Chapter 4: Mistakes

Author's Note" This is the Flashback mentioned in the last author's note. I wanted to keep this a bit more on the T rating so I made it a less detailed. You will notice the names are left out. I did this for a specific reason so don't hate. Italics are the past, regular print is the thoughts or emotions as the character looks back at the memory, sort of reversed of a regular chapter:)

Once again Thank you Shlabadak

Mistakes. We all live through them, it's part of life. When we're younger we don't dwell on our mistakes that often. Our innocence and naivety make up for our mistakes. Adults look at it as cute and adorable when we stutter or get embarrassed. When you're a tad bit older they look at it as being independent. We all want to have that sense of independence or self accomplishment.

I wanted to achieve that so badly I never told them. I didn't want them to take that away from me. In the end it was my mistake

It was my first time alone, they trusted me to go on my own. I didn't think my innocent stupid mistake(s) would cost me.

Flashback

It was dark, too dark. I didn't like it one bit. I was supposed to be going to my friend's house, but how did this end up happening? I walked out the music room turned a couple times down the hallway and now I'm lost. You would think being 14 years old you wouldnt get lost anymore. Just how big was this school?

"Hey girl" I didn't reply, just kept on walking.

"Hold on ...-chan it's me" Taking the time to think, I actually knew this voice.

"Hey, I'm not getting any younger. Kids these days walk too fast, what is in kids' food nowadays ?" Of course it was him, my favorite teacher. Just my luck, I can finally get out.

'Or so I thought at the time.'

"Hey Mr... what are you doing here?"

"I could ask you the same thing, this part of the school isn't for students since it's under reconstruction"

"Oh, that explains why I got lost" I mumbled under my breath.

"You wouldn't happen to be lost would you ?" He heard me.

"..." I didn't dare answer, me, lost ? Impossible. My pride wouldn't allow me to accept that.

"Aww you're blushing, how cute" My dignity fell.

"Lets get you out of here and cleaned up, you're covered in dirt" He was always such a nice teacher.

What changed ?

"Hai, thank you Mr..."

"...-kun, you can call me ...kun" Isn't that a bit too informal for a teacher?

A little light bulb turned on.

"Okay ...-k-kun" But I said it anyway .

A too costly mistake.

"Here, take my hand so you won't get lost. Its dark here at this time of day" That's right school was over hours ago so why was he still here?

A second light bulb check.

"So what were you doing still in school, aren't your parents waiting?"

"I was helping the music teacher instruct the younger ones. And no, my family has a dinner party to attend. I am supposed to be at a friend's house but I told her to go on without me and that I needed to go home for something."

Worst thing I could have possibly said.

"So does that mean no one's waiting for you?" Was it me, or did he just grin ?

Third light bulb lit.

"Yeah I really don't need anything from home. I just wanted to be alone."

Scratch that this was the worst thing I could have said. Why was I so foolish ?

"Well you won't be alone anymore"

His voice full of lust held none of that sweet tone everyone came to love. It was sickening.

"W-what !"

He grabbed me .

"GET OFF ME !"

He groped my breast.

"No one's going to hear you"

He slid his hand up my skirt.

"No P-please s-stop ! NO !" Tears now evident in my eyes.

I knew what was coming but I didn't want to accept it. Who wants to accept they were about to get...

"It is too late. I plan on taking my sweet time my dear ...-chan" his belt dropped

...Raped

Authors Note: This is a Flashback/Memory or really a nightmare for one of the characters. Just to let you know the Italics are what happened at that point in time.The Regular Print is the thoughts or feelings as the character looks back at the memory and relives it. Whose memory is that is well it is up to you to guess and find out Through the story hints will be given out as to who exactly this dream belongs to. In the next chapter a new character to the story is introduced. To all those Hayate fans bear with me. She wont be making another appearance for maybe 4 more chapter?... Sorry in advance