I'm sorry! I know you have been waiting for the second half of Nessie's school day for a whole week, so here it is! Super sorry no beta.
"Hey Nessie do you need someone to help you find the cafeteria?" Shaylee asked when we left the gym, with her friend Carter. Carter was nice, she but she was also pretty shy.
"I was going to follow all the people walking in the same direction but if you could I would appreciate it." I admitted.
"Do you want to sit with us today?" Carter invited. "I understand if you wanted to sit with your family, but my table still has an empty seat."
"Sure." I wanted to sit with Jake, but I was trying to make friends. I was glad for Shaylee's company, it was my only relief from nonstop Jacob thoughts, even during Geometry when I was trying my hardest to focus and taking notes my mind keep drifting to the man in the row behind me.
We walked into the cafeteria and walked to a table with two people already sitting at it. The two boys at the table were like day and night, one had black hair and the other had light, almost white blonde hair. Carter sat very close to the blonde haired boy and he grinned at her and wrapped his arm around her shoulder. They must be dating.
"Renesmee, is this Kye." Carter explained, indicating the boy with his arm around her. Then she gestured at the boy with black hair. "That's Devin."
"Hey Rene-sm-ee." Devin said, slowly sounding out my name, so that he didn't get it wrong, very considerate of him. "Do you have a nickname?"
"You can call me Nessie." I felt a little weird letting someone else besides my family and close friends call me Nessie, but it was a bit of a mouthful.
I slowly glanced around to see Jake and my family taking turns secretly watching me, I tried not to catch Jake's eyes, but failed. He beamed at me, I returned the smile and quickly turned back to my table.
Two more periods and I am done for the day. Shaylee was walking me to my third period when a tall girl with long straight blonde hair stopped in front of us. She looked disapprovingly at Shaylee, full-out glared at me, and then walked away.
"What's her issue?" I asked Shaylee as soon as she was out of earshot.
"That's Shelby," Shaylee explained. "She used to be the most popular girl in school, that is until you came along."
"Me?"
"You've got the whole school's attention, and it's not even third period yet." I guess she was right, but I definitely wasn't popular, popular people were friends with other popular people right?
We got to my class and I said good-bye to Shaylee, walked inside. The teacher has squinting at a computer screen making his face wrinkle. He was tall, and had the ugliest beard in the whole, I approached his desk. "Hello, I'm Renesmee Mason, the new student here."
He looked me up and down, I felt a little uncomfortable with him looking at me like that, it felt wrong. I checked his name plate, hoping I had the wrong person, Byles. I looked by at my schedule and saw the same name next to the course name, French. "Renesmee, you might need to stay after for some tutoring so that you can get caught up, here's the text book, if you have any questions feel free to stop by and ask."
He still had his eyes on me as I sat down in an empty seat. I glanced around the class, but there were no familiar faces. I sighed and took more notes, and by the end of the class I wanted to throw up.
When the bell rang I quickly stood and walked out into the hallway. I took out my schedule and map to find my next class but Carter found me first. "Hey Nessie, Shaylee told me where to find you, did you enjoy French?"
"Um not really…" I said.
"That's okay you can't like all your classes, my friend took French she had the worst teacher ever, Mr. Byles. Do you have him?" I nodded. "Oh, I'm sorry, he's isn't that bad, he just assigns a lot of homework and has his class take lots of notes." notes and homework I can live with but I just hated to way he looked at me.
That conversation ended quickly when we entered Mr. Neal's class, Carter told me we could sit anywhere so I talked to the teacher and took a seat next to Carter.
Right before class started Jake came in, I totally forgot that I had this class with him so it caught me off guard and before I knew it I was staring, like all the other bubblehead girls in this class, I just stared at him. Then he smirked at me and broke me out of my haze. I looked down at my paper and tried not to think about him, but he took the desk next to mine.
Mr. Neal was a cool teacher, had gave us a lot of work but it was easy work. He had us take notes for part of the class and then for the rest of the class we could work on homework or talk. I opened my text book and was about to start catching up when Jake started talking to me.
"Nessie?" he asked. I looked up and it happened again, I was stuck in his eyes, I opened my mouth to respond but I had to shut it because no words were coming out.
"What did you say Jake?" I asked looking away, closing my text book.
"How was French?" he repeated for me.
"Oh, it was okay I guess, I have a lot of catching up to do." I looked down. I didn't really want to tell him about Mr. Byles.
"What's wrong Nessie?" he asked touching my arm. I sighed I would have to tell him because he will nag me about it until the day I die. I put my hand on his arm and showed him the way Mr. Byles looked at me and how wrong it felt to have him do that.
I finally looked at Jake, afraid of what he might say. "I can kill him if you want me to Nessie."
"NO! Jake don't do anything, please, I'll live just don't think about it around Edward, and don't say anything to Bella please, Jake!" I begged. He closed his eyes, I took his shaking hands in mine. "Please, Jacob."
His shaking only got worse he held my hand tightly. "Jake do you need to leave?" he nodded and asked Mr. Neal to go to the bathroom, he looked at me one more time before he fled the room.
Jacob
I tried to calm down my heart rate in the hallway, but it didn't work and the shaking got worse. I walked down the hallway toward the nearest exit but I stopped when Bella stepped out of a classroom and turned to look at me.
"Renesmee texted me and told me you were in the hallway and needed help." she said as I approached. "She said you could tell me what happened."
"Call Seth please." I begged, my voice cracking The shaking got worse and I ran toward the door but some thing caught my eye. It was Mr. Byles' classroom. Renesmee's memory hit me again and I clenched my fists. Bella grabbed my arm and pulled me out the door.
"Seth, Jake needs you…I don't know why," Bella talking into the phone. "He's shaking really bad…just phase and run here as fast as you can." she hung up the phone and looked at me. "Jake tell me what happened."
"Renesmee's French teacher…" I croaked, but I just couldn't finish. It was bad enough that the thought of him looking at her was stuck in my head I just couldn't say it.
Bella put her hand under my jaw and made me look at her like a mother does when she is scolding her five year old kid. "Jake, tell me right now."
"Stupid pervert," I growled. "He looked at her like, like she was a piece of meat. He looked at my Renesmee, how dare he!" The shaking was uncontrollable now and my whole body shock with fury.
"Jake, you have to be less possessive of her. She is not yours and the sooner you learn that the easier this high school experience will be. She is very attractive and he won't be the last person look at her that way, but there is nothing you can do, if she doesn't want you to do anything."
I couldn't hold it in any longer, I ran into the woods and I phased. I guess I'll meet Seth half-way, I just need to get out of here before I kill him.
Renesmee
The bell rang and I quickly said good-bye to Carter and collected Jake's belongings.
"Jacob is your adopted brother right?" Mr. Neal asked watching me gather his things.
"Yeah, he was feeling sick, so he probably went home, see you tomorrow Mr. Neal." I explained. My stomach clenched with worry and I desperately hoped he would be waiting for me in the parking lot. I shouldn't have told him, I hoped he didn't kill Mr. Byles, even though I hated him I didn't want him to die because of me.
My hopes were squashed when I didn't see him in the parking lot, but I saw Bella and walked toward her. "Did Jake leave?"
She nodded. "I called Seth and I think Jake went to meet him half-way, he really just needed to get away from the school."
I had to ride home with Alice and Jasper. I didn't say anything just sat in the back of the Porsche. Alice flicked her rearview mirror around so that she can look at me. "Renesmee could you stop sulking and tell me what happened."
I explained what happened and how Jake phased and ran away. She sigh and looked at Jasper. "You probably shouldn't have done that, Jake's pretty protective of you, almost as protective as Edward. Does Edward know yet?"
"No, well probably." I sighed. "I didn't want him to know but Bella knows so he probably does too."
Alice inhaled deeply. "Well that's not good, let's just hope he wasn't driving when he found out."
When we got home I went straight to my room and cried my eyes out. I had a whole lot of homework to do and I need to learn half a semester's worth of French so that I don't have to stay after school with that creep, but I couldn't do it right now. My heart ached for Jacob more than it ever had before.
The crying stopped after a while and I was half-way through my homework when I heard a knocking coming from my balcony. I turned to see Jake standing there behind my glass doors. I walked to the doors and let him in.
He walked inside and slowly turned to me after I closed the door. "Renesmee, I'm sorr-"
I didn't let him finish before I firmly hugged him as I held in the tears. "Don't you ever do that again Jake." I warned. "I was so scared."
"I'm sorry, Nessie." He apologized. "I overreacted."
"Yes you did." I said. "Why were you so mad, there's no point in getting upset over it."
He sighed. "Remember when I asked you to trust that I would protect you because I couldn't tell you why?" I nodded. "I'll explain why I was so mad later, right now I can't tell you."
My dream had started the way it did last night. Jake and I were happy together. In this dream he proposed to me and I said yes of course, and we got married, we were married for a long time and I was pregnant, but he imprinted on that girl and left me behind again.
I woke up sobbing just like last night, getting a towel to burry my face in to dry my tears. Why did I have it so hard? Why couldn't Jake just be normal so that I wouldn't have to worry about him breaking my heart? I'll just kidnap him and take him to South America where there are no Quileute girls for him to imprint on. But that would be extremely selfish of me, he has family here, and his pack, he can't just leave with me, even if I wanted him to.
Jasper
He was downstairs listening to her cry again, he listens to her dreaming about Jacob and secretly comes right here every night since Jacob got back. Everyone knew what he was doing but they didn't mention it, to he or Renesmee, except tonight.
I entered the room grimly, "Edward, how long are you going to let this go on?"
He gritted his teeth. "Until she is seven."
"Do you think that's healthy for her, Edward? It takes more than titanium curtains to hide those emotions from me. I can tell how miserable she is, just like you can."
He flinched "Don't tell me how to raise my daughter Jasper."
"You don't need to raise her anymore, no matter how much you hate to admit it she is full grown now. She has a right to make her own decisions. You have to let Jacob tell her, or else she might not even make it to seven."
"What are you talking about Jasper?"
"What if she commits suicide, I would if I was her. Think of it from her point of view, she can tell that Jacob loves her back but she thinks that she can't ever be with him because he will break her heart, but there is no need. She is breaking her own heart. How much longer do you think she can live like this?"
"Do you think I'm happy that she's crying herself to sleep every night? I just wanted her to explore some options before thinking that she has to be with someone else."
"But she loves him Edward, don't you think that she has a right not know? She can't be happy because she thinks the person her heart is telling her to be with will break her heart, you are suffocating her happiness. Does Jacob know about this?" Edward shock his head. "What do you think he would say if you told him, do you think he would be happy?"
Edward glared at me. "Go away Jasper."
"Fine Edward, but I warned you, if she hates you after this it's no one's fault but yours." I left without waiting for his reply. He was stubborn about things like this. Whenever he thought he was doing something for someone he loved he sticks to it, there was no swaying him. It was just like when he left Bella, he thought he was helping her but it only made both him and her miserable, no matter how much we warned him against it.
I had to get out of this overly emotion house, I swear it's like living with a bunch of pregnant teenagers!
"Where do you think you are going?" Alice whispered in my ear after jumping on my back and wrapping her arms around me neck.
"I have to get out of the house," I explained then I turned on the southern gentleman. "I would be much obliged if you came with me ma'am."
"I would love to." she said kissing my ear, she jumped off my back and took my hand. "What were you talking to Edward about?"
"Renesmee is in love with Jacob but she thinks that he will imprint on someone else and brake her heart." I explained. "I would tell her but Edward doesn't want her to know until she is seven."
"Why wait till she's seven? Why not now?" Alice wondered.
"Edward made Jake promise he won't tell Nessie until she is seven because Carlisle said that is when she will be fully grown. Even though Renesmee is full grown now, he won't let him tell her because he is selfishly stubborn. He thinks it is best for her to experience 'other people' before Jacob tell her.
"But for imprintees (people the wolves imprinted on) it feels wrong to be with other people besides they're imprint. Since Nessie already knows Jacob she won't want to be with anyone else."
"Oh, the poor girl." Alice sympathized. "It's Bella all over again."
I chuckled. "That's what I was thinking, but of course I didn't say that to Edward, he wouldn't have let me live to say another word.
Alice smiled back at me and dazzled me beyond belief. Before I met Alice I never understood how vampire relationships never die out, how they are fixated with they're mate from the moment they see them till the second they die? Again, this was before I met Alice, I knew from the moment I met her that I would be obsessed with her until I no longer walk this earth.
"We could try to get Renesmee together with someone from school, and when she is unhappy and brakes up with him Edward will see that she only wants Jacob." Alice suggested. I smiled, this girl is genuinely amazing, how did I get someone like her?
"You are a genius." I said and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"I'm well aware." She smiled backed at me, but when I leaned in to place a kiss on her lips she jumped out of my arms giggling. "You have to catch me first." and darted off.
I sighed running after her through the forest.
I hoped you enjoyed the Alice and Jasper fluff, I know I enjoyed writing it, I think I might make a Alice/Jasper fanfic after this...back on topic, I was wondering if you lovely readers prefer edited but delayed, or grammatically terrible, but maybe a few days earlier. Please review and let me know :)