I would like to thank ECISLove2010, nicolleio, Rbeccap, nette91, melisa79, shannoninn369, traceybuie, Haleydove and elaine67 for their lovely reviews. To answer Haleydove's question yes they will make love in the future going all the way but not just yet… I believe that slow and steady makes it more passionate when you finally give in… and of course I want to have more fun…

BPOV

I missed Edward at school today. I also missed Alice's never ending chatter. I still couldn't believe what happened in the library! I've been replaying everything again and again and cursing myself for keeping my eyes closed when Edward asked me to. What an idiot I'd been. I'd only had to open my eyes for a split second and I would have seen Edward.. well I mean the part of him that I really really wanted to see…I really was a world class idiot. I couldn't help imagining how he would look like naked. I'd seen naked guys in one of the magazines that one of my friends in Phoenix had brought. Will he look like that? But from what I'd felt Edward was big. Some of the guys in the magazine had also had huge ones but I was sure most of them were graphic enhancements. They had looked ridiculous. If his chest was anything to go by the rest of his body would also look like a sculpture. Will he look like Michelangelo's David? I quickly did a search of images for the sculpture…. it did have good muscles but….mmm way too small… I heard a slight knock in the window. Oh! God what am I doing! I was really and truly crazy! I'd just been looking at ancient statues comparing them with my vampire boy friend. And it had to be him at the window. I quickly switched off the computer. I had just reached the window when I remembered that I was only wearing my t-shirt and bottoms as sleep wear. I saw Edward on the tree near by. I signaled at him to wait.

I grabbed a pair of underwear and put them on under the bottoms. Oh a bra. I hated wearing bras in the night. I'd only worn them to bed when Edward used to spend the night with me for modesty's sake. The t-shirt wasn't transparent and it covered me well. Besides he might have come to give me some urgent information and I was keeping him waiting. Oh god I hoped it wasn't Victoria again. He looked upset. Some thing was wrong.

"Come in Edward. What's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong Bella it's just that there is a small favour I'd like to ask from you."

Oh thank god. I felt relieved.

"You know I'll help you Edward. What do you want?"

I knew Edward hated asking for favours and it must be difficult for him to ask me. He looked very uncomfortable.

"Edward, you know you can ask me for anything don't you?"

He didn't meet my eyes. He was staring at his shoes, still as a statue and really sweet. He reminded me of a small child waiting to be scolded for asking for something he shouldn't. I couldn't help touching his beautiful face. The familiar electricity ran through me. I remembered the incident at the library. Did something happen to him? Was that why he looked so ashamed? An overwhelming need to protect him rushed through me.

"Edward did something happen to you? Are you too embarrassed to face you family?

Please Edward.. you know you can trust me. I'll help you."

Still no response. I decided to try to make light of the situation.

"Is Emmett making fun of you? What happened? I'll knock him down for you ok?"

I really would have at least tried even if I would end up with a broken hand. No one was going to hurt Edward and get away with it. This seemed to some what get his attention and he finally answered me.

"Nothing like that….it's just that.. you remember what happened in the library…"

Oh god no. Poor Edward! He must be beyond mortified. I know how much he valued his modesty and if he was humiliated in front of his family in that way he will find it very difficult to get over it and face them again.

"Yes.. did it happen in front of the family?"

"No. No… Alice had a vision of it happening in school again.. in front.. of…"

This was even worse.

"You mean in front of everyone? Oh god no! Let's make sure nothing like that happens Edward. We can.." I would do anything simply anything to stop that from happening to him.

"Wait. Alice saw a way of preventing it."

So we can avoid it. I was relieved.

"Tell me what it is and we'll do it no matter what. I will do everything possible to make sure nothing happens to you." I meant every word.

"Oh Bella…what am I going to do without you love?"

He finally looked up at me. There was love and relief in his eyes. He hugged me tightly to him. He stayed like that for a long time. I liked it in his arms but I remembered his hesitation when he asked me for the favour. I took a deep breath. I knew what was coming was not going to be good. I might as well get over it as soon as possible.

"Ok out with it. What's Alice's brilliant plan? I know her. It's surely going to be outrageous if it took you this long to just get to the point."

A look of determination passed through Edward's face.

"She wants you to measure me."

I couldn't believe my ears. Did he say measure him?

"What…wha.. what do you mean measure? We …Edward…I…"

Holy shit I wasn't ready for this…. But but .. this was what I was longing for just minutes before he came… but oh god! oh god!… I wanted to so much.. oh.

"Bella she wants to make new clothes for me which are more sturdier and more suitable for our vampire nature. The human clothes we wear are not enough to withstand our strength at certain…. Well you know .."

Oh! I'd got it wrong. Shit! The humour in his voice told me he perfectly understood what I had thought. I felt myself blushing deeply. Oh this was really embarrassing and I hadn't even outright refused to measure him. He must have thought I wanted to… shit.

"Alice wants you to take these measurements of me."

I couldn't for the life of me figure out why Alice would want me to take the measurements. I could sew but I was not that good, obviously not as good as Alice. He gave me a paper with the directions. It looked very simple and straight forward, nothing out of the ordinary just boring tailoring measurements.

"Why does Alice want me to take them? She's the one who is going to sew and she's much more experienced in taking measurements." I had to ask.

"Well…the thing is Alice doesn't want to take the measurements."

I hope they hadn't fought about this too like their mud bath argument. I really did want Alice to make these clothes for Edward. Well if they are fighting again over something I had to try to intervene.

"And why not?"

He was not meeting my eyes again. And he looked abashed. Now what?

"Well she wants them taken…when I'm …when I'm ….ar..aroused…"

Holy shit! Did he just say when he's aroused… His voice came out very husky. Those words alone spoken in his velvet voice was enough to nearly bring me to an orgasm. I felt a rush of familiar wetness in my panties. Wow… and I get to measure….. I wanted to do a happy dance… yes yes yes… my mind was screaming at me. I risked a glance at his crotch. Well this would make things easier he was already aroused. So he liked it that I would be taking the measurements… mmm. He didn't say anything more and I really didn't know what to say.. well I couldn't possibly say that I would love to measure you when you are aroused now could I? Well I'd better get on with it before he takes my non response as a no.

"Do you have a measuring tape? Or shall I get mine?"

"I have one Bella. And I also need to change."

Change? As in get naked? But but I was sure that tailors took measurements while people were fully clothed.. but of course I wasn't going to refuse if Alice wanted it that way.. I felt another rush of wetness in my panties… shit.. I wanted him to get naked badly.

"Wha.. what?"

"Alice gave me some pants to put on. Can I change in your closet?"

"Sure..sure"

He was going to change in my closet. I'd better keep a good distance away so that I don't molest him! My hormones have gone haywire… I'd better calm myself down before I do something to drive him away. I took deep breathes and started meditating. It never failed to calm me down. I continued with it for some time then when I finally felt I was in control I opened my eyes. Edward was still in the closet. I looked at the time. I must have been meditating for at least 30 minutes. I walked to the closet his irresistible smell was strong. So he was still inside. I made my way back to the bed and started reading the book on my night stand. It was some time later that I happened to glance at the clock again…..what? It had nearly been an hour. What was he doing? He only took seconds to change. I knew that for a fact. He must be embarrassed to come out for some reason and I had a very good idea that it must have something to do with the pants that Alice gave him. Now I was impatient to see him.

"Ok Edward. Out! You spent almost an hour in there."

He was huddled in the corner of the closet with his arms wrapped around his knees. I'm sure he would have spent the whole night there if I hadn't interrupted. He very slowly climbed out of the closet.

OH! MY GOD.. I couldn't believe my eyes… The pants stuck to his body like a second skin. He had a pair of underwear on underneath the pants but other than that I could clearly see the outline of his body. From the outline it looked like his underwear was a pair of boxer briefs. He looked gorgeous.. and there was a huge bulge in the front which he was covering with his hands. I wanted to see his butt.. guess I could get a good look while measuring. His hips were lean and he looked like a fashion model. Although the pants were tight at his hip they hung loose on the rest of his body. I'd never seen Edward's bare legs. He had always worn long pants even at home when I went to visit. I wanted to see his legs. They must be as well muscled as the rest of him. I should try to get him to wear some shorts… may be Alice can help me with it. I just had to see those legs. I finally looked up at his face. He looked very shy and looked like he was about to run away and hide from me. I realized I must have been staring at him for god knows how long! Oh! I was embarrassed at getting caught but he must know how attractive I found him..

I urged my legs to move forward to do the job in hand. I started with the easiest measurements. When I had to measure his waist and hips Edward finally removed his hands from the bulge in front. Oh! wow. I could see a clear impression of his erection. Forget the rolling pin this seemed to be a bit more curved or was it the underwear making it look like that? He did look huge though. My hands were shaking when I took the rest of the measurements. I wanted to touch him there so much. It would feel much better than with the denim. I made sure to slightly brush over it several times and I felt him tremble every time I happened to do it. He was excited with my touch I could tell since I was sure the bulge was bigger than before. I made my way to his back pretending to take a measurement there but I wanted to check out his butt. Wow… it looked very firm…mmm I wanted to squeeze him so badly. I barely managed to refrain from doing that. It would have really scared Edward to have a women feel him up like that when he was not expecting it. I once more moved to his front and grazed my hand over his erection pretending to check a final measurement and took a quick look at his eyes to see whether he had noticed. His eyes were focused on my breasts… holy he was checking me out and I knew exactly what he must be seeing because I was not wearing a bra.

I could have continued pretending to take more measurements but the sheet was already filled… well this is it then…I folded the sheet and kept it on the table. He turned towards the closet. Before I knew what I was doing I heard myself calling out his name.

"Er…Edward.."

"Yes Bella"

You called his name idiot say something now…

"Are you staying tonight?"

"Yes love. I'll be here."

Just then I saw the raindrops on the window. Oh! It's raining. Good excuse.

"It's raining outside…. You can stay with me in the room."

"Sure Bella. Thank you." And he started to turn again towards the closet. Shit he's going to change… well here goes nothing. Nothing ventured nothing gained. I just couldn't have him change out of that outfit so soon. It was a crime.

"Edward…."

"Do..do you have to change now itself?"

Now he looked really embarrassed. Will he jump out the window to get away from me? I felt like a predator eying its prey.

"No."

To my surprise a look of determination crossed his face and he walked towards me it was a quick role reversal now I was the prey. I felt scared. Guess it's better to cool things down a bit… I took a step back and my eyes caught sight of the book I was reading earlier.

"I'm going to read will you join me?"

Now he was hesitating. I patted the bed beside me. He instantly got in and I noted that he settled himself under the covers. Mmmm good.. I started to pretend to read. I'd already read this part when he was in the closet. I felt him move a bit closer. He put his arm around me and held me closer to him. With the greatest difficulty I controlled my heart rate. He started playing with my hair. I found it very difficult to concentrate. But I forced myself to run my eyes along each line and then turn the pages when I came to the end of the page. I could feel his cold breath against me. I just couldn't take it anymore. Other than cuddling me he didn't do anything more…..I wanted so much more.

I remembered the time Mr. Banner had switched off the lights in the classroom for the film. An electric current had run through us and we had both found it really hard to keep our hands off each other … mmm. Ok. Well here goes. I pretended to yawn.

"Sleepy love?" Yes! Part one of mission accomplished. One vampire deceived.

"Yes. Guess I should sleep. Just give me a human moment." Now for number two. I have to brush my teeth…I wanted to be fresh for the kisses!

I took my towel with me and took a quick wash and rushed back. Now for part three I really hoped this would work. I switched on my night lamp and switched off the reading light. I really didn't want to leave the room in total darkness. I wanted to see him. The current ran through me as soon as the room got dark. I heard a hiss beside me. Yes! He felt it too. I carefully lay down in the bed next to him making sure not to make contact with his body. I didn't dare look at him. I was sure my face was red so I faced away from him. I knew my heart rate was up again but I didn't bother to bring it down. I wanted him to know I was in no mood for sleep. Well I'd done everything I can now it was up to him to take the next step. If he didn't I'd just have to have a wild dream….mm

I heard the rustling of sheets and a cold arm reached across me and pulled my body against his…..his now very aroused form. Oh. He felt ice cool against me but my whole body was on fire. I heard the sharp in take of his breath as we both shook with the contact. His hand against my hip was sending live electric shocks through my body. I felt butterfly light kisses on my neck and jaw, his cool breath caressing me. I wanted more. I wanted to taste his lips.. the ones exploring my neck. I pulled him down to me and attacked his lips. He didn't pull back he deepened the kiss. I was so engrossed in the sensation of his cool lips against mine that I didn't notice what he was doing. The cold touch on my breasts took me by surprise. Holy! Edward was touching my breasts. This time without the barrier of the bra it was amazing. He was very gentle. I wanted him to touch me harder but I was scared to open my mouth and be too demanding. Knowing Edward he will shy away from the whole thing. At the same time I felt him running a hand along my back. I heard him gasp. What? Did I do something wrong?

"Bella…..I … I think you've forgotten…to.. wear ..a bra.." Oh! He found out…mm this was nice. I was feeling a bit shy now but damn if I was going to put a stupid bra on now. I liked it better this way. Oh his coldness was now seeping through the material. What a feeling. I felt him touch my nipple. Piercing needles of ice cool desire ran through me. Oh….definitely no bra!. I decided to be blunt.

"I didn't forget. I never wear a bra to bed."

"But you always did when I was with you…"

"I know it was just to be more modest around you. Do I need to put one on?" I was finding it increasingly difficult to talk as he was squeezing my nipples….

"No…I like it better this way."

His voice was a breathless murmur against my ear. This was affecting him deeply. I loved it. He was now rolling my nipples with his fingers. The rough feel of cotton against them with the added cold was making the sensation more vivid. He was driving me crazy. I had to feel him. I just had to. I looked up at him. Oh those curls.. I pulled on them devouring his lips once more. This brought me right against him. Finally I felt his erection more fully against me. The coldness was sending tingles of pleasure running through my body. My breasts were aching. I wanted to feel his chest against me.

As soon as I reached to lift his t-shirt he removed it. Oh someone was very eager. I felt very excited. Then his arms tightly held me against his bare chest. The feeling of his cold hard chest against me was amazing. I wanted to touch more of him and I wanted to taste him. I licked one of his nipples. He moaned my name. His voice was low and rough. It sent a thrill of pleasure down to my core. I couldn't get enough of him I kissed and licked anywhere I could reach. I wanted more. I really wanted to touch him there again. I knew that I would get a better feel of him with his new clothing. I moved my hand to his waist. Once I got there I wanted to remove those pants so badly so that I would be able to feel his legs. I knew he was wearing underwear. I slowly put my hands on his pants. He trembled. I ran my thumbs under the waist band of the pants. Edward froze. Was he scared? Or shy? May be I went too far. Did he think I was going to remove all his clothing? Oh shit! I can imagine what it must look like to him and his Victorian morals. I felt ashamed of myself.

Just then his hands reached up and removed his pants but left the underwear on. That was fine with me since I had only wanted to do the exact same thing. The only thing I was not fine with was that he held tightly on to the comforter covering his legs…well you can't have everything I guess. I decided to make the most of what he let me do. He very obviously wanted me to touch him there but over his underwear. I slowly moved my hand and touched his erection. It was long and thick. It twitched at my touch and Edward let out a guttural groan and shuddered. A jolt of electricity ran through my hand to my core. Wow. I cautiously explored it. So this was what that part of a male felt like. The material of his underwear slipped over it smoothly. I stroked upwards and then I felt something round on top. Oh the tip. Hoarse moans left Edward's lips and his breaths came in small huffs. His eyes were squeezed tightly shut; his full lips parted; a look of ecstasy in his face. He was so beautiful in the yellowish light of my night lamp. His hands were gripping the bed sheets I hoped they didn't tear.

I slowly moved my hand up and down. I did this a few times but I didn't dare touch the top. I had heard that it was the most sensitive part for males and I was scared of hurting him. But I wanted so much to get a feel of it. So I very gently inched my hand towards the top giving Edward enough warning to stop me if he didn't want me to touch him there. As I reached the tip I touched it gently wrapping my hand around it. I heard Edward suck in an unsteady breath. When I started running my other hand down his length again his body started shaking; unintelligible murmurs leaving his lips. I could tell he was close. If possible his erection felt even harder than before. I licked his nipples again; I wanted to make this good for him. I bit at his nipples and I very gently squeezed his tip at the same time. Edward let out a high pitched moan and I felt a freezing cold wetness in my hand. He had released. Wow. This time I forgot to look into his face since I was so focused on another part of his anatomy. The said part was still hard in my hand. Oh! Wasn't it supposed to go limp after release? Edward's breathing became regular again and he made a move to get up. He wasn't going anywhere if I had anything to say about it. What about me? I was a bundle of tight nerves and I was sure I would combust anytime now.

I begged him to touch me. He gently laid me down on the bed and looked at me. Oh his eyes. They were pitch black and burning with emotion and need. Their smoldering depths held me prisoner. I couldn't think and I couldn't move. I could only feel…. And it was heaven. His hands made their way down my body touching me and caressing me every where. My breasts were burning…..I was sure they were sending sparks out every time he touched my nipples. I was floating up in the clouds…..

I was still starting at his eyes when, he suddenly looked unsure. He blinked releasing me from captivity from his eyes and I was once more conscious of what was happening around me. His hands were no longer on my breasts they were on my bottoms. Did he want to remove them? I didn't care… he could remove anything he wanted I just wanted him to continue what his magical hands were doing to me. His eyes left mine and focused on something below…oh god. I was brought back to earth with a thud. He was looking at my core…. more like staring… frozen in place. His lips were parted and he was breathing heavily. Shit shit shit…..Had he removed my panties too? Shit! Then to my relief I realized I could still feel the elastic band of my underwear. Oh! Thinking about underwear ..What had I put on? I couldn't remember. In my hurry I had grabbed the first pair of panties that I could get hold of. I hoped they were not one of the lace ones that Alice had got me to buy! They left very little to the imagination. I quickly glanced down. They were one of my white cotton pairs. Thank god they covered me well.

He finally lifted his eyes and held my gaze. His eyes were blazing…there was a deep hunger there but I could also feel hesitation and tenderness. Then I felt it. A jolt of ice cold on my burning heat. He was touching me. His eyes never left mine mesmerizing me and I couldn't look away. Every time he moved his hand jolts of electricity kept running down my body. His fingers parted me through the material and I couldn't bear it anymore, I felt my hips rise to push into his hand. I screamed his name asking for more. I felt his head on my breasts again. The sensation of his cold breath through my cotton t-shirt was unbelievable. It sent shivers through my body. The bronze head moved further down as I watched and he finally reached me there….oh …..I felt the cold air on me. He kissed me there. He was taking deep breathes. Was he smelling me? At another time I would have felt embarrassed but just then it heightened my pleasure.

Suddenly I found him on top of me his beautiful face mere inches from mine his breathing came in rapid huffs. Oh! We were aligned right there. I felt my body shudder when his erection touched me there. Ice cold and burning hot melded together… I cried out with the unbelievable sensations running through my body. He was rubbing himself against me, shivers of desire ran through me right from my core. All of a sudden I felt myself flying through the air and the next thing I know I was on top of him. I could move again. I gave into my need and let my body take over from my mind. I frantically rubbed against him. I felt cold hands touch my breasts. The pressure in me was unbearable. It was building up I knew I was going to reach my peak very soon. I increased the speed of my movements against him. I felt cold ice surrounding my nipples and the next instant there was a tight pull he was sucking me…that was it. I felt myself exploding into a thousand pieces the same moment I felt Edward trembling below me and a fierce roar came out of him as I felt a rush of cold wetness against my core. We had climaxed together. I couldn't believe it. I was totally spent. I felt my body fall limply on Edward. I held on to him tightly. I felt cool arms wrapping around me. I felt a strong feeling of belonging. I closed my eyes and felt myself drifting into oblivion.

Hope you liked it! If you want to know more about the mudbath argument between Alice and Edward please read the chapter 'Mud Bath' in Love, denial and desire.

So what did you think of Bella's point of view on their special night? Please review and let me know. It was surprisingly difficult to write it for some funny reason! I can't imagine why. I wrote Edward's point of view so fast and posted it within the day. But this was really difficult.. So I would really appreciate your reviews..