When I woke up I was once again in Kendall's arms. He was carrying me into my apartment. I moved slightly causing him to look down at me. He smiled that gorgeous smile. "I didn't mean to wake you up."
I shrugged, "You didn't. You should have woke me up instead of carrying me like a baby doll, I am too heavy for you to be lifting."
"Oh shut up." He said, it was then that I realized that he had somehow opened the door to my apartment.
"Hey, how did you get my key?" I asked, he was still carrying me, I looked up and saw a slight blush form on his cheeks. Which I must say was incredibly cute. He continued until we got to the couch then pretty much dropped me on the couch before falling beside me. We both chuckled. He wasn't looking in my eyes. "Answer the question Kendall."
"I um, took them from your pocket while you were asleep. I saw they were in there and you were so peaceful and cute that I didn't want to wake you so I got them." His blush was now full blown and I had one to match his.
I leaned over and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek. We sat there for a little while without saying anything. There was a tension in the room. Both of us having things that we wanted to say but neither knowing how to bring up the subject. Finally I got tired of it. I turned so that my body was completely facing him on the couch. "What's on your mind, green eyes?"
He turned and looked at me, smiling a little. "Shouldn't I be asking you that?" His body now facing mine.
"Probably, but I asked first! So spill mister!" I am not sure where this attitude came from. It was something that he brought out in me and I really liked it. I haven't been like this since long before I left Georgia.
He sighed and took both my hands in his. "You know that our six months is up next week." I nodded, "Um, so are we gonna be done?"
"That's up to you, Kendall. This whole thing was your plan and your thing. I was just a long for the ride. So if you tell me that you want us to breakup like we had planned the whole time then I will back away without so much as a word and let you move on with your life." The words leaving my mouth were breaking my heart but I knew that if he didn't want to be with me and would be happy walking away from me then I would let him because he deserves to be happy. Holy shit balls! I am in love with him!
"Dammit! Lacy, that's not what I asked!" He yelled at me, he was frustrated but I really didn't like that. He took his hands from mine and slammed them on the table.
"What do you want me to say?"
"Tell me how you feel! You won't talk to me!"
"It's hard for me, Kendall. You have to realize that." I tried to say calmly so I didn't lose my head.
"Yeah! I know it is! But do you think this whole situation is a piece of cake for me?"
"I know it isn't! But like I said this is your deal. You decide if we are done or not. That was the agreement but is it what you want?"
His eyes locked with mine and he moved closer to me. The intensity in his eyes was enough to make me weak. His hands moved to gently caress my face. "Lacy, these last few months have been crazy. Yes, the original plan was to be 'together' for six months then agree to break up and remain friends but I don't know if I can let you go now." The honesty and purity of his words brought tears to my eyes.
"I don't think I want you to." My words came out in a whisper. His lips crashed against mine in one of the most intense kisses I have ever had. There was no hesitation at all it was pure passion. His hands left my face and moved down to my waist. I felt his thumbs move under my shirt and rub circles on the bare skin causing me to shiver. He lifted me up and sat me on his lap. My legs on either side of his causing me to straddle him. I wrapped my arms around his neck, my fingers playing with the hair at the base. His lips left mine but before I could even complain they were attached to my neck. I moaned as I felt his tongue licking down my neck. I shifted trying to get closer to him. I could feel the evidence of our make out session against my shorts and we both groaned.
This was all happening very quickly and honestly this side of him was incredible. "Kendall, Kendall" My voice was so husky, I have never heard myself like this. I pushed slightly on his shoulders causing him to stop what he was doing and meet my eyes again,
"Lacy, what is it?" His eyes were blazing with desire. It took all my self control not to continue this little activity but I knew that I had things to tell him before that could happen.
I moved gently off his lap. "Kendall, you are amazing. That was amazing." I said as I stood infront of him. His erection still very visible through his pants causing my cheeks to flush red. "However, I still think we have things to talk about before we go any further. There are still things you don't know about me. I'm sorry."
He stood up right in front of me, his hand gently raised my chin so I was looking directly at him. "You don't have to be sorry. I can understand." He placed a sweet kiss on my lips. "So, are we together?"
"I think so." I said and leaned up to give him yet another kiss but before our lips met there was a soft knock on my door. We both groaned. I walked over and opened the door and I could not have been more shocked at who I saw. A huge smile broke out across my face.
"Hey Lacy!" Hannah greeted with a huge smile on her face. Lance standing beside her.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked, as I jumped into both of their arms hugging them at the same time.
"We heard about what Jason did, and finally convinced your parents to give us your address and here we are!" Lance said. I squealed.
"I am so glad you guys are here! Please come in!" I said and led them inside. I had forgotten Kendall was here. "Oh shit! Sorry guys! Kendall, these are two of my very best friends in the whole world. Lance and Hannah. Guys, this is my boyfriend, Kendall." I hugged Kendall around the waist and he smiled down at me before extending his hand towards my friends.
"Nice to meet you both. You're not gonna slug me like the other guy did are you?" He questioned, I could tell he was genuinely worried.
Lance chuckled and shook his hand, "No man, I won't promise. All I am worried about is that she is happy."
Hannah got a serious face as she shook his hand. "I however will kick your ass if you hurt her."
"Hannah!" I warned, she was a touch cookie and you didn't cross her.
"I completely understand!" Kendall stated. Pretty soon we were all sitting talking. They were catching me up on everything going on at home. Kendall and I were curled up together on the chair, me sitting partially in his lap. His hand resting on my leg.
I saw the looks on my friends faces. "So, how long have you guys been together?" Lance asked,
I looked down at Kendall, "Um..."
"Six months." Kendall answered. "Next week is six months actually."
"Wow, Lacy I am so happy for you. I haven't seen this smile in such a long time." Hannah said, I smiled at her.
Lance was eying us carefully. I knew Lance and he would say anything so I was a little worried about what may come out of his mouth. "So, Kendall. You do know that Lacy is a virgin, right?"
I almost fell from Kendall's lap. Apparently I had a right to be worried. Damn it boy! What the hell am I going to do?
