The next week raced by, much to my dissapointment, i thought about this time last week when i had gotten that note that i would be happy right now if i hadn't over heard them, and then crushed even more when in hogsmead. How could he be so cruel. It just made me feel miserable.

Lissa and I have come up with a plan that should work if done properly. I can only hope our plan actually works. Presently i was walking up the staircase to my dormitary, i was soaking and covered in an orange gloop,

James thought it would be funny to send a spell at my plant in herbology and it exploded on me, it smells fabulous. I'm used to James pranking me, he does it all the time, its better than first year when her tripped me whenever we passed in the corridor.

I walked into charms after having a shower and went and sat next to Jake, we were behind Sirius and James, And to our Left was Lissa and Sam

'Hey, want to hear a funny joke i heard today?' jake asked

'It's ok jake, your a joke all by yourself' he stuck his tongue out at me and Sirius scoffed from infront of us

'do not pry into others conversations' i said smirking

'i didn't' Lissa said confused

'Not you, Black' i corrected her

'Oh, well 'i'm the queen of miscomunication'

'Did you just say that i was the queen of miscommunication?' i said trying not to laugh

'No i said i was' she said grinning

'Oh the irony' Jake, Lissa and me began to laugh, Professor flitwick walked into the room, and got onto his pile of books

'Is it wrong that i have the urge to accio one of the books?' i asked jake

'Yes, very'

'Damn'

i was growing more and more nervous for the rest of the day, dreading what was happening the next day, Lissa and i were in our dorm room, picking out an outfit, Lissa also experimented with some make up

'Oh merlin no' I said said when i looked in the mirror

'Too much?' she asked innocently, you know what you've done, feel guilty

'i look like a cat that's been run over by the make-up express train' i said truthfully, she just laughed and nodded.

We went to bed early to wake up early. i breathed in deeply before dropping my head on my pillow and drifting off into a rather awful nights sleep.

I woke up with a start, today was the day, and i was dreading it, the one thing i'd looked forward to for about four years i was dreading because it was all a joke, i looked across at Lissa who was sitting up in bed reading a book.

'Morning'i said as i stretched and stepped out of bed

'Morning, ready for the big day?'

'Don't make it sound like i'm getting married, please' i said walking to the floor lenght mirror, and staring at myself

'Sorry' she said getting out of bed and looking at me in the mirror by my side, i sighed and looked at her

'It's not fair, This is why i need to get over him, every year, he breaks my heart every year and i still like him and it's not fair, what have i ever done to deserve the way he treats me?'

'Maybe it's james' fault though, he doesn't seem to like you, maybe he doesn't want sirius near you'

'He hasn't liked me since we had our massive fight' i sighed

'Massive fight, when was that? was i walking around with my eyes shut?'

'no, it was before we came to hogwarts, we were like a brother and sister but, well something happened and i couldn't deal with it, it drove us apart' i said sadly

'You knew Potter before hogwarts?' Lissa asked incredulacly 'honestly How did i ever not know this?'

'Because it isn't something we like to talk about anymore'

'oh, w-what happened that you couldn't deal with, you're one of the strongest people i know'

'i wasn't before that' i sighed 'I'll tell you some day, but for now let us get ready for my day in hell'

'Ok' Lissa replied giving me a hug, i returned it before getting changed and going down for breakfast

'come on eat something!'

'i'm really not hungry, i'll buy something from honeydukes later'

'Ok, ok' Lissa gave in

'Hey Lissa?

'Yeah?'

'Luke is staring at you'

'He is? i'm finding him a little bit weird at the moment, i keep seeing him following me, it's getting slightly creepy' i picked up an orange, i should at least eat something i thought, i looked back at luke who was pratically drooling over Lissa, oh god is that what i look like around sirius, no wonder he hates me.

'Those are stalkerish tendencies you know that?' i asked her, she nodded, i peeled my orange only to find there was nothing inside it 'Hey who stole the middle of this?' i asked and looked around and saw James smirking, i chucked the empty orange skin on to my table and stood up, Lissa and Jake joined me.

we walked out of the great hall, i had to keep a strait face as two boys walked in saying

'yes, i think we can do it, we'll just have to move the gnomes'

'Merlin, you're brother is such a turd' well i really had to fight the urge to find out what they were talking about i began to follow them my curiosity taking over but Lissa grabbed my arm and dragged me towards the entrance hall. When we got to the entrance hall I leant against the wall, waiting for Sirius to arrive, Lissa and Jake waited a couple of minutes before deciding to go,

'Good luck, Freya' Lissa said patting my arm

'Yeah good luck' Jake said patting my head, i stuck my tongue out at him, he chuckled

'Thanks' i said as my stomach filled with butterflys.

They walked off and i stayed leaning on the wall, i sighed and closed my eyes. This will be as fun as the time i got locked in the bathroom with moaning myrtle, now that was torture.

'Good day my Lady, shall i escort you to hogsmead?' i jumped and hit my head on the wall, Sirius chuckled, i glared at him, rubbing my head, i pushed my self away from the wall

'S-so where are we going t-to go today?' i asked innocently, got to remember that i'm not ment to know his plan. i stood next to him, and we began to walk slowly,

'I was thinking honeydukes, zonko's, The three broomsticks, and if your up to it, a trip to the shreiking shack' brilliant, i thought.

'Sounds great' i said trying to sound possitive, sirius escorted us to Filch who we handed our permission slips too, then we made our way into hogsmead, i was trying to ignore how nervous i felt.

'So how are you?' he asked

'I'm j-just chipper, how 'bout y-you?' i replied quickly, i'm still stuttering wow, even though i know he's just using me as a dare.

'You seem twitchy' he said, to tell the truth, my right eye has had a continuous twitch for about ten minutes.

'It's cool, i-i'm fine' i said, trying to tell myself i was ok, WHY SIRIUS ARE YOU TRYING TO BREAK MY HEART?

'So where to first?' i'm going to bet myself a honeydukes chocolate banoffee bar that he'll say shrieking shack, i shrugged 'How about the shrieking shack?' he asked, yay i won the bet.

'Could we get some chocolate first, i skipped breakfast, and then we can go there?'

'err, sure' he said uncertainly. I smiled to myself.

We made it into the Beautiful village and went into honeydukes, i spent about twenty minutes looking at all of the sweets, i could see Sirius getting more and more impatient. i tried to keep the smug smile off my face.

'You decided yet?' he asked coming up behind me

'I can't decide, F-fudge, or chocolate'

'Chocolate' he answered immediatly

'Yeah you're right, i'll go p-pay for some' i walked up to the desk and bought the chocolate.

'So, want to go to the shrieking shack?' Sirius asked

'I suppose' i said biting my lip, sirius grabbed my hand and began to walk us up the road to the shrieking shack, we were about half way there, i smiled and poked him, he squealed, a high pitched rather girlish squeal, i burst out laughing

'Did you just poke me?' he asked stopping and turning to face me

'Yes, yes i did' i said smiling 'What are you going to do about it' i asked

'This' and he started chasing me, i squealed and ran, he caught me and began to tickle me, i started crying from laughing

'Get- get off' i started tickling him back, he started laughing too, we both stopped and caught our breath, sirius frowned slightly when he thought i wasn't looking, he looked at the shrieking shack and bit his lip, he looked back at me

'How about we skip out the shrieking shack? we can go strait to the three boomsticks?' wow, the sirius black stepping out of a dare who would have thought.

'Err, yeah sure' i wonder what his friends would say when they saw i was still with him. He took my hand again and we walked back along into the village, his hand was soft, like he moisturises them, i wonder. i'm trying not to drool at our contact, it's quite hard.

we got back into the village and walked towards the three broomsticks, on entering the bar, i saw James look up, frown and mouth

'What the hell?' to Sirius, he just smirked and pulled me off to a booth a few away from James

'Butterbeer?' he asked me, i nodded smiling he went to the bar and ordered our drinks, he came back a minute later, it seems like both our plans had been forgotten for now, as the day went by, i knew i'd made a mistake in not following through with the plan, i was falling for him harder than before, this whole thing had been a bad idea. We were now walking back to the castle, he looked at me

'You're looking all twitchy again' he said flicking hair from his eyes. major swoonage.

'Am i?' i said trying to stop my eye twitching

'are you ok?' he asked

'I'm great' but i still cant believe those boys, they are so bloody immature i mean who the hell even thinks about locking someone in that bloody shack.

Sirius stopped walking, i looked at him, then he burst out laughing, i looked at him confused, why was he laughing? he looked at me and slowly his laughter died down

'And what are you laughing at?' i asked him

'You knew all this time?' i'm confused, did i say the shack thing out loud? 'Yeah and you did it again' Oh duck sucker.

'It's not funny sirius, how could you be laughing?' i said crossing my arms and frowning at him

'it's just, well, i thought it was funny' he said with a hint of a smirk

'It is not funny to lock someone in a bloody shack' i said getting angry

'Well think of it this way, you're not in there now' he said cockily

'yes but i could be, you need to start to think of other peoples feelings and stop going around like you own the bloody school'

'why would i do that?' he said scoffing, we'd reached the castle now and began to walk up to the seventh floor

'Because it's the right thing to do'

'and when have i cared what's right?'

'Oh, yes i forgot, the whole world revolves around you, doesnt it' i shouted, he laughed

'Pretty much' he shrugged, i began to shake, i stopped walking and grabbed his arm turning him to face me, we were on the fourth floor, in a corridor filled with unused classrooms.

'One day you are going to see that being immature and irresponcible is a waste of time, and you'll regret it, you are just plain nasty and stupid and i hope that you and your arses of friends get what is coming to you'

He stayed silent for a minute and then burst out laughing, clutching his stomach, i growled, i wanted to hurt him, i felt for my wand, but i'd left it in my common room, so i grabbed my shoe and chucked it straight at his head, it hit him and bounced off his face, he continued to laugh.

'Don't talk to me again, until you have decided that you're not so high and mighty and have gotten off your high horse' i said poking him in the chest between each word, he rubbed his chest and smirked

'Why would i want to talk to you again?' he asked, i growled frustratedly and opened the classroom behind me i grabbed Sirius and pushed him in, he fell to the floor, i picked up his wand as it fell out of his pocket, he scrambled up and walked towards me,

i closed the door and locked it with his wand. Sirius began banging on the door, shouting to be let out, i just let out a frustrated laugh and ran off up to the Ravenclaw common room, Oh turnip, i'd just thrown a shoe at Sirius black, and locked him in a classroom. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME, he'll forever hate me, brilliant.