Sorry I haven't updated at regular intervals. The ideas are hard to put into words that make sense. I don't own Naruto or any of the characters that have to do with the show. I kind of forgot to say that in the last chapter.
I added some new characters. They are the characters from the end of chapter four. Hinata told them her secret and they agreed to help her.
Avery Yuhi - Girl with back length black hair with grey eyes that had the baby. Mother of Hayden. Sister of Danny. Kurenai's niece. Girlfriend of Ryan. (19 years old)
Hayden Call - Baby boy had spiky black hair and green eyes. (8 months old)
Ryan Call-the father of Hayden. Boyfriend of Avery. Boy with spiky dark brown hair and green eyes. (21 years old)
Danny Yuhi- Boy with short black hair and grey eyes. Bother of Avery. Uncle of Hayden. Kurenai's nephew. Boyfriend of Victoria. (18 years old)
Victoria Oliver - Girl had shoulder- length sandy brown hair and greenish- hazel eyes. (18 years old)
{Kurenai is only 26 years old. Her niece and nephew are about her age because Kurenai's older brother was 15 years older than her.}
There will also be a new guy in Hinata's life as well. His name is Jacob Skywalker. He is 15, has light blue eyes, and black hair that ends at the top of his back.
There won't be much of him until the time skip. I think. I'm still working out the kinks as the storyline progresses in my head.
Kurenai Cakes
Chapter 6: Stages of Pregnancy (Months 1-4)
September
Dear Diary,
I'm trying to make a decision. Scratch that multiple decisions. Should I document my pregnancy? Should I get an abortion, look into adoption, or keep the babies? Should I go back home? Can I go back and face Gaara? I'm only four weeks or a month along. All my options are open. I need to make my decisions. The baby or possible babies are at stake here. Avery's b-day was this month. I'm sorry I missed your b-days Shikamaru and Ino.
TTYL Diary,
Hinata, the confused mother to be
Victoria POV
I'm glad that we are able to help Hinata. She's just so young. The fact that she wants to do this without the father astounds me. That little girl has guts. I feel sorry for her being alone in this, but we'll help her in any way we can. That's the least that we can do. She deserves that. The guy that hurt her must've really did a number on her. She wants to face this without any of her family and friends. Twins. No way. She needs help.
One month later
In Kingakure Kurenai's house
Hinata was writing in her diary. Now she was about eight weeks pregnant. A trip to the doctor earlier in the week proved that indeed she was pregnant with twins. Gaara's twins. Sometimes the fact that there was a part of him in her- the guy that hurt her the most had claimed her in the most intimate way possible- scared the living hell out of her. But there were some things that she did know without a doubt in her young clouded mind.
1. She was pregnant with Gaara's twins. The unprotected sex she had with Gaara, the home pregnancy tests that she took before she left Konoha, the blood test given to her by her Dr. Nethers, and the ultrasound concluded that fact.
2. Abortion was not something she could think about. (She'd cried for months when her father had to get her mom's dog Kivana put to sleep because she was in so much pain. Hinata felt like a murderer. Just think how she would feel if she ended the lives of her two unborn children. Then of course, she'd be a freaking murderer. No matter how much she hated this situation, but she loved her unborn children already. They were actually a part of her. LITERALLY.)
3. Adoption was not an option. She felt like since she made the babies she should at least keep them. She owed it to them to be the best teenage mother that she could manage to be. She didn't have a future unless it included her kids.
4. This wasn't a game. There were no take backs or redoes. She was pregnant with twins of an unknown gender. She made them. The only option was to keep them.
5. No one could ever find out about the babies because she'd run away while pregnant, making her a disgrace to the Hyuga name. That's the one thing she never wanted to mess up. Her family name. In her mind, they didn't need to suffer the repercussions of her rash, stupid actions.
October:
Dear Diary,
Well, I really haven't written in you for a little while but I think that I should at least document my pregnancy? That's normal right? I hope so. First things first. I'm two months pregnant. I have only been staying at Kurenai's house less than two months, yet I already feel at home. Kurenai, Avery, Hayden, Danny, Ryan, and Victoria have become like my family. That was a lie Avery, Hayden, and Kurenai have become my family. Well as close to family as strangers can get.
Kurenai got me into a GED class that takes place from 9 am to 12 noon. It's reasonable. My work isn't that hard now, but I still have seven months to go in this program to get my makeshift education. To maximize my 8th grade reading ability, I have to read at least three books a month of Kurenai's choosing. It kinda sucks to live with the daughter of an English teacher. I guess I'll have to get used to it. She's been so nice to me that reading is the least I can do to show my appreciation. I REALLY APPRECIATE HER A LOT FOR TAKING ME IN.
Avery told me that she'd sign me up for this Mommy and Me Class that will teach me how to take care of the babies. She even is going to let me baby-sit Hayden while they work at the diner for extra practice. I kinda love that little guy. Scratch that he's so freakin' adorable that I wish that I were having a little boy. I guess, I like him a lot because his birthday is on Christmas. That's two days before mine and awesome. He is the sweetest baby I've ever met. I hope my babies will love me.
Danny and Ryan have really been nice to me. I guess it's out of pity. I can see it in the way that they look at me. I'm barely a teenager, yet I'm pregnant. Who wouldn't feel sorry for me? I guess I can live with it. At least, Victoria can hide it better. You can only feel the pity she feels for me coming off her in invisible waves. Still feels uncomfortable though.( Diary that was sarcasm.)
Enough of the heavy conversation. Time to talk about the pregnancy. I'm two months pregnant. Until now, I've had no sicknesses dealing with pregnancy. Well that's over. I finally got morning sickness. It's the most disgusting feeling to wake up at 7 am the puke up all reminder of the food I ate the Yuhi Family Diner the night before. I'm so exhausted that I go back to sleep and wake up to get ready for school at around 8:15. Kureani's been making me eat saltine crackers and drink apple juice for breakfast to calm my stomach. The bad part about morning sickness is that it doesn't always come in the morning. Sometimes it comes before I eat lunch at the diner. IT TOTTALY SUCKS ASS. I read on the internet that it normally doesn't last until the third trimester. Hopefully my pregnancy is normal. HOPEFULLY. Danny's b-day was this month. Sorry for missing your b-day Naruto.
TTYL Diary,
Hinata, the mother to be.
Hinata closed the diary and turned it over. She opened the side and looked at her picture. Her diary doubled as her scrapbook. Most of the pictures she saw were of her and Gaara. These were happy times that she'd remember to tell her kids about.
Back in Konoha
Kiba POV
School started. Now all of us are either in 9th or 10th grade, except for Hanabi, who is in 7th grade. Nothing is the same anymore. Being in high school was supposed to be a milestone in our lives, but that's not true. Hinata is gone. She was our little ray of sunshine, like my little sister. I hate what happened to her. I wish that she'd just come back.
Shino POV
I want my little sister back. It's crazy how you can't understand someone's value until they are gone. She accepted me and my bugs. I just wish she'd come back so I could give her the blue butterfly that I caught for her. I want to kill Gaara.
Naruto POV
Gaara is a dead man believe it. He hurt one of my friends that I cherish. How could he be so fucking stupid. She is the nicest person I know.
Tenten POV
I never thought that Gaara would ever hurt her. They were so in love. I guess the love was one sided on her part. She's the most innocent person that I know. Getting cheated on should not be some kind of cosmic karma that should've happened to her. Fate sure can be cruel. I just hope that she comes back. I really miss her. It's not fair. But Gaara is the MOST HATED BASTARD IN KONOHA. The idiot deserves it. So does that slut Matsuri. They deserve to rot in the deepest darkest pit of hell.
Rock Lee POV
The most youthful of friends is gone. I just want her to come back. I can see the strain that it has put on the entire Hyuga family. God please be with them get her back.
November
In Kingakure at the Yuhi Dinner
Dear Diary,
School is okay so far. I'm three months now. Officially twelve weeks. YAY. The ultrasound picture now looks humanish. Oh and I'm more energetic. I walk around the park like five times before I go to the diner to eat. Nothing else really concerning my pregnancy has changed that much. My stomach has gotten a little tighter and I'm getting a little bigger. I guess I'll start showing in a while or whatever Avery keeps saying. Things at Kurenai's have gotten a little better. Victoria, Danny, and Ryan talk to me a little more. I guess they are finally accepting me now. I hope I can tell them how thankful I am for that, someday. Sorry for missing your b-days Rock Lee and Natalie.
TTYL Diary,
Hinata, the mother to be.
Avery POV
I really am starting to care for Hinata. She's a sweet young girl. I know that she may not be the ideal, person to have twins, but she's probably going to be a good mother. I see how she is with Hayden. He's 11 months, an age that doesn't allow newcomer into kids lives. He already loves her. She's a natural. I just wish that her family could see her blossom into the true flower that she is. This Gaara guy seems like a jackass. I've only known her for about two months and she's already my family.
December
In Kingakure Kurenai's house
Dear Diary,
I guess me writing you will be a monthly thing. Sorry. I'm just so swamped. My work for school is really getting challenging, but I manage. The teacher told me that at this rate I'd be able to take the test the next time around. That means I won't have to retake any classes again, and I can get a job at any fast-food restaurant that doesn't call for any skills beyond high school. I'm moving up in the world. I'm so proud of my freaking self. I really think my hormones are making me a little bitchy.
I'm now four months pregnant, aka 16 weeks. I'm showing now my clothes are getting a little tighter, but I can still manage because my clothes are like three sizes too big. I went to Dr. Nethers for an ultrasound. My babies are starting to look more like small-unborn humans. AWESOME. I'm not going to give birth to aliens. The ultrasound picture that I have is of both of my babies sucking their thumbs. IT'S SO CUTE. And somewhat rare to catch a picture of both twins at the same time. They are already special.
Hayden and my birthday's are this month. We had a joint birthday party on the 26th at the diner because it was our compromise date (the day in between our b-days). It was a white day. It snowed forever. I loved it. Kurenai made me and Hady a chocolate cake. Now I'm officially 14 and Hady is now one. We're growing up. The downfall of the party is that no one from Konoha was there. I almost cried, but then I met this boy named Jacob Skywalker. He's a new part time waiter at the diner. He's only 15, so he goes to school in the daytime. He was sweet. He made me enjoy the party. Maybe we can be friends?
TTYL Diary,
Hinata, the mother to be.
Back in Konoha
Hanabi POV
Dear Diary,
I really miss Hinata. Her birthday and Christmas is this month. I was gonna give her this best big sister ever necklace. School is okay. It's not as fun as when Hinata was here. She just made it fun. You know? Most people look at me with pity. There is only one guy who talks to me at school who always smiles. His name is Konohamaru Sarutobi. He's really sweet. I wish I could tell Hinata about him. She'd probably be happy.
I love her still, but I want her to come back. I HATE Gaara for hurting her. She loved him. I wish he had never come into our lives. That's not true after mom died Hinata didn't smile that much. I was pretty young, four, when mom died, but I remember crying and crawling up in the bed with Hinata when, I wanted someone. She took care of me. She was only five, but she held me like a mother should. I guess it was her innate ability. She was my mother. She used to stop her crying, force a smile, and hold me close until I fell asleep. She really never smiled until Gaara came along. It's like he built her up to knock her down. I really HATE him and the skank that fucked him. I really hope that Hinata's all right.
I have nightmares and I crawl into Neji's bed. I love thatn he lets me sleep with him, but he's still not as warm as Hinata.
TTYL Diary,
Hanabi, Hina's little sis.
Neji POV
I don't understand why they can't find her. No one's the same anymore. All people that lost Hinata are broken in some way or another. I wish that we could just bring her back. You know Hanabi crawls in my bed every night crying that Hinata's not in her room. Even in her nightmare-induced stupor, she seeks Hinata's love and warmth. I wish we could bring Hinata back to give that to Hanabi.
Hiashi POV
My little girl is gone. Nothing that we've tried to find her works. This is really taken a toll on my nephew and youngest daughter. They miss her so much that it's amazing that they can get out of bed every morning. I know why though. They want to find her waiting for them or something. It's their reason for waking. It's also mine. Rukia, (Hinata's mom), my love I am sorry that I've failed to love our children and nephew adequately enough to keep them from pain.
Sorry. I had to stop-to-stop it here. I think if I didn't divide the stages of pregnancy chapter that you'd hate me for information overload. Thanks for reviewing so far.
