A/N: Well... I felt bad... so... this is not the last chapter. This is the sex scene! Woo... but I don't even I want to call this an "Act" (dirty act maybe) because the plot minimally moves and it didn't fit into the themes of my last chapter. So this is just my thank you to those who've been patient with my sex skipping.
The part at the end was inspired by a friend I saw again today... which is a bonus.
Next chapter is the end... and it is coming soon.
It's nice to see all is right with the real world. Natalie won. The Oscars were boring as usual... And Mila Kunis was wearing a barely there dress. :)
That metal rod punched the door shut as Nina fit it perfectly like a wedge.
"Couldn't you have just went and bought a normal door lock Nina? It's not that expensive…"
The logical comment flew over Nina's head as she was trying to recreate her most vivid dream she ever had. She took Lily gently by the hand and placed her in the center of the room, towards the bed and looking towards the door.
"Okay, you were over here… and then…" Nina closed her eyes for a second, like reading images that were scorched into her memories forever. Lily could only watch on as a curious spectator, watching a director at work. Hopefully this wasn't going to translate into another career Lily was thinking of.
"You just gotta get this perfect don't you?" Lily sighed to herself as she waited patiently.
"… I think it's alright now." Nina let out a deep breath as she looked around her room, almost imagining it filled with her childhood memorabilia. "I just ran into the room… I locked it…"
"And…"
Nina tapped her foot a couple times as there was a nervous hesitance on her part. Those eyes shut tight told the story in a silence. At least that was what Lily thought.
It has to be the exactly same. It has to be perfect.
**I don't care anymore! I want Lily. I want her now!**
Nina was as much a perfectionist at weaving a dance for someone else as much as her own, but she knew Lily wasn't the most patient of people. The wait was repaid quite generously though as far as she was concerned. Before Lily could even blink, Nina had closed the distance, her hands flushed in her hair, pulling them hard into a kiss that just wasn't one of the normal. This was an aggressive a kiss, a kiss that was from a frustrated dream that had to be let out.
**We're kissing… I can't believe we're kissing…**
Lily was taken back, being in a position she wasn't used to, already a few steps behind as Nina, playing catch up. Her lips were being sucked on freely, her mouth parting ways as Nina's tongue begged and demanded for entry. Lily's head felt light as Nina's tongue was gingerly exploring her oral cave, but she was now reacting calmly, gently taking Nina's head and pushing them tighter, her tongue lashing out back into Nina's mouth.
"Mmm…" Lily hears Nina moan a good reaction quietly into her mouth, vibrating, replying with her own raspier one soon after as Nina pressed her tongue as far back as she could now.
Their excitement was pushing them to kiss deeper and heavier. Their mouths were so warm and inviting. Their lips were so sweet and tender. It was so passionate but soft. Nina's hands slowly caressed down from Lily's soft hair, to her smooth back, and to her firm rear. The skirt that was once there was stripped off, Lily's bare bottom now only covered by lace and panties. Lily took advantage of Nina's eagerness, pulling Nina's head back in a suggestive smile, almost like she was saying… "This is my world you're playing in."
Nina's eyes were tightly shut as she wanted to feel the pleasure of that dream and Lily was supplying it tenfold. She titled Nina's head to the side; mouth wide, lips smooched together tightly as Lily's tongue coiled around Nina's stroking it. She alternated between teasing kisses around those lips to deep throating her tongue… even nibbling on Nina's tender bottom lip.
**I need to have you…**
Nina had willpower and showed it. Lily gasped as she was thrown onto the bed with surprising strength, smiling soon after as she knew the game to be played. Lily thrived on the roughness, crawling towards Nina, grabbing her skirt and pulling it down and away as their mouths were inseparable. Nina moaned as Lily's kisses grew harder. Her lips were being nibbled and suckled, Nina working on pulling Lily's tight shirt off… suddenly nibbling on Lily's neck hard to make her lean her head back in ecstasy.
"Ah…" Lily groaned as she felt Nina's bite on her neck.
The shirt came off smoothly thereafter, Nina now able to enjoy her girlfriend's lean body, a sexual specimen that didn't come around too often. Her perky breasts, her flat stomach, her smooth skin… Nina wanted to eat her up right now.
"You like looking at me…" Lily smirked swaying her hips teasingly as she hugged around Nina's body, twisting her onto the bed.
T-this… is… it…
Lily had Nina silenced the minute she was on the pillow, French kissing her and sucking the air out of her. Nina went lazy eyed as she could feel the throbbing pleasure growing beneath, Lily's half naked body grinding into her.
"You won't remember your dream after this." Lily whispered into her ear with sexual confidence, slowly kissing down Nina's neck and chest, pulling her shirt up.
Nina could only watch as Lily closed in, staring at that lean sexual deviant on all fours, kissing every part of her body and creating a firey sensation beneath her waist. Lily paid extra attention to Nina's breast as she lapped her tongue over the bra cup, giving it a squeeze that made Nina shiver in delight. She ran a finger down her smooth abdomen next, passed her cute belly button, reaching the panties and discarding them with a pull and toss.
Lily could smell Nina's wet sex ready for her. She smiled naughtily as she lowered herself, Nina watching impatiently as Lily teasingly kissed down her sensitive inner thighs.
"Aaangh…" Nina laid her head back in the bed, the first lick of her clit sending a wave of pleasure through her. Lily watched Nina carefully at every move making sure everything she did was going to drive her lover wild. She began her path to Nina's orgasm, sliding her wet tongue deep inside her cunt, tasting the juices that were flowing
**Are… her tattoos… moving? … I… her body… is so… beautiful…**
Nina's groans were egging Lily on, every moan and twist of her body making Lily eat her sex out harder. She didn't use her hands at all. She didn't need to. Her tongue and mouth, licking and sucking Nina into a state where she couldn't even speak. She felt Nina's pure ecstasy as her body was tightening up, as if she was trying not to explode. Nina was holding on… she didn't want this first one to be so quick.
I don't think so Nina…
Lily's eyes were on Nina as she was looking at a flush faced ballerina panting above. A sucking sensation on Nina's clit made her contort again, fingers digging deep into Lily's hair, her legs wrapping around that thin waist. A swirling of the tongue over the same sensitive spot made her cry out, Lily feeling the orgasm coming fast. She didn't let up now, moving her head up and down, grinding her tongue, hard into Nina's spot…
"Oh Lily!"
Lily enjoyed her hard work with sweet nectar that flowed out of her pussy, making sure to clean it out like she couldn't get enough. Nina looked spent as she had a glassy stare, her chest heaving, laying back in her bed as if she was in a dream. Lily was content her mouth glistening from the sexual juices, crawling up as Nina's head came up, pressing her kiss gently and lovingly… but making sure Nina could taste herself.
"How was… that?"
"… Amazing…" Nina gasped with half closed eyes. "I… it wasn't that good… in the dream…"
"I can do worse on purpose if you need to." Lily kissed her chin teasingly and around her neck… not getting enough of Nina still.
"No…" Nina didn't know if she giggled or moaned, her body was lost in the moment.
"So… what's next?"
**Nina saw herself laughing mockingly… a pillow covering her face to silence her… to end her pleasure.**
Not this time…
Nina laid back, licking her lips at her own orgasmic juices. "I… want to taste you now… please sit on me…"
"Heh… alright…" Lily smirked in comply stripping off her panties and tossing them away in a sexy stare. Nina couldn't contain her excitement, watching Lily crawling to a half stand and easing her way over to the head of the bed. Soon Lily was on top of her, Nina could smell the sweet but strong waft of Lily's pussy. If she was going to be silenced it was going to be from something she wanted…
"Unngh… you're so good Nina…" Lily sat down over Nina's face, the sensations starting immediately as Nina's own tongue now was playing Lily like an instrument.
The moans came fast and loud, Lily holding onto the bars of the bedhead for balance and to just hold on for the ride of her life. From below Nina had her firm rear clenched, her mouth giving Lily's pussy much more than it bargained for. Her tongue was magic, a confident and not tentative girl sliding it in and out of Lily's pleasure spot. When she began working the clit with her wet finger, Lily felt like her entire body was screaming. Nina… was learning to be a great lover fast. She was learning how to make Lily satisfied… fast.
"Y-you've never ate me out like this before baby."
Nina looked up to see Lily looking down on her with the most pleasure filled face and it was making her happy. It was exciting her. It just wanted her to take it even further. Nina clenched onto Lily's ass as she began to work her clit, her tongue repeating stroking and her mouth sucking away like there was no tomorrow. She was going to make Lily feel as good as she made her feel. She wanted to taste all that Lily had to offer.
Lily bit her lip as she felt her orgasm coming. Nina was just becoming as much as a sexual deviant as she was. With a few hard laps and Nina's surprising stimulation from behind...
"Aaaagh!" Lily screamed out as she felt her body let go of the explosion, her head going to rest on the wall, her hands supporting her. Lily didn't know if it was her sobriety or what Nina did to her or a combination. It was the hardest orgasm she ever felt. Her heavy breaths made it undeniable.
Beneath Nina happily tasted the sweet nectar Lily was dripping now, making a few more moans come out of a satisfied ballerina. Lily fell back almost landing next to Nina, next to her legs, kissing her thighs.
"That was… the best… thing I've… ever felt…" Lily was still trying to catch her breath.
"Really?" Nina blushed as she caressed Lily's curved hips, staring dreamingly to the ceiling. She loved hearing compliments from a lover like Lily. Nina still felt new at this and it felt so satisfying in her mind… almost as much as it was physically.
"Yes and I know you're not done yet." Lily sat up, recovering now.
"No way…" Nina shook her head in agreement.
"Then let's do something a little more… me." Lily sucked on her own fingers and parted Nina's legs apart suddenly, soon after spreading her pussy with her free hand, and working two fingers into her tight cunt.
"Ah! L-lily!" Nina was surprised as the pleasure spiked up in her again, making her buck her hips hard. Lily licked her other hand as she saw Nina roll on top in a 69 position. Lily smirked as she began manipulating Nina's swollen clit from beneath, while fingering her with a relentless pounding.
The moans coming out of Nina were one that was primal. She wasn't being eating out with a sensual tongue. She wasn't being coerced with a sweet tongue. She was being fucked. She takes a couple of deep breaths, trying to control herself as she now had Lily's sex again in her sights. It was so wet from the last orgasm, Nina lapped up cum with her fingers, giving it a taste as she pressed her own pair of fingers deep into Lily.
"Aagh… copycat…" Lily teased in a moan, as she felt Nina wriggle her fingers inside.
Nina only smiled at the comment, soon groaning out as Lily already had found her g-spot. She felt her pussy clench onto Lily's fingers, her pussy lips parting each time those fingers were driven in. "Ooh…" Nina shivered as she felt her body tell her that Lily had her.
"Come on Nina…" Lily giggled. "I bet you're going to come before I get any… nngh!"
"W-what were you saying?" Nina moaned in a reply, as she pressed deep into Lily's pussy, her fingers moving around the clit in circles.
Even in the bedroom they were pushing each other. Who could bring the other one to the harder and faster orgasm? Lily's lead was dwindling as both of the girls were in heat, moaning, sweating, and trying to hold on as long as their bodies could take it. From beneath Lily began to work even faster, feeling Nina's juices up to her knuckle as she was so deep inside her. Her lover above was about to lose it… but she was determined to make Lily come with her, suddenly adding a third finger.
It wasn't too long before both of the girls felt another orgasm coming, both of them yelling out as they juiced onto each other's fingers almost simultaneously. Lily and Nina pulled out and collapsed again on the bed, their breaths completely sapped from them. These orgasms were as intense as anything they've ever felt.
"Y-you just like fucking in your old room so you feel naughty don't you?" Lily commented with a smirk.
"It is a little too adventurous for me isn't it?" Nina covered her warm cheeks.
"Inside that perfect little girl is such a naughty little thing it's amazing." Lily caressed her hair as she sat up. "I think I need to teach you a lesson. I'm still the dominant one in this relationship."
"… Then teach me." Nina let it be known that this was still a new stronger her.
"Gladly…" Lily took to her feet fast, pulling Nina up and into a deep kiss, pushing her against the wall of her room. She quickly got in between Nina's legs, swinging one of her thighs into a cradle in her arms, the other holding her head to protect it from the wall.
"What are you... doing?" Nina moaned as Lily kissed her neck.
"Something you're going to love." Lily winked as she began to grind her own pussy into Nina's. Lily couldn't have been more accurate as unbelievably both girls had their juices flowing again. Lily's ballerina waist let her be extremely flexible… her body was a fine tuned machine and Nina felt every bit of it. Nina could only moan as she stared into Lily's eyes.
Lily tightened her abs, pushing forward in a pelvic thrust, her clit slamming into Nina's in a rhythmic burst. Nina panted and groaned with each press, Lily sometimes alternating by swiveling her ass like an exotic dancer, grinding their wet pussies together.
"Oh my God…" Nina could only moan to the air as her ass pressed against the cold wall with each thrust.
"I knew… ungh… you'd love this…" Lily moaned as well, feeling her own body give the signals of excitement. She felt their breasts press together now, Lily groaning as Nina's bra material stroked her hardened nipples.
"Y-yes please don't stop Lily…" Nina curled her toes, exploring Lily's body with curious hands. She got to feel her soft skin at every juncture. Those luscious curves. Those firm breasts. Lily's lean muscles…
You drove me crazy.
Now you drive me crazy… in a good way…
Lily drove her hips forward quicker now as she Nina joined her grinds. They could both feel wetness drip down their legs as this was turning them both on more than they could have ever imagined. Their athletic bodies were made for this motion, their flexibility making them able to grind so hard and long.
"Ungh.. Nina…" Lily tossed her head back as Nina had her nipple in a bite, nibbling on it and sucking. She felt her ass once again cupped by her lover, Nina actually pulling Lily into her each time to make the clits touch even harder… both of them now crying out.
"Lily… I can't hold on anymore!"
"Me neither…"
They both came with one last hard press into each other, each of them shivering in each other's arms as they felt their racing heart beats together… in sync. Their sweat let them slide against each other with ease even in a tight unbreakable grip. With weak breaths they just couldn't stop kissing. When it came to each other? Both of them… were insatiable.
"You're so amazing Lily." Nina stroked her cheek, pressing their foreheads together.
"… Only for you now." Lily said simply, Nina melting as she heard the words. Before anything else could be said Lily stole one more kiss that made them fall onto the bed in bliss. They were cuddling now. Both so content it felt… just like a dream.
"So, how did I do versus dream version of me?" Lily was exhausted but still needed that ego stroked. "Be honest."
"You are a million times better." Nina laughed weakly as she pecked Lily's lips in total truth.
"Liar…" A light mutual chuckle that died out and they could only stare at each other in silence afterwards.
How did I find you?
You're… perfect for me.
"I don't care how dark things get anymore." Nina whispers as she stroked Lily's skin. "I just need you to be there with me."
"I'm not going anywhere but you don't need me." Lily held her tightly. "You are strong now… no matter what happens. Understand?"
Nina didn't reply as it didn't even sound like Lily wanted to debate, only pressing her head against Lily's chest as she closed her eyes. The two drifted off into their own dreams that weren't as pleasing as the one they had tonight. For Nina and Lily… the best part though came the next morning.
They were both still there… holding one another.
- B – B – B –
( Days Later | Madison Square Garden )
Old habits never change. There was a meeting to be had between all the ballerinas before stage time and Lily was once scrambling on her last few seconds. The bigger hallways of the building were complicated. Lincoln Centre was so much easier to navigate than this place. She huffed and puffed her way though and finally busted through the door with her shoulder.
"Nice of you to join us. We thought we might be having only one Swan Queen again." Thomas commented with new humor as all the ballerinas glanced over to Lily.
"Um, sorry Georgina had to fix some loose thread." Lily calmly walked towards the center where Nina waited.
"You've used that one already." Thomas replied.
"Oh right… that was last week. My bad." Lily bowed graciously.
"Ugh," Thomas finished with a fizzle. "This is no longer just a Leroy production everyone. This is your production. This is your opportunity to show not only the ballet world but everyone what it means to be a ballet performer. Good luck everyone and be safe out there."
Thomas left soon after those words to take his place as the coordinator behind the scenes. Lily took a glance at Nina who was closing her eyes as calm as a flower, not even reacting to Lily's presence. Lily knew Nina liked to get into some sort of zone so she wasn't too worried. But in her mind there was definitely something wrong in the room. As she glanced around the greenroom mostly all the girls seemed to have that 'deer in headlights' look to them. They were nervous. They were scared.
A lot rode on this show. The future of their careers. Their future of their production.
Lily felt for them and knew what she had to do.
"Hey everyone. Huddle up I have something to say."
All the girls blinked, strolling over, Veronica crossing her arms. "What now Lily?"
"… I want everyone to huddle up close shoulder to shoulder." Lily's eyes didn't have an ounce of playfulness in them, the nervous girls all doing so with heavy breaths. They were running through choreography and worries in their mind but Lily had a plan.
Nina slowly opened her eyes and took a glance around at all the girls surrounding Lily and her, wondering what her girlfriend had planned.
"Okay I want everyone to shout out what they're scared of." Lily commanded, pointing at each of them. "Everybody is scared of something. Yell it out and put it out there. I'm starting…"
Lily… you're being… a leader… Nina looked on in amazement.
"I'm afraid of regression." Lily looked at all of the girls with vulnerable eyes. "Falling into old traps that have done you wrong in the past." She points to Madeline. "What are you afraid of?"
"Uh… Disappointing my parents. Not being able to please them all the time even though I love them."
"You?" Lily pointed at Sarah next.
"I'm afraid of being hated. Of not being loved. Of not finding anyone that can love me unconditionally."
Lily stopped as she met eyes with Veronica now, the two clearly still having a bit of bad blood. But the two didn't back down nor disrespect one another, there was a respect at a ballet level here to be had and that's all they wanted.
"What are you afraid of?" Lily asked simply as Veronica just stared at her with crossed arms. She slowly looks around the room like the peers were pushing her to let go. As she speaks they notice its softer than usual.
"I'm afraid of not being good enough." Veronica rolled her eyes, sighing as if it was extremely hard to do. "N-never reaching my goals I set in my life. I'm afraid of being a… failure."
Failure. Nina heard the words as all the ballerinas began to feel something happen inside them. They were looking at one another as the coldest most polarizing dancer showed emotion and weakness for the first time to anyone. The comments kept coming soon after, the room warming up instead of being an isolated mess of thoughts.
"I'm afraid of losing loved ones."
"I'm afraid of being abandoned by those close to me."
Everyone… seems to have the same fears… I do…
"… I'm afraid of never finding myself." Nina answered that one out, getting a rub on the back from Lily.
"I'm afraid of letting you all down." Lynn looked at all of them with tearful eyes. "You all are so amazing and I still have a lot to learn. I don't want to let anyone of you down tonight. Especially Nina." She wiped her teary eyes from the pressure. "I know how big this night is for you. I won't be able to forgive myself if I mess this up."
Some of the girls instantly held her, patting her on the back with words of encouragement.
"Lynn please do not put so much pressure on yourself. I won't hold anyone accountable." Nina spoke out now. "This is not my show. This is all of ours."
"None of us here are flawless. None of us here are fearless. None of us here…" Lily looked over to Nina. "Are perfect."
Perfection is not possible…
"Someone taught me that trying to deal with your fears by yourself can be a losing cause." Lily winked as Nina could only reply with a gentle grin. "Girls, out there tonight is probably the biggest crowd we'll ever dance to. This is an opportunity for all of us. An opportunity for the ballet world to be part of the big picture again. I get it." She sighed. "But we have to check all our egos on the door. Lynn's fear is all we should be worrying about. We have to support one another because shit… that's all we have."
"I know you all are amazing and will do well if you have support." Nina looked at all of them in the eyes, taking Lily's lead. "Madeline you've been with me since the start and I've seen you grow into such a versatile dancer. Lynn, Sarah, Leanne… you three are so new yet you dance like you've been here forever. Margaret and Natasha, you two have battled through so many injuries, and you've come back stronger each time. Gailana, you're the most positive and fun to watch dancer I've seen here and I can't wait till you return… and Veronica… y-you… are the benchmark to me."
Veronica looked at Nina with a skewed face.
"The minute I walked into Thomas' office my first day, you were the one that caught my eye. You were clearly the best." Nina evoked a real emotion that Veronica couldn't react angrily to. "I looked up to you like I looked up to Beth. You two were the ones I wanted to be like when I danced. I'm sorry that we almost became rivals because… I know at first things weren't that way. Perhaps we could have been friends if things worked out differently."
"… I'm sorry too… t-thanks for the words." Veronica muttered, almost taken a back, all the girls holding themselves, touched by Nina's genuine kindness.
"We can be catty tomorrow girls. We can be jealous and hate each other and be scared all by ourselves after tonight." Lily scowled. "But we've all seen what happens when we let one of us fall through. That shit isn't going to happen anymore. We communicate on stage and we talk to one another through problems. No more selfishness. This is not a night for any of that."
"I agree…" Nina nodded with a somber note. "I am sorry you are all so worried on my behalf. Just know that we've been training so hard and I'm proud of each and every one of you. No matter what role you were in. No matter how hard Thomas and I pushed you. You guys stood up strong. I will not forget this."
"It's us against the world. People doubt us, saying ballet can never be anything more than a niche thing. I say fuck em." Lily seemed on fire, looking around as the girls got behind her. "Tonight let's show them how awesome we are and how much fun we have doing what we love."
"Yes!" Lynn clapped and all the girls followed.
"Everyone be safe and please talk to one another. The stage is big and the crowd will be loud. Each person to the side of you has to be trusted." Nina pleaded. "Once we are out there, the person beside you will be the only one you have."
What happened next made the group want to slap themselves awake.
"We have your back Nina." Veronica said it with a nod, stepping forward. "I know we've had some shit in the past and I'm still pissed about my situation… b-but you and Lily are right. This isn't a time to be selfish and to think of our own insecurities. I think on behalf of the girls we're glad you're back. And we're making sure you don't leave… ever again. We're not going to mess this up for you."
"You're the reason we are having this opportunity in the first place." Madeline smiled, stepping up as well.
"We owe you anything Nina. We'll walk through fire for you." Lynn nodded enthusiastically.
"Thanks everyone…" Nina felt the support – the support she didn't have the first Opening Night that almost cost her life. "Have this attitude for every girl in this room right now. I appreciate all you've done for me. I wouldn't have any other dancers than any of you in here."
"So now that we're pumped up, let's do it like we do it in San Francisco, all hands in the middle and over Nina, close your eyes." Lily started by placing her hand over Nina, all girls following. "Everyone's fears are out in the open now and tonight are when we let it all out okay?"
"OKAY!" They replied back in unison.
"On my words everyone scream it like Thomas would do it." Lily smirks. "What do you do when you're scared of something?"
"ATTACK IT!"
"What do you when you're not sure of yourself?"
"ATTACK IT!"
"What are you going to do this crowd tonight?"
"SEDUCE THEM!"
"What are we gonna do to our loved one after we rock this place tonight?"
"SEDUCE THEM!"
"What time is it?"
"OUR TIME!"
"What time is it?"
"OUR TIME!"
"Is everyone pumped up?"
"HELL YES!"
"Let's go out there and do what we do best ladies!"
"WOOOOOOO!" With a loud girl roar the room was on fire as even Nina the calm natured ballerina got into it, feeling fizzles down her chest as she felt so empowered. The girls all took off to the stage talkative and inspired. Lily only chuckled to herself as her inspirational act actually worked, shrugging towards Nina like it was business as usual. It was all improv off the top of the cleverest girl in the ballet business.
"You are quite the speaker. No wonder you volunteered for the intro." Nina looked her sexy girlfriend up and down her white Swan body, ogling with those red contact eyes. "It's a very attractive trait. Y-you… seem to have a lot of those."
"It's just something one of the football players the other day showed me." Lily smiled, stroking Nina's arm caringly. "I am worried about you though."
"Don't…"
"I'm worried about how many people are going to want to take you away from me when they see how great you are tonight." Lily smiled.
"Thanks but you know you are the only one for me." Nina knew those words were true, never more so than now.
"I'm going to be right there with you…" Lily blew her a kiss that Nina caught with her own puckered lips. "Ready to do this Swan Queen?"
"Yes Swan Queen… I'm ready."
"Show me your White Swan face."
Nina touched her face looking cute but vulnerable.
"Show me your Black Swan face."
Nina scowled an angry growl.
"… By golly… you are ready Ms. Nina Sayers."
Nina… smiles.
Something she's doing so much more now than before.
