ELSA'S POV
As I sit there crying, I hear a voice. A familiar warm voice. "Elsa," I hear my name. I look up to see who it is and all I see is blue. The blue I once loved. The one which reminds me of my childhood. The blue eyes which bring my memories back. I lay there staring at the blue that I see. We stare into each others eyes until Jack does something that I never would've expected him to do. He comes closer and wraps me in his arms.
I leaned in, my mind bringing me back once again to my childhood. We sit there with me in his arms leaning my head against his chest. The storm begins dying down and eventually fades into nothing. We stay silent, sitting on the roof. Eventually my crying dies down and I am brought back to reality. I'm still in his arms and part of me wants to stay here forever. The other part knows that this is wrong. It says that he broke your heart and he'll just do it again.
We remain in that position for who knows how long and eventually he releases his hold on me. He stands up and offers me his hand. I look at it for a second, debating on whether or not I should take it. I hesitantly put my hand in his and then he pulls me up. I almost fall back down because of the dizziness from my heavy breathing and because of how weak I have become from my crying and from releasing my powers. Jack holds me up and we begin walking.
"Elsa, I'm sorry." Jack says and this catches my attention. We stop our walking and he begins speaking again. "I'm so so so sorry for leaving you. I'm sorry for not being there for you, especially when you needed me most. I'm sorry for letting my selfish needs drive me and lead me away from you. I am so sorry for causing you all of this pain. Please please please forgive me. I want to be friends again like we used to. I want to rekindle our friendship." His voice sounds genuinely sorry and concerned. I know he speaks the truth and that he is sorry, but I just can't bring myself to forgive him. Forgiving him will just cause me unwanted pain. I do love him, but I just can't allow myself to get hurt again. I don't want to risk it. My heart wants to forgive him, but my head just won't allow me to. What should I do?
I do the only thing I know how to do. I run, again. Even with my dizziness still around, I run as fast as I can away from him. I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to get hurt. I run to my next class and just sit out in front of it, waiting for the bell to ring. Too many emotions. Conceal, don't feel, don't let it show. Conceal it.
JACK'S POV
I apologized to Elsa and she just ran off. Why won't she forgive me? Oh, I know why, because you were a total jerk and just left her. Also, you bullied her this morning, did you forget about that? You're such an idiot Jack. Wow, now I'm talking to myself. At least I'm not saying this stuff aloud.
"Ummmm, yeah you are man," said some random guy I just walked by.
Oh crap, apparently I was talking aloud to myself. Ugh you need to stop and find Elsa. Try harder next time, don't let her leave. The bell rang and I went to my next class, English.
When I got to my English class, I couldn't believe who I saw. I saw Rapunzel and...Elsa. She's in this class too. Yes! That means I can talk to her. I was about to walk up to her when the bell rang again signaling the start of class. I grabbed a seat and our English teacher Mrs. Belle. She began to ramble off about the importance of reading and writing and told us all the materials that we would need this year. She told us about the books that we would be reading and about all of the so called "fun" activities that we would be doing this year. She talked with so much passion, she must really like reading. After a while of her talking, she set up a seating chart and had us all move to our spots.
I looked up to the board and saw the seating chart. The class was put in pairs and I couldn't help but wish that I would be next to Elsa. And to my surprise, that did in fact happen. I looked for my name and when I found it, I couldn't believe who's name I saw next to it. Elsa Winters. How amazing is that? I went to go sit down and she hesitantly sat down next to me.
As I watched everyone find their spots, I heard the sweetest voice that my ears have ever heard. It was like silk in a motherly and kind tone. And to make things better, the word that was contained in the voice was my name. "Jack," Elsa began. I looked next to me to see her nervously looking down. "Thank you for helping me on the roof. Thank you for keeping you-know-what a secret. Thank you for acting like my friend again." She said as she continued looking down. "Your welcome," I said, "does that mean we are friends now? Do you forgive me?" She heard this and her eyes seemed to both widen in fear and shock. "Jack," she began again, "I can't forgive you just yet. I probably won't be able to for a while. I don't think we could ever return to being as close as we were before. It's not anything you did, well I mean, not all of it I guess. It's just, I don't want to get hurt again and I don't want to hurt you. I feel too much pain already and I don't want you to end up leaving me again and feeling even more pain. I guess I'm just scared of what would happen if I did forgive you, that's why I can't. I want to be friends with you, but how do I know that you actually want to be my friend and aren't just trying to hurt me again?"
I can't believe this is how she feels. I understand why she feels this way, but even after all these years, she still hasn't forgiven me. "Elsa, please," I plead. I need her back. "I promise that I will never hurt you again. That was the old me. I've changed. I need you Elsa. I need my best friend back. I'm so sorry for not being there for you and for causing you so much misery. Just please, give me another chance. Please forgive me. Please just be my friend again. I promise with all of my heart that I would never betray you again. My decisions in 7th grade haunt me every day. I miss you Elsa. Please just be my friend again." Saying this makes me feel like I'm about to cry. I really do need her back. I love her and I need her back in my life.
"Jack, I want to rekindle our friendship as well. However, even if you do promise not to hurt me, how can you be sure that I won't hurt you?" she asks and I see worry in her eyes. "Elsa, there's no way on Earth that you could ever hurt anyone." "Jack, you saw what I can do. You saw how crazy my powers can become. I can't control them. They're too strong. I'm a monster. No one is safe around me. I love you too much. I can't let you be hurt by me." She's not a monster. The girl I look at can never hurt anyone and it hurts me to know that this is how she feels about her self. Her powers are beautiful. Wait a minute, did she say that she loves me? She loves me? She loves me! OMG she loves me! Ok, calm down Jack, focus. "Elsa, you are not a monster. You are the nicest person that I have ever met. The only way you could hurt me is by not being my friend. Please, I love you too and not having you in my life will just hurt me more than even the strongest blast of your powers can." I say, hoping that this will persuade her to be my friend again.
We stay silent for a while, but that silence is broken by Elsa. "Ok" she says. "Ok what?" I ask. "Ok, I do want us to be friends again. If that's ok with you." "I would love to be friends again," I say as I smile brightly at her. She sees me and smiles a weak smile back. Even that small smile is enough to make my day. Elsa truly is beautiful in every way. I'm glad to see that smile again. I'm also glad to have my best friend back. After 3 years, I finally have the girl I loved back. My best friend is once again my friend and life couldn't get any better.
Yay! Another chapter! So some of you have requested that I add more chapters and I want you to know that I am trying extremely hard to. Its just that with all of my homework and studying for school, I barely have time. I hope that you can understand. Anyways, hope you liked this chapter. Elsa and Jack are friends again! Honestly, I am a really big Jelsa shipper. I think they are absolutely perfect for each other. Also, you're probably not wondering, but I just wanted to let you guys know that some of my ideas for this story are actually inspired by my actual life experiences. I put a twist on them though so you can't really tell. Also, some of the ideas are scenarios that I, for some reason, make up in my head for my love life. I know, it's a little weird, but hey, inspiration is everywhere. Anyways, hope you enjoy and thank you so much for reading my story. I will try and update as soon as I can, but like I said earlier, have to find time first. Don't forget to leave reviews and other stuff.
