Oh my god is what I said after a month of getting threatening notes. In that month I had gotten about 12 more. I've been so worried and stressed. When I went to the doctor they said everything was fine with the babies. Yea, there twin girls. When I told Noah he was really happy, but I could see the worry. I think he was thinking about how he would protect his 3 sisters now since there one of him. The doctor said I need to relax and try to take some of the stress away or he would put me on bed rest. Zach's took the notes to work to see if they could track the person down and there getting close to catching them Since the kids are out of school there usually with me. Noah found one of the notes. Since then usually I can see him peeking around the corner watching me or watching Alex by spending more time playing with her. When Zach gets home he doesn't check on us as much because he knows Zach would never let anything happen to us.

One late night while we were asleep, it was storming. I was having a nightmare. The gang was killed and so was Zach. I was crying while a masked figure laughed. Then Noah and Alex appeared. Alex laid in his arms, dead and noah yelling at me, saying it was my fault. The thunder was loud right when the lighting flashes through the room. I shot up and looked around. No one was there. Zach sat up beside me and wrapped his arms around me, while I cried into his chest

" everyone's going to get hurt because of me " I whispered

" no there not its ok " he whispered, smoothing my hair

" I'm not going to let them " after he said that there was a knock at the door. Zach got up and opened it. It was Alex and she was crying. Zach picked her up and carried her to the bed.

" I'm scared " she said she sat there with us for a couple of minutes before we heard running

" where's Alex " Noah asked as he ran into the room. Once he saw Zach was holding, he calmed down. He came and sat in the middle of me and Zach. I noticed he seen that I had been crying and when he did he wrapped his small arms around me. When he did the babies started kicking, like when Zach rubs my stomach. When he felt the kicks, he smiled. After awhile of talking we laid down. Noah was in the middle of me and Zach while Alex had already fell asleep on Zach's chest.

When I woke up it was around 10. Zach was still here when he should be at work. He was awake, staring at a sleeping Alex.

" shouldn't you be at work " I whispered

" I should but I thought Id spend the day with my family" he whispered back

I felt my stomach turn and I knew my supper was about to make its reappearance. I quietly slipped out of bed and into our bathroom. Zach was right behind me and held my hair. When I was finished I brushed my teeth then we walked back into the room. Noah was sitting up rubbing his eyes, while Alex was still sleep. Once we were all woke up, we ate breakfast. When we were down it was still raining so we couldn't go outside, so we decided to watch movies. We had a lot of fun and I think this is just what I needed to forget about the notes for awhile.