Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING! And I've said this about hundred times!
Warnings: Swearing, guyxguy, Akaito's a pervert

Chapter 19: Akaito is Akaito, after all

"Who are you?"

Those words couldn't stop echoing in my head. The doctor had said Akaito might have hard time remembering some things, but... He really didn't remember us? Not his mother, who had given him a birth? Not his father, who had always supported him? Not me, his own little brother? Not even Mikuo, whom he loved the most in the whole world?

"Y- You don't remember me?" Mikuo was already starting to have tears in his eyes. "I'm your boyfriend! Mikuo! You... You can't forget me! Y- You said you'd never leave me!"

Akaito seemed utterly confused, wondering why there was a girlish boy hugging him and saying he was his boyfriend.

"Kaito, who are these people?"

"Eh?" Did he say my name? Did he remember me? "Do you remember me?"

"Of course, you're my brother. I wouldn't forget you", he answered. My eyes widened, just like everyone else's in the room - including the doctor.

"A- Akaito..." Mikuo whispered. For a moment, it was silent. Then he burst into tears and started crying against Akaito's chest, not intending to let go. It obviously hurt Akaito, to be crushed by Mikuo, but he didn't push him away. Instead, he bit his lip as if it would ease the pain.

"Honey...? You really don't remember us?" mom said as she tried to fight against the tears.

"Should I?" These words were too much for our mother and she started crying furiously. Akaito obviously realized he had said something wrong, but he probably didn't really know what to do. I remained silent. This was just too much. My brother had lost his memory and he only remembered me.

I guess I should've been happy since he remembered me, but if he didn't know anyone else he loved, it made everything worse. I started feeling guilty about it. Everyone would probably hate me because I'm the only one remembered. Soon I started crying too.

The doctor asked some questions from Akaito. First some simple ones; What day he was born, how old was he, what was his name. Those ones he knew. But then the doctor went to some other, harder questions; was he single, what's his mother's name, how old is his father, did he have cousins. Those ones were too hard for Akaito and he said he didn't remember them.

"I'm not sure why he only remembers Kaito-kun. He might've thought about him at the moment of the accident really hard and that's why the memory has stayed, but I can't come up with any other reasons", the doctor said after a while, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Why would've he thought about me at the moment?" I asked quietly.

"That's something only he knows. He will probably get his memory back as the time passes, and you can help him with it. Do some stuff you always do with him, show him some old photos, talk about stuff. That's all I can do", the doctor answered. "The injuries aren't that serious, but he has to be very careful with his head. He hurt it very badly."

"Hey, Kaito... Could I talk with you privately?" Akaito suddenly asked. Everyone stared at him, but then left the two of us alone in the room. Akaito bit his lip, not being sure of what he should say. After a minute or two, he opened his mouth and started talking.

"I don't get it. I don't know any of the people who were here, only you. I have no idea what happened and I want answers. So could you please tell me who were they, what happened and why do I feel attraction towards the guy who looks like a girl?" he said. So that's why he didn't try to push Mikuo away.

I wasn't really sure if I should tell him everything, but I did. "The woman was our mother. The man was our father. The long-haired girl in the background was Miku. The guy you mentioned was Mikuo, Miku's brother and your boyfriend. Believe me, you would die for him. And why're you here... I don't know the details, but it seems like you and Mikuo were in a car when an accident happened. I'm not sure why you took more damage than he did, but you lost your memory. And as you've already guessed, you're in a hospital."

For a while, it was silent. He stared at me, his eyes wide and jaw dropped because of surprise. Finally he muttered: "That guy... is my boyfriend?"

"Yeah! I mean, you've never had a long relationship with anyone and you've even been planning on proposing him! And you fuck him pretty much every night and there's no days when you're not together!" He chuckled at my speech, obviously thinking of the 'you-fuck-him-pretty-much-every-night'-part. At least he's still himself, I thought.

"Hmm... And just how amazing is it fucking him?" he asked, grinning pervertedly.

"How the hell should I know?!" I said, but figured he might need that information, so I continued: "But yeah, at least you've told me it's 'the most amazing feeling ever.'" His grin widened and he asked if I could call everyone back into the room. I doubted that was a good idea, but I did so.

When the door opened, Mikuo was the first one to enter and Akaito said: "What was it again... Yeah, Mikuo. Could you come here?" Mikuo almost skipped next to Akaito and the red-head asked him to come to the bed. Mikuo blushed slightly, not knowing what was going on, but as always, did everything Akaito asked him to do. Like a puppy.

Akaito looked closely at Mikuo's - who was pretty much lying on top of him - face and stroked his hair (and without anyone except for me noticing, touched his ass.) Everyone stared at him in shock, waiting what would happen next. Then Akaito spoke. "Well, you certainly are my type."

For a moment, Mikuo was expressionless. Then his eyes widened and his lips parted and he hugged Akaito tightly, but let go when he realized he was hurting him.

"You wanna go on a date?" Akaito asked in a bit perverted tone and moved his hand so it was resting on Mikuo's waist. With teary eyes Mikuo nodded and smiled. Everyone else in the room was quietly looking at the scene. I couldn't believe it. What if Akaito would treat Mikuo like everyone else and sleep with him once and then leave him?

"D- Do you think that's a good idea?" I stuttered in shock.

"Why not? He is my boyfriend, as you said", Akaito replied bluntly.

"I'm not sure if that's a good idea either. You shouldn't go to school and just mentioning a date... What I'm trying to say is that you shouldn't risk so much. You're still in a weak condition and you shouldn't be moving around too much", the doctor commented wisely. Akaito looked at him disappointingly but then admitted he was right.

"We could at least stay home and watch a movie together, right?" Akaito asked.

"Well, that is possible. As long as it's not anything that could exhaust you. No too hardcore horror movies or comedies", the doctor answered with a very serious face.

"Hm. What about sex?" I almost facepalmed at what Akaito said. He was always like that. Always about that kind of stuff. I wondered if he would ever change.

"Absolutely no", the doctor said.

"Making out?"

"No too hardcore."

"Kissing?"

"Yes."

"Sex?"

"You already asked that."

"Foreplay?"

"I thought I already told you: nothing sexual."

"Aw c'mon, that's no fun!"

It was actually pretty fun listening to their conversation, but I eventually dropped out because of starting to think. This kind of stuff could happen to anyone. It could've been anyone I know who was hit by another car. All my closest ones could be hurt anytime. Mom, dad, Len, Rin, Miku, Meito, Taito, Nigaito, Kikaito, Gakupo... Wait. Why was I thinking of Gakupo being close to me? Well, I guess we really were kind of dating at the moment, but...

My trace of thought got cut as the door opened - once again - and my cousins stormed in.

"Sorry, we couldn't leave until now! Is Akaito okay?" Nigaito said worriedly. Akaito asked me who they were and I answered. The doctor explained how Akaito only remembered me and had forgotten about everyone else.

Kikaito and Nigaito hugged each other and started crying, as Taito only remained silent.

"So, doctor, when can Akaito return home?" dad asked curiously.

"Well, there's actually no reason why he couldn't return home, but just in case he'll for couple of days. As long as he's careful not to hurt himself, he's okay. I'll explain some other stuff in two days, if he's able to return", the doctor answered.

"Um... Can I stay for those days? There's no school since it's weekend and I'm really worried of him", Mikuo asked shyly.

"If your parents are okay with it, you can stay. I know what it's like when someone who you love is hurt, so I understand", the doctor replied thoughtfully. Mikuo thanked shyly and rested his head on Akaito's shoulder. Akaito must've felt really weird since he didn't even remember anything about Mikuo, but he still stroked the younger male's hair and smiled at him.

After two hours, we went home. Mom and dad went to visit some friend and the others headed to the town, though, so I was left alone. And then I remembered Kai was still with Gakupo. I was just about to call my kind-of-boyfriend-I-quess when the doorbell ringed and he was already behind the door with my cat.

"I wasn't sure if I should come because it would be weird for your family to see your teacher with your cat coming to your house, so I was thinking of calling you, but you had left your phone on the sofa table so I couldn't. So I just came here", Gakupo explained and let Kai inside the house.

"It's okay, they're all gone for couple of hours. You can come in, if you want", I said. He nodded and stepped in, closing the door behind and handing over my cellphone.

"You want anything to drink?" I asked awkwardly.

"Yes, thank you. I'm pretty thirsty", he answered.

"You wanna be in my room or...?" I said. It was so weird. I had had friends in my house before, but a teacher/boyfriend? I had no idea what to do.

"Fine by me", he said.

"Okay... It's the messy one with the door open, you go there already... I'm getting the drinks", I muttered and he headed to my room. I was kinda nervous of letting me into my room. I hadn't cleaned so there were mangas all over the place and all those magazines... Maybe it wasn't a good idea.

After getting two coca-cola cans from the fridge, I walked to my room to see Gakupo sitting on my bed, legs crossed and reading one of my favourite manga magazines, shonen jump.

He noticed me and said: "Sorry, I just wanted to know what happened in the newest Bleach chapter..."

"I- It's okay", I muttered and sat next to him, giving him the cola. "I didn't know you were into Bleach."

"I just like reading the chapters every now and them, I'm not an exact fan. I really like some characters. Except for Orihime and Hinamori. I hate them", he replied.

"I hate them too... Especially Orihime. I don't get how she can be such a bitch. I mean, she always causes everyone trouble. The only good thing she ever did was to get Grimmjow's arm back", I commented bitterly.

"I know. My favourite character is probably Aizen. Or more like his haircurl", he said.

"His haircurl is even more awesome than him. I think haircurl is the evil mastermind behind all that and Aizen only does the dirty work", I said playfully. He laughed and sipped his cola. For a while, we didn't talk. Somehow our hands had found each other and our fingers were tangled.

"So, how is Akaito doing?" he asked.

"He lost his memory... All he remembers is me", I answered.

"That's a shame. When will he be able to return home?"

"Monday, I think."

Silence filled the room again. We had gotten closer and I was leaning against his side. I didn't know how had we moved like that, but I felt really comfortable having his arm around me. I could've fallen asleep there.

"There will be a history test in Tuesday", he informed. I pouted and said: "Aw, great, now you ruined the mood." He chuckled and ruffled my hair like I was a little kid.

"I got two movie tickets for tomorrow. Wanna come?" he asked.

"That'd be nice. What movie will we watch?"

"I don't know. Let's just watch whatever there will be", he replied, shrugging his shoulders.

"You know, if someone from school sees us together, you'll be the one who explains everything", I pointed out and grinned devilishly.

"Easy one. I'll just say we met by a coincidence", he said and kissed my forehead. I smiled a little. If all my worries would just fly away...

Unfortunately he had to leave, so I was alone again. Well, now I had Kai with me. I had already decided that when my family would ask why Kai's back, I'd just say I had gone for a walk and seen him in a street. Perfect. For the rest of the day, I didn't really do anything else aside from watching anime and reading manga.

Oh, and there's a thing you might want to know. The reason Gakupo had heard my guitar-playing was that my window had been open, which meant I could've just climbed inside when I had forgotten my keys. You can imagine how frustrated I was, but then again... Because of that, Gakupo had became my boyfriend - or something like that - so maybe it wasn't that bad.

But I still had stuff to worry about:
-Akaito's memory
-I still hadn't figured why Len was acting weird
-What if someone found out about me and Gakupo?

I wonder if any of my problems will go away along this story, but I guess only time shows it. Maybe everything will end well and I'll live happily ever after. Or maybe I'll die and go to hell.

A/N

I read some reviews and damn, even though I've read them before, they inspired me to write the next chapter in just couple of hours (or less, haven't really watched the time)

Aaaanyway, if you think Kaito won't be having any other worries, you're wrong. 'Cause there will be lots of them. LOOOTS of them. And worse than teh present ones. So don't you think he'll get rid of them. Maybe I'm a little cruel.

And about those Bleach references:

1) If any of you likes Orihime or Hinamori, I'm sorry if I offended. I just really hate them.
2) I really think haircurl is the mastermind. I mean, after the haircurl appeared, Aizen became all badass and shit. IT'S THE HAIRCURL WHO'S THE EVIL VILLAIN!

*Cough* Anyway (why do I keep saying 'anyway?') I hope you enjoyed this chapter! See ya in teh next one ^.^

GAAAAAH! I forgot to say something! As I mentioned in the last chapter, there's a list of stories i might start in my profile. I won't start any new one until i've got at least one of my three ongoing fics finished, but I really can't decide which one to start, so please, if you find something that interests you there, send me a PM or just leave a review here. Sorry, I just really like all of the stories i've got a plot to and can't decide which one's the best -.-'