Chapter 19:Endless possibility
Author's Note: This is a scene from Fates Past. Your all wondering what of Fate but you need to understand how hurt Fate is. Yuuno yes we all hate him now. But there was a time when he was or acted like a sweet loving older brother.
'Past. The Past is an unchangeable event. No matter how much we desire to change it we can't. Even if we desire otherwise. The past is what makes us the person we are today. Not who we are but what we are. Even the past may hold good memories
As I was walking away my world started spinning. My brother my own brother raped Nanoha. I couldn't believer it. No I didn't want to believe it. My sweet loving kind older brother was a rapist.
I felt lightheaded and before I knew it my face was getting closer to the floor. Before I blacked out I remembered that one day. The one day my brother gave me a reason to look at the sky.
Memory
A small 9 yr old Fate was crying.
"Fate-chan how about we start again" her older brother said
"No I don't wanna"
"Oh come on Fate-chan I know you want to"
"NO its hopeless"
"Fate-chan what do you see there"
He pointed towards the sky
"Um clouds?"
"Wrong" He smiled
"What? No I'm right!"
The girl gave him an adorable pout.
"Nope ,would I ever lie to you?"
"No" the little girl pouted again
"So what is it then"
"I don't know onii-chan"
"Want to know what I see"
"Yea yea" The little girl jumped up and down excited to hear his answer
"I see..." He paused for suspense
"Come on tell me Onii-chan" she slapped his shoulder
"I see an Endless possibility"
"Endless possibility?"
"Yupp you see, no matter what no one can take that sky from me."
The girl was confused and he noticed this
"Look Fate-chan has anyone ever told you, you can't do something"
"Yes"
"But no one can tell you, you can't look at the sky."
"Yea but what if your blind?"
She was a smart girl for her age. He was proud to be her brother
"That can't stop you from reaching for it"
"But what if your paralyzed neck down"
Sometimes just too damn smart and literal for her own good.
"You can always dream of it"
"But what if you have a nightmare"
Always had an answer for everything
"Even in a nightmare a sky still exist doesn't it"
"Yea, but what if you are in a nightmare, in a room, and you can't see it?"
Never knows how to give up often pushing towards plain annoying. But he loved her he truly did.
"But you know it will always exist even if you can't see it"
"..."
"Ha-ha no answer for that Fate-chan" she pouted some more
"I still don't see why it is an endless possibility" the little girl replied
"It's simple"
"How simple because I don't get it Onii-chan"
"The sky no matter what will be there. To cry with us when we cry"
'The rain' the girl thought
"To be depressed when were sad"
'The cloudy gloomy days' the girl thought
"To be angry when were furious"
'Thounder and Lightning' the girl thought
"No matter what those things never change creating endless possibilities.
"When it rains you know someone is crying. When there isn't any sun you know someone is sad. When there is Thunder and Lightning you know someone is upset.
"No matter what the sky is there. It never denies us our feelings. Our expectations can reach higher and higher reaching the stars nothing can stop it. When you look at the sky nothing else matters but you."
"The sky will always be there for you. Family and friends eventually die so does life. The forest eventually withers away. And the stars eventually run out. But the sky will always be there till the day we die encouraging us.
"..." the girl was stunned by the deepness of this all.
"So no matter what Fate-chan don't lose hope. You can do whatever you desire. If the day comes when you doubt yourself just look at the sky and see the endless possibilities that lie ahead"
"Onii-chan" the girl started to cry. She was touched by her brothers words
"So how bout we give this one more shot kay?"
The girl looked out the window to see a beautiful sunny day.
" Hai Onii-chan"
The two then continue to do what they were doing before.
The older brother playing the piano while the younger girl was practicing for her singing recital for school.
A/N: Isn't Yuuno such a loving older brother. Who wouldn't want their brother to be that understanding. For the purpose of this story, this is why Fate loves Nanoha's eyes. It inspires her and gives her hope when she has doubts. Because when she seees those eyes its as if she is staring at the sky an endless possibility.