Lovino's POV
~Lovino's reverie

I was in what seemed like a meadow. Nothing around here looked familiar, and the clouds were grey. All I had was my violin, and I was sitting by a lake. I heard people laughing and talking happily behind me and I turned my head. I saw Feliciano's friends, chatting with each other under a grand willow tree. Next to them, an unfamiliar woman was standing, and just staring out to the lake that stretched before this meadow. Her light brown hair flowing as she forlornly stared out to the lake. Her green eyes seemed to be watery, as if she were holding back tears.

She was wearing a white blouse, with a dark green skirt, and black high heels. She sighed, before softly smiling, and looking down at me. "You . . . look just like my son, Feliciano. Tell me, who are you? "I tilted my head, and shot the woman a confused look. She is Feli's mother? I never met her before, and she's in my dream? It doesn't make sense. I understand seeing Feli's friends, because I already met them. Why am I seeing her? "I-I am Lovino. Lovino Carriedo. Who are you? I don't think I ever met you before. If this is supposed to be my dream, why are you here? "

She still kept smiling, and answered softly. " We have met before, but it's not quite time you remember yet. I'm Elizaveta. As for the dream . . . it's not quite your dream, or my dream. Nor is it their dream. "She said as she pointed over to Kiku and Sakura. " It's hard to explain, so it's best not to think about it too much. "I just gave her an incredulous look. What the hell is that supposed to mean? "Oh, do you mind playing a song for me? "She said as she gestured to my violin. I hesitantly nodded "Okay. Uh, what do you want me to play? "She tapped her chin lightly for a few moments, before replying.

"Would you mind playing Pachelbel's canon for me dear? I used to go to concerts, and listen to the many different orchestras. I heard that song at one concert, and I fell in love with it . . . "She said with a dreamy look, as if she were lost in thought. I never heard of that song, I can't play it. "I'm sorry Miss Elizabeth, but I can't play that song. I don't know it. "She looked down at me and tilted her head. " Oh, dear. My name is Elizaveta, not Elizabeth, and why not tries to just play a couple of notes on your violin? That would be fine as well. "I bowed my head; apologizing for getting her name wrong and I decided to just play a couple of strings. As I began to play, a song I never heard before in my life began playing, no matter which note I played. Elizaveta smiled happily; humming to the tune of the song I was playing. "That's the song~! "

What the hell? "What the- half of the notes I'm playing aren't the notes I'm hearing! What the fuck is going on here? "Elizaveta only smiled more. " Anything is possible in a dream. "I sighed, deciding not to question anything that happens in this weird ass dream world.

I hope I wake up soon, or dream of something else. Like tomatoes. That'd be nice. Dreaming of that delicious fruit would be better than this confusing shit. I continued playing, not even noticing her leave, I don't know how much time I spent by the river, just playing the violin. What I did notice was that the sky didn't want to change from its grey color. Whoever's dream this is, needs to lighten up a bit. This place is depressing.

Eventually, Elizaveta came back and I heard another pair of footsteps along with hers. As those footsteps came closer, I turned around to see who it was. I looked and I saw Feliciano in a grey T-shirt, and baggy jeans. His body looked as if they were littered with scars and bruises all over, as he looked at me with an intrigued expression on his face.

This must be his dream then I suppose. I mean, I see only people that he knows, and I never even met his mother before, I'm almost positive. Though I'm curious as to how I ended up in his dream.
"What's up? " I said to him casually. He merely shook his head and knelt beside me. He hadn't said a word so I decided to continue to mess around with the violin, which still had me quite amused.

After a moment, he had decided to lean against me. What the…? I jumped and stopped playing looking back at Feli. "Ve? "He said as he looked back at me. What the hell is 'Ve '? He really is something. I never met someone like him before. He is kind of weird but I guess it's really not that bad, I thought to myself as I laughed and ruffled his hair. "You're a weird kid, you know that? " He gave me a pout that reminded me of a five-year-old child. I just rolled my eyes smirking. "I mean that in a good way Feli. "He smiled and giggled. Don't know why, but something's making him happy. I rolled my eyes again, still smirking, putting my violin off to the side and lying on the ground, looking up at the sky. It was still grey, and well …very depressing. "Why is your sky so…dull? " I asked, just a bit curious.

Aren't things supposed to be better in dreams? I hadn't noticed, but he was lying next to me as well. He looked over at me confused. "My sky? "He asked. I looked at him incredulously. "Yes, your sky. This is your dream right? Or is this some inception shit? "Nothing here is making sense! Feli laughed and nodded his head.

"I guess this is my dream. Though you've never been in them before, and everything had been pretty dull. "I scoffed at him. " OF COURSE I wasn't in your dream before, we haven't met until now! As for the sky …why not make it blue? It is a dream; I don't see why you can't. "

I mean, somehow I was dragged from my own …I don't know. Mind maybe? Well, point is, I'm in his dream somehow, full aware of that fact. I don't see why you can't simply make the sky blue. He looked up at the sky, as if he were really thinking about it. Then he closed his eyes. I looked up to the sky to see if anything changed, but all I saw was a few clouds part.

He opened up his eyes and looked a little disappointed. "It didn't work. "He said. I thought for a moment. It was just a thought; I didn't think it would do anything, really. "Maybe you just need someone to do it with you! " Feli giggled and scoffed. "You really think that will work? " I nodded, even though I really didn't believe it. "C'mon, close your eyes now. Let's try it! "I said. We both closed our eyes and imagined a blue sky.

When I opened my eyes and looked back at the once grey sky, I was shocked to see a rich blue color. Though half the sky was still covered in a bunch of grey clouds. I huffed, pretty pissed that it all didn't go away, but felt semi-accomplished. "Well I guess we just needed more people. " I said aloud.

Feli nodded and scooted over to me, and threw one arm around me. A very awkward hug, in a very awkward position. I blushed and looked down at him. Why the hell? This kid… "What the fuck was that for? " I asked flustered. He looked up and smiled at me. "It was a thank you silly. " I quietly mumbled, "Don't know why the fuck you're thanking me… I still returned the hug nonetheless. He seemed to relax in my arms and then all of a sudden... he vanished into thin air!

End of Lovino's Reverie

now: 5:29, Friday, April 13th

Lovino's home

I woke up in a cold sweat, not feeling rested at all. I felt as if I stayed up all night, not even willing to close my eyes for a few moments. I groaned as I ran my hand through my hair. I didn't fall asleep with the covers on me, so I just rolled out of the bed grabbing my phone, which I left on the floor. I winced as the bright light from my phone assaulted my eyes. After blinking a few times, I looked at the clock and sighed. Fucking five in the morning and I have to be at school by eight.

I decided to get up; seeing as if I fall back asleep, I'll only end up oversleeping and being late for school. I rolled my lazy ass out of bed and took a shower. After about a half hour, I stepped out of the plain bathroom (which was right across my room) dressed in the school's stupid uniform. I hated wearing the stupid button up, and the black slacks. No wonder why Feli never wears this damned thing.

I wonder if he ever got in trouble for it. I shrugged as I walked to my dad's room, and opened the door. I rolled my eyes at how he didn't get much done. He didn't even set up the frame of his bed. He was just sleeping on the mattress with a sheet pulled over in, while at least five boxes were scattered on the floor.

He was laying in the perfect position to pounce on him to wake him up… It would be fun, but I guess I'll just be nice. For now. I poked him at first. "Papi, get up. Time for work "I said, as I continually poked his cheek. He only mumbled something and rolled onto his stomach. I sighed and decided to jump on him. Fuck being nice, he's not getting up and I'm fucking hungry!

"Get up you lazy bastard! You have a job to get to and breakfast to make! I swear I'll shove ice cubes down your pants if you don't wake the fuck up, right now! "I yelled as I jumped on his back. He groaned and tried to get me off of him "O-Ow, Lovinito I'm up, I'm up! Please don't put ice cubes in my pants! And please get off your papi, por favor? I'm up! "He begged as he tried rolling back over, causing me to fall back.

I got up and looked at him incredulously. "Are you sure? Or should I go get some ice cubes? "He hurriedly shot up out of bed, rushing to the bathroom, still yelling "I'm up! ". I sighed and went back to my room, and gathered my things for school, and then headed down stairs with my backpack, and sat down at the kitchen table. It took an hour for my dad to come out, and by then I was nearly passed out, with my head down, on the kitchen table. That was, until he came down to the kitchen, dressed and bathed, and woke me up.

"You okay Lovi? You look like you haven't slept at all last night. "I just tiredly rubbed my eyes, and yawned. " Meh, I'm alright. Just had a weird ass dream. "He quirked an eyebrow, and before he could say anything I just put my hand up. " I don't want to talk about it. "He shrugged before jumping like he just remembered something. " Oh yeah Lovi, after school, I want to go to the church that's two blocks away from here. "I gave an exasperated sigh, and sulked. Normally if he brings up the church like this, he means he is going to enroll me in bible study.

"Why so glum? "He asked, tilting his head to the side. "You know damn well why. Do I really have to go to the classes? "He shook his head and smirked. " Yes you DO, actually. I don't see what's wrong with it. You used to like going when you were little. "I rolled my eyes "It was because I didn't have an opinion then. Half the shit they say, I don't agree with! "Before he had a chance to retaliate, we both looked at the time. " Shit! It's already 7!" I yelled. We ran out the door with two pieces of toast stuck in our mouths.

School
7:45, Friday, April 13th
As soon as I walked into the classroom, kids I didn't even know, all randomly approached me as I was heading to my seat, asking about Feli. "Is it true he talks to ghosts? " "Is he as creepy as he looks? " "Do you know why he wears all black? " "How much black eyeliner does he wear? " "Did he show you where he keeps his razors? " "Does he seriously have a jar of organs in his locker? " "Is he really some sort of weird witch? "And the bullshit just kept going on, and on, and on. That was until; I slammed my binder and notebooks on the table, yelling at them to shut the fuck up.

They finally left and then the bell rang. Honestly, it's only my second day at this retarded school, and I absolutely hate it! I mean, sure Feliciano and his two odd fiends are pretty okay, but it doesn't keeping me from wishing I was in a different area, or state much rather. Okay, so I didn't know many people while I was in New York, but the people I did know, were pretty close to me! Stupid papi...

I was snapped out of my thoughts as the late bell had begun ringing, and just before it stopped, Feliciano came rushing in, wearing almost the exact same outfit as yesterday, except he was wearing a grey sweater with a white shirt, but still the same pants and shoes, extremely out of breath. He looked a bit sick and pale, and barely managed to look at me as I greeted him. He was panting just like a dog does when they are sick of running back and forth in the same area for twenty minutes. Just as I was about to go over to him and ask if he was all right, he just fainted by the doorway.

All the kids starting laughing, thinking he just tripped, but as he didn't move after thirty seconds, they all fell silent, and some of them began coughing awkwardly. Since the teacher thought it'd be cool to be late to school today, she wasn't here, and no one did anything. I ran over to him, bending down to check on him. I rolled his sweater's sleeves down and checked his pulse. I almost didn't catch the vertical scars, littering his wrist, or the announcements blaring through the speakers.

It took me a bit to not focus on that, and make sure Feli was doing okay. I just couldn't help but wonder why was he hurting himself? But then again, that sounds like a pretty stupid question. I guess it should have been expected, I mean he barely talks to others, and others still treat him like shit, and with how he acts most times... but that's just wrong to assume. Or maybe- shit. I'm getting off track. He needs to be at the nurse's office being helped, not lying here, unconscious on the floor! I focused on his pulse and his breathing, which both seemed to not be in check as he was still breathing rapidly.

I looked over at everyone in the classroom. They all were just carrying out conversations as if a student hadn't just fainted, and didn't need any help whatsoever " And I'm assuming all you ass holes aren't going to help, or call another teacher? " They all just looked away, and I sighed. I picked up Feliciano, carrying him bridal style and turned to everyone one last time. "Can you at least tell me where the nurse's office is at? "No one said anything, until a nerdy looking girl said, "Second floor, room 213. The nurse's name is Miss Bella. "

I thanked her and ran out of the room with an unconscious Feli on my back. I dashed down the stairs and through the hallways, trying to get him to the nurse's office. I mentally noted how light he was. It was like I was carrying nothing! As I finally made my way into the office a petit woman sat behind the desk, in a loose fitting lime green floral t-shirt and black pants. She had blonde shoulder length hair, which was adorned with a green headband. She looked at me with emerald eyes, and tilted her head. "May I help you? " I snapped out of my daze, as I was looking at the nurse. Man she was hot. Her eyes shone brightly with curiosity and innocence, as she looked up at me. I shook my head, as I felt my cheeks tint lightly with a blush. "O-Oh, right. U-Um my friend here fainted. He's breathing really fast, and I don't know if he's okay. "She shot me a worried look, before leading me to one of the many beds that lined the wall to the far left of the room. " Please, just put him on the bed. "I nodded and gently laid him down.

His face was slightly contorted into one of discomfort, and groaned in pain. The nurse looked over at him, before sighing and seemed to have relaxed. "Oh, so he fainted again? "She said as she took the stethoscope from around her neck, and lifted up his shirt, checking his heartbeat. I gave her a confused look. Before I could say anything she just put her hand up and laughed. "He fainted last week, I was just surprised he fainted again, that's all. Anyways, I haven't seen you in this school before. You're either new, or as healthy as a horse! "She said, immediately changing the subject and laughing. ' Oh dear Christ that laugh 'I thought to myself. That had to be the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. It was like the tinkling of little bells, and angels singing all at once.
Once again shaking my head trying to focus on what she was saying, I struggled to come up with the correct words. "I-I just moved h-here and- dear Christ you're hot." I put my hand over my mouth quickly, blushing. Shit! Why did I say that! Fuck! She giggled even more, blushing a bit. "Aw, you're so sweet! You're a cutie pie yourself!" she said, pinching my cheek. My face went red, and she giggled more.

Today was going to be a long day...

((A/N: I'm not dead :D! But I fractured my elbow ^^;; anyways, I'm so sorry for the late updates,(and for such a short chapter, but this was waiting like ten months. Next chapter will be better) but I'm back now. Feind Angelical is next to be updated, and thank you for everyone who has stuck with me all this way QuQ I am making a gift fic for all of my followers, (and a friend.) There will be Two gift fics, Never too old for trick or treating, and Counting erotic sheep! I have to write a Spamano and Germano request, but they will be done last. But seriously guys thanks. I've also practiced writing a bit more, so the future chapters should start making more sense! Well, muchos gracias, and I will see you soon!

~Snow))