A/N: Onto the second chapter! ^^ Not as much Claude/Ciel in this chapter but I will still remind everyone that this fic is Sebastian/Ciel. I hope everyone enjoys the chapter ^_^
Warnings: Smut
Disclaimer: I don't own Kuroshitsuji
The sun was shining and the weather was much warmer a week later as Ciel walked with Elizabeth through the neighborhood. The sun felt good on Ciel's skin and was resting high in the sky despite the late hour. Dusk was slowly approaching and Ciel found himself excited for the sun to finish setting. Claude had given Ciel the address that Sebastian was staying at and after watching the place for close to four days, Ciel had come to the conclusion that Sebastian didn't do anything.
The curtains were always drawn and the man never left the apartment building he was staying in. It made Ciel wonder what the hell Sebastian was up to, as he couldn't get any closer than that. He couldn't just randomly appear at Sebastian's doorstep, asking if he could come in. He could but it would arouse suspicion and if the outside of the apartment building was anything to go by, then Ciel didn't want to set foot inside the place. It looked dirty and rundown, and Ciel could only imagine the type of people that lived there.
It made Ciel realize why Claude didn't know anything about his brother, as Sebastian seemed to shut everyone out and kept to himself. And Ciel was starting to understand that he was being faced with a much harder task than he first thought possible. The only time Ciel had seen Sebastian outside his apartment during the day was when the man had to come into work that day to set up the equipment and help shot a music video. But the moment the shoot finished and everything was cleaned up, Sebastian had vanished back to his apartment before Ciel even realized he was gone.
But last night, through sheer luck, Ciel had had seen Sebastian exit the building a little after the sun had set. It was simply dumb luck that Ciel had fallen asleep in the car and woke up to a text message moments before Sebastian left. After seeing the man outside of his apartment so late at night, Ciel came to the conclusion that whatever Sebastian did with his life, it happened at night. With that thought on his mind, Ciel had a new plan of attack and one that he was anxious to try.
They rounded the corner and came to a stop as Elizabeth's dog sniffed a patch of grass, tugging at the leash to get closer. Elizabeth let out a sigh as the dog sniffed around the area and turned to look at Ciel. "You know, I had heard that DIE DVD's are hard to find and get a hold of, but I didn't expect them to be this hard," she said lowly.
Ciel chuckled. "At least I told you where to look. That was the hardest part for me because not every shop sells them and they don't directly advertise that they do. You have to find out by word of mouth and hope that the rumors are right. Not only that, but the owners won't tell you up front that they sell it unless they know you're not going to rat them out." He ran a hand through his hair. "But it's worth it in the end. And once they know you, then you're good."
Elizabeth nodded. "Yeah, I noticed. I just had to mention your name and the person pulled up your account. I would never have thought to go under an alias just to buy them either."
"It's better that way in case something ever happens to their cliental list. Wouldn't want the real names leaked to the public. I'm sure some influential names buy those DVD's," Ciel answered as they started to walk again. "Did you look at some while you were there?"
She flushed. "I asked to look at one of their magazines to see what the hype was about and the owner was more than happy to show me a few pages of a sample one that had been released." She gave a weak chuckle. "They were very...um…graphic," she said with a small cough.
Ciel smirked. "They're the best for a reason," he answered. "And I'll make sure that you get me the next DVD that is released. Every season they produce comes with a small teaser for the upcoming videos that will be released and yeah…I'll spare your virgin ears."
Elizabeth elbowed him in the side. "My ears aren't virgins, thank you very much. I might be but that doesn't mean I'm innocent to the sexual world around me." She glared at him. "I just haven't tasted pleasure yet like you have."
"Moving on," Ciel commented, not at all in the mood to talk with Elizabeth about his sexual experiences in the past. He was no longer a virgin and had lost that a few years back but it had been nothing to cry over. "What are your plans for the rest of summer now that your big party is over?"
"I'm not sure," Elizabeth answered. "We're leaving for our family trip in a few days so I'll be gone for a month. After that, I don't have the faintest idea. You?"
Ciel smirked as they came to a stop in front of Elizabeth's house. "I have my own plans. Hopefully when you come back I'll have a story or two to tell," he stated. He offered a small smile and waved Elizabeth away, knowing that he needed to get going soon if he was to make it to Sebastian's apartment in time. "Have a good night, Lizzy."
She waved goodbye to him and Ciel continued along his way. His bag was already packed for the mission tonight and the moment Ciel reached his driveway, he climbed into the car. After being denied so long, Ciel was about to find out what Sebastian was hiding and then Ciel would receive his reward. With that thought in mind, Ciel started the engine and guided the car down the road.
It was a familiar path now, one that Ciel had been taking for the past few days and he arrived in no time. Parking in his usual spot, Ciel turned the car off and glanced at the clock, waiting the sun to set. He hoped that nothing had changed today and that Sebastian hadn't changed his schedule last minute. Ciel didn't bother to watch Sebastian during the day today, knowing that the man wouldn't do anything.
Keeping his eyes trained on the building, Ciel was rewarded minutes later after the clock struck eight and Sebastian left through the front door. He was dressed in the same baggy clothes that Ciel was used to seeing them in and Ciel waited for a moment to give Sebastian enough of a head start before leaving the car.
The small bag was slipped over his shoulders and Ciel moved forward smoothly, never once losing sight of Sebastian on the sidewalk. There were still plenty of people on the streets, making it easy to blend in and Ciel made sure to stay far enough back that he wasn't discovered. Behind him, the sun continued to sink lower as Sebastian walked further away from his apartment and Ciel found himself wondering where they were going.
Sebastian's apartment was already on the edge of town, but with the distance they were covering, they would soon be in the old business district. It was an older part of town that had once been heavily populated with businesses before the markets tumbled, taking the companies with them and making them move to a different part of the city. The area was in the process of being torn down and converted into a large mall with the hopes of drawing income to the area once more.
It was harder to follow Sebastian now as the flow of people was considerably less and Ciel found that he had to walk further and further back to avoid detection. It was hard but the thrill of the chase had Ciel's adrenaline flowing until at last, Sebastian stopped before a building. He glanced up at it before shoving his hands in his pockets and walking around the building.
The older male vanished into a side road that had been formed between two tall buildings and Ciel moved forward cautiously. He knew which building Sebastian was going into and once he reached the narrow road, carefully poked his head around the corner. The space was empty and Ciel continued down the road, staying on alert in case Sebastian suddenly came out of the shadows.
But the area stayed quiet and Ciel found himself standing before a side door to the building that Sebastian had looked at before turning the corner. It had to be this building, unless Sebastian knew that he was being followed and he purposely tricked Ciel into believing that this was the correct building. But there was no way the older male could've known that Ciel had been following him. Ciel had been invisible during his entire trip.
Taking in a deep breath, Ciel pushed open the door and listened for an alarm in case he had to run. But no sound came from the door and Ciel stepped inside, letting the door close silently behind him. The building was quiet and Ciel made his way to the stairwell, seeing as no one was on the first floor. The second and third stories proved to be empty and Ciel found himself growing anxious, wondering if perhaps Sebastian had tricked him.
He climbed two more flights of steps before the sound of a whip cracking met Ciel's ears and he froze. Suddenly he wasn't sure about his plan of following Sebastian and he realized he hadn't exactly thought his plan all the way through. What if Sebastian was involved in something illegal? If Ciel was caught, they could do anything to him.
Swallowing hard, Ciel pushed the thoughts from his head. There was no way someone like Sebastian would be involved in such a thing. It was impossible, seeing as the man was so invisible and Ciel laughed lightly at himself to take off the growing edge. Another flight of steps was climbed and this time, Ciel could hear more sounds with each step he climbed.
They were oddly familiar and it wasn't until Ciel was near the doorway that he realized they were the sounds of sex. Pure, unrestrained noises echoed throughout the room just beyond the wall Ciel was hiding from and the mere sound of it drew Ciel's curiosity. Throwing caution to the wind, Ciel molded himself to the wall and slowly slipped around the corner.
The air smelt of sex and was hot from the bright lights that burned further back in the room while two people were engaged in a far from innocent act. A third person stood to the side, wearing nothing but high boots and tight leather pants, while the handle of a whip tapped the side of his leather clad leg.
Cameras were positioned before the three men who seemed lost in their own worlds while other people rushed around behind the cameras, making sure to avoid the cords and cables that stretched across the floor. Umbrellas to control the lights were set up strategically around the room and boxes filled with props were placed further behind them.
The crack of whip made Ciel jump and he nearly moaned at the deep voice that spoke as the man holding the whip walked over to the two figures on the floor. "I didn't say you could come yet," he said lowly, sending shivers racing through Ciel's body and making lust pool low in his body. He pressed himself further against the wall, using it to keep himself anchored as the clothed man continued to talk.
He had been on set many times before during photo shoots and the making of a music video to know what was going on before him. But instead of dealing with music or pictures, these people were shooting something far more lewd. Ciel's breath hitched as he continued to stare at the sight before him with wide eyes, trying to take everything in at once.
It was a busy set; one that Ciel was still having trouble believing even though he was seeing it right before his eyes. The sheer amount of people that were running around was amazing and Ciel wondered if this was going on directly above him as well. He wanted to look but Ciel was still glued to the wall, scared to move in fear of being noticed.
Ciel's eyes glanced around again and he felt his body stiffen as his gaze settled on a familiar logo that was printed on the wall behind the actors. It was the same logo that marked the cover of official DIE merchandise and was found on every DVD disc. That was the only way to tell the difference between an official and fake. It was hard to replicate the holograph seal and Ciel traced the design with his eyes even though he knew the patter by heart.
An upside down star carefully nestled in a circle while letters circled around it. It was a demonic symbol, another reason why DIE created so much controversy but the symbol made it stand apart from the rest. It did nothing to hamper sales and Ciel could only stare at it, barely believing what was right before his eyes.
It was unbelievable enough that he had stumbled across a porn set, but to stumble across DIE's porn set was mind numbing. Never had Ciel believed he would find the infamous DIE Company not even an hour from his house. It seemed unreal and Ciel found that he had to see more, had to know if there was more. All thoughts of Sebastian fled his mind as Ciel made his way back into the stairwell, climbing up to the next floor.
The floor was occupied, as Ciel had expected, but a different scene played out on this floor. This time it was a scene between a man and a woman, the sounds loud between them as they were already engaged in the main act. Ciel ignored them and continued moving up the flights of steps, growing closer and closer to the top.
With each level, Ciel was met with something different and he found his fascination growing even more. All the scenes were different; the only thing linking them together was the familiar symbol that was painted elegantly across the back of the set. It wasn't until Ciel reached the second floor from the top that he recognized one of the actors.
The male had been shown briefly in the previews and Ciel paused in the doorway to watch the man; The Undertaker, Ciel believed he was called. Long gray hair was pulled into a messy ponytail as The Undertaker talked to the cameraman while a redhead sprawled out lazily on the set behind him. A simply black robe covered The Undertaker's body and he turned to the side slightly to accept a bottle of water.
Ciel gasped and bolted for the safety of the shadows as the man looked in his direction. Green eyes barely blinked and an alarm was never sounded as Ciel pressed himself against the wall, heart racing in fear. Several minutes passed as the set was changed to match what the script asked for and with each passing moment, Ciel found himself relaxing. He pushed away from the wall and poked his head around the wall only to have black bag forced over his head.
He screamed in panic, fighting back against the hands that held him and tried to wiggle free. He was no match though for the people who held onto him as they forced him forward and into the room, making Ciel realize just how quiet it was.
"Is this the person you saw?" A rough voice asked.
There was a small giggled before another voice answered. "That's him. Although I didn't expect for him to be so young…or small for that matter."
Ciel squirmed at the words and struggled more. "Let me go," he said weakly. "I won't tell anyone, I promise."
A tongue clicked in discontent. "Afraid that's not up to us pet," The Undertaker answered, tapping a long nail against Ciel's cheek before pulling back. "Take him up to see the boss."
Ciel opened his mouth to argue but found his body being lifted up and his struggles increased even more. Fear bubbled in stomach, making him fight all the harder. He didn't know what would come from this and he cursed himself for letting his curiosity get the better of him. If only he had stopped at the first floor instead of wanting to see more, then he wouldn't be in this mess. Who knew what they would do to him now.
A door opened and Ciel stiffened at the silence around him as the people holding him moved down what Ciel believed was a hallway. It was too quiet and his breath caught as a door was opened, warmth rushing over his body. Soft music floated around the room but it was cut off as the door closed behind them and Ciel found himself kneeling on the ground, waiting for whatever was to come next and trembling all the harder for it.
When the doors burst open to the office, Sebastian glanced up from his computer, pausing the video he had been editing. His eyes gazed at the men who stood before him and then to the person they held. An eyebrow rose slightly and Sebastian stood up, circling around the desk as crimson eyes settled at the young male in his employee's hands.
He was surprised to see Ciel Phantomhive kneeling before him and a small smirk crossed his face, wondering what fun he could have with the younger male.
"What's this?" He voice purred and Ciel gasped at the husky tone. "Have we caught ourselves a little mouse today?"
"He has a bag," the first male answered and hands tore at the bag Ciel wore before tossing it across the room.
It was caught easily and set on the desk. "Leave us. I'll get to the bottom of this little problem." Sebastian dug through the desk drawers, pulling out an object while the two men left, closing the door softly behind them.
"Stay on your knees and put your hands behind your back," Sebastian stated as he stalked towards Ciel. When Ciel didn't move, his hand shot forward and grabbed the bag, yanking Ciel's head back. "You would be wise to do as I say."
A whimper escaped Ciel's mouth and he hurried to do as he was told. The moment he did, the hand in his hair released its grip and the click of cold handcuffs curled around his wrists. He winced as the bag was removed from his head, giving him a brief view of the office he was in before a soft cloth covered his eyes. It was tied firmly behind his head, leaving Ciel in the darkness once more.
"Who are you?" Ciel asked, turning his head to look at the person behind him.
Sebastian didn't answer and instead walked around him, stopping before the desk. Objects were shifted around and the zipper undone on Ciel's bag before silence filled the room. "My name isn't important to you, Ciel," Sebastian finally answered, looking at Ciel's ID card in his wallet before setting it aside. "But if you wish to call me something, you can call me…Jeremy."
It had been an old name Sebastian had used once before on the first fake ID card he made and while Sebastian would've preferred to have Ciel calling his name, he couldn't exactly blow his cover. He was supposed to be mute and invisible during the day as to avoid detection from Claude. It made things easier that way and allowed Sebastian to move around with ease at night.
He had shunned the spotlight for the shadows instead of embracing it as Claude had. Sebastian found the limelight overrated and had discovered that the shadows had more fun. No one could see what happened in them, allowing him to do anything he wanted without fear of people knowing his secrets. Here, he wasn't the unattractive and unkempt equipment manager that everyone ignored during the day.
Instead, he was allowed to act himself, wear the clothes that actually fit and be able to look in the mirror without hating his reflection. It was no secret that Sebastian hated the lie he was forced to live during the day. That act was nothing more than a façade; something to keep himself from drawing Claude's anger and was part of a deal. A deal that Sebastian was forced to carry out every day.
Ciel scoffed. "That's not your name."
"Of course it's not. As though I would give you my real name. Names hold power," Sebastian answered and stepped closer before kneeling before Ciel. "Now, Ciel. Why are you here? Who sent you?"
"Is this really DIE?" Ciel blurted out, unable to contain himself anymore. He had to know, even after seeing the symbol; he needed to hear the words.
Sebastian blinked and leaned back on his heels, an amused expression crossing his face. "I believe I asked you a question first but if you wish to play a game, I'm all for that. If you answer my question first, I'll a question of yours, depending on the answer you give me."
Ciel nodded, knowing that the ball was in his court. He had to answer before he could get an answer himself. "I was following someone and they led me here. No one sent me; I stumbled across this place by accident."
"Who were you following?" Sebastian asked.
Ciel shook his head. "It's your turn to answer my question," he stated boldly.
Clicking his tongue, Sebastian stood up. "Your answer doesn't warrant that type of answer from me," he commented. "In order to get an answer to a steep question, you have to give an answer of equal value."
Scowling, Ciel ignored the man as he circled around him and flinched as a soft finger stroked down the side of his cheek. "I was following a Sebastian Michaelis," he snapped and the hand pulled away. "Does a man by that name work here by any chance?"
"No," Sebastian answered, his curiosity peaked and he wondered why Ciel was following him. The younger male obviously didn't care for him and found it easier to look through him than acknowledge him. But Ciel only saw Claude, which was a shame, considering how much Sebastian noticed Ciel. "I know all the people who work under me. From every camera man to makeup artist, and there is no one by the name of Sebastian Michaelis on my payroll."
Ciel huffed. "But he went down the side road between this building and the one next to it. I don't know where else he could've gone. It was a dead end."
"The building next to this one is be set for demolition even as we speak," Sebastian stated, waving a hand. "As you know, this whole area is being torn down and this one is next on the list. Your Sebastian Michaelis is probably part of the construction crew who is working on the building next to us. At the end of the day, someone comes by to check the progress and that's probably what your man does."
Shoulders slumping, Ciel looked away, feeling disappointed but at the time he should've known that there was no way Sebastian was involved with something as lewd as this. "Now what?" He asked.
Sebastian hummed and moved away from Ciel to pick up a camera and a tripod. If Ciel had stumbled into his lair, it was only right that Sebastian have a little fun before letting the younger male go. It was obvious Ciel was a fan of DIE and Sebastian planned on using that to his advantage. There was always the rule that when one of the senses was cut off from the rest, the others became more sensitive and Sebastian wondered which of Ciel's senses were more attuned to the situation now.
"What all did you see downstairs, Ciel?" Sebastian finally asked, still tinkering with the camera.
Ciel swallowed, the mere thought of what he had seen was enough to make lust curl through his veins again. "I saw everything," he breathed and before he could stop himself, the words fell from his mouth.
Sebastian listened as Ciel told him of the scenes he had seen and the people acting in them, the props used and the symbols on each set that proudly claimed them as DIE. The more Ciel talked, the more Sebastian could see that the mere memory of everything was effecting him, making his cock twitch and his breathing come fast. Even the low chuckle that left Sebastian's mouth wasn't enough to stop the arousal. If anything, it helped to increase the lust
"It aroused you, didn't it?" Sebastian purred, his fingers brushing over Ciel's shoulder. They trailed down his chest and stopped at the hem of his shirt. "I arouse you."
Ciel shook slightly. "You have a very sexy voice," he answered shakily as the fingers brushed over his skin. "The image of you in my head is very attractive from your voice alone."
Sebastian blinked and nearly laughed aloud at the irony of the whole situation. During the day, Ciel would never say those words to him because of the way he dressed and looked, because he was mute. But now, just the mere sound of his voice was enough to have Ciel's cock straining against his pants. "What if I was ugly looking but happened to have a nice voice?" He asked.
"There's no way you look unattractive," Ciel answered and struggled against the handcuffs, wanting to touch the other male. "I'm sure you're hot. You have to be if you work at a porn company. Can you at least tell me what you look like?"
The question made Sebastian pause before he shrugged. It was possible he was playing with fire, but seeing as Ciel never gave him a second glance in the real world, he found no harm in it. "I'm a couple inches taller than you and have dark hair." He glanced at the glasses on his desk before continuing. "I wear glasses at times when I need to read a lot to keep my eyes from straining."
The words formed an image for Ciel and for a moment, he pictured Sebastian in a proper fitting suit and hair combed before he burst out laughing. He doubted Sebastian could ever clean up that nicely and the mental picture changed into something else, even though Ciel found that it still had a likeness to Sebastian.
"What's so funny?" Sebastian asked curiously, leaning against the desk.
"I just thought about the guy I was following. He's rather unattractive and well, I just pictured him for a brief second for some unknown reason," Ciel answered, shaking his head.
A frown settled on Sebastian's face and he made his way back to Ciel's side. "What makes him unattractive?"
Ciel shrugged. "He's just…weird. He doesn't seem to care about his appearance and he's always hiding in the shadows. He doesn't talk and just…I don't know." It seemed weird that Ciel couldn't find the words to describe why he believed Sebastian was unattractive when that belief was just based on his looks. His parents always told him to look beyond the surface, which was how his father discovered Claude in the first place. But compared to Claude, Sebastian just looked scruffy.
"What's wrong with the shadows?" Sebastian murmured and nibbled on Ciel's earlobe. "In the light, everyone sees you for what you want them to see you as, but in the shadows, you can show your true personality without fear of what people will think. Perhaps your Sebastian Michaelis has his reasons for acting…weird."
"I guess," Ciel answered distractedly as teasing lips moved down his neck. "Do you like the shadows?"
Sebastian smirked against the pale skin. "I love the shadows," he purred. "While this company may live in the light, it's a tainted light. Like that of a lunar eclipse. We're light that hides in the shadows, people know us but at the same time, they don't. An enigma."
Ciel trembled as fingers slipped under his shirt. "That's very thoughtful," he murmured and tilted his head to the side, giving more space for the sinful mouth against his neck.
"Should I stop?" Sebastian asked, his lips moving against Ciel's neck as he spoke. "Or would you rather me continue? Teasing you and further arousing you with my voice and touch, but never my appearance. Is it possible to want someone when you don't know what they look like?" He questioned.
"I'm willing to find out," Ciel whispered, surprising himself. The man's voice was too tempting and rich; he could make a nun sin with his voice alone.
Sebastian hummed and let his hand slide up underneath Ciel's shirt, the pads of his fingers skimming along pale skin. "If you're willing to find out, I'd rather not have you calling me Jeremy then," he murmured.
Ciel's eyes closed as fingers brushed over his nipple. "Then tell me a better name to call you by. We both know it's not real and I won't tell anyone your real name." He sucked in a breath. "Promise."
"I'd rather not take that chance," Sebastian answered and leaned forward, pressing against Ciel's chest. "But if you want to call out a name during this, you can call me Master," he breathed into Ciel's ear, lust racing through his veins at the mere thought of Ciel calling him master. It was better than nothing even though Sebastian wanted to hear his name falling from Ciel's lips. But perhaps in time.
A small whimper left Ciel's mouth as his shirt was tugged over his head, the blindfold still staying firmly around his head. He shivered in the cool room before warm hands were once more on his chest, thumbs swirling over his nipples until they were hard under the teasing touch. "What are you going to do?" He asked, slightly nervous despite his earlier words. This was someone he didn't know and despite the arousing voice, Ciel still had right to be concerned.
Sebastian shook his head even though Ciel couldn't see. "Nothing too much and you have the power to stop this any time you want. You just need to say the words," he purred as his nail scraped down Ciel's chest, brushing over a happy trail before skimming along Ciel's waistband. "Never forget that."
The younger male nodded in understanding and Sebastian reached down to pull Ciel to his feet. Ciel stumbled around, unsteady on his feet before Sebastian pulled him flush against his chest and reached down to palm the bulge that was straining against tight pants. A low chuckle left Sebastian's mouth as he continued to rub against the erection and Ciel bucked his hips forward, trying to get more friction.
"You're not new to this, are you?" Sebastian asked, his hands sliding up to pop the button on Ciel's pants and then undoing the zipper. He lowered the waistband slightly, waiting for Ciel's answer.
"No," Ciel answered, shaking his head. "I lost that a few years ago."
Sebastian clicked his tongue, disappointed with the fact but there was nothing he could do to change the past. "Then you're no stranger to pleasure," he murmured instead, his fingers dipping into Ciel's boxers. "Does it bother you if I touch you here?"
Ciel gasped and his back arched at the touch against his cock, making Sebastian smirk. It felt good to have Ciel in his arms this way, panting and squirming in pleasure. If only Ciel knew who held him and accepted that knowledge without feeling disgusted. But as it was, Ciel thought he was a nobody and Sebastian felt his good mood vanish. This was nothing more than a hollow victory, a bittersweet one.
But it was the only chance Sebastian would get to taste a fruit that was forbidden to him, and even though he knew he would regret it in the morning, Sebastian couldn't stop himself. His fingers circled around the throbbing erection, pulling it from the confines and enjoying the sounds that fell from Ciel's mouth.
"Keep going," Ciel panted, his hips thrusting into Sebastian's hand.
The words made Sebastian roll his hips forward, his erection pressing into Ciel's ass while his hand continued to stroke the hard cock with leisurely strokes. The slow pace made Ciel's head shake back and forth against Sebastian's chest while the younger male continued to buck into his hand. "Slowly," Sebastian murmured as his finger circled around the tip, smearing the precum around the swollen head.
He brought his hand up, slipping the fingers into Ciel's mouth and nearly groaned as the younger male lapped at them teasingly. Sebastian pulled his fingers away before Ciel could continue to tease him and wrapped them around the throbbing cock once more. He gave a light tease to the base of Ciel's cock before his hand started to move, alternating fast strokes with slow ones that had Ciel babbling incoherently.
"Please, I need…I need," he groaned, hips jerking as he tried to decide if he should push back against the older male's erection or thrust into the teasing hand. In the end, he settled for a mixture of both until a tight hand around his hips kept him for rocking back against the man.
"I know what you need," Sebastian answered, bowing his head and nipping at the skin while he continued to run his hand over Ciel's cock. He longed to take the begging cock into his mouth and tease it until the younger male came, but such a thing wasn't possible now. Instead, Sebastian could only do this and enjoy the short time that he would have with Ciel, for after this, he would never have Ciel in his arms again.
His hand moved faster, the precum making easier for his hand to pass over the hard flesh and with each pass of his hand, Ciel moaned louder and Sebastian could only watch Ciel's face twist in ecstasy. Beautiful was the word that came to Sebastian's mind as his strokes grew faster and Ciel's mouth fell open to pant heavily, cheeks flushed red. He wanted to capture the sight on film so he could remember everything, every last detail.
Ciel jerked against him as he teased the slit, pressing his finger into the sensitive spot and the simple action was Ciel's undoing. Crimson eyes watched Ciel's face carefully as the younger male came, taking in every expression until at last, Ciel slumped against him. Hips rolled forward weakly into Sebastian's hand and he gave one last teasing squeeze before letting his fingers slide away.
"You're really good at this," Ciel murmured, his head lolling against his shoulders.
He tilted his head back and Sebastian could easily imagine those blue eyes gazing at him, hazy with lust and want. He shook his head, breaking the illusion before it could get any worse and reached down to tuck the flaccid cock back into Ciel's pants. The button was quickly done back up and Sebastian patted Ciel's cheek. "I have to be. But no more for you. You've stumbled across something you weren't supposed to see and next time I won't be so forgiving."
Ciel shivered in Sebastian's arms. "Will you punish me next time?" He teased. "With a whip and everything?"
"There will be no next time, Ciel," Sebastian said lowly, his lips hovering above Ciel, wanting to take that final leap. He turned his head away at the last moment and gripped Ciel's arm tighter. "Time for you to leave," he stated, walking Ciel to the door.
Outside the office, the two men from before were waiting and Sebastian passed Ciel off to them. "Take him back to his home. His address is on his driver's license and then come back. We need to finish this by tonight."
"Yes boss," they answered promptly, accepting Ciel who went without a fuss. The younger male's head was nodding, trying to fight off sleep and failing as the late night hour was finally catching up to him.
Sebastian waited until they were in the stairwell before shutting the door behind him and moving towards the camera. He shut it off and ejected the memory card. Taking a seat behind his desk once more, the memory card was inserted to the card reader and Sebastian started to work, ignoring the door as it opened.
"Was that wise, Sebastian?" A soft voice asked.
Crimson eyes flickered to the side, taking in long gray hair. "It won't happen again. I was just weak."
The Undertaker walked towards the desk, hips swaying to the side. "You know you can always take us up on our offers. There are plenty of us who would care for you if you gave us the chance instead of yearning after someone who ignores you." He rested his hands on the surface. "Perhaps it's time to drop the act and let him see you for who you are. He's obviously attracted to your voice."
Sebastian chuckled weakly. "Is it possible for someone to fall for just that trait in someone? Never know what they look like but know that their voice is the one thing they lust for and not their looks?" He turned his head to the side. "Can you fall in love with a voice that's nothing but a shadow?"
"Sebastian," The Undertaker cooed, reaching forward and cupping Sebastian's face. "I think it's time you dropped the act. It's not good for you anymore. It's tearing you up inside."
The hands were brushed away. "I can't. I can't do that and you know it," Sebastian said. "That part of my life is out of my control, no matter how much I wish to have it back. Besides, he won't find me again so there's nothing to worry about." He turned his attention back to the computer, pushing aside the pain and hoping that it would stay away so that no one could see it. He couldn't afford to be weak. Not right now, not with the release date so close at hand. He needed to stay strong and focused.
He needed to get Ciel out of his mind.