

She couldn't keep her eyes open any more. She lay on the ground, shaking. Something strange was moving all through her body, tingling fiercely, tickling the inside of every blood vessel.

As if from very far away, she heard Ryuzaki's voice, saying, "Misa! Thank you, Misa."

Dying shouldn't feel like this.

It seemed to Misa that she was dead. Yes, she was dead. She had known it with absolute certainty at some distant time and it must still be true.

Something about Ryuzaki seemed very, very familiar all of a sudden, as if she'd known him for months and months on end, instead of only one afternoon.

A word came to her, a symbol, a letter.

L

It felt right. Somehow, very complex things were almost assembling in her mind, but not quite. She couldn't grasp them at all; they were fleeing from her. She couldn't feel the grass and solid ground underneath her any more; she couldn't feel the wolf's dick inside her. It seemed that she was wearing other clothing, floating in a featureless blackness.

A strange voice inside her head said, "Processing is finished. The choice has been made."

She opened her eyes and knew she was underwater, sinking further, cold black water flowing into her lungs as she tried to scream. A moment before she was obliterated she knew absolutely everything, remembering it with a vivid clarity.


A/N (Author's Note):

This chapter took a lot longer to finish than I had thought it would. Sorry about that. I'll try to get the last chapter out pretty soon.

I think most readers can probably figure out where it is going, but in case you haven't figured it out, yes, it is a happy ending for L and Misa. It's hard to give realistic LxMisa fics happy endings, but in something as weird as this fic it becomes more possible.