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Unfortunately, I do not own Twilight or the characters, however I do own this story
Chapter 3
I knew there was nothing any of could say to change her mind. But I had to tell them all the truth. I had to tell them how much I suffered, even though I know it would kill Edward. If there was any way Carlisle could make it easier for her, any chance at all she wouldn't be in nearly as much as pain as I was it would be worth it. I decided to speak up while I had the chance, as everyone was quiet thinking about Rosalie's chance, her choice.
"Everyone I need to say something. I wasn't entirely truthful about my transformation, and everything that happened when Renesmee was born. I remember everything, and that is why I did not want to talk about it. I did not want to remember the pain. But if this is your choice Rosalie, you have to know the truth. From the moment I spilled he cup of blood, and felt something crack I knew it was time. I knew my baby had to come out or she would die. I remember being rushed around and I could hear everyone talking but I could barely speak, the pain was unbearable. When she was cut from my stomach, I could feel it. It felt worse than a knife, then anything I had ever felt. It was like I was being carved up. I didn't speak for fear that you would all know the great amount of pain I was in. The morphine did not help, it made it worse. I felt like I was on fire, and I couldn't move, I couldn't speak. I knew if I opened my mouth all I would do was scream. I was secretly begging to die. Begging or the pain to be over. I wanted to scream I wanted you to kill me. Anything for the pain to be over. I could still hear everyone talking and it was so hard not to speak. Especially when Edward squeezed my hand. I knew if I moved at all I would lose all control and screaming would only hurt all of you. When the fire was almost gone, y heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest. And then it stopped. I opened my eyes, and well you all know the rest."
I spoke so quickly that no one had time to interrupt me. To ask any questions. I knew if I stopped, I would not be able to finish. I looked around now; Rosalie looked shocked, but not affected in any way. Jacob and Edward looked devastated, as I had expected, and the rest of them were all still taking it in.
"Bella love, I am so sorry I only assumed you may be in pain, I did not know, if there was anything I could have done… "Edward spoke.
"Edward, you did everything you could, you all did. You saved my life and our daughter's. I just knew that I could not let Rosalie do this without her knowing the truth. "I replied.
Carlisle decided to speak." Well I am sorry as well Bella, I thought the morphine would help the pain, but it seems as if it made things much worse. We will not use morphine will Rosalie. Perhaps we can try something else, there is much to consider."
"I do not care how painful it is. Thank you for telling me your story Bella, but I know you will all take care of me. I want this. I NEED this. Rosalie looked so desperate.
"Well then it is settled, we will try this again. We all know what to expect now and hopefully things can be less painful. I am truly sorry Bella if I had known…" Carlisle looked at me." If this is your decision Rosalie, we will stick by you. We will support you as we do with all of our family."
So it was decided. Rosalie was going to let the wizards turn her back into a human, and try to have baby. Luckily, in three days Renee would be on a plain back to Jacksonville. Over the next two days, Charlie, Sue, and Renee visited and stayed from sunrise to sunset. We took turns cooking in the barely used kitchen. We explained to them how we were moving a few hours away soon, but they could visit whenever they wanted, and we would visit them as well. We explained to my mother danger of not keeping this a secret, but of course she already knew. She wasn't going to tell anyone. She was so happy to have me in her life again, and she adored Renesmee.
We were going to have to hold off on the move, we had everything we needed here for Rosalie, and it would take Carlisle awhile to gather everything once we moved. He was busy researching pain medications. Of course he knew everything about each one, but he was trying to find one that may actually help, instead of leaving Rosalie lifeless and in pain like I was. She was ecstatic she could not wait for the wizards to return tomorrow. She knew a year was plenty of time. She knew he would be changed back before that, she would have to be changed during the delivery. Finally the day came. It was mid afternoon when the wizards returned.
"Hello again friends, I'm guessing you have made your decision?" Ally asked.
"We have," Rosalie did not hesitate to answer. "I want to be human again so that I may conceive a child."
"Okay, that will be granted. But we must warn you of the precautions. It does not matter how long you have been an immortal, you will change back to the age you were, so you will probably look the same as you do now. It may take some time for you to get used to a human body again. Once you change back, it will be as if this never happened. You will return to the immortal you are now." Lexi Spoke.
"Since Rosalie's wish is purely to have a child, we will have to change her back during the birth of the child. It will be the only way to save her. Human's cannot tolerate the pain this takes, although Bella did remarkably. Will this cause any problems with her wish." Carlisle asked.
"No, it would simply mean she would change back before the spell wore off, and no complications should arise from that. Are you sure this is your wish Rosalie? Ally asked.
"Yes, I would love nothing more. I am ready for whatever this may cause, and willing to take any chance I need to. " She replied.
"It is settled then. Rosalie, we need you to step forward please." Ally asked.
Rosalie stepped in front of them. They both began speaking a language that I was unfamiliar with, walking in circles around Rosalie. This went on for a few minutes, and Rosalie fell to the ground. Ally and Lexi took a step back and sat on the couch, as if they were exhausted.
"Is she okay? Emmet asked.
"She is fine it will take her a few moments to get up." Ally replied.
Now that we have granted your wish, we must go. As we said before, this spell takes a great amount of power, and it will take us much time to recover. We wish you all the best, and hope o see you again in the future." Lexi stated.
They were out of the door before any of us had a chance to speak. We were all standing around Rosalie, staring, wondering what was about to happen. Was she okay? Her skin seemed to darken up a bit, still pale, but similar to mine when I was human. She still looked the same otherwise. She began to sit up, she was rubbing her eyes and then opened them. They were more of amber-brown color as opposed to the amber-gold the rest of the Cullen's had. She looked around at all of us and just stared. She began to get up, and stumbled a bit. Emmet was right by her side helping her up.
"I forget how easily it is for humans to be clumsy, and hungry!" She exclaimed. "I feel like I haven't eaten in years! How do I look? I'm assuming it worked because I would love some real food right about now.."
"You look dazzling Rosalie, it doesn't appear that much has changed other than your skin color, and of course we can now hear a heartbeat and smell the blood running through your veins." Edward spoke.
"Of course sweetheart, I will make you something to eat." Esme was glowing just as much as Rosalie. She knew this was what she has always wanted.
Emmet looked shocked as soon as he took a breath. "Edward I don't know how you did it! She smells amazing, but I can't imagine kissing her right now…"
With that Rosalie wrapped her arms around him and kissed him for what seemed like forever. She giggled. I guess when you have this passionate love, love that is so real nothing can come between you, being two different species did not matter. Edward and I had sure proved that. I don't think I have ever seen Rosalie smile the way she was now. Dancing around in front of the mirror, feeling the blood flowing through her body. None of us knew this was even possible, once you become immortal you were frozen in time. Never going back, never moving forward. But this was proof that it could happen. Even if it were only for a short period of time. We knew it would only take a few days before Rosalie would be able to conceive a baby. And in just a few months that baby would be here. We would do everything we could to protect her and the baby. If it was possible for Edward and I to have Renesmee, hey why couldn't Rosalie have that too? Now that nothing was holding her back…
A/N: I'm sorry I did it again! I need to figure out a better way to end chapters, although no one has said anything about the endings, so maybe its not so bad? This is the last chapter I have done right now and im working on Chapter 4 but having a bit of writers block! Any ideas? I will have it up as soon as it's finished! Please Review
