Aj's POV
After Valentine's day I didn't get a call or message from Aksana, but I can't say I'm disappointed I don't expect her to want to talk to me. I decided I needed to be close to her again even if it was only for the span of a match together, well more like me just going out there to watch. When you are champ you can do things like change the match card if you want a match so I pulled a couple strings and got what I wanted.
When I got to the arena I decided to just get ready for the match. Usually I would just stay in my locker room until it was time to go, but I want to see her and that won't happen from inside my locker room. So I decided to just go for a walk around backstage. I really don't care about the looks people are giving me I just want to find my girl. After ten minutes of walking I gave up so I sat on the crate outside the trainers room. I was only sitting there for about five minutes until my angel came to me. Well right after she choked on her water that she was drinking. And then we made eye contact I couldn't help but smile at how beautiful she looks. Judgeing by the look in her eyes she deffinitly did not to expect to see me here so I'm guessing she didn't check the showcard.
I could see her debating weither to run away or keep doing what she was doing. After a couple seconds of just staring at eachother she decides to keep going where ever she was going. I couldn't keep my eyes off her she is so beautiful, I also noticed that she is wearing one of my Love Bites shirts. She walked past me and into the trainers room, I wanted to say something to her but I don't know what to say.
After about ten minutes she walked out of the room and started to head back the way she came. I just enjoy the view as she walked away, that was until she stopped and turned to look at me.
"What are you doing here anyways? Not to be rude or anything its just that this is a Smackdown house show." She questioned. Oh man it's been way to long since I've heard her voice. It is perhaps the most beautiful thing I've heard in a while.
"I'm the Divas Champ I can go to whatever show I want." I state simply. She just gives me the stare she always gave me when she knew I was lying. I just looked down at my Chucks. "Ok fine! I just wanted to see you, I miss you." I mumbled looking up to gauge her reaction.
"Oh... Well hi." And with that she turned to walk away. She took a few steps before she turned back around. "And thanks for the flowers it was very thoughtful of you."
"It was nothing I just wanted you to know that I love you."
"Well thank you for that. See you later." This time she really did keep walking until I didn't see her anymore. Now I really miss her I have to make her mine again. But we gotta take baby steps until we can fly just like we were before. It starts with the little things and can only get better from there. Seeing her and talking to her in person at the same time after almost two months was all I needed to make me fight harder for her love. I already know everything there is to know about her, all her likes and dislikes I know them all. Now I just gotta play my cards right at the right time and Leeana shall be together once again forever.
After another ten minutes of sitting I decided that if I want my Aksana back I gotta get all the Leeana shippers behind me in my efforts. So I sent out a tweet.
Step one: let her know you you haven't forgot (check)
Step two: make your presence known, dissapear into the darkness (in progress) #StopAtNothing
That ought to do it. I don't need to explain what it means because it is pretty obvious who and what it is about. Now its time to go make my presence known. I took my time getting to the gorilla position because I want to surprise everybody. I'm pretty sure I'm the last person everybody is expecting to see out there right now. So I decided to wait a little bit after the bell to walk out.
When I walked out there everbody stopped and looked at me, but I payed the fans no mind I kept my eyes locked on Aksana the whole time as I skipped down the ramp and towards the ring. By this time Aksana took notice on my presence and was staring at me.
"What are you doing here?" She yelled. I can't tell if she is mad, surprised or confused. I didn't say anything I just kept stareing. "Why are you out here?" She said as she dropped Summer and got out the ring and walked up to me.
I don't exactly have to answer to her and I'm not scared of her either.
"You better get back in before they count you out!" I say as I point out the fact the ref is at a seven count. She just gives me a look and begins to get back in the ring.
"Don't you dare move!" She demanded before she got back into the ring. When she did Summer ran at her only for Aksana to catch her and slam her down hard on the mat in a Devo drop. By this time I was already at the top of the ramp as the ref counted the three second tap. The crowd went up in cheers for her as she got up to look for me, but I was halfway through the curtians by that time. I had to move fast to my locker room and get my stuff together, because I know she will be on a mission to find me as soon as she gets back here. So good thing I packed my stuff up before I went out there. I grabed my bag and my keys and booked it out of there. I took a lot of precautions to make sure she wouldn't be able to find me when she wanted to, mostly to avoid unwanted confrontations from her and others. So instead of staying at the superstar hotel with everybody else I stayed at a different hotel. I used a different name to check in also.
If I'm going to get her back I have to always have the upperhand on what happens. So after I did my nightly rutine I figured I would check my Twitter to see what is going on. And what do you know my #StopAtNothing is trending worldwide, I think they know whats happening. It looks like the fans think its time also. Let the games begin.
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The next morning was another quite one unfortunately, but I brought this upon myself so I gotta deal with it for now. That was until my phone began to ring. So I pick it up to see who is calling its the Boss Lady, but I can't answer it because she is probably going to yell at me. So I just sat and watched it ring until it stopped. Watching it ring was probably one of the worst things I could ever do in this company. Who knows what she would have called for. If there is one thing I know for sure, that is they won't fire me. I'm their number one diva on the roster, and I even rank higher then some of the superstars. It took a lot not to answer that call, but talking to Steph isn't really part of the plan. Actually talking to anybody about what I'm doing isn't really part of the plan at all. All I can do is follow the plan until I get what I want. Today is Sunday which is usually when me and Aksana would just cuddle and hang out all day, then catch an early flight Monday morning. But I do things alone now mostly so I booked my flight to be early today. Monday night RAW was to be held in Tampa. Good thing because I would really like to sleep in my own bed for a night. I just want to take a day off to relax and gather my thoughts, because honestly I'm sick and tired of being sad all day. Of everybody looking down on me, I just want it all to end. I want my life back to how it was before everything went bad, and that is the plan.
After my flight I caught a cab back to my house. I haven't been here since the end of December and it looks the same way I left it about two months ago. I don't really care about anything other than going to sleep in my bed. So I hopped in the shower and then searched my dresser for something to wear. Everything is neatly folded from when she helped me do laundry. And I came across one of her hoddies she lent me so I put it on, damn it still smells like her. It feels like I'm wraped up in a warm hug from her, and that is all I need to go to sleep.
Monday Afternoon.
For the first time in a long time I actually had a good nights sleep. I'm not sure if it was because I slept in my own bed or if it was because I slept in her hoodie, maybe it was both. Whichever it was it made me happy and I know today is going to be a good day.
So I got out of bed and decided to go to the gym before heading of to the arena. Today is a supershow so that means Aksana will be backstage somewhere or she might have a match. I'm not sure I don't remember what it said in the email. But the only way to know for sure is if I get to the arena and find out for sure.
When I get to the arena I walked in with a game plan. And my first stop is to visit wardrobe to see about getting new gear. Can't start a campaign without badass merchandise to go with it. After thirty minutes I left wardrobe with new editions to my attire and I can't wait to debut it later tonight. So I put the stuff into my bag and head off to catering. When I walked in everybody was giving me strange looks, maybe it was because I had a huge smile on my face. I can't help myself in a few weeks or less I will have my Aksana back and everything will be alright again.
After grabbing some fruit and a water I headed off to my locker room... Well not really it is more of a random room I found far away from my locker room so Aksana can't find me before or after the show. After I got changed I decided to send out another Tweet.
Step three: make your objective known to the whole world, then disappear until next time. (I hope you all are watching) #StopAtNothing #Raw
I have a match tonight so it is going to be a little hard to get in and get our without confrontation, but not impossable. I was only waiting for about ten minutes because I decided to show up thirty minutes before my match. So I started to the gorilla and everybody was checking out my new gear.
"Well it looks to me as you are trying to get a certian someone's attention." Tamina spoke as I walked up to her.
"Oh really is it that noticeable?" I joked knowing full and well it is obvious as to what my intentions were.
"No, if you ask me I think it's not obvious enough. Nobody will notice." She shrugged.
"Oh ok good that is what I was going for!" I smile.
"Ladies it's Showtime in ten seconds." Said a stagehand.
"Its all part of the plan Mina! But come on let's go kick ass!" I exclaimed as my music hit and I walked through the curtian. To look out at a sea of confused faces.
oooh what do you guys think Aj's attire looks like? I guess she really is determined to get Aksana back... Things can only get better or maybe worse for others. Plastic is made from oil. -Joz
