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EPOV
I slowly made my way to Bella's window. Charlie was on night duty today. I couldn't hear Bella inside as she'd had Jacob sound proof her room for privacy. That had of course meant that none of the wolves or the vampires on guard duty could hear Bella talking in her sleep. I had spent many nights guarding Bella myself and was very frustrated that I could no longer hear her. Of course it would have been great to be inside the room with her with the sound proofing another part of me reminded me. Well, I hope she invites me in today. I very slowly and a bit hesitantly approached her window and knocked.
I saw the curtain moving aside and her head poked out. She signaled wait and went in again. What now. Bella had also put heavy drapes in her windows. She really was taking her privacy seriously. I was happy for that since I really didn't want my family or the wolves to see Bella at her most vulnerable in her sleep. But that meant that I couldn't see her either.
The window opened all of a sudden and she called me in.
"Come in Edward. What's wrong?"
She had a worried look on her face. She must be thinking of Victoria.
"Nothing's wrong Bella it's just that there is a small favour I'd like to ask from you."
She smiled at this.
"You know I'll help you Edward. What do you want?"
Now I was feeling very uncomfortable. How was I ever going to ask her to do this for me? It was going to be very embarrassing. I cursed the little pixie. At this moment I felt it would have been better if she had taken the measurements but just as I thought it I cringed away from that thought. No Bella was a better choice.
"Edward, you know you can ask me for anything don't you?"
She moved forward and touched my face. I felt the shock of recognition for her touch go through my body. I was too discomfited to even look at her face. How did I ever imagine that I could ask her for this. I should have got Alice to speak to her first.
"Edward did something happen to you? Are you too embarrassed to face you family? Please Edward.. you know you can trust me. I'll help you. Is Emmett making fun of you? What happened? I'll knock him down for you ok?"
She was trying to console me. I had to speak up now…
"Nothing like that….it's just that.. you remember what happened in the library…"
That got her attention I could hear the intake of her breath and the slight increase in her heart rate.
"Yes.. did it happen in front of the family?"
"No. No… Alice had a vision of it happening in school again.. in front.. of…" I swallowed. I simply couldn't get the words out.
"You mean in front of everyone? Oh god no. Let's make sure nothing like that happens Edward. We can.." I had to stop her before she thought the worst.
"Wait. Alice saw a way of preventing it." She heaved a sigh of relief.
"Tell me what it is and we'll do it no matter what. I will do everything possible to make sure nothing happens to you."
"Oh Bella…what am I going to do without you love?"
I couldn't help hugging her to me. My Bella… I knew how much she cared for me and I knew she would do anything to protect me from further humiliation.
"Ok out with it. What's Alice's brilliant plan? I know her. It's surely going to be outrageous if it took you this long to just get to the point."
She was right on target. Well there is nothing to it. I'll just have to go for it.
"She wants you to measure me."
I blurted out the inevitable without further thought.
Bella squirmed away from me as if in shock.
"What…wha.. what do you mean measure? We …Edward…I…"
I saw a very delectable blush spreading through her face.
Oh dear what had I said? I had to smile at this. Ok she thought she had to measure.. my….and she hadn't actually said no! I felt very excited now. If she didn't say no to doing even that she would surely agree to the very innocent measurements that Alice wanted.
"Bella she wants to make new clothes for me which are more sturdier and more suitable for our vampire nature. The human clothes we wear are not enough to withstand our strength at certain…. Well you know .."
Bella blushed bright red. This was turning out to be a lot of fun. I really enjoyed making her blush.
"Alice wants you to take these measurements of me."
I handed her the piece of paper with the directions. She took it from me and studied it for a moment. I could tell she was a bit disappointed. Ha… my Bella really did want to measure me. That much was clear! I really didn't know whether I was mortified or thrilled at the thought.
"Why does Alice want me to take them? She's the one who is going to sew and she's much more experienced in taking measurements."
May be I should make it more entertaining for her.
"Well…the thing is Alice doesn't want to take the measurements."
Now I was finding it awkward explaining it to her.
"And why not?"
"Well she wants them taken…when I'm …when I'm ….ar..aroused…"
I chocked on the last word. I didn't dare look up at Bella's face. But I smelt her arousal. This was turning her on…..wow…..as a direct result I felt my own arousal grow.
We stood like that not looking at each other for a long moment. Finally I heard Bella's soft voice speaking to me.
"Do you have a measuring tape? Or shall I get mine?"
"I have one Bella. And I also need to change."
"Wha.. what?"
Another strong wave of her arousal hit me…..she wants to see me in less clothing….may be even naked… I was ashamed at my reaction to this I felt my arousal growing.
"Alice gave me some pants to put on. Can I change in your closet?"
"Sure..sure"
Bella practically ran to the other end of the room and picked up a book on her bed.
I quickly went into the closet and put on the stretch pants. I took a cursory glance down at me. For the love of all the things holy!…it practically didn't leave much to the imagination. I decided to put my underwear on again. I was not going to give Bella a strip show. It will be very ungentlemanly conduct on my part and at the rate Edward junior stood at attention it wouldn't take much for him to burst through the stretch pants. I looked a little bit better with the underwear on underneath the stretch pants. The funny thing was that they hugged me most at the hip showing every curve and dent in my body but hung loose on my legs. At least a small mercy. It clearly outlined my underwear but at least it sort of camouflaged other things I wanted to hide.
I found it difficult to find the courage to walk out of the closet. Everything inside me shied at the thought. My Bella would see me in a most intimate way…. I was mortified at my own wantonness for the thrill that ran through my body at the thought of her running the tape over my body. I felt so ashamed. I felt no better than a common stripper….. I don't know how long I was in the closet when it suddenly opened.
"Ok Edward. Out! You spent almost an hour in there." I didn't even feel the time passing.
I slowly stepped out into her room.
I heard Bella's surprised exclamation and quickly glanced at her. She was staring at me with a look of shock and wonder with one hand covering her mouth in her surprise. I saw her appraise me from head to toe. And if I could have blushed I would have to the roots of my hair. I couldn't help covering the bulge in front of me with my hands as I stood before her.
After a long moment she walked towards me with the measuring tape. She spread the sheet on the floor and took the first measurement from my hip to my ankle, then my waist. I had to grudgingly remove my hands from where I wanted to keep them to have some semblance of modesty, but it was impossible for Bella to take the rest of the measurements with my hands in the way. Her hands trembled and the tape shook but she continued with the measurements. Her hand grazed over my sensitive part on several occasions and her heart rate increased every time it happened. I felt electric shocks pass through me with every touch. I wanted so much for her to touch me there but she had been very careful not to touch me in an unprofessional way other than to take the measurements. It took me a moment to realize that Bella's chest seemed to show more bounce than usual when she made sudden movements like bending or standing up. Her breasts were moving….. I watched them fascinated… why was that? I wanted so much to take them in my hands and hold them still…
Finally it was done. I saw her write down the last of the measurements. I was sorry it was over so quickly. I knew I was disappointed. I had hoped that this would lead to something more intimate with Bella but I saw her fold the sheet and put it determinedly on the table. I turned to go to the closet to change.
"Er…Edward.." She wasn't looking at my face.
"Yes Bella"
"Are you staying tonight?"
"Yes love. I'll be here."
"It's raining outside…. You can stay with me in the room."
I had been so absorbed in the measurement taking that I'd not even realized it had started raining. I wasn't about to refuse her invitation. I only wished that she would invite me to her bed.
"Sure Bella. Thank you." I turned to the closet again.
"Edward…." I looked at her face. She was blushing.
"Do..do you have to change now itself?"
Holy shit….she wanted me to stay in these clothes…. I felt a bit shy but this was my Bella.. I had nothing to be ashamed of.. I tried to reason with myself..
"No." I walked towards her.
"I'm going to read will you join me?"
She walked to the bed and got in and patted the mattress beside me. I quickly got into bed beside her. Bella was wearing a loose t-shirt and pants. The material looked warm so I knew I wouldn't make her cold. So I dared to settle under the comforter right next to her warm body. She started reading a book from the school reading list. I had already read it so I concentrated on enjoying the moment spent near my Bella. She had switched off the main light and she was reading from the light from her lamp. I couldn't help my hands from slowly stroking her hair and cuddling her closer to me. After some time she yawned.
"Sleepy love?" She smiled at me.
"Yes. Guess I should sleep. Just give me a human moment."
She got out of bed and went off to the bathroom. I quickly used the time to sms all the measurements to Alice. I got an annoyed sms back.
"What took you so long?"
Ok so I'd forgotten all about it the moment Bella invited me to her bed. I guess I should have sent them sooner considering the fact that Alice had to sew something for me to wear to school tomorrow.
"Sorry, I got a little distracted."
"Ok fine. I saw it already and didn't want to disturb you so didn't call. I forgive you. See you in the morning. Have a good night. Bye." I knew she would understand.
Bella walked back into the room and got into bed. The moment she switched the light off an electric current passed through us. I barely restrained myself from lunging at Bella. She slowly settled down in the bed. I could hear the wild beat of her heart as well. I decided to be bold and moved closer to her. She was laying on her side facing away from me. I spooned her and put an arm over her hip. We both shuddered at the contact. I couldn't take it anymore I was very hard. I pressed into Bella. I heard her sharp intake of breath. She cuddled more closely to me. I started placing little kisses on the back of Bella's neck and she turned her face slightly towards me and I took her lips in a passionate kiss. I slowly moved my hand upwards I had wanted to touch her breasts all evening after I'd seen them move in an odd manner. I cupped one in my hand and it felt amazing. It was so very soft and it was unrestrained. I ran my other hand over Bella's back. I couldn't feel the usual bra strap she wasn't wearing a bra. I gasped. Bella had always worn a bra around me even to bed. Had she forgotten? As much as I liked it that she wasn't wearing one I wasn't about to take advantage of the fact. I guess I should remind her to put one on. It was the proper thing to do.
"Bella…..I … I think you've forgotten…to.. wear ..a bra.." I couldn't bring myself to remove my hand from her breast even then and I felt her breasts grow even fuller in my hand with her nipple further hardening. I slowly rubbed the tip with my thumb. She shivered.
"I didn't forget. I never wear a bra to bed."
"But you always did when I was with you…"
"I know it was just to be more modest around you. Do I need to put one on?"
Her voice was almost a soft whisper but I heard it.
I smiled at this.
"No…I like it better this way."
I knew I was flirting but I couldn't help it. I really liked it better to be able to touch her without any restraint. Of course she was wearing the t-shirt but other than that with the sensitivity in my hand I could almost imagine how her naked breasts would feel in my hands. I continued to fondle them while sucking on her ear. Bella's heart rate was now erratic she suddenly turned towards me and pulled my head down to kiss me urgently on my lips. She ran her hands through my curls. I kissed her back. The moment her core grinded into mine we both shook with the pleasure. It was like I was in a furnace the heat was unbelievable and I craved it more and more. I felt Bella's small hands run under my t-shirt and through my chest. She made a move to remove it and I swiftly took it off. I wanted to feel Bella's breasts against my chest. I pulled her closer and pressed her to me. The warmth and softness was incredible. She was touching my nipples again. I felt her lick me… "Bella…oh….." I couldn't help moaning out in pleasure.
We stayed like that for some time enjoying the feel of each other. It was some time later that I felt Bella's hand move down from my chest towards my waist. I didn't restrain her I wanted her to touch me there like she touched me that day at our meadow. She hesitated at my waist band and then slowly moved her hands inside of it. She tried to push it down. Oh! my god.. I felt a shiver run down me. Oh dear…..she wanted to remove my pants, will she also want to remove my underwear? I was mortified. I felt really shy and vulnerable… I didn't know what to feel. I'd never exposed myself like that to another for such a long time, may be not since my birth mother stopped dressing me when I was about six. I also felt excited… I wanted to share this part of me with my Bella… it's just that I felt scared…. What if she didn't like what I looked like? She was already worried that I was too big for her. I felt so shy…..but we were covered with the comforter I tried to argue with myself.
Bella seemed to hesitate….her hands trembling. I quickly took a look at her face. She had a look of uncertainty and fear in her face and she was biting on her lip. Oh…she was worried I would think badly of her… and she looked disappointed. I could do this….I have to be able overcome my shyness for my Bella….. I will have to learn to be more intimate with her. I decided I would not take my underwear off…..but I would remove my pants. Anyway the pants really didn't leave much to the imagination…. so I helped her remove them. I still had my underwear on. They covered me well and they were also one of the more studier pairs I had. I pulled them up a bit more making sure they adequately covered all of me. I felt Bella's hand graze over my erection. I knew she could feel more of me than through the trousers and I was very sensitive to her touch. She moved her hand up and down stroking me over my underwear and I couldn't help the moans that escaped me. I was so high. I was barely holding on. She very slowly gripped me and I felt a shudder shake my whole body. She moved her hand upwards again. I gripped on to Bella's bed sheets. Her hand gently cradled my tip and squeezed lightly. That was my undoing. I screamed as I came in her hand wave after wave of ecstasy overtaking me. I felt Bella bite on my nipples and that heightened my pleasure. I felt the damp fabric clinging to me and Bella must have felt the moisture. I made a move to get up to change when Bella pulled me down.
"Oh no you don't. I want you Edward…please …..please touch me…."
Oh god…I laid her down on her back staring into her eyes. They were glazed with desire. Her lips were swollen with my kisses. I wanted to give her the same pleasure she had just given me. I moved my hands down her body still maintaining eye contact with her, first touching her breasts and then slowly moving my hands to her bottoms. I looked into her eyes asking her permission to remove them. She nodded a small yes and I carefully removed them. She had a pair of very innocent looking panties on. They had a tiny pink bow with a small pink ribbon rose in front. I loved it. It looked much more sexier than all the supposedly sexy underwear that I had seen in stores. Their innocence was the turn on. They fit my Bella perfectly. I didn't dare remove them. I wanted to so much but I was scared to go that far with her and I was worried I wouldn't be able to stop myself from taking her here and now. I had still not asked Bella for her hand in marriage and I didn't want to be that intimate without proposing.
I watched her eyes… her brown depths swirling with emotion as I slowly moved my hand to cup her womanhood. I felt something very soft and warm in my hand and when I probed a little I felt it part through the thin material of the panties. She shivered and lifted her hips grinding herself into my hand. She was moaning my name… "Edward…oh please more ….." I moved my hand lightly over her, I was scared to touch deeper since I had no idea how fragile a human would be, let alone a vampire. I knew it was the most sensitive part of her body. I had never even touched a woman this intimately. I felt really embarrassed at this thought. I couldn't believe I was this intimate with my Bella…..I moved my fingers on her again and she moaned my name. The wetness from her arousal was seeping through the material and I could feel it burning my hand. I desperately wanted to smell it. I buried my head in her soft breasts and then slowly made my way down her body, placing random kisses on her. With each downward movement the smell got stronger. When I reached her core I took a deep breath and kissed her there through the fabric. I heard her sharp in take of breath. May be one day I will taste her….. If she smelled this good I wondered how she would taste… I was sure it would be much better than her blood.
"Oh Edward…." She saw what I did. And the smell of her arousal got even stronger. I just had to feel her against me. My body was yearning for the touch. I braced myself over her with my forearms and positioned myself against her. Her eyes darkened with her need when she understood what I was about to do. I slowly lowered myself and touched that part of me to hers. My underwear was wet and her panties were also dripping wet with her arousal. The combined scent of the two of us was intoxicating. I rubbed myself slowly against her while kissing her lips and any where else I can reach. I shivered as the electric current flowed through my body with each stroke. I knew we were not going to last much longer. I feared that I might loose control and fall on top of her so I quickly reversed our positions with me lying in the bottom with her on top of me.
Bella seemed to like this position better and started rubbing more forcefully against me, her heat making the wet fabric of our underwear burn on my skin. Her breasts shook with her movements and I couldn't help touching them. If it was even possible they seemed even fuller than before. I have read that this tended to happen but never believed it was a real possibility. I sucked one of her nipples through the material of her shirt and Bella screamed out my name. I did the same for the other. Just then I saw her eyes close and her head roll back her face looked glorious in her pleasure. She started shaking with her release I felt a fresh flood of warm wetness engulf me….I didn't have time to focus on it since I felt myself loose control at the same time. I had never felt such pleasure in my whole existence. Each orgasm I had was getting stronger than the previous one if that was even possible and I struggled to remain sane. I heard a feral growl in the distance and realized it was me making the noise. Bella finally fell back on to my chest resting her head against me. She was burning hot and damp with perspiration. I soothed her rocking her back and forth by cradling her body tightly against mine.
It took a long time for our breathing to settle and gradually I felt Bella's breathing even out and sleep over take her. She was laying on top of me and didn't seem to want to move. I covered us both with the comforter and started humming her lullaby. I enjoyed breathing in the scent of our desire all through the night. I also felt her hot bare legs rubbing against my cold ones. She had very shapely legs. We were both very scantily clad. I was ashamed at my wicked behaviour but I was also very elated. If someone had told me I would actually be content and peaceful in my underwear holding my Bella in this state of undress I would never have believed it let alone imagined that I would ever let us get this far. I just hoped the little pixie didn't get a vision of us together. I cringed at the thought of what my birth mother would think of me. My father would have disowned me and I would have had to marry Bella immediately to save her virtue. I couldn't imagine how things have changed over a century. What I couldn't believe is the amount of change I have gone through within the span of just several weeks. I knew my love for Bella would make me do just about anything to please her. I knew that it was her happiness that mattered above everything else to me. Once during the night Bella grinded into me and moaned in her sleep. "More … Edward more… faster…." I could just imagine what she was dreaming about. I didn't wake her. I didn't want to move just yet.
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