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Notes:

italics=thoughts

bold italics=flash backs or dreams

Now on with the chapter!


'Allen?!'

The navy haired (A/N: I'm just going to be calling his hair 'navy' instead of 'blue-raven' for now on, sounds better nee?) man stood on the sidewalk for what seemed like eternity, watching the white haired teen turn a corner and disappeared.

It couldn't be him. No. way. In. hell. Allen left six years ago! Besides, the Allen he knew had brown hair, not that white old man state of hair. Still…those eyes, oh those eyes. They were just the same. That sweet, innocent look in them, the same sliver misty color. Just the same. But that boy, he had that look of loneliness and the man knew that look all to well.

He had to know. Shaking his head to regain his senses and the feeling in his legs, the navy haired man took off after the teen. I have to make sure, it could be him but I got to make sure!, he thought as he crossed the street and turned the corner he saw the younger male take.

As he rounded the corner, he took a quick sweep of the surrounding area. Stopping dead in his tracks, his eyes grew wide. He wasn't there. Not a trace of him was there. Frantically he swiped the area again. Shit, he thought as he rubbed his temples. He couldn't have walked that fast…could he?

"I probably just hallucinated him…", The Japanese male muttered as he started heading back to his apartment. An icy cold wind blew past the man, making him shudder. Pulling his scarf tighter, he picked up his pace. "Che…fucking winter….", He said as he neared his apartment building door.

He dug his hand deep into his pocket and took out a couple of keys attached to a keychain. Picking out one of the keys, he put it into the apartment door and unlocked it. Stepping into the warm building and walking past the elevator, he made his way up the stairs.

He always took the stairs, it strengthened his muscles and his cartio. Having strong muscles means being strong for his kendo class, and if he was strong no one dare opposed him. Not that they would anyway, bunch of snot nose brats couldn't even kill a squirrel much less try to take him on.

The Japanese man chuckled a bit at the thought as he came to the fourth floor. Yes living on the ninth floor had it's advantages but at times it was a bitch to walk up. A very psychotic bitch. As he reached the seventh floor he saw the door to the staircase open. A tall Portuguese man with golden eyes stepped out of the hall and into the stairwell. He noticed the man walking up the stirs and smiled.

"Kanda why back so late? Were you beating those boys up again?", He said with a smirk as he took out a cigarette and lit it. The man named Kanda che'd and walked past him on to the next stair landing.

"None of your damn business Mikk! Aren't you suppose to be with the baka usagi?!", Kanda yelled at the man as he started taking two steps at a time, trying to get to his floor and away from the man as fast as possible.

"He's having dinner with Lenalee.," He said as he took a drag of his cigarette. "Besides, he'll be coming by later tonight.", He smirked as he watched Kanda ran up the stairs faster and exited out of the stairwell. Taking another drag, the Portuguese man descended the stairs to go meet up with his lover.

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Kanda sighed as he finally got to his apartment. Taking out the key, he put it none to gently into the keyhole. Hearing a click, he took the key out and opened the door. Slamming it behind him. What a long day…, he thought as he took his shoes, jacket and scarf off. Putting them in their right places, Kanda made his way to his bedroom.

Walking over to his bed, he sprawled out on top of it. He looked at the clock, 11:00pm. Sighing, Kanda stood up off the bed and headed for his dresser. Pulling out black pyjama pants and a black tank top, he made his way to the bathroom for a much needed shower. Closing the door and locking it behind him, he started stripping his cloths from his muscular body. Fully stripped he took his hair tie out, letting his long hair fall all around him like a black curtain.

Stepping into the shower and closing the door, he turned the hot water on full blast. Watching the steam rise. Grabbing the shampoo, he started washing his hair. The water and soup running off his body. He sighed as the warm water was warming his body up.

After ten minutes, he opened the shower the and grabbed a towel off the rack. Towelling himself off and putting his cloths on, Kanda threw the towel in the hamper and made his way back to his bed room. Sitting on his bed, he put his head into his hands. Life just loved torturing him. First they took Allen away, even though he had to go with his foster father…but still. He loved him.

Second was tonight. God was being to cruel and sent a Allen-look-alike to just bump into him on the fucking street. Fuck his hullcina- wait what? Bump into him? On the street? God. Fucking. Dammit. Ok even if he didn't hallucinate him, it still doesn't explain the sudden disappearance of him! God he was getting a fucking headache now.

Sighing he looked up at the picture on his dresser. Getting off the bed, he made his way to the picture and picked it up. The photo was of him and his moyashi, Kanda chuckled at the nickname he gave the boy. In the picture, Kanda was giving him a kiss on the cheek and was hugging the boy, who had the biggest smile on his face and who was also hugging Kanda. Kanda smiled at the picture. Oh how he missed him.

Six years. No phone call. No information on where he was. Not even a fucking letter. For all he knew, the boy could have been dead. Kanda sighed as he put the picture back down and walked over to the bed. Crawling under the covers and pulling the over him, he closed his eyes. Hoping for sleep to take hold of him quickly.

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Allen sighed as he came out of his hiding place in the darken alley way. He didn't know what was up with that man but he couldn't be too careful, so he hid himself when he heard him running after him. He waited for fifteen minutes before coming out. He sighed as the close was clear. He didn't need to be mugged that night that's for sure. He needed the money to get out of his master's care.

Shifting his bag to his other should, Allen started making his way back to the shit hole he had to call home. Seeing the broken down apartment only a couple meters away, Allen took his pay check out of his pocket and put it into a book he had in his bag. Hopefully his master wouldn't be smart enough to look there.

Opening the door and stepping into the building, he slowly made his way up to the second floor. Finding the apartment he open the door only to close it quickly. Hearing a crash and then yelling, he slowly open the door. The smell of alcohol made him almost choke to death. He noticed the broken wine bottle on the floor in front of the door. Thank god he had good reflexes.

Looking up he saw his master sitting on the couch watching TV. The man with the crimson coloured hair looked at the boy and glared.

"The fuck idiot boy? You were suppose to be home fifteen minutes ago!", The man yelled as he suddenly stood up and walked towards the boy.

"I'm sorry master but I had to do extra work at the restaurant tonight. It wont happen again.", Allen said as he took a step back from the man approaching him. The man grunted as he grabbed a hold of Allen's collar and slammed him into the wall. The force of the impact with Allen's head was making him see stars.

"You better hope for your sake that you don't let it happen again, idiot boy. You still have a month left before you can leave and I plan to make use of you.", He growled at the boy as he dropped him to the floor and made his way back to the couch. "Fucking Mana leaving me to take care of you…"

Allen stood up slowly, using the wall for support as he made his way to his room. Closing the door quietly behind him so not to make his master notice him, he dropped his jack and scarf on the floor as well as his bag. Taking out his pay check he removed one of the floor boards and placed the check into a can and closed the floor up again.

He sighed as he flopped himself on his bed, not even bother to undress himself or getting under the covers. Tomorrow was Sunday which meant he didn't have to work, but it also meant that he would be probably home with Cross, his master.

Shuddering, Allen shock his head. No way in hell am I spending the day with Cross, Allen thought as he rolled over on his side. Maybe ill go hang out in that café across from the library, I hear they have a piano there now. Maybe they'll let me play it.

Allen chuckled. He couldn't remember in his life when he learnt how to play the piano, but he was excellent at playing it. Or so they tell me, Allen thought as he looked at his ceiling. Images of that man with the navy hair kept flashing through his mind.

Allen shook his head. I couldn't possibly know him. That was the first time I saw him. Maybe at the restaurant? No he didn't look like he ate junk food. Then why the hell did he look so familiar?! Sure someone as sexy as him wouldn't slip my mind? Wait… what? I did NOT say he was sexy! Sure I'm gay but still! I don't even know the dude! Uge!

Allen groaned as he flipped over onto his stomach. "Maybe I just need some sleep?", He sighed as he closed his eyes. He really needed to sleep tonight. He hadn't really slept the past couple of days, images of how Mana died flashed through his mind as he slept. Giving him extremely bad nightmares that always lead to him waking to a jolt and screaming.

Hoping tonight will be different, Allen closed his eyes and prayed to Mana that he wouldn't have a nightmare.

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A young boy of the age of 14 was swinging on a swing in the neighbourhood park. Today was the day he had to move across Europe with his foster father. He didn't want to. He didn't want to leave his friends behind or his boyfriend ___.

Sighing he lifted his head to the sky only to be met by a pair of lips touching his. Eyes widen as he fell off the swing only to be caught by strong arms.

"__________________"

"Well sorry if you scared the shit out of me!", the brown haired boy said as he playfully hit his boyfriend on the arm. The older teen smirked as he picked the boy up and flung him over his shoulders.

"_____! put me down!", the boy yelled as he was tossed onto the ground by the older teen.

"________________", the teen said as he smirked against the boy's neck bone. Trailing kisses all the way up his neck and stopping and inch away from his lips. "________________"

The boy looked at his lover as the older male closed the distance between them, making the brown hair boy's eyes widen and then become have lidded from the pleasure. The older teen smirked at this as he slid his hand up the boys shirt making him gasp.

Taking his chance, the older teen slid his tongue into the boys mouth. Running his tongue over anything and everything he could find. Pulling away so they could breath, the older male placed his fore head on top the younger male's under him and closed his eyes. Noticing this the boy brought his hand up to his lovers cheek.

"____?", he said as a single tear ran down his face. The older teen noticed this and smirked as he took his thumb and rubbed the tear away. They stayed like that for what seemed like eternity until they heard a noise behind them.

"_____________________________?", a boy asked as he walked next to a girl.

"____________!", the older yelled as he got up off the brown haired boy and pulled him up.

"___________________.", the girl said as she walked up to Allen and gave him a hug.

"___________.", the boy said as he to walked over to the boy and hugged him. The older teen looked at him with sadness in his eyes.

"Come on Allen let's get moving!", A man yelled out of a taxi, waving in the direction of the group of friends. The brown haired boy sighed as another tear rolled down his face.

"__________?", The girl said as she gave the boy on last hug.

"I promise ____.", He said to the girl. He then turned to the boy. "Good bye ___.', He said with a smile on his face, holding out his hand. The boy laughed at him as he pulled Allen into a hug.

"__________!", The boy said with his trademark smile. Allen laughed a little at this as he stepped out of the hug and turned to his lover, who wasn't looking at him and hiding his eyes with his bangs.

The boy sighed as he went and hugged the older teen tightly, tears now over flowing his eyes. The older teen hugged him back tightly. They stayed like that for a bit until they heard the car horn go. The older male sighed as he lifted the boys chin, leaning down he gave him one last kiss. Putting as much love and passion as he could into it. Allen returned the kiss lucky to have a boyfriend like him.

Breaking their kiss, he pulled him into one last hug. "_______."

Allen looked up at the older teen and smiled "ill miss you to." Letting go of their hug, Allen walked towards the taxi and got in. rolling down the window he waved one last time to his friends and lover. The taxi started driving away, leaving the three behind. The three of them stood there, tears of sadness flowing down their faces as they watched their good friend drive away. No clue on when he'll be back.

As the taxi stopped at a stop sign, they saw Allen pop out of the cars sun roof waving his hands in the air. "Bye guys!! Ill miss you!! And ____, I LOVE YOU!!", He yelled as the taxi took off and rounded a corner, making the boy disappear from their sight. The three of them laughed as they wiped away their tears and started on their way home.

"______." The teen whispered as he walked next to his friends.

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(tiem skip: 4 years)

"Please stop! Hes just a kid…take me instead", A man pleaded to a group of people who held a boy, by the looks of it eighteen, by his hair. "Please were just a couple of traveling performers, we mean no harm! If your angry about something someone else did please don't take it out on us!"

The man holding the boy by his hair just chuckled and took out a switch blade. " No one made us angry old man, we just need some cash and you said you were a travelling performer? Well then you guys make loads of cash!", The man yelled as he lifted the boy higher, making him his.

"Money? That's all you want? Then take it! But leave my son alone!", The old man pleaded only to be kicked in the stomach by one of the older men's henchmen.

"MANA!!", the boy screamed.

"Shut up boy!", He yelled as he punched the boy in the stomach, making him gag. The man then smirked at Mana. "Yea but you know I'm in the mood for causing pain.", He said with a murderous grin as he took the switch blade and drew a star over the boy's left eye. The boy screamed in pain. The man holding him laughed and swiped the blade down the left side of the boys face, leaving a bloody line. The boy yelled out a blood curling scream as he was flown to the ground.

"ALLEN!!", Mana yelled as he tried to get up but was knocked down again.

"You know what? I don't think well be taking your money tonight. Instead, well take your life.", The man said as he took out a lighter. "Seeya in the afterlife.", he said with a smirk as he and his lackeys walked out of the hotel.

Mana tried crawling over to the boy who was squirming on the floor holding his face. His white gloves becoming red by the minute. The smell of gasoline hit his nose and he panicked. Making his to the boy he found a pipe and picked it up.

"Allen…Allen listen to me. I love you, with all my heart and you'll probably hate me for what I'm about to do. But know this, I want you to keep walking, just keep walking. I love you, son."

"Wait Mana what are you doing? Mana…?" And with that he raised the pipe up and hit the boy on the head making him unconscious but not before he heard one last word.

"MANA!!!!!"


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