Sorry for the wait! And sorry that it's soo short! I've been sick, had a bunch of work/tests/school work to do, I recently had to quit my job as well and I ment to upload this on saturday but My aunt took me to go see "Alice in wonderland" which was kick ass! and aha I was so hyper after watching the movie that I forgot to write and upload the chapter.

don't get me wrong though, this chapter was already written I just never typed it. so here I am today, on my sick day, uploading this chapter to you! And I'm really really sorry for the delay! heopfully I can get a couple more chapters in before I go away for Easter.

Thank you to : stardom, 0x0, ashley12chan, Elementstar, AnimeCrazed121, xbleedinglotusx, Lord Makura, MitarashiiDango, Nero Luna e D'argento Sole, Lebre de Maio, Allen-Is-Mine and Blue Element for reviewing Ch.2! Love you guys X3

so for the rest of the chapters I'm thinking I'll name them after the last song that I finish writing the chapter on. so chapter 1 is Pieces by Red. chapter 2, Painting flowers by All time low. and for chapter 3, All around me b Flyleaf. and no the songs dont really go with the chapters.

so anyways on with the chapter~X3

"Mana!"

The white haired male yelled as he fell out of his bed and onto the floor, hitting his head on the bed post in the process. Allen panted heavily, flash backs from the nightmare floating in his mind. He raised his scared, red hand to his left eye. He was shaking uncontrollably now.

"What the fuck was that?", Allen breathed between shaky breaths as he stood up and sat on the edge of his bed. He sat there forever, staring at the wall opposite of him and going over the little details to the dream or nightmare…it was probably both in his opinion anyway.

The dream was different, very different then the one he had had almost every night since he woke up in the hospital four years ago. It was more in detail. Before it was only how he saw Mana just a few inches outside a burning building and was in pain. Now, tonight, it showed everything. How it happened, what happened. Everything.

And the before part of his dream. The boy with the brown hair, was that…him? When he was younger? He didn't know, he couldn't remember anything, not even his childhood. All he could remember was the past four years. Waking up in the hospital, watching Mana being put in an ambulance, meeting the bastard Cross, All the surgeries he had to have for his arm…, just about that. Nothing before then.

The doctors said it was from the head trauma he had received from Mana and the stress of losing his only relative, well foster father, that caused him to lose his memories. It's also what turned his hair white they said. Not that he knew his hair was brown until just now.

Allen sighed as he rubbed his left eye. He never did know how he got the scar that runs down from his forehead to his jaw line, with the star at the beginning. The doctors said he was very lucky he could see out of it. He never understood what they meant then, but now he knew.

"Jesus…", Allen muttered as he put his head in his hands. I had friends…and a boyfriend…, Allen thought as tears started running down his face. I forgot about them…I don't even know their names o-or what they looked like…I actually had people who cared about me besides Mana…

The thought of that made Allen break down crying, the tears over flowing his eyes and falling into his lap. "Mana…what do I do?, Allen asked the air as he stood up to look outside. The darkness cascading over everything.

Must still be late at night, Allen thought as he checked his clock. Eight PM it flashed in red numbers. Allen's eyes widen. "Shit!", He said as he pulled his cloths on and went to get some food, his stomach just making itself known to the hunger.

"Wonder why master didn't yell at me to go get more alcohol…", Allen muttered as he entered the kitchen. Opening the refrigerator door and noticing there was nothing there, he closed the door and walked out of the kitchen. Walking past the living room he noticed Cross wasn't there. Strange he's usually there around this time. Shrugging his shoulders, Allen made his way to his room.

Grabbing some money, a coat and scarf, Allen headed for the of the run down apartment. Walking out the door, down the stairs and out of the dirty old building, Allen made his way to the closes café. Which was his favourite.

The café was called "Twilight's Destiny", a nice little place with amazing food and it was really cheap. Everything Allen loved. He had only walked for ten minutes when he saw the neon sign flash the words "Twilight's Destiny" in exuberant colors.

Opening the door, he walked to one of the stools by the counter and waited to be served. Within seconds a waiter came. The man had black hair with a white streak in the middle. Allen chuckled at the white bit of the man's hair, sometimes it stood up and nothing the man did to it made it go back down. It was always a laugh.

The man smiled at Allen while he took out his notebook and pen. "Hello Allen-kun, what would you today? Or would you rather just you regular?"

"Hello Krory, I'll just have a tea and one of your famous cakes please.", Allen said as he smiled back at the man named Krory. Krory smiled again and took the order to their chef, Jerry. Who was always so happy to cook for Allen, who was kinda creped out about how overly happy the man was to see him every time. Good thing he was sitting far away from the order window. But you would never catch him saying that out loud.

As soon as the older man turned away, the smile on Allen's face disappeared and he sighed. Leaning on his right hand, he tried to remember the dream he had yesterday night, or today. He couldn't really tell. It was odd though. Every person besides Mana, had blurred out faces in his dream nightmare thing.

He couldn't even hear what they were saying…it was all to weird. The boy with the brown hair though, was that truly him? Was it really? Was this a memory he had long forgotten? If it was, why now? Why have the memories, memory, start showing up now after four years…the doctors said his memories were suppose to come back to him in a year within that accident. Even if now he knew it wasn't an accident. Not really anyway.

Mana…why'd you do it?, Allen thought as he shifted to his other hand. I don't even remember him hitting me on the head with a pipe. But then again, I did lose my memories. I can remember is how I saw him being pulled out of a fire and me being put into an ambulance.

But still, four years later and I'm only getting A memory back? Stupid doctors never giving you a good enough accurate answer.

"Here's your order Allen-kun.", Krory said as he placed a giant cake in front of Allen. Snapping out of his thinking, Allen thanked the man for the cake and started eating. Krory nodded and left to attend to other customers.

As he was eating, Allen still couldn't stop thinking about his nightmarish dream he had had. Why would after all these painful years would a memory just suddenly pop up in his head? It just didn't make sense. Although the doctors did say memories were triggered by certain events.

A touch, a word, or even just a scene. So what triggered his was the million dollar question. He started thinking about all the things that happen to him yesterday. Well…Cross did throw two wine bottles at me yesterday. I went to work, which was extremely slow yesterday. Served customers. Picked Miranda-san off the floor, to many times to remember. Met Lavi and Lenalee. Bumped into a man with navy hair who then later try to stalk me but I hid from him and then I went to bed…so what, is the question, triggered that memory?

Allen thought his head was going to explode if he kept on pondering on this subject. But he had to know. That memory, those people, why Mana hit him on the head with a pipe. Everything. Finishing his meal, if you could call it a meal, Allen laid the money on the table and grabbed his coat. putting it on, he walked out the door and down the street back to Cross' apartment.

He lifted his watch to see the time. Ten PM it read. Sighing, he pocketed his watch and rounded a corner. The streets were really disserted, not even a cat was out on this cold night. As if on cue, an icy wind blew past the white haired male. Shivering, Allen tighten his scarf and continue to walk down the street, thoughts of the nightmarish dream still pondering his mind.

How could he get information from that night? He could call the doctors in London, maybe they would tell him what happened. But about the other people in his dream. Where could he find out about them? He could always go look for his birth certificate and then find out where he lived at the age of fourteen. Then he could go to the library and look at all the residents that lived in the area at the time. That is if he could remember the area he had lived before traveling with Mana.

Allen shook his head. Pfft yea like that would work…god what am I getting myself into?, Allen thought as looked up to the sky. His eyes widen when he saw white fluff fall from the sky. A smile carpeted onto his face as he held out his hand. Sighing he looked back down onto the street, only to bang into something.

Oh for god's sake…how many times am I going to bump into something?, Allen thought as he looked up at what he bumped into, hoping it wasn't another person. Unfortunately fate wasn't on his side tonight. Allen ended up bumping into a man, who was rather tall and buff. He seemed to be chewing on a lollipop but when he noticed Allen, he glared at the boy.

Allen noticed this and started backing up away from the man, putting his hands up in front of him. "I'm soo sorry! I didn't mean to bump into you I swear.", Allen said as he continued to back up away from the man. The man just grunted and started walking towards Allen. Allen started freaking out at this point and was about to run away when his back hit something.

Turning to look over his shoulder, he noticed he had hit a brick wall and the giant man in front of him was walking closer to him. He didn't know what to do. He was trapped and this man looked like he could Allen with one punch to the head with he wanted to. Allen's eyes grew wide as he saw the man lift his hand towards Allen, grapping the front of his coat and lifting him up in the air.

Allen started choking from the lack of air not getting into his lungs. He frantically tried to get the man to let go, kicking and digging his nails into the man. But with no luck. The older man smirked as he lifted Allen up higher into the air, chuckling a bit. "Your sorry? Well then we'll just have to see how sorry. Tell me boy do you like sweet things?", The man said as he laughed, raising his fisted hand into the air.

Allen's eyes widen and then he closed them tightly. "Oh Mana…help me!"

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sorry it was so short, next chapter i promise ill try to make it longer. ive been under the weather for a couple of days and i thought i would upload what i had. if not you guys would probably go another week with out a chapter and that would be bad nee?! and ill try uploading more before i go away for easter break. which is the 29th of march.

see ya next chapter!

peace~ X3